BAD PERSONALITIES

Serenty is here

BAD PERSONALITIES

MISS LOVEKILLJOY DEAF

CHAPTER 4

She comes out of the gate on a tear! Watch-out, if your name is on her black list! She doesn’t always rely of her anonymous employers either. She’s capacity self reliant, so she wisely and gingerly takes the initiative to watch her back, by being proactive against being stabbed in the back, by the same unscrupulous black market people, who are just as devious, like herself. That is why she says ” Tomorrow, there is no tomorrow, only today and she acts that way! She has a plan A, B,C, and D.  D is a special plan, D is for Demon, ” Catch Me If You Can.” Policy, it gets geeky complex, part of her female personality, but quality of obsessive compulsive disorder, model is a bigger issue, but revenge pops open, when someone foolishly dares try to betray this Mad Miss LoveKillJoy!  

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RING, RING, we hear a phone ringing, Miss Love picks up a pink old style Google glasses version update, and paces them on head to answer the phone, and in a slow feminine  smooth as silk voice answers the phone and says, sexy breathy, hello? As the other voice on the line, a man with a loud, kind of grossed, gravely voice, like that old famous, Afro-american trumpet player, Sacha mo Armstrong, answers and says :  Hello? Hello, hi, hi there young lady. Miss LovekillJoy, asks, this is Nicky? Yes, sugar, girl! It’s me, Nicky! Oh, hy Nicky, baby! How’s things? Positively, now that I am talking with you every thing is neat treat, and kind of dynamic, taking advantage of being in love with you that is to say! Oh Nicky, what a sweet, sweet thing to say! Same here, dear, look, where you at? Oh, a car is driving me to the airport! Be, um, um, oh, well lets, say maybe, 15 minutes, most 25, to be with you to raise cain, soon, honey sugar! What color is my day? Honey, as long as your color is L O V E., the same as mine! We are going to have one hell of a good afternoon.  And oh gosh, can you look out side, the sun will start to go down, and it will setting! I love sunsets, the chopper ride is going to be one beautiful timeless experience! I can’t wait!

I believe you, and say, what do you say about last night, honey? Hey we had fun, sugar! I’ll say, last night right, hmmmm boy, was so, so good! Yep! It was so different, for me, I don’t get out that much, especially to go to DJ party in-house clubs too often! Honestly, it’s been years, said Nicky with his gravely voice slowing down, demonstrably, denoting the revelation that he was ashamed of that true fact, but considering his time consuming and demanding scientific work, any way he, quickly got over it,

and continued, and bounced back smiling, with a spritely sounding reply saying, ” Its was well, different for me.” Did you believe it, how cool it was, or how much fun Nicky? The DJ was making you feel like you were in a different place, like heaven, a heaven inside of you, especially when MC, spark T, looped the Whitney Tracks, OMG! Thats party barcardi! Was that cool, or what? Yes, honey it was nice sugar, I kind of like being with you alone best, afterwards! Oh sweetie, thanks, I enjoyed your company, Nicky, you know what I mean, it rocked being with you too! Look I got 5:26 pm, when you gonna catch up to me, Nicky? Well, the driver is pulling into the airstrip now, perhaps ten minutes, sugar. Cool!  I’ll wait. I am in front of the chopper on runway 42, at the light blue footing! Sure honey-sugar! See you then! So long sweaty, Kiss, Kiss! See ya! Click, Miss loveKilljoy hangs up, the line goes dead. Miss love, casually sits, with all her bags, and looking around out through her wide rimmed black, hollywoodish sunglasses, every much a drama queen, as her

African, chauffeur, Mr. Dahac, drives her down to the heliport, he gets out and walks around the big black limousine, to her side door and opens it for her, she daintily steps out, scans the environment, giving it a once over, her hair and her scarf blowing up in the brisk afternoons wind.

She focuses ahead, and abruptly proceeds straight to the office reception kiosk, over which there is this big sign,” Himmel Hubschrauber !” She goes into the glassed walled office, and a receptionist, Miss Conciliare, greets her, and nods her head.  Miss Conciliare, sits quietly at a long mahogany desk along side a bunch of advertisements, and on the wall, behind her, a mural of a helicopter! Miss Conciliare, she’s dressed in a brite sky blue office attire! The office is decorated with an airy, wispy pale blue tones, that makes both of them stand right out, as prosaic music is barely audible! And everything looks spanking new too, both she and the receptionists acknowledge each other, smiling politely!

Miss Love, walks over closer to the pretty brunette, blued eyed receptionist, who’s around nineteenth’ish, and is thin as a dime, and wearing a tiny bright gold german insignia on her lapel, and assuming, the girl is a native German speaker, addresses her, smiling broadly, saying,  Hallo, Brauche ich etwas Hilfe, ich habe ein Helikopter-Rundflug für 17:00 heute Nachmittag. Mein Name ist auf der Liste, mein Name is Miss Love!

 Oh I am sorry, I don’t speak it, my German is really bad, I am sorry. I am just filling in for the regular receptionist, who works this desk, this afternoon, she speaks it, but she took a sick day, sorry. Miss Love stares at her curiously listening , then says, “Oh Sorry, my fault, I thought, um, um er, OK, what I Need to know is, if my flight arrangements are set for 5 pm, thats why I arrived early. My name is Miss LoveKillJoy Deaf.  I am supposed to meet up with someone.”

” Yes, of course, let me see madame, do be kind enough to give me a moment will you ? Thank you kindly, you Miss ? Whats your name again ?”, asked the receptionist, checking the computer screen flashing in front of her. ” Miss Love, Miss LoveKillJoy Deaf,” replied Miss Love cordially. The receptionist replies ” Oh yes,” she picks up the clip board and scrolls her finger down the list till she sees her name. ” Ah yes, got you. Could you be kind of enough madame, to allow me to see your ID ?”, she asks politely. ” ID, ” asked Miss Love? ” Sure,” Miss Love reaches into her, bag, slides her hand into a thin hidden compartment marked, ‘ Blue Honey Due.’ and pulls out a passport, with which, the receptionist reaches over and takes it opens it, checks it over carefully, looking at her colored picture, then satisfied, hands it back to her. Suddenly, a young guy comes in the door, thats looks like a Puerto Rican American, strolls over and bows his head slightly, takes off his cap, showing respect to her, and pulls out of a dark maroon messenger bag a letter and holds it out to her and says: ” Hola, Senora LoveKillJoy, mi nombre es Angelo. Disculpe que esto es para TI,” says the man holding out a small white envelope. She turns long and stares at him, and then politely smiles, then hesitantly takes it and asks, what this, this for me? Sí Señora, the man shaking his head up and down, replies smiling kind of, and turns and quietly walks out.

 “What is it ? “ thought, Miss Love to her self? Snail Mail? Curious, I wonder why? What the hell could this be, she asks her self?  Miss Love reads quickly the name on the letter, it’s turns out to be her secret boyfriend, Cartoco Antonio, she recognizes his hand writing, funny thing is he knows better to write a hand written letter, Poor boy, he loves me,  fool!

I told the fellow, no electronic communications, so, he won’t text or call me while I am on this special job, but, the dear man, he still wants to tell me, he loves me or something like that, but I better not open it now. She wants to, however, she dismisses it, she’ll deal with it later. She doesn’t want her new scientist boy friend want to be, to walk in and catch her reading it! She’s got work to do. Timing is every thing in her line of work! She can read it later alone, she thought, to herself! But nevertheless the fact that it was marked,” urgent, open up now,” is of concern but, just then her new scientist boy friend chauffeurs drives up and out pops Nicky, all smiles waving! She crushes the letter up, without opening, and slides it back into the secret compartment in her bag! To be opened at a more opportune time, but, this is not the time !

” Sugar wow, you look great, don’t know what you’re doing, but keep it up,” exclaimed Nicky bursting into a big enthusiastic smile on seeing her! Say is every thing set ?” asks Nicky semi serious. Um, um er, year, say, don’t know, I was just going through the processing when you arrived, she replies smiling up at him. OK, I’ll take care of it, he says. He puts down his brief case and turns , looking back at the receptionist, and says, Miss, asks Nicky, does the cost include a full tank of gas, or is it apart? Everything has been taken care of, by a caller named Smoothicas, said the clerk. “wow,” said Miss Love, sounding surprised! He’s a good friend of yours? Oh, yes, thats right, thats very nice of him, Nicky replied, ” Whose he ? ”  It’s a guy named Mr, smoothies, he’s a sponsor of mine, my work. He’s not only a scientific admirer, but an important investor, so thats good, I mentioned it to him, that I was coming here. OK, then I’ll pay for whatever left of the bill, said Nicky proudly. “No need,”replied the receptionist smiling, and bowing slightly, Mr. Soomthicas said the tabs on him, You just go and have a good time  Mr. Nickels!

” Thank you, Well, great! I’ll say, well than, up, up and away,” said Nicky proudly, his blue eyes beaming at her, so it was a harsh surprise for him ego wise, when she told him.  But, sorry not in that, said Miss love despairingly, pointing at the helicopter his friend just paid out for him to ride in. It turns out to be, a small light bodied yellow GUIMBAL Capri G2, appropriate but it’s only a two seater with little room to spare.

” I have my means too, surprise I have my own girly transportation, Nicky, right over there, she said pointing behind her, ” Surprise! ” She laughed, tossing her head back and stroking her long hair, saying, ” look big girl toys, for the fast girls life in Dubai. I flew it around there for my birthday last year, in this, its all mine I am an, lady avionics hip baby,” she said smiling proudly and tossing her head back and runs her fingers through his hair, plants a kiss on his face and glances over her back, and she takes off her head scarf, and flings the blue silk scarf in the air over her left shoulder, pointing to her spanking new brite gold and white EC 135 Eurocopter sitting proudly, on the concrete apron of the airport, some 200 feet back behind them! “WOW, oh WOW,” exclaims Nicky, shocked to see it! ” It’s so big, and beautiful, this is yours”,he ask her unbelievingly? But, then he said stupidly ” But this one is for free!”

Pointing to the other ship, without thinking, which for a scientist of his caliber, was a big fo pas, and made him look and feel bad, and silly, as he realized what he just said was foolish! He quickly placed both his hands on top of his head, as if to say, ” Wo, oh, oh wo is me, stupid fellow,” and peeked out at her, hoping she wouldn’t take it the wrong way! Luckily, she didn’t! She understood his confusion and that it was a sudden surprise and he misspoke, brushed the comment aside. She looked up at him, smirking, then laughing, as their eyes locked and as she press her self up against his body tenderly. She Kisses him on the nose and cheek, on the lips hard, open mouth, good. She wipes his hair out of his face and grabs his hand in hers, swings it against her mid section were her privates are and whispers in his ears, ” and so is this!” His eyes lights up as he feels her big warm bosom crush in to his chest and says,” touche madame! ” and he bows slightly like a gentleman and swings out his arm for her to pass in the direction of her airship! The EC135 Chopper, stood out in the summer sunlight like a star, the rays of sun reflecting on it made it look more like a fantasy, rather than something real. But it was real and they were happy and were going to have the time of their life! The ship was indeed a master piece well crafted and full of pizzaz! The  EC 135 was one of the highest on the list, when it comes to comfort, luxury and design and was created by the collaboration of Eurocopter and Hermès and was Russian built. It’s focussed was on super speed and sported a host of amenities and unmentionables, and since this craft belong to Miss Love, you can bet it was full of an arsenal of custom surprises and was a hidden progenitor of accelerated goodies used in her secret profession, too!

The couple hugged, kissed and then casually walked , arm and arm around each other, out towards the beautiful waiting ship. In the distance an handsome attendant, a dark skinned man, decked out in a yellow and white golfing outfit, wearing black sunglasses and sporting a reddish fuzzy beard, was guarding the ship and standing at it door entrance like a bouncer.  And Miss Love, asked the attendant politely, Guten Morgen ist es bereit, sie sagte zu ihm: guarding her craft if it was ready? The guy, nodded smiled, and held open the door so they could mount. Once aboard, she dismissed him by waving her hand for him to step aside, he obeyed, rushed away and turned, waved back at them, and smiled and walked off. Gute Reise!  

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Once inside the big chopper, the pair happily took quickly advantages of their new found privacy, Miss Love, spun around clapping her hands, setting the on board music mood mode actuation device, for the music, to automatically come on and fill the cabin with romantic music, setting the mood for love!

Then she clapped again, and the automatic gold colored curtains, on cue dutifully drew to a close, and shutting tightly, a rich mellow shadowy soft golden light, now filled the lively cabin!

The love birds, happy at last were alone now, finally embraced! Nicky, smiling like a little boy in a candy store, appeared to be anything but scientific, more like horny-rific, the way he was gobbling her up like sugar and hugged up her with so much passion!

 So, babe, you want some of me, whispered Miss Love, the dainty lady, now looking like a luscious titbit candy now to him, in the heat of the moment, as he wrapped her tight, sweeping her up off the floor in his arms with all his might, in a dramatic fashion, waiting, uncontrollably waiting!

Sure enough, you know it, he replied murmuring, and staring deep into her spiraling blue black eyes, panting inside of himself in anticipation, as she smiles knowing the answer, fixating out of his mind as he hugged her taught!

Miss Love, lets Love? Said Nicky, removing all pretense, now, as it was the man thing going down in him inextricably! Miss love was so sexy she, if anyone could extract exorbitant sexual heat out of any man or beast by just being present, being close to them, it was her, she looked just that good!  She touched him!

Miss Love was his insane desires wires, but, what?

Out thin air, then out of the blue, what did she say and want to do? She, the lovely playing docile, threw a curve ball, he didn’t see coming, when she suddenly made a strange request and whispered, OK! But, guess what?  What, asked Nicky totally puzzled and surprised! Shaking his head in bewilderment, his body trembling with desire, as he thought to him self, and said what now?

I am shy, she said, No? Yes, Baby, this girl loves to do the wild thing with the lights out in a pitch black room, But this room got to much light in it. So I don’t want you to see me, unless you cover up your eyes, just a girly thing of mine I do. I hide my self till I am married… What, retorted Nicky shocked? Nicky, who now, could hardly think straight as his manliness came up where his brain should be? What, you got to be kidding?

“Calm now, Nick, Nicky nocky,” you gone be all right baby, she said softly, kissing his forehead and pushing her big chest up to his face, relax everything is fine!

Miss Love smiled a real sexy smile and said, I only let a man see me, if he is my husband not before, like I said, its kind of a girly thing of mind, so if want it, put these on and you’ll get it but you won’t see it, Ok, Nicky?

Black sunglasses? Black sunglasses, year, but these were no ordinary sunglasses, these were a version of the latest google glasses!

Once inside the big chopper, the pair happily took quickly advantages of their new found privacy, Miss Love, spun around clapping her hands, setting the on board music mood mode actuation device, for the music, to automatically come on and fill the cabin with romantic music, setting the mood for love!

Then she clapped again, and the automatic gold colored curtains, on cue dutifully drew to a close, and shutting tightly, a rich mellow shadowy soft golden light, now filled the lively cabin!

The love birds, happy at last were alone now, finally embraced! Nicky, smiling like a little boy in a candy store, appeared to be anything but scientific, more like horny-rific, the way he was gobbling her up like sugar and hugged up her with so much passion!

 So, babe, you want some of me, whispered Miss Love, the dainty lady, now looking like a luscious titbit candy now to him, in the heat of the moment, as he wrapped her tight, sweeping her up off the floor in his arms with all his might, in a dramatic fashion, waiting, uncontrollably waiting!

Sure enough, you know it, he replied murmuring, and staring deep into her spiraling blue black eyes, panting inside of himself in anticipation, as she smiles knowing the answer, fixating out of his mind as he hugged her taught!

Miss Love, lets Love? Said Nicky, removing all pretense, now, as it was the man thing going down in him inextricably! Miss love was so sexy she, if anyone could extract exorbitant sexual heat out of any man or beast by just being present, being close to them, it was her, she looked just that good!  She touched him!

Miss Love was his insane desires wires, but, what?

Out thin air, then out of the blue, what did she say and want to do? She, the lovely playing docile, threw a curve ball, he didn’t see coming, when she suddenly made a strange request and whispered, OK! But, guess what?  What, asked Nicky totally puzzled and surprised! Shaking his head in bewilderment, his body trembling with desire, as he thought to him self, and said what now?

I am shy, she said, No? Yes! Baby, this girl loves to do the wild thing with the lights out in a pitch black room, But this room got to much light in it. So I don’t want you to see me, unless you cover up your eyes, just a girly thing of mine I do. I hide my self till I am married… What, retorted Nicky shocked? Nicky, who now, could hardly think straight as his manliness came up where his brain should be? What, you got to be kidding?

“Calm now, Nick, Nicky nocky,” you gone be all right baby, she said softly, kissing his forehead and pushing her big chest up to his face, relax everything is fine!

Miss Love smiled a real sexy smile and said, I only let a man see me, if he is my husband not before, like I said, its kind of a girly thing of mind, so if want it, put these on and you’ll get it but you won’t see it, Ok, Nicky?

Black sunglasses? Black sunglasses, year, but these were no ordinary sunglasses, these were a version of the latest google glasses!

And she was going to use it’s processing power to turn the visual mode to black opaque screen settings, so that he would not be able to see out of this screen, so essentially he be in the dark unable to see her.

This was her goal, and Nicky, said, wow, this is weird, does mean I am going to see you and we’re going to have some kind of Sterio-crazy 3D sex? Maybe yes, maybe no, but it’ll be fun, besides you don’t need to see me to do it?

Do, you she asked,  as she pulled them out of her carry on bag, handing to him, as he gladly put them on smiling, and whispering, Hmmmm! Kinky, wow, very kinky! I like it! Ha, ha, ha! I never met a kinky woman like you before, this is going to be interesting in more ways that one, he chuckled, ha, ha, ha!

 This, should be more fun, ha,ha, hee hee, laughed Nicky. I can not see you, but I can feel you, and love you up Miss Love, h, ha, ah ha, he laughed as he placed his hands on her, and began feeling her, his hands touched her bareness and slowly slid down caressing her contours lovingly, as if the tips of his fingers were his eyes, and said, in low voice approvingly, you know, you know your right! This, this is more hair raising sensually that I thought. You feel good,he said complimentingly to her! My earliest memories when I was real young, was to have a man’s hands touching me in the dark, and I like what you’re doing, she said panting almost muttering moans, as he explored her sensual areas embracing tenderly than the lovers kissed in bliss, for a very long time in delight, in the, darkness.

He instantly noticed something, she said, hold a second honey, as she got up, and walked away, saying hold still, I’ll be right back,and she was gone!

But, then although he couldn’t see her, and, he tried to see if he could feel her. He reached, out to her, once, twice, but where she was before, was empty air, he laughed, is this game or what? He laughter, ha, ha, ha!

Year, I want you to beg for it, she moaned sexily! He reached out, didn’t feel nothing.

She laughed, ha, ha, ha! He reached out again with success, and touched her chest. Bingo, it was soft!

She giggled, laughed, and they came together. But then, she surprised him by handing him, a small soft bunny rabbit, he felt it in his hand, ha, ha, ha!

Whats that, he asked feeling its small soft hairy body all over and pulling on it two tiny ears, amusingly?

It’s my play toy bunny rabbit, I always go to bed with him, when I am having fun, ha, ha, ha, she laughed, and giggled, and said, almost singly : Bunny Rabbit wants a carrot!

I got your carrot hanging, quipped jokingly, then they touched, slowly at first, as timid first time lovers do, then familiarizing themselves with each other, they embraced boldly, stronger, and stronger and enveloped each other, exploring themselves and the depths of their passion with eagerness, then, then as time appeared to be slowing, slowing down, something very unusual began to happen?

When Miss love makes love, she can do it, in stranger than, strange ways!

 What was happening was, the girl Miss Love, was adrenalineating passion on a different level in harmonic spatial syncopation levels, and the adrenalineating woman augmented sensually in the realms of the obtuse, she went pass reason into two functions, that are said to be none other, than a topologically conjugate!

Conjugating to one to two, to one, another in a sphere in the black sun, that was neither here no there, and sure enough slowly began morphing!

There, she was exercising a homeomorphism state, changing into a secret love Goddess! And he could not see this, cause, she did not want him too, this is the real reason she asked him to put on the glasses with its screen set to black!  The sexy woman mystically homeomorphed, into a being that made her feel like a Babylonian queen of love, a Goddess of fertility and a nymph! It was she, a nymph, in the darkness of the glasses virtual state in black, this act came to fruition lovingly, it was another she, he was really turning out to be making love too! And so, mystically, day turned into afternoon, afternoon, turned to night, night turned into the faraway love realms, faraway love realms turned into they say, where the mind meets flesh, and time halts for the rest, and the girl rises to the level of insane pleasure, into a wild nymphomaniac on him, by defaults into loves wild frenzy, for the best kinds of loves ever!

The change she did, and she morphed into sensuousness, relegating her self and him up to new heights, she took his hand, he took her hand. It was such a very romantic point in time! He felt her hand and caressed it, it was soft and tiny compared to his, and she was whispering slowly and tenderly in his ear, as he held her gently, “if the flower power, of my weary heart, ever drinks, and there is no more, and I am thirsty, but cannot quench, then happy be I,  I will die happy to have once savored for a brief moment, and a while,you and your love, my love!”, said Miss love!

She, on saying this, rose, exposed!

Nicky held on to her like their was no tomorrow, She moaned, like only a love goddess could!

It was music to this mans ears, the earth and heavens could pass away, he couldn’t care less as long as he could love her today!

The sounds she made, he had never heard before, his loved soared!

She drove him crazy! Slowly,  he kissed every where and she kissed him back!

Adrenalineating both, now rocking the ship as if it was on the go! She got his motors running exorbitantly!

They got down up, the ships cabin warmed inside down, off came the fancy threads, un-tanned, bared, a cute green fractal tattoo mounted in the saddle, motors started running wild as the ship shook, they kissed, she moaned softly as their choppers rose, he took off flying in her ship, the chopper rocking her ship, one blade vibrated rotated dead slow on top, while below, together, stereo pumped out hot music blasting to their mutual excitement as the singer, sang and sung , I am getting higher!

Miss Love whispered, to him, I think.

What, he asked, whispering and lustfully kissing her.

I think, I think your good at making love  in a helicopter.

I am falling a little for you, too! Mr. Nickels P. Marchello, You mad Pharmacokinetics Scientist you.

Then she said, very slowly in his right ear-your orchestra is playing my tune!  What tune is that sugar, asked Nicky?

 And in his arms she closed her eyes and relaxed, and transformed back to Miss love, and she felt beaten by the experience of it all!

Then it over!

The fractal clocked ticked, time dropped, and the motors cooled down.

The ships steadied, they got themselves back together,  and Miss love fixes her self back up, combs her long hair out, sprays, teases it, fixes her lips in her little mirror, checks her eye liner, re-places her google glasses to sunglasses mode, puts them   back on her head. And, she bends over to put her shoes back on, and neatly fixes the seams of her black satin webbed stockings.

He looks on, satisfied, and content, as he gets himself back together too, and stares at her, not being able to do other wise! He can’t help himself, he thought to him self, watching her every move! He is just a man! But he does not understand how she imagined to change somehow, he couldn’t see her, while they embraced because of the glasses she wanted him to wear!

But feel her he did without a care!

She was fixing her tight pink blouse! ” My,” he compliments her, as awkward men often do afterwards, when they got their head on backwards after a love interlude.  Saying, one thing, but, meaning something totally different. “I like the shoes, you’re shoes, you’re shoes, you’re wearing today sugar!”

“Why Nicky, thanks sweetie you’re such a sweetheart to notice, thanks,” she replied softly looking up at him, smiling happy to hear his compliments, even though she knew in her mind what he was really saying, and thinking, without him ever saying a thing, she turns up now glancing at him, then their eyes locked and he raises up his eyebrows surprised. She throws out her arms about his neck pulls him down close and whispers smilingly as the unanswered question is brought out into the open as to who is going to get to be the boss driver of this helicopter, as she whispers,

” come on lets fly, you know I am a freaking awesome helicopter pilot too, with my FAA licenses in perfect order let me take her up? “

 “Year,” but he whispers back. ” Leave the driving to us, my licenses are good too, I just want to see what this EC 135 luxury hog, is capable of speed wise, and what it can do for a man, please,” asks Nicky, his eyes pleading, like a little anxious school boy, hungry to play with a new christmas toy, smiling broadly and tilting his head down, blinking his eye at her! She to her calculating mind, acknowledges it is not an egregious request, but decides to pretend its nothing and re-negotiate herself from displaying an angry attitude to one where she simply blinks back looking up at him, understandingly nodding her head, and agreeing! They both smile happily together, and hug tight! They put on the earphones so they can talk and hear each other, seat belts are set, and they open the curtains to the ship up, and zoom the helicopter leaves the airport, there off!  The afternoon seems great , everything is working out for the couple, soon the ship leaves the strip and soon they’re out over the ocean, Miss love pulls out the map, time passes. When they finally arrive thirty minutes later, they are happy. They shared a cup of wine and every thing is going well, the tiny ship descends and every thing is beautiful, The scene resembles like being in a master Buddhi movie starting at :

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BRAKE DOWN :

[ Seconds in to film at 0:00 ] “Wow,” Nicky exclaimed out loud excitedly,”honey, honey, wow, will, will you just look at this place. OMG! Its like one of these places you read about in those silly science fiction books, but only, but only this time, we are looking at it for real, OMG!” ” Whats up, Nicky,” asked Miss Love, as she’s been not really paying attention, only indulging in the game of pretense, her mind races between the hot sex they had on the floor of the chopper, it was off the funzy scale in coolness, she recalls smirking , and thinks to herself a funny undeniable truth, that she liked it, and craves the butt-loving some more, and she at the same time she is torn, by the fact she debates the purpose and reason for her to be here which is to decommission the charming scientist. She plays along and scans his emotional and answers him excitedly : “Oh my gosh, it looks so unique, spectacular, lets go down shun’t we,” she asked turning and smiles at him admiringly, as they looked out and in the water down below, she saw these strange and awesomely beautiful geometrousities, looking kind of like a tall distressed church, riddled with holes, resembling something out of the ancient long gone temple mountain ranges, albeit this one was in the here and now, beaconing them to enter their secret zones of what appears to be mysterious realms of tranquility. All manner of giant stones were sticking up out of the water seemingly trying their best to reach up to kiss the clouds. Many of the structures appeared like whats mathematicians call ‘fractals,’ resembling those odd but Criss crossing beam shapes used to construct air planes found and used in the fuselage from a Warwich geodesic duralumin constructions.

Thousands of sea gulls were nesting on top of the fractal looking mountains, while below none could be seen, she thought that odd, but dismissed it. Her face was enthralled by it all , then she looked up straight in the sun, and you know how when you glance at the sun , people tend to quickly squint and cover their eyes, but she did none of these things. Then she quickly glanced down and out of the thousands of sea gulls nesting on the ledges of the mountain she raised her pinky  finger on her right hand and pointed to two sea gulls a male and female. She now squints her dark blue eyes, focusing on them and they suddenly charge at each other pecking each other viciously, nocking two of their baby eggs out of the nest. The two eggs dropped down in to the water. She smiled to see them, their white shells resembling two eyeballs bobbing and floating in the water, like a premonition, then a fish gobbled them up, and disappeared. This was an enchanting place. A strange, but beautiful haunting melody played in the background seemingly trying to convey a message.

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[ Seconds in to film at 0:02 ]

Nicky, being cautious, grabs the collective pitch control lever bar, decreasing the pitch angle causing the aircraft to banked the fuselage of the chopper around trying to avoid a collision with one of the sharp mountainous spikes protruding up in the sky like a knife. ” What, say love, what did you say, the name of this place was again, sugar, asked Nicky, curiously multitasking, as he was staring down one moment, and looking at the steering, the next making sure the swash plate was adjusted to keep the ships equilibrium steady? “The map says its called, The Buddhi Castles,” answered Miss Love. “You don’t say, Wow,” answer Nicky. ”  What the hell is the Buddhi Castles, quipped Nicky skeptically, thinking the stuff she saying a little nuts.

 Best, I recall when I was in school, an old teacher told me about the poles, the North pole, the South pole and the pole of Gold, “The Holy Grail of Spirituality,” for mens and woman’s souls. The Grail legend is interwoven with legends of visions and it is said to be deeply buried in the glass halls of the Buddhi Castles in a fractal space,  So, you mean to tell me, this map, this old raggedy map, you found, it is where we are going ? Yes, babe, into Fractal space, thats the spot thats hot! Where we are! We are just following these coordinates, so we should passed throughout the other side, and thats how, it allows us, who, are good guys tourists, just wanting to check out the truth, to see them, She said smilingly! We should be there now, at the core, where the time stops but the fun is just beginning!

Whats, the origins of the Holy Grail, asked Nicky, testing her? Well, we see your not up on it, don’t remember your bible tales huh? Bad, boy, she said check this out, see this, Miss Love said, pointing to a chain dangling around her neck, she pulls it up to show it to him! My chain, has a gold tiny round plate like the, The HolyGrail on it, I wear this thing for good luck. Do you like it ? Cute, sugar, replied Nicky quickly glancing at it. And, well,  she looked at him as if to imply he was a dumbo, and answered him, well, let see oh, um, um, year, The Holy Grail  refers to those  who are Catholics, who believe in the tales of the bible! It refers to a so called vessel, used by Christ at the Last Supper.  It was a very treasured object, given to his grand-uncle, St. Joseph of Arimathea.  I remember that, um, be,  because when I was a little girl, it resembled to me the word Arithmetic, anyway, it was used by him to collect Christ’s blood and sweat while Joseph tended him on the Cross. Awesome don’t you think ?   ” I’ll say ,” replied Nicky, impressed with her, he looked over at her, nodded his head and waved his hand at her as if signaling, ‘hats off to her,’ and smiled, a tiny smile hesitantly.

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 Can you, can you see the castles below, asked Miss Love? He didn’t answer her, but instead pointedly asked her, ” What, I fine that hard to believe, whats Buddhi ?” I think they say is the feline word of the masculine buddha, means the place of truth, reality senses and Buddhi plays the role of enlightenment,” replied Miss Love, self assuredly, nodding her head as she looked first at Nicky, then turning her attention to the seas below and smiling!

Wow, beside some of you, thats some of what I need badly,” jokes Nicky, answering with a big broad smile on his face. He then looked straight ahead out at the mountains, while shyly, slowly, gingerly, places his hand on her leg and rubbed it, she, without batting an eye, on cue, reciprocated aggressively like a love goddess tugging on him. My, nothing like this in the world, exclaimed Nicky, brightening up, brighter and letting loose a certain smile of satisfaction!

She, puts a wicked eye on him and presses her self on him, and reaches up and whispers in his ear, ” Please, babe, put the pedal to the metal.” Careful what you wish, we are entering the buddhi now, you just might get some, says Miss love coyly, turning her eyes toward him slightly and smirking, then she turns away her face from him and then, smiles another smile, a secret smile, she doesn’t want him to witness, a weird kind of smile she likes to make, she calls it the wohommia smile, a demon smile, with one corner of her mouth turned up, while the other corner of her mouth turned down.

    Well, what does the castles reveal, asks Nicky, trying to regain composure, and front being suave, getting more into it. In general, that info is invading areas no one knows, but, they say this place can tell you many things that are written, and scratched into the walls of glass. Glass, my ass, can’t be said Nicky frankly. Thats nonsense, we won’t fine any glass walls in this real estate, Nicky said firmly! It is said, that some where thats buried, in the glass walls is the truth the seeker seeks, the voices of the Past, Present and the Future, said Miss love smiling with a curious look about her as if she knew something no one else did!  Whats that supposed to mean sugar, asked Nicky?

Gosh I don’t really know, babe, but I considered it will have a salutary effect! I can, I cannot say, but, but er let me see, um,  tell you something though, I read somewhere. Its just, I don’t recall! But, If I had to guess, um, er, and if my memory serves me right, It goes something like this Nicky. “Often times, the future is a mystery, The past is history, the now forages and compliments your destiny’s energy,” Gosh, something like that.  Wow, well, um, um, huh, in that case, Miss Love, what say you and I, dive right on down and find out just what our destiny’s are all about, shall we? Well, I don’t see why not babe? Let her rip Nicky! Miss Love smiles and chuckles as nick revved up the engine and it roars and the whole ship vibrates as it and zooms down into the mysterious caves of the Castles of the Buddhi. Initially she thought he would be a bore, but his quirky sense of humor, she thought was cute, to bad. And although he was nice, all of this, would have to fit into and correspond to the fate she had waiting in the wings for him. She exhibited a natural easy going behavior, minimizing the likely-hood that he unsuspectingly was going to experience a surprise. Wow, exclaims Nicky, look at all of this, did you ever believe such a beautiful place like this existed ? Really amazing, truly, said Nicky, clearly impressed with the views and very happy and exhilarated by the big choppers ease of handling. He was clearly enjoying himself.

You like it? You like it babe, asked Miss love, she too, was showing a little excitement and was a little amazed by the experience of the place, all of it her self too! ” I’ll say,” replied Nicky smiling and looking around.

 It is like a spiritual mountain house with wires that plug into our consciousness, this place is so stunning, do you know, I believe it lowers our metabolic rates of our body, yes sugar, take it from me, truly when we see wonderful things, it lowers our stress levels! Mine is hanging down, quipped Nicky. ” OH.” Shut up, retorted Miss Love, surprised but the scientists friskiness, which was taking her a little off guard, she looked at him batting her eyelids at him, pulled out her comb, and playfully, placed it under her nose, pretending it was a mans mustache, then she giggled, ” bad boy, ” tugging at him so more!

It works for every body, so just being here looking at all this, is so, so wild. I think this is really turning out to be a great idea coming here, at first when you suggested it, I said to myself, no, thought, it was going to be a boring dud, but jolly old silly me, was I wrong, now, no way, this is extraordinarily superb, if I do say so, the views here, are spectacular, said Nicky who by the tone of his voice was obviously very impress with the fractal towers located down hundreds of feet below! “This is going to be a healthy scientific love trip, sugar! ” said Nicky, then pensively, exclaiming, after few minutes of silence while they looked excitedly around all over like kids visiting a zoo for the very first time. ” I’am truly glad, truly, that from the bottom of my heart, I took off from work for this, in more ways than one sugar, other wise I would of forfeited not just the exquisite divine pleasure of being with you my dear, but seeing this. one of the wonders of the world! It’s an astonishing place! Es ist fantastische sagte Nicky seine am schönste Ort der Welt sagte Miss Love zu ihm.

Oh wow, I think this is the most beautiful place in the world too, said Nicky. She was moved by the sincerity she heard in his voice! The heart felt compliments, she thought were touching. She turned and looked at his hands. They were big strong hands. He held the choppers throttle, controlled of the ship, yes, but tellingly by his hands and the way he moved them, in control of himself. Just the this view alone, so fantastic, said Nicky shaking his head in amazement! I am so glad you like it, lets go down to explore it up close, shall we, come on !

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This place, The Castles of the Buddhi, was a mystical drought in the life, quenching the thirst for an outer life, made really real as they got closer, and closer and entered! The couple looked out the window of the chopper at a small pointed mountain sticking out of the water, they zoom down free and untethered by past troubles and problems to that they seem to say BFN! They felt happy, and felt free to be themselves, relax and focus into this mystical fort, that resembles something like a bombed out church, it seems to say hey come in and party, the party is about to begin.

[ Seconds in to film at 0:20 ]  We begin to enter an inner life outer life secret chamber of unknown origins, it actually seems to be a chemistry zone, pulling out mellowness in the processes of experiencing and breathing in the ambiance of the place, which is like adding feelings caramelizing them, and stirring them gently, a kind of mental view, and germinate the seed of divine pleasure that this place gives off to visitors.

 The cook’s cooking in the burner of the heart of the Buddhi fractal, they enter flying their helicopter seeking answers into the zone of the unknown, the temperature of the big caves they felt very cool, but it’s rising. Nicky hit the pedal banking slightly and rotates the helicopter so they can get a better look at every thing.

He checks out the altimeter which uses a dial with three different “hands” similar to a clock, but it only goes up to 10. He double checks every thing, all seems fine and he banks sharply. The water appears to get bigger and rise as he loses altitude while he dives. The blue water looks so alive and so refreshing, it occurs to Miss love, She says, hey Nicky, I got an idea, why don’t we go for a swim? What, why Miss Love, you got to be kidding asks Nicky? Love looks at him and covers her mouth and giggles. Her move suddenly changes, as she rubs her fingers in his hair. He likes it very much when she does that, not realizing her powers of the mind. She is using her hand like a non-invasive BCIs, but she needs not electrodes to sit on the scalp instead of burrowing through it the touch of her fingers sends frequencies, burrowing through it, like an electroencephalogram (EEG), which measures mental electrical activity along the scalp, and so Miss Love, uses those pretty fingers of hers to clinically diagnose him, for any sense of the flavors of his brain and attitude, mind to mind disarming him, and prepping his mentality, like a great chef preparing a pig to be roasted.  

But she knows you can ruin a bottle of wine unless it brewed in time and so knowing the is rule, and not being a fool, she patiently waits for her time and the right time to drop her dime!

The monsteriably powerful EC135 chopper continues flying, down and around skimming the surface of the water really close, some water sprays up on the plexiglass windshield of the chopper. They take the aerodynamic marvelous ship and zoom it down around inside the large under water tunnels. Its massive rotors whipping up sprays of mist of water and its sound ricocheting like loud drumbeats in the tunnels raising up the moment of tension, till it resembles a loud heart beats going womb, womb, womb, around and around the big rotor blade spin, sheering the air in half like butter. Amazingly the walls of the mountains get wet by the chopper splashing up the holy waters of secrets on to the walls of the buddhi fractal castles, and they suddenly when in a wet state appear to be made of glass and highly reflective glass too, just like in the parable of the buddha, Could the moment of truth and enlightenment be approaching? All of the walls inside the caves are wet and so reflective you can see your face in it just like if it were glass!

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[ Seconds in to film at 1:00 ] They  take the chopper and zoom it deep down into this cave of the glass walls like a bunch of happy school kids on a summer brake. It seems to hover and float above the water around and around exploring this dreamlike water worlds. “Look,” at it all yelled Miss Love,” Look at it all, it’s the other reality of the buddha, baby, IC, IC! Key! ”  It is so interesting, all these strange forms that came out of the sea,  marvelous, don’t you agree, honey? Nick. This is going to be a wonderful trip, thanks so much for taking off from your work, to spend some time with me! Nicky smiles, looks at her and nods his head approvingly, then goes back to piloting the chopper while on the itunes channel, out plays a cool tune. The melody fills the ships cabin with a rocking stereo sound! Miss love appears to be dancing in her seat to the musical beats, as Nicky pilots the ship! They both are having a lots of fun!

       But, now, but now, in comes to play, in comes to play, a sliding scale of morality, uncivility, bosoms kiss of evility submerges, if rancorish thirst love of utter brutality, fish speech she speaks, this girl child of the rich streets, of life and world mire in the sire realms, of places far from inconsistency, spaces where there dwells hells personalities, aware there warns the winds blowing. Oh, hear ye, hark dark deep base voice that crackles black scratchy, from a race unknown yells out from hell, she alone can hear these sounds, her alone, demon known can hear,” BEWARE.”

Miss love thinking to her self as the ship gets closer to the surface of the water, perhaps she should say a tiny holy prayer from her Holy Bible, she pulls out a rather large square thick red bible from the bottom of her bag. Opens the helicopter’s window a little so the sun can bless it pages and all of sudden the unthinkable happens :

The night holds fractals fright! Precariously perched in a lurch, someone is coming, someone bad!

Wo, it is comma in up! its alive, Chapter 5

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BAD PERSONALITIES

MISS LOVEKILLJOY DEAF

CHAPTER 5

[ 8-17 ]

[ Seconds in to film at 1:47 ] Oh shoot, honey oh no! Oh no dam, yelled Miss love, sounding desperate and very alarmed. I, I oh no! I dropped my, my mothers bible in the water, Oh how stupid of me! Oh help please Nicky? Please, oh please Nicky! Can you try to scoop it up for me, asks love grabbing his shoulder and pulling at his arm pleading with him! “What, What, what tha?

Where? Asks, Nicky? Look down there. Dam it, I, I was fumbling through my purse and about to say a little prayer for us, and we are so happy and I remembered, when we were doing it back at the airport you told me, you would like me to have your baby. So I wanted to pray, and I, said miss love crying hysterical.   Miss Love burst in tears uncontrollably, yelling and crying, totally distraught. It slipped, and it slipped out! Oh God, no, no,no,no, Oh, please Nicky, please, please, Oh my God, I don’t want to loose it! I don’t! Its, its been in my family for generations. My mother will kill me!

Please help, she pleaded her eyes full of tears running down her face, I’ll drive the ship! Well, Ok, replied Nicky hesitantly.  She was prompting him, to do it seriously.

 This sounds really, really, kind of little crazy but OK, for you OK! I see it, could you, well, can you hold the controls steady, while I try to climb down and reach into the water to grab it, asked Nicky playing the role of the good samaritan!  Sure honey trust me, I can pilot these things good, replies love happily with a big relief, and a big sigh, smiling, all happy like! So, Nicky, quickly unlocks the door of the chopper, on his left, holds it open and climbs down. And places his foot of the landing gear bar trying to balance himself as best he can.

Miss Love handles the controls and pushes down the left anti-torque tail rotor pedal, just a tiny bit to control the pitch and get the chopper to go to the left a little closer to where the Holy book is floating in the waves of the water. Nicky reaches over and goes to grab it, but misses it on his first try, and yells out to her ‘come a little closer to the left.’ Miss love sees him dangling out really precariously balancing himself by holding on to the slippery surface of the open door.

So, Nicky sees the red bible floating in the wavy waters, at this point, the ship is closes to the water so he thinks this is as good a time as any and he, he reaches down to grab the bobbing floating bible in the water, when suddenly the ship, spun over jerking and tilting abruptly making it impossible to hold on any longer, treacherously unbalanced, he fell, loses his grip and pitches head first into the water. OH, DAM, shit, honey. I thought you said you knew how to fly this thing, OK, I got your book, now, come on down and pick me up, he screams angrily. “Oh, Thank God,” Nicky baby, oh, sure thing baby, replies love as she looks down and sees him holding up the red colored book out of the water in his right hand while he paddles with the left to keep himself afloat. Oh, I am so, so , so sorry Nicky yells Miss Love, please, wait a second, honey I am coming for you. He looks up at her. She shouts down, Ok! Honey sure right away, yells Miss Love, a big smile over her face looking happy, then, all of a sudden something happened. Suddenly, Nicky his eyes widen, his nostrils flair, his hair stands up on end. He raises up his eyebrows, his face reddens, changes, he looks like he is in extreme pain and then,

his body begins to jerk around violently in the water, he desperately try to leap out of it, he tries again to lurching with left hand, while with his right he still clings on to the red bible book!

His eyes are now popping out of his head, as if experiencing extreme pain! His mouth opens and closes, several times exaggeratedly, no words, nothing said, but, then, his face stretched in a straight twisted lines, he trashes his arms in the water, and, and again try, try’s grabbing for the helicopter, by stretching out both arms up toward it. Which, un-fortunately for him, begins to rise up ever so slowly, slowly upward. Miss Love, she pokes her head out of the open door, and stares into his eyes down below. Then out of his mouth, came a scream, a blood curdling super loud scream from hell, ” Ow ow owwwwwwwww  ooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.”

OW ahhh ow, owwww what ow, ow oh now, love, love something is in the water, love Something is in here now with me, of GOD! Ow! What babe, asks love, pretending to be terrified. Something is in here, something is biting me all over its.

He doesn’t finish his sentence.

[ 8-18 ]                     Terminate and ex-specie-ate.

Miss Love, Miss love now, takes under over, emotionally pushing death to the edge of life like a new knife, a new babies perspective of what is considered real, and what is real and what constitutes real defined by what, by whom and in what capacity. Does real mean that when she kills you, you are really dead? Or is it real being dead an idea, or a bio chemical representation of a mentality conceptualizing what real is, and if so, does that mean it is what it is, really when she killed you, you react by being dead, or can you react and not be dead? Is your mind bamboozled into thinking you must die,  if so who said so, and why? Why do you believe every thing you hear?

Or is death a non real event of the body but not the mind or an illusion or some where in between in kind? An assumption of an idea? An idea of being alive, or being alive really and proving you are, by others telling you are alive, Irregardless of the fact that those who are agreeing with you, that you are alive are imagined by you. The fact that you are imagining them make you less real. Miss Love, loves to ponder zones of thinking like these, her mentality about contemplations of this sort, like this one taken to the next level, or as she would postulate a puzzle :

If you are alive, how can you tell you are not a dream of what life is, as oppose to really being alive? Do you know what you are reading here is a dream? And you are not. You are dreaming you are reading here, you are dreaming the words you see on this page that does not exist, but you imagine it does, other wise it doesn’t exist. You are dreaming you are reading and by the act of reading it appears to be real to you and since you are dreaming the words they are, but soon as you stop, its over forget about it. Only because you are imagining it all.

 Miss Love plays logic propelled by simulations both non linear places that are elctro-shipped, bio chemically into an unspeakable dark mystic evil zones, controlling it all with her mind. Miss Love goes into a kind of trance, and effectively her minds mentality tri-splits simultaneously here, symbolically placing her feet into three sub divisions worlds, returning to which respectively one or both will be a quandary, whether that be, the spiritual worlds of the unknown or the real world one or a sub world surrealistically gutted and de-zoned of cogent benign beings energy zones. Bottom line does death exist or is in your mind?

She comes home.

This is not a person, but pretense, an energy pretense, pretending to be a person! Could a particle like her be spit out of a collider?

You cannot see her here for she can change appearances but she is here.

Repeat that well for because you live for a short time, overtime you cannot think of things that have never happen outside of not only your short lives but logics of the short samples of collective pier experiences you have had, because by default, lacking by genomic advancement enhancements you don’t live long enough.

The wizards of your time, are opening windows unknowingly with the Hadron collider, changing their world unknowing, while in the pursuit of knowledge, but things that have never happen before will happen, by what they are doing. And what Miss Love is doing, is manifesting on a higher plain imbued psychologically with self disdain, troubled savant she be in vain, living in the particles of the mass. The origins of why dark matter has mass and why it is hesitant to the resistance of change, range from one opinion to the next, but the secret is that the demons are hidden in the dark matter and they are vexed!

Take a cue from her, action as we look on her at the window as she looks down into the buddhi water where Nicky man is drowning, she watches him, man of flesh like the rest, doomed by birth quest like all the rest that she has executed muted, thus silenced from, beings convoluted, suited, in, insulted out, out routed life denied,   She was changing reality!

     She is, an icier, a sub order demon woman with stealthy powers, came forth out of her, and she took, her hand pulled out of her bodies arm and waved it in the air, like it didn’t care or belong as part of her body. For It, changed morphed and was not part of her, any more and disjointed itself from her wrist just like this, and floated hovered away, four feet in front of her, suspended in the air there that way. And no blood drops, fell from her separated hand floating in the air away from her there. This was Ascension time, out straight, no debate out of hell from whence her mentality dwells. Habits for black hearted Bunny Rabbits, habits for black hearted Bunny Rabbits, are hard to break for pete’s sake, and this Bunny Rabbit, when she wants a carrot, she’ll kill for it!

The hand waved, that hand that left her body as an independent entity, as independent entity free to do, come, and go as it pleases. Waving alive and totally in control!

Then slowly, out of her wrist, morphed and grew out another hand, but this one was a robotic shiny translucent hand of a woman, with long pink colored nails!

Miss Love, so watched this, and this acknowledging, thus slowly raised up her hand, And, then she casually glanced back at her old one floating alone some feet from her. It went over to the Plexi glass window of the helicopter, and appeared to be looking out the window at the man below drowning.

 Of this, ought one to see, in disbelief, things all manner of things, the smoke shapes, shook, and out growth came new shapes ones! And eerily, these shapes, grew out of other shapes, Homeomorphisized from other shapes like racked tiny to big colored fractals, coming slowly lighted alive before us.

 A loud knocking sound was suddenly heard, Zockidy Zock Zock, banging on a hidden time door.

 We couldn’t help our selfs, but watch with open eyes long strong, less we miss a look at all that was happening so fast, miracles of the bad, bad kind gone wrong done by this demon child, who despite all, she appears she has won, Miss Lovekilljoy Deaf!

She takes a look out the windows, in her minds eye, Nicky, the guy she lied too.  They, the demon audience inside her, are all watching him down in the cold waters. Poor Mr. Nick sticky, in the quarters waters in pain stained with blood. The man, as he realizes suddenly death is at hand, he struggles in the cold water this way and that, and she, up above laughs proudly at her orb, as she us tell in her own words what happens next : I watched his head. I watched his little head down there.  As it goes under the water for a moment, just a moment or two, you can see Nicky, his face grimacing in pain. Gasping for air there. From his lips burst forth, when he yells from that underwater place, up comes thousands of bubbles surfacing, popping one by one, and you can hear his voice pops out of them.

“Its got, its got me! Ow, OW owwwwww Help,” his voice comes out distorted in the bubbles, It sounds something like this : ” helpppp guru ba bu got me me got, gulp,glup guppy gun ble ow. its got me, Help pep , its got me, hep it pit me help me.”

I  watched and I listened to him, It was so very funny to me. I watched the macabre scene from above, as his body sunk down, once, then popped back up to the surface, it returns to the surface covered from head to toe in piranhas fishes biting his flesh off the bones, and clinging on to him everywhere, they covered his arms, his hands, and his whole body, with the tiny ones, thousands of them, and their big parents too, enough food for all. She smiled watching intently, as the life and death struggle romanced down below.

       Have you every seen a piranha? Seen them, Up close and personal?  The waters of the Buddhi is full of them. Nicky, he unfortunately didn’t know, and I sure in heck wasn’t going to tip him off! You see, they come at you to eat you alive. They have a round solidly built body, like a bull dog. With a big chin jaw, that juts far out from the rest of its scaly evil face, and body. The rest of his face is pitched and is laid back, inclined at a 45º degree angle, like that of a sharp knife, so when he wants to eat you, he just drops his jaw down wide, as he sinks his sharp white angled shaped teeth in you like a piece of birthday cake, and rips out a chunk!

He quickly swallows it,and gets down quickly to repeat the process obsessed, staring out at you with light pale toned reddish eyeballs with diamond shaped black pupils.

He’s watching you very carefully. He’s not afraid of you. If you dare move, he attacks. If you don’t, he attacks. If you get a heart attack, he attacks!

They are from inception cute little evil things, in the pocket of nature, used to Terminate and Ex-specie-ate. From the time they are born, as soon as they hatch forth leaving their microscopic sized little eggs, they come pre-prepared with huge big electric blade saw like white teeth, ready to eat your meat. These demon fish, these marvelously evil piranhas?

What are they by birth, is hard wired instinctively to know is, in the laboratory of life, a heart beats in a dish, it’s your duty to stop and kill it! Yes, but it’s not necessary to kill it, you can eat it alive, just swallow it whole. Bite the flesh a couple  of times, fill it full of holes! Fill your belly, till it shakes like jelly!

The legends of the piranha, are so bold told, The Castles of Buddhi, is that why they are here, to protect this place from outsiders, poor Nicky, Nicky, he was clueless otherwise no way in hell, would he have jumped in the water!

Can these hungry fellows live a thousand years? No, but I wish they could!

Don’t emulate mutilate,  they abhor being underfed, dead, they fail not to chow down in town, on one poor dinner entrails ready called, Nicky Sticky, holding up a red bible in his hand incident, “instant skeleton,” be he holding his graves key!

Miss Love,  Miss love, Oh Miss love, being not from the heavens above, homeomorphs, from one dimension, to another, then coughs out about the blue amorphous smoke with its powerful clout, and sways the winds of sin, and oh, all manor of this known turns into the unknown, clones, an then morphs back re-combobulationally, inside the chaos times structures that opens the pathways, to reconstitute back to the other hiddens worlds reality, back, back, revert she goes, as it was, back as it should be, we, thee  she, it, be, back, back and as the world swirls, around and around, zooming to the point, the precise point in time, the event threshold, back in to the time in time, the ships and she both returns to normal, the chopper returns to normal, scene is the same as it was before, she released it from her minds control and grabs the controls of the chopper, and peeks down at poor Nicky, whats left of him that is!

She has flexed the powers of Homeomorphism and returns and passes back from the gates of hell back to this worlds reality, leaving her other worldly peers behind, as they all, all spirits, zoom back into the blue smoke of her cigarette from whence they came! She puts it out!

Just in time to finish watching the man she once kissed in bliss, now to die a horrible un-speakable bloody death! She laughs, ha, ha,ha!

[ 8-19 ]               Snack Time

Miss Love,  Miss love, she knew where her lovely evil little piranhas friends dwelled, a place located on the outskirts of hell, this place in the fracto locality of spaces called,

             ” The Castles of The Buddhi!”

She tilts her head now slowly at first warming her self up, then increase the speed, tilts around and around a thousand time wildly, smiling wildly, then in a moment, stops on a dime. Just to show you this woman is powerful as well as cognizant, acute and brilliantly brazenly uncivil.

She, pulls out her cam and calmly turns it on, raises it to her eyes, holds the camera steady, smiles, like a happy tourist, checking something she’d like to show friends,

As she takes a picture, does a short clip, you know, the video proof thing, she focused down on the man, the man being eaten. That  deed done, puts the video camera back in the corner of her bag, placed it on the floor next to the door, lets it dangle from the door handle.  Proceeds with the precision of a red timed cloaked clock attack, blinks and rolls her eyes  back in to her head, so you only see the whites of her eyes looking at you.

Then she, with first a tiny smirk on her face, then a full smile beaming with glee, realizes how things are working out, according to plan, she evilly presses a button, and  drops a torpedo device, set to floating mode and allows it to float close to the man below, it sinks down and floats in place under the layers of murky blood red stained waters around the poor fellow.

She sets it, programming it electronically to go off soon, the bomb set is programmed immerse and will float at just ten feet from under the surface of the water, just to make sure, that if the fish don’t eat his bones the bomb will destroy not just him, but everything, in a half a mile of these Castle halls. She loves explosions, especially big, big beautiful tumultuous ones ! She can’t wait to see them! She scratches her chin, bats her eyelids, then, smiles blinking her beautiful eyes, which she rotate one of the pupils to be looking to the front, while with the other eyeball,she rolls to the other one peeking and blinking to the right and around in circles. She looks in the mirror, giggles, fixes her hair, pushing some hairpins in on the side to hold her bangs up!

She reaches and places his brief case near the door, and snaps open the latch button on top,and opens it and puts a live hand grenade in it and casually shuts it back grabs it by  the handle and tosses it out  the door like she is putting out the trash! A few moments later, BOOMMMMM. She reaches into her bag, again for some white sani-wipes napkins, and dutifully, wipes down the maroon leather seats covers, of the the seat where Nicky use to sit. She uses her favorite cleanser, putting a tiny amount in the napkin lovingly. She loves to use Clorox, she thinks it cleanses so, so very nicely.

And leans over to the window for a second, checks to see if theres anything left of him, out side the window, yep, he still there, parts at least, but the fish are doing their job meticulously, and she thinks and grins, wow, I don’t have to pay them, so cool!

They hungrily set about devouring in a mad state of frenzy. Nicky, poor fellow, sadly, pathetically keeps trying to look up at the bottom of the big helicopter flying a few feet just over head in the water. He is helpless, almost dead. Till a weary brazen fish jumps up ands eats out a slice of his right eyelid, rips it off, then turns down, dives back into the depths of the sea, turned the color red with his blood. He’s floating upward bobbing like buoy, marking the spot of his grave, he will get no funeral, no grave side prayers, no accolades, no eulogy, for him there was no democracy!

In the water, now still holding in his hand the bible, why, cause Miss Love, put a special livid chemical adhesive on its surface so when he touched it, it would be bonded irreversibly to his hand no matter what. She wanted it that way, because you see, inside the good little red book of the Bible was hidden, secretly, in its interior compartment holding another nasty little bomb, She intended to detonate it in a few minutes to make sure, absolutely sure, nothing is left.

She is smiling, looks down at him, as another fish jumps up and eats out his right eyelid, then another takes off his left ear, she smiles gleeful and giggling, enjoying the pure evility of it all, with pleasure supreme! She bobs and weaves, to the music playing loud in her ship,  evidently, having a good time!

The cheerful cool beats playing in the background is suddenly, drowned out by incoming, dark doom sounding, conceited music of death, seeping in from some hells, place hidden from the living.

Oh lady, bad lady, licking her red lips again and again, anxiously enjoying the un-civility of her action, with pure obsessive being (somewhat, no totally obsessive ) compulsion disorder deliberately, knowing full well she was gumptionizedzoic manifestedly created to decommissioned all within her parameters near to her, by her with the brutality of the ultimate finality. She is happy smiling , grooving to the sounds and cool musical beats, bobs her head up and down to the music and turns her head around a few times, smilingly! Using magic or kinetic powers or both she orders her lipstick to come out of her bags and decorate her cheeks with large round circles as if she was trying to look like a kid doll. The lipstick tube, by it self,  quickly rises up, slowly and the tube pushes out the red soft creamy stick, and it flies slowly, as if some invisible fingers were holding it, and applying the red colored, round balloon shaped marks upon her cheeks, making her indeed, to appear to look like a doll!

A demon girl-doll, all dolled up! Then, when done it descends back down into her bag.

She looks down at poor Nicky, smiles , laughs, and closes the door, turns up the volume of the music, as she does, she is smiling and laughing, enjoying herself as only an evil demon would, and she is dancing to the hot rhythms in her seat as the music plays loudly.

It drowns out the poor mans frenetical screaming below.

Its time now, The Murder of Scientist kiss with death, it begins as it started :

The voice of her ex boy friend scientist screams out from beneath through the bubbles in the water rising to the surface. Help me! The nature of his cry defies reason, Its is enough to make one die out of season, bone chilling screams yells without reason, no, not true, reasons of many plenty be horror for you see, what you could not see, a diabolic plan see the water of the Buddhi is there for one reason. Not to let anyone steal the parts of the holy interior walls of glass in the Castles of the Buddhi, so it , shall be written famine be cast of them, then so shall it be, sea dam full of the killer Piranha fish it will be, fresh eater hungry feasting on his body, leaving not a bone, nor its delicious bone marrow, feast, feasting on his body biddy. Miss love hate, hate love, as she smiles staring down with pleasure, at the unnatural brutality in dark mothers natures reality. Quite nicely, she ponders, wonders, dreams awake in a dangerous trance kind of state, incredibly way, this day, in the sun, one such as she, dominates another person who dying, if not dead, already.

She takes a red brush and begins to brush back her hair from her face, as she peeks out at to see the little fish enjoying their supper, a special cuisine , brought to them by the death queen, Miss Lovekilljoy, her self. The screams he makes shatters the calmness of the sky, and why? The calmness of the tunnels and why? They have just past through peace, now madness doesn’t pass but roars through!

Have no mercy said the good book. He went into the water to save, the woman in the ship above smiles, sin slave. Dry high flying and unscathed. His cry splits the air, and  egregiously ricochets loudly off the high and mighty chambers walls of caves of glass. HELP! HELP! Help me meeeeeeeeeeeee! Help, for the love of god nooooooooooooooo! HELP ME!

His loud eerie sound calls for help, ricocheted off the walls of glass, unheeded, from love who looks down, but won’t set the ship down or do for him whats needed. Is she scared? Is she frightened? Is she a coward ? Then we look down at the water popping all over the place with Piranha fish jumping out, this way and that. Ripping, tearing at his skin, swallowing his flesh, eating away at the under side of his neck.

Now, in the realm of arts of the dark incumbent knowledgeable in these ways, praise was to through thought power to kinetically inclined, to manifest in the undivine so it she rose up her left hand, hand  shook it and day turned in night and, from her fingers danger streamed out, like a laser beams of jumbled lightening, brightening all around, she paused in the cabins air look deathy there, with an eerie stare that could kill you dead,

She swung her hand in the air control power there and she pointed to a pair of fish, with the fingers of her hand, seeming to swoop them up out of the water, and control them magically, and suspended their control to her control, and she maneuvered them up, up in the air in a long calculated curve, that arched and set a diabolical trajectory towards the man’s eyeballs down below.

Miss Lovekilljoy whispered to them, ” You the little devil fishes go!”

Then, she pointed down directly down at the desperate man screaming for her to help him, and into things porous soul phase through powers unknown tossed the fish in to his face.

With two out stretched, with two long out stretched fingers stretching longer out of its sockets procket, issuing forth still longer growing fingers, and using some godforsaken power from where, who knows where, she made these two Piranha fishes out of thousands, that were surrounding the chopper, to rise up, up and out towering above in the air, there the two fishes rose up like birds of black death, and they rose slowly more higher, in the air and controlling them, she, he she he live long, despite it self, seen through it is wrong sides hides in it the unseen, in the background of the body of this queen, name Miss Hate Love, thus, then power bends, she beckoned onto them, order, ” zoom’th thee down and to fly faster at a speed greater than, the embroiderer of the shaft of the  weavers’rod, into eyes of Nicky, sickly sod.”

And magically, they came down, the Piranha went, smashing into their target, on her orders, couriers of Miss Lovekilljoy, girl in the flying in the EC135, that hovers steady, as rock above the dead there, not just air, but time. His fate zeal sealed nought, more he fort. But like sheep to be slain, slew again, and again, it happen like that1 No, like you look and adapt, glad to see its’ not me, and move on sing’th gleefully, glory be thee!

Eat he who dare look at me, do it nows. Miss Lovekilljoy said, with our option of debate so went his fate in the mighty Halls of glass in The Castles of Buddhi.

On listener ears a very eerie music of doom is heard playing in the minds of men as the classical beaus of the dark side slither .

Di do di doom dum, Dum dum dum di doommmmmmmmm from in’with in parchment hold young control, rest no minds, beware of the coming of the others, gas open now. This is it!

They obeyed the she devil, zoomed down and with jaws open and smashed into the mans two eyes attacking them, ripping them out and eating while he stood there in the water stunned and total disbelief. The mans head, looked like this :  one fish sticking out his right eyes socket, and another one sticking out of his left eye socket! Two fish sticking out his head, dead!

They gauged into eye sockets wiggling all around in them as they dug into them. Into his head they bore, boring into the holes in his head, where his eyes used to be. No more eyes, they ate them. And hung inside of them, blood running down his face as he shook violently, and hell screamed, he did bloody murder, for help. Beware of the words written on the map that leads to the land of The Castles of Buddhi : it reads mortars from the palm parchments from before time beacon lit began, read what was written in the sands of Eaden, before the winds blew them away.  Reality fallacy components hath, tell this day way’in’ith sark’theatwinds usher’ith in the blackish’ith, eliots dif’ithblack zones grouth in’th throat of man, Not refreshing in, says this child of evility Miss Lovekilljoy, beware, beware, she is pretty on the outside, only!

Not, flesh rots and when your time has been pottered, no need to run, it’s late for he who dates, says come meet your fate, ashes to ashes, ands sun to son. Oh, pray twill earless, worthless deadlock the bucketed in bad, from worse, is cursed. No run’tyh, run not ye, boosomality child of the wild, has come, bing rings the bells the door, slide slowly open open opening more! Run and scary, hairy, vile mary Jumbalaha, sin monic scary shady lady, rose up and time again, stood still as the horror of it all sank in, spilling in our reality voids without reason.

Out, out, out of his skull he add two fish sticking out of eyes-sockets, screaming he, Help meeeee!

Water, water once so blue, true, turned, dire red, as they eat his head, the stains of blood, small gets larger as the waves too, turn red, dead mans blood, flood, turn the Buddhi sea red, that said. The Un-civility o this black hearted human, who enjoys cleaning things, super clean with Clorox Bleach Cleanser!

Anything else offends her! Doom, whom demon possess bitch from hell, light rises bite flashes white out of her yews like flashlights in the black of night, she rubs hers backside cheeks, raise her wet hair tossing it back upon her vested wets back. And to you, with glee, she so smiles, her famous smile, with one corner of her mouth turned up, and one corner turned down, and so she begins to gleefully sing, try smiling like her and sing along too,

COME ON SING!

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I love Clorox bleach, drink it every day,

I love Clorox bleach, drink it every day,
I love Clorox bleach, drink it every day,
I love Clorox bleach it cleans and cleanses, every, every, everything away, every, every, everything away, everything away.
Oh,
I love Clorox bleach, drink it every day, it purifies, circumcises dirt and makes it go away.
I love Clorox bleach, drink it every may, pour in a glass as you wipe your ass, it will make go away!
I love Clorox bleach, just think it what it can do, first you’re here , than you’re not, I love it a lot.
I love Clorox bleach it cleans and polishes cleanses all of my Mercedes benz’es, all of my Mercedes-Benz’es.
Oh,
I love Clorox bleach, drink it every day,
I love Clorox bleach, drink it every day,
I love Clorox bleach it cleans and cleanses, every, every, everything away, every, every, everything away, everything away. Tra, la,la,la!

Yes, the Earth is dirty, for what ever it’s worth It’s, full of it, and people, too! Big ones, and tiny ones living in a shoe! Most are dirty, Yes it’s true. Got to bathe, day and night too! But, if you have to clean them, don’t do as she do! Don’t do as she do!
Oh, the Earth, full of dirt, thinks this girl today, her twisted mind, a master piece that likes to play!  She can’t help her self. It is so much fun! To see humans on the run! No. Whisperers inside her head, long dead, tells her, “I must purify today, I must purify today, cleaning is my joy and motto, I got to buy a bottle, a big, big bottle of Clorox Bleach, she sings wide eyed and happily, the witch of death, a young pretty lady, name Shady, aka Miss LoveJoy.

Now every body sing out loud together! one, two , three,   .   .   .

You better watch out, you better not cry, you’ll see a pretty girl washing out your eyes! Miss love Joy is coming,    .    .   . to town!
She knows, . . . where you sleep, she knows you don’t like to brush your teeth, somebody close to you, told her you’re a creep!
So for heaven sake, hold a lighted stick of dynamite, in your hand when you go to sleep!
Close the bathroom door, when you go, for heaven sake, so she don’t take a peek!
Holy Mackerel, she’s so Fractal. She bust you axle, and suck out your teeth!

She’ll wash ’em clean one at a time,

Take them for walk on main street, to the basket ball court, and see if she can get them in! When you see a pretty girl, think again, but be careful what you think.
She doesn’t like people who stink! She’ll try to clean you!  And be extra careful, what you wish for, it just might not come true, the way you want it to. Remember Nicky, the guy with two fishes, sticking out of his eyes!
Now the hit woman killer, for that is her job, she will kill you for money, this chick thinks it’s so funny. She kills for money, don’t want to do anything else! To do anything  else, she thinks is ridiculously, says the deadeye, cold blooded lady. Her heart, if she has one, sure in hell, doesn’t come from the sky above, dam if anybody alive can tell me, why they call her Miss Love!
Now her task for day done, it’s time for some fun, she calmly now goes to steady the helicopter, she knows how to drive it very well indeed, that was a trick she pulled back there on poor old St. Nick! She intentionally tip the ship, tipped it over to make him loose his grip. After all fingers can slip! It was part of her master plan?Na! She loved the man!  Those who ordered the hit on this man, The corporatocracy, didn’t want a scientist like him to be allowed to invent a cure for cancer, oh no, what cure? There isn’t no cure and wont be for a very, very long time. Big Pharmaceutical Corporatocracy and big insurance say Miss Love,

They don’t like to sing,” the I got a cure for cancer song,”

No, no, no, corporatocracy don’t like me to sing that, and I can sing it good, hear me, that’s that, but I got to sing that, AMY Winehouse song : cause that’s what big pharma wants me to sing,” I ain’t going to rehab judge no, no  nooo.” Let me sing it again, sings Miss Love . .  . As she pours a big glass of red wine, and remembers Miss Amy wine. Miss Love is almost ready to head back to civilization, she sits back relaxes as she sings :
” They tried to make me go to rehab but I said ‘no, no, no’
Yes I’ve been black but when I come back you’ll know, know, know!
I ain’t got the time, and if my daddy thinks I’m fine, he wait till I cum!

He’s tried to make me go to rehab but I won’t go go go !” That’s what the Big the Pharmaceutical Corporatocracy, wants me to sing, but that’s the past. I got to get back doing my own thing, and get back and get paid, babe. She, reaches down and pickup her clip board, and scans down the list scratches out the done items, on her list od 2 do’s, with a red felt pen, she likes red, it’s her favorite color! It’s the color of blood!
She checks her list of specs specified in the report, she’s has (1 ) camera video proof of how and where he died,( 2 ) two time, sensitive bombs placed,( 3 )hungry cannibal fish ( 4 ) brief case gone. all checked √
Miss Love rocks back and forth, in the chair listening to her music, all the while, thinks to herself flatteringly : Boy this, this job, beautifully executed, if I do say so myself! It was flawless, cos I am lawless!  Miss Love Fatima! Girl,  I am truly a great professional killer! All that’s left now is call my bosses, tell them the job is done, then go home and get paid. Miss love thinking every thing is over.

Now She makes sure the door and windows are closed tight, then turns, all this time, she has had two of her dear, little toy pets hidden in the bulk boards of the ship, so she goes about to let them out to play!
And, she opens up the bird cage holding her white feathered pet carrier pigeon named, Little Caesar, and he hops on her finger and poses like show girl model!
She puckers up, and kisses him on his beak and breasts feeds him, She pets him and lets fly in the cockpit of the chopper, he’s been hidden away for the whole length of the trip, and he’s tripping! He’s been bored and now, is happy to get out! She opens the dog case and lets out her pet Chihuahua Dog, noodles and lets him run around for little while too. She take deep breath every thing is going as planed, She feels she can relax, she remembers her boyfriends letter marked urgent!

She’s put the ship on autopilot and rips open the letter it reads :

Hi, baby sorry, bad news! The organization has betrayed you, they didn’t fill the helicopter full of gasoline so you must not get in it, it will go down. You told them you could get rid of the guy by 6, it won’t last you until then get it? 6 o’clock, so thats all the gas they put in it, It will run out of gas and you’ll never make it back home! So, to hell with them! Don’t do the job, instead meet me , you know where. We’ll flee this goddam country for some where’s its safe.
Don’t try to call me the phones, emails, tweeter, computer Skype are tapped, nothing, destroy this letter too! They , probably one of your handlers contacts want you dead, mad serious! Come to me my love, quickly. Love you forever!
Its very important, come quickly my love, don’t hesitate . The clock is ticking. Signed, Mark Antonio.

Antonio

While there reading, this, she falls back shocked, she looks at the clock.

Five minutes to 6! With which she looks at gas gage, it reads that it is empty.

She running of fumes, then pow, comes a strange sound as the ship

The ship has no more gas, gasps on its last fumes as the clock strikes 6 o’clock death hour for Miss love, but all power to her, she won’t give up without a fight.

In moment like this , it feel like betrayal ands death has won, like its all over, might as crawl up into ball and cry, but the power of The Buddhi Castles, gives power where there is none, give strength to powerless,  and makes the strong stronger, and enables the love of evil life, not to succumb over destiny’s fates o dark colored hates!

The mighty EC135, is just about six feet above the water hovering, but, it is mighty no more, and falls down like a baby that cannot walk, and suddenly it drops down, hits the water with no warning, the blades crack off loudly, slashes and crashes through the waters shattering them fast. With waters now blistering, surfaced, ruptured, its big long broken blades strewn around twisting this way and that, hit the flat water shaking it out like mat, spiting and splashing up big sprays over the water. The water flies in the air every where, as a lady screams. Help, help on no! Miss love , her yes wide, scans assessing everything while the chopper she in, suddenly  hits down, next, a big boom drops, crashes, in her head the fear of looming death, she screams, while in her mind, thinking the evility queen she is, she thinks , its just another game of crime, thinking they can do to me, what I do to them, and their debate to illuminate, but says she :  Oh no not, me, not The Shady Lady!
TIME : time to die.
The lights go out, she gets out of seat , feels her self, she still alive, unhurt.
TIME : time to die,no.

She looks around as the helicopter submerges, water squirts, squirts in the door, like powerful thin streams of water looking something ,kind of like the power washers use to hose down the street of a big city, those ribbons of water spraying in the through the cracks and seams of the door, pour in, filling every thing. Seems, seam seeps, is it time?
TIME : time to die, no?
The dog little tiny, Noodles is going crazy all over the place, running back and forth, and jumping up to the window, as he see the fish circling in the water outside. He doesn’t know what this all means ? Bbarking, the bird too, julius Caesar, is going nuts flying wildly all over the cabin of big air ship. Miss Love, she bounces up grabs it, quickly puts the panicky bird in a black plastic bag, stuffs it up under her shirt, and ties a belt around it, so it won’t get away. Sorry little Caesar, trust me, she exclaims to the pidgin, whispering to it softly, lovingly.
She spins around assessing her fate. No time left. This is it, either she drowns and gets eaten by the same piranhas, that ate Nicky, or put a bullet in her head to end this hateful day?
The plexiglass windows thankfully didn’t crack. Its still holding the water back. The helicopter, it’s floating with luck, not on fire yet? But, she looks out at the split scene in front of her.
Out through the plexiglass windshield of the ship, it  looks like a very, very bad movie, picture, a window, top half you see the sky, bottom half you’re under water, the piranhas fish smiling! You can see half the water below and half the water above, so its half and half! In one half of the window she can see out at the water of the lake full with squealing piranha fish snaring at the ship, you are able to see half above the water, and half below under water, she sees straight on par with the water line edge up and under it, all leading to maximum death.

Their can be little doubt, this woman will meet her fate, the  same fate she mercilessly dished out to this poor trusting man, a good man, any preacher who prays will pray for his soul, but this woman, no, her no! And what she sees is madness gone diabolically wrong! The beasts, the little tiny and big beasts at least a thousand strong. Of these little sea dam full killer piranha fishy creatures smiling evil-ly, are looking at her, mouth hungry for her, and waiting to eat her body patiently, waiting to get into the helicopter, it , it un-fortunately won’t take long, the helicopter ship is sinking, how long can it stay afoot she asks her self?
TIME : time to die, no?
What does this distressed maiden wish for but to escape but there is no escaping death?
The ship starts to sink, sinking ever so down slowly, slowly deeper, as she begins to
take on more deadly water from the Sea of The Buddhi Castles. She scream, oh no no this goddam place is, this chopper will be end. It’s going to be her coffin.
TIME :  under water time is death time, no!

Then, “I iricckk ka b klunk,” a strange, strange noise emanates loudly from the bowels of the ships machinery! Clunk, clunky  clunk! As suddenly on the windshield appears floating like its still alive, none other then the half eaten skeleton of Nicky! OMG, he looks bad! Screams out Miss Love, OMG!

His skeleton hand banging on the windshield of the ship ,Let me in, let me goddam you woman, let me in!  Banging with his fist, continually, he wants to get in,

TIME : What time is it? Revenge time, NO, NO, No, no, nonoooooooooooooooo.
She screams out.

Her eyes wide open, popping out of her head in disbelief, she imagines him talking in her head, I am not dead till you are sweetie! She screams NO, NO, no, nooooooooooooo.

TIME : Time to die, no!

The bag I got to get the bag, next got to calm, got to be calm, what is the buddhi rule, if I can get my thoughts to gather, and think back, what were they oh yes, yes, the rules of the Buddhi :
My rule, time coming not a worry, time now in hurry furry, history not a worry, only, The SHADY LADY lives to rule, rule in the present time in crime. OK.
The woman turns, runs to the back of the ship, unlatches a large compartment in the wall, it falls, opening up another secret compartment, holding a cool jet pack extra vehicular gadget : big shiny contraption propelled by jets of escaping gas, a perfect technology just right for a contingency like the like of which Miss love finds her self trapped in now!
She grabs it, pulls it out, drags it to the front. Now the big chopper ship is laying on one side, this is a good lucky position, it allows her to push open the right door, she ties her belt around her waist, with her bag hanging down from it and slips herself into the large ladder like built gizmo, of the jet pack rocket engine, and attaches it to her back. Its plenty heavy for her, she struggles, but manages that. Now, prepared, she calls out to pet loves ones hidden in the ship. She calls  to noodles, but he pays her no mind, he busy swimming and barking at the piranhas as the water rushes in. Luckily the interior of the chopper cabin is still  the free of Piranha fish. The evil Piranha fish, they’re just out side around the ships door periphery, snapping with hungry jaws baring the thousands of sharp white teeth at her, she looks at one of the sun of bitches, it jumps up at her and bites in to a lock of gold blond hair, cutting into it like spit, she dismisses it, no time.
TIME : time now, death time , no?
With the door open, she climbs out, and places her feet just so, trying to keep her balance and equilibrium just right so she doesn’t fall over into the water of death.
In to me, come, inky tiny, tiny, washing hungrily, fishes says, the waters of the buddhi, vibrating alive, the creatures jive dive, alive and like bees thieves gleefully together, in a bee hive push, rush o the waters mothers of deaths babies rabies, surfaces frencied, hungry, their opening and closing, their gapping, laws jaws of death, reeking with bad breath in unison. Smacking their teeth together as if about to eat nacho cheeses, don’y we’e deserve a little bite all right?
They scatter, batter, and come again, they know her, well, they too, come from hell?
One little fishy, went looking at her eye socket, puffs out his cheeks, he by no means is meek, and sticks out his dead red blood tongue at her face in haste, as he smells her! She, the womens fragrance smells good! She belongs in the water with me, says the waters of the Buddhi!
The water, the water, full with piranhas begins to boil with them, as they, swim around her, around and around waiting for her, around and around, and around, ha, ha, ha, waiting for her, to tip over, so they can begin sin!
Clench their teeth, then opening jaws together, teeth so sharp they can cut through bone or stone. She looks at their teeth and for brief a instant, she believes they are, they are dancing and wiggling in their mouths!
Nasching teeth, snapping, niched at the bitch! Teeth clenching, wiggling them in and out of dreamlike composure, little teeth biting in destruction under hunger for flesh, demon or otherwise, biting, barking, their sharp pointy teeth that has never been washed except with the blood of Nicky, who watches smiling, floating along, at their sides wide. Teeth shine like lights in their mouths tonight, her very last night!

They look at her, lusting to eat her bodies soft fine flesh, they make barking sounds with they’re mouths, as they’re opening and closing, snapping at her as they circle around the doomed sinking chopper and the woman from hell!

They sounds out  rhythms, choppy chop, chopishss chopisk choppisk cice cice chopiss, cice, cice, ice, chop, snap, chop, snap, snap!

She knows that if, if she, if she can maintain her balance, theres a little chance she’ll live a few more minutes, and put off for a little while the oncoming disaster!
She straightens up and fixes the Jet pack on her back, straps it, tightens the rocket belt tightly!
Pulls them tight, she reaches the interface controls and it comes to life, as the buttons indicators light up, problem is, the dam things, needs to warm up a second or two!
And any second now, it’s warming up, got to wait a-minute for this things to start, she admits a split second now seems like time has stopped, it seems to take for hours in stead of seconds , she waits,
She thinks to her self, they want me dead? Why dag-git, I didn’t check the gas in my tank my self, foolish me, trusted, that guy, hope I don’t pay for that mistake with my life. Dam, this back pack rocket engine thing, is taking for ever to warmup, she says to her self, in a hurry to get the hell out of there, but time has stopped. She remembers, when she asked him, the under-cover guard, in the golfing outfit at the airport, if the ship was ready, he said yes to me, meaning the gas tank, was filled up, but he lied, he was in on this, dammit Ok! She thought, I gotta get out of this. She franticly looks around, can’t swim through an ocean full of piranhas, no, no way. Can’t, do anything but die, time now, death time, no?
She’s left standing there on the edge of the doorway, the doorway to hell, this her ship the beautiful  EC135, was fixed to kill her with not enough gas! No, not enough gas to last me, Oh hell, what a brilliant trick, they got me! But I am fighting back, all I need is for this stupid rocket to work.
But time has stood still, moves indeed slower giving her inter dimensional time, to think and ponder deeply. Her mind thoughts get suddenly interrupted as The chopper is shaking, and listing more to the left, making strange sounds over the whole area. The water is buzzing with the teethy fish, flipping up and over.  The baby ones, are more crazy than the big ones, they swim and jump out this way and that, with mouths open flying up at her face to eat her flesh. She bats one away, then another and another, they see its, its dinner time and they are not going away! A few jump out of the water, fly up and bite into her carry on bag, and hang there with their teeth impaling it. They hang on to it looking like some vile decorations from hell! Another, one a tiny one, with big evil eyes looks at her, smiles, and on jumps out heading for her head. She scream bloody murder, ducks down, as it grabs her by the hair and dangles on it like a death time decoration sensation, smelling the coming of her fleshy end. It waits, there waiting to take a bite.

TIME : Now death time, no?

She looks, sees the pharaohs piranhas looking back up at her, they’re around the door opening and are snapping at her feet, one snaps and digs its teeth in the heel of her shoe. Her knee jerk reaction, was to lift her foot and stump it dead. The water rises up to the very edge of the door. Her tiny white dog Noodles swims around barking at the deadly big fish at the edge of the door frame where the water is! She calls to the cute little pet dog, Noodles, “Oh Noodles, come to me, now baby. Come to mommy,” it does not listen to her, but keeps barking. One fish swims up to the edge of the doors edge, looks at it barking, it jumps up at it and swallows it whole, like a can of Cambells Chicken noodle soup, he is gone! Noodles is gone, oh no, yells out Miss Love, shocked!

TIME : Time death time no?

She screams, three more jump out flying up at her eyes, she bats them away, screams Help, No,NO, then the bones of Nicky floats up and raps his arm around the door of the doomed chopper.
He open up the bible in his right hand, reads as passage from the book of karma, and a strange voice is heard. The buddhi speaks trough him and says beware, One who takes pleasure in pursuing worldly aims and sense pleasures, we lose thinking and reason to think through issues of greed and death shall be your final seed. What thous seed sow so shall your life go.

TIME : What time is it? Death time no?

No, way. No way yells Miss Love. Miss Love presses the button again and again on the jets interface, till finally : Her, goddam machine turns on, and fires up raising her up in the air!
She holds on for dear life, banking and navigating upwards through the air up an away from the ship as it goes under!
She finally smiles, nervous, but alive, scared but strong, laughing as she flies up and away, she looks down below at the waters as she’s up about two thousand feet ,now!!

TIME : Time now?

Time, not to die, she says, but time to finish business, no loose threads, she pressed the red button markedxoo1, on a tiny device on her arm and detonates the corpse of Mr. Nicky, and his red thick bible still stuck like glue in his hand.
BOOMMMM! Goes a loud explosion accompanied with awesome white yellow flash of light, as the shock waves reverberate, in out and out of the waters down below.
She presses another button marked xooo2t, detonating the Torpedo bomb down below, BOOOMMMM, boom boom, another loud tumultuous explosion, rocks the atmosphere and everything
blows where the chopper went down! She pulls out her cam and shoots with one hand, video proof time, again, let it rain, Amen.
Now she navigates the jet pack rocket belt to the top of The Buddhi Castles Mountain tops and lands.
She breathes in deep breaths of fresh air. Tries to relax a bit.  She thinks about who in the organization might have wanted her dead, and it comes to confront, head on, the realization, that it’s got to be her handlers, but which one ? A handler, embeded inside,” SWIFT.”  How to break, the law, without braking it. But thats for the next chapter! But, first things first, she must survive, then, she will go revenge hunting. Right now, she can barely think straight, that genesis for now is hard, very, very hard to define and decipher. She promises her self : that If she lives, he will die, but for now, she must adapt, live with it and move on and be strong.  She, tries to calm her nerves, calm down. Then, it dawned on her again, and she thinks why not ? Why not take another look at the letter.
She takes out the letter, and reads it again, she read again the line, Don’t try to call me, the phones, emails, tweeter, computer Skype are tapped. Destroy this letter too! And she pulls out from her bosom the bag, with the pigeon, little Caesar. And writes out a little message, and raps it around the leg of her bird with a rubber band, kisses it and pulls out a handkerchief  belonging to her lover, Antonio, and lets him, little Caesars smell it.
And, now she says, “listen little Caesar, go to him! Bring him, go back home, back to your nest, do it for mommy! Go my love. Bring him to me! Bring him back to mommy go.”
And with that said, she throws the white messenger pigeon into the air.  It fly up free, up high in the winds in which, lies her future destiny!
She watches it as it disappears into the blue. And remembers what she wrote in the note : Dear sweet Antonio, thanks for your letter, you wrote, hope you got my message too. Here’s where I am, at top The Buddhi Castles south eastern side, use these map code coordinates, take a helicopter and come for me, my love.  I’ll be here waiting, love.

I love you, Lovekilljoy!

To those who like the Miss LoveKillJoys stories, you can check out her Tweets, ” Tweets of Miss Lovekilljoy” located at the end of the page, below!

The night holds fractals fright! Precariously perched in a lurch, some one is coming, some one bad!

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We interrupt this tribute to bring you a special song :

We ordered this LYRIC construct with proactive  Eseinterstellarmusicality about Miss LoveKilljoy. To be sung onto or dubbed on top of said, music the Programmer Magician placed onto video clip, entitled
[ ” Mandelbox In The Water ” ]   It is Miss Love singing in harmony to the story, hope you enjoy.

MUSIC CONSTRUCTION :
Music construction  Facilitated by Miami Night garth Johnson and Justin Johnson, onto of which we suggest + plus song lyric added accompaniment by arrangement by
Intermind Weavers. © 2012 all rights received

WE BEGIN IMMEDIATELY :

It is best to have a professional singer sing along with the movie in low voiced synchronized rhythmic set toned harmonies!
starts the movie and 4, 3, 2 ,1
SINGER : Starts singing as the music plays in the background, start singing very slowly [ the first line of the song is whispered ! ]

Year  I tried many a times to deal with the killer in me.
Men, men they did me wrong true.                                        Now I do them wrong to!
True.               I, I love em  AND    AND I leave um         They call me courtney blue,    I do I do what I got to
bad murderer,          thats me baby.                              bad murderer thats me.
I might be smiling but thats not what I am bout.
turn him out.
gone get rid of that mannnnn,                                       he ain’t gone know what hit him brother, turn him out.
he don’t know what I am really bout, he don’t know hey hey.  you don’t know what you don’t know. turn him. turn him out.
don’t no what I am bout.
turn him out,
turn him out,
turn him out turn him out yea yea say.
turn him out,
turn him out
boy I found out seems thats what I am really about.
True.                        I ,I love em  AND    AND I leave um
bad       murderer thats me baby.                                bad murderer thats me.
year  i tried ,      i trieddddddd                                    many a times to deal with the killer in me
I might be smiling but thats not what I am about.

I might be smiling but thats not what I am bout.
turn him out ,I might be smiling but thats not what I am bout,
turn him out
gone rid of that man, he ain’t gone what hit him brother, turn him out.
he don’t know what I am really bout, he don’t know.
hey hey .                                                                 You don’t know what you don’t know. turn him turn him out.
don’t no what I am bout.

gone get rid of that man,                                         He ain’t gone know what hit him brother, turn him out.
he don’t know what I am really bout, he don’t know.
Hey hey.                                                                  You don’t know what you don’t know. turn him turn him out
don’t no what I am bout.
True.                        I love em  AND    AND I leave um.
I love em  AND    AND I leave um.
I love em  AND    AND I leave um.
I love em  AND    AND I leave um.
I do I do what I got to
I do I do what I got to

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The night holds fractals fright! Precariously perched in a lurch, someone is coming, some one bad!

The ending Chapter full of tweets CHATTING WITH HER HOMIES, by Miss Love Killjoy Deaf!

CHAPTER 7 is waiting in the wings! It’s up next!

BAD PERSONALITIES

MISS LOVEKILLJOY DEAF TWEETS

CHAPTER 7

Hi guys, Miss Love, here;s looking at you! Thanks for chilling out, while I was away working, so much to update you guys on, tweet you later! Lol, Love!

Love@ Dam Dang girl, haven’t heard a word, you doing the hermit thing?

Jackie@ Shit no, just chilling that’s all, had a rough time, last gig, sucked!

Love@ No, tell me you got off?

Jackie@ I alway get off bitch, but this bee, OMG, stung me in my ass!

Love@ What happened?

Jackie@ Guess what? They doubled crossed my ass, they put the fix on my chopper, so it would run out of gas crash kill me after I killed Nicky, you know that scientist dude, who found a cure for cancer! My target, this way they get him knocked off, the target, and me, the one who killed the sun of bitch, so they don’t have to pay me, and then claim the big bucks, from the SWIFT’s organizations higher ups, cutting me out, bitch, that’s what happened, shit man!

Love@ Love, OMG,  ta sucks! That shit is so heavy! It didn’t work cause if it did, shit I wouldn’t be able to tweet your ass, so how did you escape, how did you do it?

Jackie@ Listen, my ass is so upset, right now, I am see,n red, I can’t hardy talk. All I can tell you is I am OK, no thanks to them! Contact you later, let me update the others too, and warn them, later, cool! Bye!

Laticha@ Hi, baby check it out, it’s me, my love, bitch you won’t believe what went down on my last gig? It was rigged! They had the balls to hit me!

Love@ Hi, am I reading this shit, right? Who tried to hit you?

Laticha@ Some dude working under the table as handler at SWiFT!

LOVE@ Shit, thats sucks, man, dam! That’s unbelievable, are you all right, sweet heart? Whassup’ with them, did they try to shoot you?

Laticha@ No, the bastards, planed to have me die by not filling up my gas tank in my chopper, so I would run out of fuel and crash my ass, hoping the ship would explode and no more me, thats what went down!

LOVE@ Holy shit, that’s unreal, but why would they want you dead if all you are doing is working for them? I don’t get it? But you’re still alive. So how did you beat the trick, honey are you OK?

Laticha@ Year, I escaped but just by the skin of my teeth, honey! Look I’ll lay the whole story on you later, got to tweet every body warn them, follow me to get the latest, look, we gone switch to encode mode 323x so that our messages can’t be read, got it? Do it now 323x cause, I’ll tweet you later but encrypted cool?

LOVE@ Sure babe, I understand, but tell me, tell me how did you escape?

Laticha@ I tell you later, follow me on twitter! Abschied alter Hut!

Sonia@ Hi, sonia, now, haven’t heard a word from you bird! Whats up? Did, you check out those tattoos on the pink panties from, Bergdorf Goodmans Love it or leave it, collection? Too expensive for words, and like a bad mother! If you can’t find one your size, that means you ain’t alive, heh hee! Look, girl, much, to say, follow me, we need to chat! Later! By the way, should be in L A, see ya! Chow!

Qswaldo@ Hallo ist es ich, Liebe. Wie gehts Ihnen?.

LOVE@ Wow! kann ich nicht es glauben? Wie kann ich Ihnen helfen?

Qswaldo@ Ich brauche Sie, um jemanden töten zu helfen!

LOVE@ Was?

Qswaldo@Ich bekam ein Problem. Und Sie sind von Pakistan! Sie sind ein Experte auf den Dialekten!! Ich will einen Dude finden!

Qswaldo sind ein kluger Kerl, Baby!

LOVE@ Ich werde den Dude, aber, “Baby” finden ich will etwas Liebe?

Qswaldo@ Sind Sie ein guter kleiner Junge?

LOVE@ Ich bin sehr schlecht Baby, du weißt es, auch! Du und ich? Ich möchte Ihr Baby Lippen küssen. Oh Kurs werde ich Ihnen helfen! schicken Sie die Details Ok per Email? Sprechen Sie später!

Qswaldo@ Sie sind ein kranker erotischer Junge. aber, kam ich, um Ihnen zu erzählen. jemand versuchte, mich zu töten. Also, ich brauche ernsthaft Ihre Hilfe OK?

LOVE@ Hallo, seine mir Bob! Liebe auf den ersten Blick. Komm schon, dass ich warte. Es ist diese Bar. Die Bar Szene ist heiß, Trendige, entspannt, glatt. Ich lade dich, Baby. Ich verspreche, dass Sie eine gute Zeit keine Zeichenketten!  Die große Liebe. Können Sie mit mir kommen?

Die große Liebe trifft man – wenn überhaupt – nur einmal im Leben.

Bob@ Bob warum nicht? Ich brauche, um zu entspannen und ich liebe große Männer! Tut mir leid, ich dir meine Adresse nicht geben kann. Es ist ein Geheimnis, Sie können mich abholen, das Restaurant, wo wir uns trafen, OK?

LOVE@ Hallo, Fräulein LOVE, dieser Herr Virtue an Citi Bank. Vielen dank dafür, über, Verschlüsselungscode 323x zu erzählen. Die Information, die ich Ihnen gebe, wird klassifiziert. Ich will nicht, dass es zu Fremden geht! Ich war nie ein großer Enthusiast in der Spionage!

Hinsichtlich der Hubschrauber Wartung Mann für Ihren Helikopter. Die mans war Muhammed Maħmūd. Auf Ihre Frage weil Herr Muhammed Maħmūd Aussage Muhammed Maħmūd eine bevorzugte Citi Bank-Kontonummer im 2364-6781-1034-9277 hatte und im Februar 9/20/13 er hatte des aktuellen Saldos des $72345.48 aber einen Tag später, erhielt er einen Draht Übertragung Check $250000.00 von einer unbekannten Person auf den Februar 10/20/13 um 17:59:26. Unseren Aufzeichnungen zufolge ist der Absender nicht bekannt. Aber so weit weg ist eine finanzielle Pakistan Konto Herkunft. Im immer noch für Sie investiert. Wie Sie gut verstehen können diese Informationen wird klassifiziert und werde ich meinen Job hier bei City Bank zu verlieren. Also bitte haben Sie Verständnis, ich bitte, diese ein, weil ich Ihnen schulde. Aber wenn die Informationen veröffentlicht werden, ich will leugnen Hilfe! Ich bin immer noch untersucht und wird nächste Woche tweet.

OO9@ Kühlen Sie hallo Hacker-Dude, wie Sie sind!. Wir haben in einer langen Zeit nicht geredet. Ich will, dass Sie diesen Mann für mich verfolgen. Sein Name ist Muhammed Maħmūd! Ich muß ihn verfolgen und ihn finden. Er schuldet mir große Zeit! Hier ist seine Telefonnummer 05363 324355 FES (I) Verfolgen-Kennzahl! Ich bin kühl, und Sie sind kühl. Sie helfen mir, ich werde Ihnen OK helfen! Bitte! Ich brauche Sie, um OO9 zu helfen?

LOVE@ WOW, das ist OO9, die eine wirklich lange Zeit! Jahr, ich bin gut, danke für die Nachfrage! Ich hoffe, dass Sie gutes zu tun! Ich bin jetzt ein wenig beschäftigt, aber ich kann es aus, später in dieser Woche überprüfen! Lassen Sie Sie wissen es, dieses Wochenende, Cool?

OO9@ Wissen Sie was, wenn Sie es tun können früher ich können Sie Geld bezahlen, OK!

John@ Wo Sie jetzt sind?

Love@ Hallo, Liebe, bin ich hier in Freudenstadt!  Freudenstadt inmitten des nördlichen Schwarzwaldes gelegen, ist nicht nur der ideale Ausgangspunkt für kleine und große Entdeckertouren in sehenswerte Schwarzwaldstädtchen! Wo die Hölle Sie ist?

John@Hallo, Schatz, Blick, brauche ich Ihre Liebe, ich brauche Ihre Hilfe auch! Aber ich versuche auch, einen Mann zu verfolgen, der versuchte, mich zu töten. wann können wir uns treffen?

LOVE@ Oh mein Gott! Sind Sie ganz richtig? Schau mal, ich bin heute und morgen, wie über Sonntagsmittag nach fünf Uhr beschäftigt?

John@ Am Sonntagsmittag nach fünf Uhr? ist kühler Schatz, Sie dann sehen, ich Sie anrufen werden, um OK zu bestätigen?

Tinamary@ Ich werde nach Deutschland an diesem Sonntag gehen, bitte sorgt sich um meinen Goldfisch Sie! ich fand ein tot in th Wasser neulich Ich werde Sie anrufen, um mit Ihnen zu bestätigen

später OK? Auf Wiedersehen Auf Wiedersehen!

x21x@Hallo!

x22x@Hallo!

x21x@Das ist schlecht!

x22x@Was?

x21x@Nachrichten!

x22x@Welche Nachrichten!

x21x@Der Klub!

x22x@Welcher Klub?

x21x@Wir bedauern, Sie zu informieren.

x21x@Sie werden vermisst!

x22x@Wer?

x21x@Sie?

x22x@ No!

x21x@Sie haben den Steuerentkommen-Geldmarkt effizient gestartet. Sie sind wesentlich aber,  Sie müssen Sie Position aufgeben.

x21x@Jemand ist nachdem Sie?

x22x@No!

x21x@Und, wenn Sie bleiben, werden Sie uns ganz in Mühe mit Ihnen bekommen?

x22x@No! No, no!

x21x@Also, unternehmen Sie Schritte, um Ihre Teilnahme aufzugeben. Verwaltung hatte eine Treffen? Sie, sind unglücklicherweise nicht mehr verantwortlich?

o2o2@ Hallo Schätzchen, ich kante Gespräch zu Ihnen jetzt. Tun Sie gerade, was ich sage. Ich, geschäftlich abreisend. Es Gerüchte, dass Sie hören werden, sind sie alle Lügen durch das Disgruntalled-Interesse, versuchend, mich zu zerstören. Ich liebe Sie und die Kinder! Das ist alles, dass Sie wissen müssen! Und sagen Sie den Kindern, ich liebe sie. Ich gegangen eine lange Zeit. Ich werde mich in den kommenden Monaten in Verbindung setzen! schade, Aber ist das, wie es sein muss!

Arzt, Merswettheim@ Arzt, Merswettheim, ist meine Textzahl x21x! Sie wissen, wer ich bin! Ich hoffe, dass Sie mir eine Bevorzugung gewähren werden, ich habe einen wichtigen Freund, der plastische Chirurgie sofort braucht. Ein neues Gesicht! Stellen Sie bitte sich bereit! Sagen Sie nichts darüber! Anruf oder Text ich sofort! Text ich x21x, bald wie möglich!

Arzt, Merswettheim@Ich verstehe! Wahr! Eine eherne Idee, das ist fett! Es ist notwendig! Wann können Sie starten Arzt?

x221x@Ich verstehe! Ich habe eine geheime Office können Sie kommen mir sie!

an einem kleinen Wasserkraftwerk am Senkelbach in Augsburg.

Arzt, Merswettheim@Wann?

x22x@Vielleicht in ein oder zwei Monate. Ich bin sehr beschäftigt!

Arzt, Merswettheim@Hören Sie mir zu! Hören Sie gut zu! Ich werde Sie wieder, Arzt nicht fragen! Dies ist eine Frage des Lebens und Todes zu mir, und Leben und Tod zu Ihnen! Jetzt frage ich Sie jetzt den Sie mich verstehen? Wann können Sie anfangen?

x22x@We verwendet die aktuellsten Werkzeuge in der Diagnose und der Behandlung für Sie von unserem Gebiet, über das Land und um die Welt, aber ich muss meine Mannschaft zusammen, vielleicht morgen erhalten?

Arzt Merswettheim@Welche Zeit Arzt?

Arzt, Merswettheim@6 :45 ist?

Arzt, Merswettheim@ ich werde erklären, dass dieses draußen für Sie verfälschen! Der Betrieb ist nicht für einen Freund von meinem, als ich Sie erzählt habe. Es ist für mich! Ich will nicht erkannt werden. Einige Leute wollen mich Verstorbene, dieses Gesicht, das ich hat, ist mein Todesurteil, will ich es von einem weißen Gesicht zu einem schwarzen Gesicht ändern! Ein Schwarz? Ja Afrikaner!

Herr Nice Nett, x21x, @Interessant? Ich habe den Arzt gewusst, der chirurgisch eine Frau gemacht hat, aussieht wie die Finsternis

Ägyptische Königin Nefertiti. Er hat ihr das Gesicht gegeben aber hat weiß verlassen enthäutet! Siehe, dass es here>http://www.oddee.com/item_96941.aspx ich nicht weiß, wie Sie danach Süden Afrikaner machen, ist Es nicht meine medizinische Spezialität! Aber ich kann Ihnen eine dunkle Änderung nördlich Afrikaner wie ein Ägypter geben oder anschauen Sie mit einen dunklen Taliban kann ändern! Oder, aber ich kann Sie der moderne Chinese

hat sich geneigt reizendes Augeaussehen so niemand wird identifizieren Sie ändern! Dieses, das ich machen kann!

Insofern die Haut,

Ansprüche afrikanische Hautalter anmutiger als sein kaukasisches Gegenstück, ist wahr, weil schwarze Haut mehr Melanin hat, und neigt dazu, sie jünger länger auf der Außenseite anzuschauen, ich kann hat vollendet dass mit gemeinsamen Methoden wie Melaninanregung für zu blass Flecke, hat den Arzt gesagt! Ich werde Sie, Herr nett, ich habe einen Künstler zeigen, einen Entwurf einer chirurgischen Künstlers Entwurfs Symbolik zu machen, damit Sie eine Idee erhalten können, wie Sie herauskommen dürften!

Arzt, Merswettheim@  Gut! Gut! Jetzt ich will Sie, zu wissen, Arzt Merswettheim, Wenn etwas schief geht, Meine Wache wird Sie töten, damit sich vergewissert, dass Sie mich lebend behalten, Zu Verfälschen! Ja ja, selbstverständlich Sie, Sie. Sie können mir vertrauen, Herr Nett!

Arzt, Merswettheim @ Gut! dann bis 6:45 am.

Herr Nice Nett, x21x, @6:45 IST, JA HERR. NETT! Kommen Sie in! Kommen Sie zum geheimen Krankenhaus, einzuchecken und wird bewertet und wird bearbeitet, isst nichts für den restlichen Tag nur Wasser. Irgendwann vor Mittag werden wir beginnen! Ich sichere zu, dass jedes Ding fein sein wird, werden Sie sehr eigenartig in Erscheinung sein! Sehr vorzüglich! nur entspannt, erhält einen guten Nacht Rest, Herrn Nice,nett!

LOVE@ Bonjour ma chère. Bonjour ma chère ce moi votre garçon amant chaud ANTONIO, heh heh ha, ha, ha!

Comment faites-vous sans mon corps ?

Son juste à droite, à droite ?

Je travaille dur tous les jours juste pour obtenir tous mes muscles. Mon muscles d’amour forts pour toi mon amour.

J’espère que tu faites bien, ha, ha, ha !

Je veux ton corps maintenant, pas demain dammit. J’ai eu à le faire. Sinon, si je vais mourront de bébé !

En hiver j’ai besoin de la chaleur de notre corps. À lété me besoin elle aussi ! Tout au long de lannée. Chaud !

Venez à moi, très bientôt, veuillez.

Je ne veux pas vivre sans votre corps ! OMG, a obtenu de le faire !

ANTONIO@ le bien-aimé de Regard, être patient! Je suis arrivé pour piloter en Allemagne ce week-end dimanche pour affaires! Aujourdhui et demain, je dois visiter le Moyen-Orient, pour affaires! Je vous téléphonerai quand je récupère, au revoir mon bien-aimé!

King Hussein@ King Hussein blessed be your memory. Long do I to be graced with your shadow on my person, How are you?

Love@ I am well my child, most cordial hello, praise be thanks to Allah on high from your humble King Hussein. My eyes need to see you, my hands need to hold all of you again, you are the treasure of my humble heart, you are my most precious flower, you, my reason to live, is to see you in my arms. My dearest fearless feather of the greatest flying white sweet doves. It is always a pleasure to hear from you my love. Miss Lovekilljoy.

King Hussein@ blessed be your highness, the ancient shifting sandy beaches of your beloved country, always attracts me, as do you too, of course. Busy, I know you must be, still I wish you to grant me an audience with you, if possible.

LOVE@ But space I will make in my life to see you. I will stop the sun from rising, turn out the light of the moon for you, just to be with you for a night. I’ am ecstatic you tweeted me. But of course, come to me and it shall be done.

King Hussein@King Hussein you are as always most gracious and most generous. I hear you named a room in your southern shore palace after me, let me express again once more, my sincere gratitude your majesty! I’ am honored. I must cry for help on your mighty shoulders, my King!

Let me explain, as you know. I am a girl of the world.  I love hard and fight harder true too!

You know all there is to know, so you know doubt have heard of SWIFT? Well, I am employed agent soldier of fortune of theirs. Recently I have been wronged, double crossed by another agent, a handler for the organization who works there. I don’t know his name and wish you to help me to discern his identification.

He is the one working on a case. A special case identified as involving a scientist. A scientist, whose Nick name was Nicky. Nicky, is who claimed to have found a cure for cancer. Anyway, the handler agent tried to have me killed while I was working on this case. I wish to find him and get my revenge. For he tried to have me killed in a helicopter accident. The trick was to not fill up my helicopter gas tank, and cause it to crash killing me. Luckily, for me, I escaped. Now I want revenge. If you should be able to get his identification for me, it would make me most happy. I in turn would make you most happy anyway I can. Tweet me if you learn anything. I will tweet you next weekend. Till then, God be with you great esteemed one, and Thank you!

LOVE@ I will move heaven and earth for you, this handler will be found. We will speak soon, I promise you.

LOVE@, Hi this is Roge! We got a deal on Sipompas Organic Cherries at last! Guess what, you will get a free sample on us in the mail, give me some feed back, please! Let us know you’re feeling about its taste, chow love! Hope to hear back from you soon! By the way, I got engaged!

Love@ Hi Love, this is Laticha again, just tweeting to let you know I’am at Billy’s Cuts, getting my hair done, I should be out by six! Meet at Charles place afterwards! Call me if you can’t make it. Bye!

LOVE@ This is Robert from Everest, your Ipad is fixed. We think this encryption upgrade you will really like! You can pick it up any time, but bring your receipt, OK! Thanks! Robert Edgar!

LOVE@ Dear Lovekilljoy, we are returning an answer to your request concerning secret members, and yes, we regret we are unable to divulge agents to you as a matter of policy . We respectfully understand you think you have legitimate reasons, but in short :  considerations of privacy are vintage established protocols to which adherence to contractual assignments we must respect!

All complaints replete with all the failings that one might think an agent might possess, may be just a misunderstanding, and as a business, we cannot express favoritism neither pros or cons. Sorry, we don’t buy into your complaints. And find your alleged accusations an example of your narrow clumsiness, and invective flawed mentality. I am left with the feeling that the ambitious scope of your unfounded complaints, has been betrayed by the lack of proof! Please in the future do not proceed with your puerile inquiry it would not advantageous. We will not respond to you again on this matter!

LOVE@ This is billy, hope you doing fine! Oh by they way, my birthday will be here soon, I’ll be seventeen! Wow, I am getting old! You know I like video games see ya!

The night holds fractals fright! Precariously perched in a lurch, someone is coming, someone bad!

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BIG REX

Chapter 15

“Beware of the man who owns his brain, for to you he will appear insane”

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It was mentally, way to horrific a specter; she, fractally bifurcated, went crazy, crashed with a cerebral  assassination transformation into unknown sciences of phenomena at microscopic scales, with a mental thought generating frequency constant, and a mental energy constant in inter proportionality, in the frontiers of duplicitous protonic realities, we called a FRACTKASODE .

A FRACTKASODE  is an abstraction bifurcation branching off of duplicitous realities experiences, in alternate parallel universes simultaneously.

Judy, had veered off the metaphysical movie reel in whose confines, quantization constraining past, present, and future, interact as a spatial three dimensional parallel reality. OH OH? She entered Fractal Reality.

Judy, had veered off the metaphysical movie reel, in whose confines quantization constraining past, present, and future interact as a spatial three dimensional parallel reality. She had entered Fractal Reality.

Judy was overwhelmed, she let go BR, and ran back throwing her self flat against the wall.

Judy was overwhelmed, she let go BR, and ran back throwing her self flat against the wall.

She began to tremble, her knees felt weak, she closed her eyes to scared to look.

She began to tremble, her knees felt weak, she closed her eyes to scared to look.

She felt for sure she had lost her self, had lost her sanity, hers was a red line, women never ever dare to cross, but, she not only crossed it, she hopped over happily, driven by sexual urges completely dominating her sexuality with the illusion no one would be the wiser!

She felt for sure she had lost her self, had lost her sanity, hers was a red line, women never ever dare to cross, but, she not only crossed it, she hopped over happily, driven by sexual urges completely dominating her sexuality with the illusion no one would be the wiser!

After all to break the law, there must be laws, and the rule of law died when the world died. BR, is the law and he in a coma, under her control! She will pleasure her lusty self sexuality as she sees fit, and as long as she wants, and no one, but no one will ever find out, not even her prey BR, this way he will know nothing!

After all to break the law, there must be some laws for heaven sake. And lets face facts ain’t none now, the rule law went out the window! BR, is the man and the dude is in a coma, under Judy’s control! And girls just want to have fun! She will pleasure her lusty self sexuality as she sees fit, that’ll be her way, or the high way, its what she wants! And what the heck, thinks judy, no one, but no one will ever find out, not even her prey BR, this way he will know nothing!

Elevated sexual wind conditions blowing her rational mind away!

Elevated sexual wind conditions totally bugging her out and blowing her rational mind away!

She can keep him sedated for as long as she wants.

She can keep him sedated for as long as she wants.

Her mind reeling with strange feelings cravings!

Her head flipping out with the strange sick feelings cravings, with demons in side, and no where for a nice lady to hide!

She can’t be blamed. She loves him more than life it self, hard, so hard to control herself.

She can’t be blamed. She loves him she does more than anything else, hard to see that she is living dangerously. Sometimes, sometimes in life, its hard to come face to face with a love like what she feels. Hard to get by. So hard to control your horniness you felt in your self.

She knows she has the power to arouse him with a warm wet kiss! Judy, had her back up against the wall, in a nasty deep in a secret corner of her feminine mind.

Judy spends her time thinking about him. She’s been missing him, since he’s been away, and to see him here just lying helpless, hurts so much. I got a storm raging in me! Judy knows she has the power to arouse him with a warm wet kiss on his lips! Judy, had her back up against the wall, laying on the coat tails in a dark nook of her feminine mind.

Don’t go there, Judy bluely , hesitantly rumbles and tenderly tells herself not to touch him!

Don’t go there, Judy whispers, not, not, not to touch him!

She’s just a woman doing the best she can!

She’s just a woman doing the best she can!

Oh My God, help. My desirer kills me. Lapping at me hot, I never seen anything like this, this gotta be crazy, what I am thinking. Dragging me, to hold on, to want him, to want him now!

Oh My God, help. My desirer kills me. Love free me kill me or die trying, north and east of me, my breast yearn burn intoxicating me, beast in me, I never felt it strong this way before, must be my mind, oh nothing I can do? I want you!  Oh shit, this is so crazy. The temptation is dragging me, to hold it, want to touch it. Never fell it, want him now!

Hot love surging.

Hot love surging, oh oooo no!

Judy, had her back up against the wall! Her love was here to stay, take, take this heart of mine baby!

Judy, had her back up against the wall, feelings, feelings down below that made her crawl!

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You can’t eat, you can’t eat, girl you can’t sleep, your heart beats, face it girl, you’re a lady in heat.

You can’t eat, you can’t eat, God dam it, I can’t I can’t sleep, my heart beats in my head. I got to face it I am straight up in heat. Am I packing heat? Shit yes. And what the hell girl, My life has just begun. What am I  gone do? What the hell am I supposed to do? Give it a treat touch your meat?

Judy is going through many wobbly dark hearted sensations now, as her hormones sexualities in her hot body have under gone a blurry change and commence cycling thermodynamically in strength inside her , breaching her wall of resistance to common sense to do the wild thing, and to do it here and now. Will she give in? Can she resist, and walk away? What does hot horny woman do? Masturbate? Hell no!

Judy is going through many wobbly dark hearted sensations now, as the sexualities in her hot body have under gone a blurry change and commence fractally cycling thermodynamically in strength inside her now, breaching her wall of resistance to common sense to do the wild thing, and do here and now. Will she give in? Can she resist, and walk away? Should she try harder to get the hell out of here, evacuate that temptation now, close that hot window down and bolt out , leave, and go to bed and get some sleep? An empty bed? Is she a creep at this point? What does a hot horny woman do?  Masturbate? Hell no! Not when you got the real thing staring at you in front of you!

You are all I need.

You are all I need.

Is there a difference between the Feminine mind and the Masculine mind?

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“For the sex zeitgeist event to be expressed, as obsessive passion to take place, you need to be ravished by a ravisher! Polar poles in a hole, attractional sexual dynamic flows flow! Its power unfolds blowing sexual attractions, a confluence of a love nutshell aimed straight at you dead center, that will pick you up, trill you, and that will bold you over, bold you over flat on your back, like a heart attack, till the union is climaxed. So shall it be said in the beginning , so shall it be fractally said in your end, and not before! “

Memorable fanfare only sex can peek in you, and drive you, drive you, drive you like a car without a brain, drive you there insane! It’s a hit and run driver! The surge blows impacts! Its legs up in the air momentarily hurriedly antennas spread, legs up in the air sex hits beds, to her or you instead? Sex hits beds,  belonging to every body every where. It can hit you, it can! It can hit you, preteens, in betweens. It can hit the mixed sexed! It can hit the straight, or not. It can hit young, it can hit you old, you will do what your told. Nature does not recognize if you’re a rich bitch, or your smart tush, or your classless. To her eyes tool you only be. Do her biddings ecstasy pleasantries fantasies she offers thee! Why? Did you ask why sex is fun? Did you? If it weren’t so much fun, would you pull off a ton of clothes in one-second or less, and jump in to bed and move mountains of jelly? Nature, Smart she be, if she didn’t make sex fun, no babies will there be, and species would seise to B. And you would not be here, and lonely girl would be she? KISS! Sex it can hit you in the back. In your pants. In your dress, or with nothing on! It can mow you down, leave you in the cold street of time like dead meat, tired, panting trying to catch your breath, who and how good a human are you, you demonstrate your pumping capacity adequately? Or are you too fatty? You run your battery and pump, pump, pump, like you never pumped before, never was told how to do it? Who showed you how to pump?

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Do you know? Archaic chaos transcendence controls chemically amphetaminedly, you hallucinatively, off the top of your head nature her self embedded in your genes strands with programmed code, told you how to do it instantly, and instantly in what mode, and instantly in whats speeds of control in puberty! Remember puberty : that time when a boy becomes a man. And a little girl becomes a mystic woman, powerful unto the universe that made her, carrying a basket of easter eggs a boy child will seek out and find, doing so half out of his mind, like wise a girl in kind. Girl, Boy, who told you? You were never told by teachers, never told by parents, never told by friends, who told how to pump? Who? Who? Ask you teacher? What did you say? They don’t know? Blue be you shame on you, if you cannot by common sense, know who told you, how to do projection of an erection, and utilized pumping’s point of impact, to pump like a wild jack hammers under attack, with dynamic powerful impact? Sex can do that, tell you how to act! Can mow you down, dam straight, who the hell you think you are? Sex can make you do tricks like a clown, your body and soul, to it, it is bound! Its commensurate mechanism the cruel irony,  is it is prepared, and your body was fractally sexually constructed, to take you, drag you by force mentally distortedly, at any cost, to execute its reproductive specie priority, despite thee, its influx assistance in competition for redeployment of biological sexual cooperation chemically, vows and tows thee with or without liberty to do its bodies duties biddings, where it want us to go, like a loves ocean undertow, you whether or not you want to go. All natural forces blow into the undertow, jump between the negative and positive polarities intwined legs in the bed, intwined minds in your head. Intermind, that said : A man may have some aspects in sexuality that are female. And a woman may have some urges just as strong as a males, a duality malady natures casualty to who, and what balance percentiles, only your DNA will say! Everyone knows of it at some time, it is boundless, dangerous, and an insanity type of fractally infinite energy, moving with immense power over an individuals tiny, weeny will power. Nations have wars and have fought over it. Man fight over it. Women fight over it! It is the constructive, destructive beautiful power in us, that we must do its bidding, till such time as we no longer exist.”

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All I want is you Big Rex.

All I want is you Big Rex.

Judy is still, still standing there, still standing against the wall, with her buttocks and arms and hands still stretched out against it, while she has her head hanging down, to afraid to look. She has her head facing down at the floor with her long hair hanging down almost to the floor, she hesitantly blinks open her eyes, stares at her shoes, then her eyes move, as the woman gets up her determination and starts to rotate her head upward like a person coming into a fearful lustful dream state, readying her mind, readying her self, getting herself ready to gaze upon the man’s hard on, laying asleep in the bed in front of her, saying to her self  : to hold you a little while, is that, is that a sin to think of, to wish for, to do it with you? She trembling peeks and tip toes, thinking crazy and besides her self, silently like in a trance, drawn to the weird sleeping man in the center of the hospital room in the dead of night alone.

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Judy is still, still standing there, still standing against the wall with her buttocks and arms and hands still stretched out against it, while she has her head hanging down, to afraid to look. She has her head facing straight down at the floor with her long hair hanging down almost to the floor. Like a bad child in sunday school drooling, she hesitantly blinks open one of her eyes, than the other, acknowledging her minds goal. Her eyes, steadily were staring at her red shoes, then her eyes move, as the woman gets up her determination and starts to rotate her head upward like a person coming into a fearful lustful dream state, readying her mind, readying her self, getting herself ready to gaze upon the mans hard on, laying asleep in the bed in front of her, saying to her self  : to hold you a little in my arms, chart a course sought by my heart cries lost’s rhapsodies beauty? Is that, is that a sin to think of, to wish for, to do it with you?

So from the beginning of time, a woman’s, prerogative, rhapsodies, is to feel the man she loves drilling down inside in her? Inside me? If so, then here I, woman in love cum, let what will be will be, she whispers to her self, as she moves slowly from the dark shadows, peeling herself off the wall, into the dim love light shinning down onto BR’S nude body on the bed in the center of the room, in the dead of night alone.

When she peeked at it, it was amazing, she thought.

When she peeked at his hard on BR, was waking up, blinking his eyes, he looked confused.

What a miracle, BR, when I kissed him he stayed quietly sleeping, but, he got hot, just like me, he must of felt my passion running through me to him, and got aroused! He can’t wake up because he is sedated, but his mans thing is alive and well and frisky. The snake in the grass woman, thought to her self and was lusting to take full advantage of him sexually, big time, Perhaps, she thought, she’d get nasty kinky and play a little girlies ping pong, and what ever she does, she was going to do what ever the hell she pleased.

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What a miracle! BR, had slowly awakened, and was trying to raise his head up. Shocked, Judy didn’t move to go help him. She was frozen, standing stiff, then went quickly stepping backwards fast backup next to the wall again. She had been caught, and was deeply ashamed, petrified, as he looked around and became aware his of his erection was taught and standing up straight between his thighs. He knew nothing of this! He shook his head, trying to get his head together, didn’t take long for him to figure something was up, and someone was up to no good! He looks around fast, trying desperately to make sense of it all! He looked straight up into the light, looked around, recognized the room, then in the dark side of the room, he spotted Judy hiding like a thief in the night standing terrified flat up against the wall of the hospital ward. He saw lipstick on his chest, the same color Judy had. He assumed the worse, as he put two and two together. He shook his head in discuss, when he figured it all out. He didn’t recall how he got here, but it was obvious, this snake in the grass woman, was taking full advantage of him sexually, big time, and he was none to pleased.

She was totally amazed to see his erection under this flimsy white sheet covering him raising up, protruding upward holding the white bed sheet up like a strong flag pole! Judy couldn’t help but look at BR’s flag pole! Her eyes, grew wide. And big, and were mesmerized at the spectacle! She stood there staring at his flag pole, wondering what it would feel like inside her hole!

She was totally amazed to see him wake up and look at her, and feared for her life as he said to her, I would have never guessed this about you, Judy, murmured BR shaking his head side to side, realizing and thinking she had raped him, and angrily gritting his teeth together, as he looked at her with revulsion and disgust.

Hey big big sleeping dude! You, big man, my man. You can’t hear me, but goddam it man I love you, hopefully when you come out of your coma we gone play for real baby! There, oh gosh shit, theres a slim possibly you’ll never gone to awake, but now if you were to die tomorrow, I would die, die do you hear me? Do you? I would just die of a broken heart, but,  but, baby, we can love tonight. We can.  We can! And I just know you pull through. You can’t die, baby I love you too much! Please don’t. Please don’t die BR!

Revengeful insulted masculine dark emotions welled up in the man’s mind, as hatred raised its nasty head inside of him. Disgusted, He spat on her, spitting in her face as if she was no more than a dead dogs corpse! And then, and then he stood there. Silently in the dark shadows next to her, looking down upon her, like deaths reaper, come to claim her. He stood there,  in a space and time out of his mind, with both of his angry fists clenched tight, soliciting his inner strength to stop him from killing her by stomping her head into the floor. BR, was trying his darn’est to hold back, to, to, to control himself.

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Love now, now, we can, we can, we can love now baby, and what ever tomorrow brings will be, but tonight we are here, just you and me. She said kissing him. Just you and me. Just . . my love, thinks Judy madly, as she slides her fingers into his hair caressing his hair twirling his long hair in between her fingers. So soft, she thinks to herself, then slides her palm sliding it down over his cheeks and rests her palm over the prickly whiskers stumble, five o’clock shadow hairs on his chin. Men grow hairs on their face so quickly, she ponders touching them. The touch excites her nervously, hesitantly she continues moving over his terrain. The curly hairs have a feel to its textures that excites her, as she bends her hand down his neck, onto his big hairy bare chest, and pulls on one his long chest hairs some two inches long in length. She likes running her fingers through them, touching freely his masculinity, exploring, she rubs his nipples.

His anger begged to be let loose on her, as he an insulted man, who feels deeply offended by her touching him without his approval. Something so repulsive, he cannot imagine beginning to forgive her!

 And floats her both hands with open palms down over his stomach investigating the hairs growing there, rubbing the set of firm masculine muscles, rubbing, rubbing the man, and she slides her hands under the sheet, simultaneously placing her lips on his lips tenderly kissing embracing them ever so firmly! Daring herself, to let her fingers goto roam free to explore, she suddenly stretches out her fingertips slowly sliding her nails in a straight line, moving over his skin of his hairy thighs under the sheet. Under the white sheet her fingers dive around in heat. It is so quiet! So dead still, you can hear a pin drop. She can hear herself and him breath out and in. Out and in, out and in. Breathing, so simple yet, yet and still she can hear her nails as it rubs against the bed sheet. . Her thoughts run fast as gets the impulse, probably from a psychological primal need for animal privacy, she suddenly kneels up on the bed and stretches up over his body and turns the light out, leaving the last light out, leaves them bathed in darkness. Now all is in darkness, but she, she doesn’t need light, she doesn’t. She thinks to her self. His body’s shape and position is burned into her mind as she throws her leg up on the hospitals gurney bed, and then shifts her weight over onto the bed, getting herself up onto the huge tall man laying still in the bed. She feels like a animal, wild dangerous and terrible free with the man that excites her intimately.

He was besides himself, and stared silently at the woman with menacing eyes glared! It is the black door, that calls one backwards, retrieves even the good in irrational anger sometimes slip into to the depths of darkness,  and at a specific time and place, when stressed out to the max, fall tumbling full throttle over the threshold of irretrievable revengefulness!

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She is so, very scared. She is frightened. She is so nervous, her body trembles, she almost falls off the bed, as she rips away the bed sheet, letting it slide, falling onto the floor making not much noise really, but to her super alerted ears, it sounded like a  big mountain cascading down a hill a thousand miles up. She proceeds. Her breathing is hard and heavy as if she’s high! Her heart beats loud and hard in her! She is high, hot and crazy, crazy in love. She kisses, kisses him, again and again in his lips again and again, saying in words that are barely audible, more of a moan that words, oh, oh oooo baby you must live, you must, you got to get better. I have so much love to give you. I won’t let you die! So much to give you baby, you’ll see. You will!  You and me, no place will you need to roam in my breast your lips will find their home, she whispers. I only know how my love! Only me, only! Only me. You’ll see, I will make you better. Mommy will take care of my big baby.  Take me, my love, take me hold me baby, you , you’re a big man wow, OMG this is so crazy? Hold still while  oh! OMG easy. Easy only, only you you ahhh oooooo oh dam, ooo ahhh there year lala, oh baby only you and me. Ohooo ahh year!

It is there, in that instant one hungers for your enemies red blood to run!

Judy saw his the horror and growing evil in his eyes, that was focusing on her soul like hot coal. Judy’s look reflected the fearful emotions running through her like lava, emotions that could clearly be read on her face, her eyes, wide, wide open, a scared petrified look on her face, as time stopped and her heart pounded loud in her chest, as the mans in front of her, his heart turned black with anger! One look at her and you could see the palpable sense of dread, coming over her making her look like a ghost woman longing to be dead, as BR filled with anger started coming closer to her, one step at a time, supporting evil in his mind!

“Timeless hate a virgin classic overtime, is what results when life in the mind get twisted, get terribly twisted turned into knots, when one feels he or she has been wronged.”

Hers was an unstoppable desire, hers was fire no fire department could extinguish, and we see her doing something rather strange and bizarre, but intentionally, knowingly reach into the pocket of her nurses uniform tossed on the front of the bed, and pull out a get high drug used by a few doctors and nurses with secret hidden addictions, those with special accesses to it due to the fact that they are privy to medical knowledge, and the derivative, side effects it bestows on those who inhale it, in this case to increase exponentially sexual excitement! She voraciously takes the secret mood altering nitrates butyl drug commonly known as poppers, and she takes it and snorts some and instantly inside of a few seconds, it hits her like a ton of bricks, sparks fly inside, she is now, intensely horny and grabs the stick, and maneuvering the pole, accommodates it smoothly inside with a little vaseline, alleviating the brunt of her lust attaining mutable and continuous orgasms, one after the other making her deliriously crazier till she finally collapses, spent and knockout and falls asleep on top of him like an overly excited exhausted woman in the sexual bonds of the firmament of fractal sex heaven.

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BR, viewed her now for what she is. Not as a friend, anymore, but a outted, twisted minded pervert nurse preying on the innocent, a pervert nurse that if she tried to take advantage of him, that means she has a history of doing this, and wouldn’t hesitate for a minute, on trying to take advantage of the camps children and others!

She was someone evil, equal to the infamous child molester priests, who if allowed to continue would sexually violate patients, and trusting people in her care. There was only one thing he had to do. Kill her!

Judy, fell to her knees, burst in to tears feeling so ashamed, covered her face with her hands, shocked, and bold over to find her self in this nightmarish position, and she, and she knew it, she had no one else to blame but her self, she collapsed crying on the floor as BR stood over her.

“We’ve said it before, and we’ll say it again. What is mixed? When referring to fractal firmaments time that is fracted time, these people we strongly suggest believe you this, Miss Masturbator, falls from the heights to lower levels .

Who?

Who spiked the worse of the worse, and he who, knows, knows cause, like him herself can identify his or her kind.

Who is she?

She is a child, what, what type of child?

Abandoned be so both by God, Devil, left levels to find for herself a tool with attitude extreme from the wild lands thrown prone of deaths missionaries.

Doesth thou stain splashed in towers shower of evility! Halt! Halt, can’t do a tumblesault you? To see the real reality, pre melt down of moralities calamities decline minds evisceration of good life outcomes kinds for bad.”

Is there good luck? Judy, certainly thinks so, she had her cake and ate it too, and it was delicious!

Don’t, ah say don’t get me mad, spat BR, sounding like a craze porcupine rat, looking at this young woman with angry squinted eyes cutting into her like barbwire. He looked around saw his clothes and jumped into his bluejeans, put on his cowboy-boots, and pulled his shirt over him, and went over to the locker with his things and quickly, strapped on his gun holsters, and took out a pistol and aimed at her head! Judy yelled out begging, pleading for her life, crying,  no, no please I didn’t do anything.

I was confused, it was a lapse of judgement, nothing to die for please! I got a crush on you, is that a sin? I, oh please, I couldn’t fight it, bitter I am too you . . .oh please I couldn’t help myself. A moment of confusion, oh please, I will do anything! Listen,  please we are living on a prayer. I swear. I did mean to do you any harm. I love you, thats all, I was stupid. I fell in love in a secret hopeless way with you thats all. Please, please don’t kill me, BR! Make me your slave but don’t kill me! I could be your sex slave? I’ll do anything. Please let me live, she begged him, crying profusely,  she broke down and was hysterical!

No, way bitch, you wish, we don’t see eye to eye, retorted BR loudly with the finality of death. Shaking his head from side to side, as he placed the tip of the barrel of the gun right up on her right cheek, pressing the cold metal into her flesh! His finger on the trigger firmly!

After about an hour or two she woke up on top of him, got dressed washed up, washed her lipstick off BR, and put everything back in order, so that in the morning, everything will look perfect!

Judy was on her knees crying, backing away from him, fearing what he might do. BR, was enrage, he raised up his hand and brought it down and slapped her with the back of his hand, the force of the blow sent the woman backwards, as he yelled at her angrily, You Bitch, you filthy bitch, when my women hear about this, you raping me in my sleep.

Judy screamed back at him, No it’s not what think!

BR, up and suddenly struck her again, doing what he feels, and he feels like killing her, he got anger coming raw out of him as he stared at her with hard eyes, wanting to rip her head off, and fill of it full of bullet holes!

BR, grimaced reflecting his anger in his face. Anger, he’s caught in a landslide of hatred welling up inside like a ferocious storm! And he’s easily reaching the point where he would pull the trigger, he felt horrible, and was saddened, disappointed in her, and doubly violated because he trusted her, and she was a nurse! He now was boiling with anger in angry deep dark twisted turbulent type of way! Matter of factly, he thought to himself, men are not supposed to get raped, it’s not supposed to happen to anybody, especially a man, let alone him, he was really deeply bitter about it, and super pist off.

Anger, thats what he got, and he told her up straight,

You gone die rotten bitch, he shouted at her pointing his finger in her face. Man, you don’t rape a man, You don’t touch me pussy, unless I want you too, bitch, you got some GODDAM nerve!

She, combed BR’s hair a little and pulled the bed sheet neatly in place over him! When everything looked all right to her, she unlocked the door, took the handwritten don’t disturb sign off.

Bitch it sickens me, to look at you. I swear to you, you, you whats you name again, judy, no, no, no more, no longer, no longer bitch from now on before you die, before I kill you, I am calling Miss Masturbator, it fits you perfectly, he said as he slapped her again, pushing her back against the wall!

 She yelled, pleading for her life! He, suddenly put the gun away in its holster, and went abruptly to the locker against the wall, and pulled out a long rope and strapped it real fast around her neck tight, and tied her to the iron post of the hospitals bed, and then he turned and said,

I am leaving your ass, he said as he walked out the door, he turned to close it and he held the door knob and said angrily, I gone tell my women, and when they hear about this they gone want to kill you ass, I am gone let them too!

I am gone sit back, smoke a cigar, and, you gone wish you were never born, bitch, he said slamming the door shut.

When BR, woke them up and told his wives Boccia and Saddie, about what happened to him and showed them the  lipstick kiss marks all over his body, they were shocked and incensed, and vowed to make her pay with her life!

They got dressed and rushed back and opened the door and jump on her and kicked and pouched her! And Boccia, furious, stood over Judy, repeating beating her with a metals folding chair in the head, BR, stood back in the shadows smiling smoking his cigar with manly satisfaction, getting his revenge big time, with pleasure as Miss Masturbator got beaten to a pulp.

Then she cracked open the curtains and sat down in the office chair at the desk to the left of the door and finished writing in his chart, patient is still in a deep sleep.

They beat and stomped her without mercy continuously till she lay still and quiet, while,

The two women Saddie and Boccia, were besides themselves with anger and the desire to wreak havoc on her .

He looks strong and doing well.

They grabbed Her, tossed her down kicking her, and dragging her cloths off, pushing her backwards onto the floor. And, Judy tried to fight them off, but was losing badly receiving blows to the nose, which was bleeding profusely, while boccia was swinging her head around by the rope around her neck.

The largest of evil won’t crest, till vengeance best due is done? Black and blue, Judy gets her due bloody! They dumped hard on the bitch who humped BR, till she saw stars! Bleeding badly she felt lost!

Then she looked at him, and left a note for the morning shift person, who would be responsible to look in on him to see how he’s doing. Which in this case would be Boccia from 8 am to 4, and Saddie doing the shift from 4 to 12, and then Judy would do the graveyard shift all over again. She couldn’t wait?

Saddie was kicking judy in the face, and Boccia crashed a chair smashing her over her back! Despite that, her flailing and wrestling with them, and trying to fight them, and trying to escape them, she fell flat and laid back kicking till exhausted, was still, panting and out of breath near death on the floor in the dark alternate world of Fractal reality. Saddie went mad, it was shocking, she was acting like a crazed savage beast, she was infuriated, her two eyes were wide open in her head, her nostrils flaring, teeth nasching, like wild a woman! She was one dam doomed angry woman, rapt up in hatred, screaming at the top of her lungs at Boccia to hold Judy’s head up, so she cut her tongue out!

She, had brought BR’s, sword, and pulled out BR’s, sword and told her, hold her [ BLEEPING] head, GODDAM it! I gone gut cut her tongue out of her head, no more sucking bitch! You’re sucking days are over bitch!

After you cut out her tongue, said Boccia, give me the goddam sword I am going to castrate her, cut out her vagina and let her bleed like the pig she is! Hell, yes replied Saddie angrily!

Saddie, was yelling and screaming and beating Judy in the face, one blow after another and told her the truth out loud : Bitch! I thought, I believed you were a friend, I felt you were my friend, what a [ BLEEPING ] jackass I was to trust your ass. You , you funky humping bitch, no, man? You ain’t got no [ BLEEPING ] man? Thats your, [ BLEEPING ] problem? Thats your [BLEEPING ] story? So you go touching my man? No, [ BLEEP ]  , do like the nuns bitch, get a GODDAM vibrator, you don’t go touching my man! What are you out of you [ BLEEPING ] mind? GODDAM, you stinky beautiful person, man. You shitty, filthy, low down crusty scumball bitch! I gone kill your [BLEEPING ] ass!

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You always was so GODDAM interested in him, always wanting to know my private business with my man. Shit, [ BLEEPING ] bitch! He’s my man bitch, if he wanted you to be part of our family, thats one thing, but you forced yourself on him, she said as she force the woman’s mouth open and slid the tip of the sword under her tongue getting ready to slice it off! No I didn’t please yaaaa help me . . . ahh no,  yaaaa noooo no ya help, please, oh please, don’t do it please, please, noooooo ooble dobla eeck ka guble ock Ya, help yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ooo no, please don’t OMG, noon ahhhhhhh eeeee ahhhhh ooooc eeekkka  ou, ou op ob? Help yaaaaaaaan’t don no no nooooooooooooooo it please . . . helpppppppppp! Help!

And for them to call her if he wakes, and then she left. Judy liked working nights! Its something about midnight that hits the right spot!

Draconian viciousness deliciousness, was permeating the mentally death obsessed Saddie, when suddenly BR, yelled out STOP!

She remembered how nice and quiet everything was.

Stop, he yelled out again putting up his hand signaling to them to halt, and slowly walking over to them, and whispering something into Saddies ears, and then he whispered something into Boccia ears, and the two women let Miss Masturbators head go, and let her fall to the floor. She is alive, but what fate awaits her, no one knows! BR, brought Saddie and Boccia, over some feet away in the corner in the dark and spoke to them in private.

Who knows what BR said to them.

What conversation he had with them, is unknown? What ever it was, they obeyed him.

BR, will never know how hard she worked to keep awake so she could take good care of him. She remembered going through his clothes in the locker and finding a joint in his pocket, and half of a hundred dollar bill wrapped in a plastic see through folder. Must be a good luck charm thought Judy.

The day, gets what? Blacker for Judy, now they don’t call her Judy anymore. Oh no! They call her, Miss Masturbator.

BR, took her and dragged her outside in the back field, and chained her up outside where his other male slaves, Mikey and Garfiel, the guys who had tried to kill him, used to be. Big Rex, then took his wives and went home leaving her out there exposed to the elements like a dog!

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She found some pictures in his wallet of some girls: a couple of selfies, one a blond, standing showing her profile off.

She was cute, and Judy wondered who she was, and if she was important to Big Rex?  And one, was short haired brunette, that looked like she was oriental or chinese, or something, and one was the black girl, Boccia, with her butt hanging out in a thong, when she was at the beach in Bahamas, you could tell cause there was palm trees in it.

Tomorrow the Sun, will do what it always does, it will rise, and Time will do what it always does pass!

And one of Saddie, when she was a teenager. It’s funny looking in a guys wallet, its all ways got that funky man smell! And they all ways want girls in as little clothes as possible. Men are a trip! Thank God we got the means to control them! Judy thinking towards the future, hopes one day to catch BR’s eyes if and when he recovers! She prays he will! He gives her such a trill! Then she would have to give him a picture of her too, but she doesn’t have one. She would have to borrow Saddies camera, but thought Judy, should she be modestly dressed, or hell bent sexy, and just let it all hang out?

Oh, BR, I need to tell you this, says Judy day dreaming wishing, blessedly, she could tell him how she really feels, I need to have you near me, got to tell you my love will all ways be forever cause, I am truly in love with you Big Rex! Got to have your sex, baby love me, don’t die BR, get better sweetheart! You’re all I need to be me! Wake up honey, wake up for me, please!

“bodies rot what is not soul rots, a personal persons soul core is many, many things, an in breakable bond wedding ring branded in hope, scoped inside your fractal hide, no silver lining your belief in your life declining, awe inspiring illusive background controlling force at all cost, at the root of your life’s web tree, lies lunacy, triggering white black flight might right get away, if it’s no fun, run? No, you can’t, too late! You ate the cake of jeopardy! Your fate well done, devoid of liberty. If I was your Sun, I would suntan you and watch over you. But I am rare not fair, I am your worse nightmare. Fractal reality, Fractal reality, Fractal reality, Don’t be a fool. There is no way to to immunize your self from Fractal Reality Time! There is no escaping out of here, do you hear, none you will be dead at the count of three, 1, 2, 3”

“Life is an equation job composed of uncomfortability and confortability but not for all, no, only a few, who are lucky, the probabilistic percentiles that one is included in the lucky group numerically is slim. But numerically, no body does it better than Mother Nature, she slams the door in your face by tribal designations, race, color shape height weight, by products you will be, will be determined by the indelible stamp of your genes personalities, and th foods you ate, or didn’t, like wise sensible investing in knowledge acquisition nutrition for the brain, strong medicine keeps you from going insane, abhorrent trials and tribulations. If no knowledge have you, it is not enough to have some knowledge, some knowledge is not knowledge enough to survive mechanized. Learn this and good you will be too! Don’t settle for less!”

 “Sex permeates mental obsessed, concept sexual routines fractal space firmament fuel dispensing businesses, located deep in fathoms of a person psychic involuntarily, as is customary with carbon based mammals, subservient to both the psychological real, and physical real to surreal primordial Fractal cosmic policing, for further pertinent directives, of Mother nature, and, of course, her investigative genesis who made you and your kind casually for a bit of much needed levity. For the purposes of brevity, bottom line sex is good.”

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MEANWHILE WE LEAVE JUDY, AND MISS MASTURBATOR, IN FRACTAL REALITY TIME, AND RETURN TO NORMAL TIME AT 2:30 P.M. MONDAY.

At the table helping to demystify the Party of three Boccia, Saddie and the man, called BIg Rex, we see them as we jump back in real reality time!

We hop back into normal time, returning to where BR, had stopped to sit for a rest for a second, after getting depressed witnessing all the destruction he found when he took the girls for ride on his motorcycle in the backlands, and had dosed off, he wakes up, and snaps out of his short day dream in Fractal Reality time, when he had closed his eyes.

He’s back with the ladies driving the motorcycle again. BR,  Boccia and Saddie, are riding the bike surveying the destruction surrounding them as they drive out some twenty five miles or so from the camp. The rain clouds are fast approaching, the winds whip all around them out fast, blowing strong gust of winds horizontally from west to east, and soon it happened. The very first drops of rain begin to fall!

It’s so beautiful, rain for the first time hits the new Earth, It means trees will grow back!

It should be and is in away a grand occasion, because BR, was praying that it would rain, because rain means survival!

It means seeds will come back to life, plants will bloom, trees will survive, and with trees rise fruits will bare surprises, like fruits, nuts, berries and cherries, and the all of great life’s possibilities will return, vegetables from the ground will yearn, and a tiny but important part of the puzzle to re-establish food, and crops will start again! That’s thanks to the rains falling on this blessed day. This was happiness, thought BR, as the cool nice feeling rain drops hit his face, he stuck out his tongue as far as he could and let the rain fall on it. Yip, yip! Hooray yelled the girls happily, we are so happy, OH MY GOD! So cool! Exclaimed Boccia and Saddie!

Even BR’s pet black cat appeared in his hair smiling to get wet!

They knew, that this meant, life would soon return to this dead planet too! Their moods went sky high like a rocket, from sad to glad quickly, as the rained poured down on them. It was the first time it rained since the world ended. It’s so beautiful exclaimed Saddie smiling excitedly, but its getting my hair wet! We can’t drive in it, what are you gone do?

Big Rex, quickly found a solution. He remembered seeing an abandoned trailer back aways. He turned the mighty Motor bike around! It roared like a supped up lion: POP! POP, ER-ROOMMMM ER-ROOMMMMMMM! Pop errr  er-roommm err-roommmmm, and flew across the sands reaching it in no time! They went inside to get out of the rain and between the three of them pulled the heavy Bike in too, so it wouldn’t get wet. Now exclaimed BR, with a smile as big as house, its party time, he yelled! The place was empty and relatively clean for the most part! There, to their delight was an undamaged, giant trailer wall bed inside that was clean and in good bouncing condition! It’s a gift from heaven, said BR, as he examined the red bed spread and soft long wide mattress, He looked at the happy faces on his women, got horny and smiled. He took out the bottles of liquor from out of his saddle bag, held up one of the big sparkly bottles of distilled spirits, in each hand in the air, and yelled out like man on top of the world, “Yee hah, it’s ride them Cowboy time!” Yee hahhh, yip pee eye A, he roared happily, ha, ha, ha, he laughed! Saddie and Boccia smiled and laughed and hugged him tight, they were all so very, very happy!

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BR, said Saddie, in a low sexy breathy voice, and with an body attitude that gave her romantic intentions away. The lady was horny and ready and looked it!

BR, looked down at Saddie, leaning up against him, pressing her thighs against his grinding, and answered her, saying softly . .yes sweetie!

BR, she said, puckering up her red lips and smirking : Can you, er hum, can you drop two lumps of sugar in my cup?

BR, slid his hand around her neck and held her head steady in his hands and leaned over kissing her full in the mouth, and

whispered : Take it from me, I can give you three big lumps with bumps, sweetie, to make it sweeter, he said to her with a little smile!

Boccia eyeing them, her thirst grew too, and her mouth watered and grabbed his ass and said to him smiling, as he kissed Saddie, whose eyes were closed, while they were kissing, while BR’s eyes were looking at her at the same time And she whispered to him real softly, do you think you can put a hot chocolate in mind?

BR, blinked at her, decoupled his lips from saddies’s and BR, said jokingly, shut up and wait you turn, he said sticking out his tongue and waving it at her, as if he wanted to eat her!

She smiled, caressing and rubbing his back, she was eager to get into the act!

The trio, down some more drinks, temperatures rose up and things was getting hot in here.

Boccia felt his arm slide around her buttocks squeezing it, as the trio playing and fooling around with each other, fell backwards together into the bed laughing.

Boccia whispered to him, Big Rex, you’re getting bigger, Cowboy! Looks like you just about to burst out your britches! I love to see that! Me too, said Saddie looking at the bulge in his jeans, as the three of them went crazy doing it!

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STAY TUNED CHAPTER 16 IS COMING ON FAST!

Hi! It’s me again, Madcow Sammy, Holy cow brain, insane, has the whole world done gone totally nuts? This all totally greek to little old me, I can’t seem to understand whats going on! Its beyond my brains pay scale! These folks got a problem, if they don’t got a problem, they gone get a problem! But besides that, these folks, if they only knew whats in the dinner they think is so delicious, they might be inclined to pass! I think all o them got a big surprise coming!  Believe that!! I know I would, I’d skip eating big time! And the folks that was in that boat needs to get their heads examined quick! They got issues. I know BR and all his crazy wives, and Dizzy and The Captain do! These guys are mind blowingly unbelievable!  Wow,

Luckily my Iphone alarm, went off again, and woke me up! ” Oh Boy! ” Anyway, I really got to consult Toni, cause this is too much! I got to tweet him, anyhow, I just got another tweet! It’s my girl, Madcow Lady Ga Ga again! Oh how cool! Got to fly bye! Stay tuned, this is just the beginning!   I got to run now, bye, adios, adieu, A plus tard Mes amis, abschied, Wiedersehen, 這麼長時間現在，我們看到你很快 ！,告別 ,작별, 別れ ,Прощай ,الوداع ,veda , addio ,Żegnaj, bye bye, to da loo!

The Tweets of Madcow Sammy

BAD PERSONALITIES

BIG REX

Chapter 16

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Good evening, again friends and another good alternate Fractal Fractkasode, guaranteed to now, to blow your Fractal mind, in a time outside of time where dwellers make mad love, kiss, and caress undress, all the while hidden in the background, unknown to them, they are about to die a horrible Fractal death! Where are they?  Where are they not? In a place of eminent dark incoming, danger, deep danger! But, guess what? They don’t know it? They’re busy in romance without a chance to see the oncoming danger! Kiss! Kiss! Kissy, Kiss! Fractal lovers! Here it comes! Ready or not? It will be a fractal surprise for them! Now we look in on them! They will love, and they will play, they will open the closet and die today! Open terror comes their way! This is going to be a very black day! Welcome, friends, welcome back to you all! The great ages, full of fractal sages warns one to be bold! This story is sexy. This story is bad, this story will twist and drive you mad! Being inside an insane asylum isn’t all that bad! Really? Read on if you dare! The story starts out light, lots of laughter, then it gets dark, then it gets black, then you die! Good bye!

If you’re not feeling well, a little sexy medicine from hell, yes, might be just what the doctor ordered!

The fractal door creaks opens ever so slowly once more! Look yes you look!

Gaze into eternity, invisible and alone, gaze in to eternity and see, stories to frighten and make you sigh, stories to make you ask the questions why? Stories of hate, stories that make you want to debate the reason and where with all of your fate! Stories that search, quests that dare to inquirer into your very private hidden puddles of desire. Desire Can behavioral desirers societal intimate be, the spoonful of poison that kills thee?

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The Tender Side

“Beware of the man who owns his brain, to you he will appear insane”

But parental warning! Real torrid love stories not suitable for the fractally fragile and mentally immature!

Their love making interlude, the veracious male assigned himself to right rig mount the channel of his chosen female, then his left channel’s female, and the right, left right reciprocated, both exercised till exasperated, satiated him then all together hell spent and energy-less, fell like limp weak loved out rag dolls upon the bedsheets red, in a romantic dream of bliss in this special bed, slept quiet, kissed, and long after their love interlude ended, nothing did they miss, but they awoke refreshed, got dressed and took a stroll to clear the head and minds, and seek some fresh air without a care, and satisfy their love of life and their shared curiosity, about their immediate surroundings around the outside of the trailer.

They’re, as anyone could imagine, were innately joyously feeling good, smiling joking, and noisily nosey to taste the challenge of this new worlds exploration.

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However, as this mad trio of newly weds, they were still, needless to say, still more than a little bit inebriated, and not paying to much attention to where they were and how they walking, or going, and while they were meandering and staggering around the mountain side outside something, something happened. Something?

Their directionless haphazard trekking, perchance fractally lead them by and by into the denizen of unforgiving time.

The unforeseen. The moment of an encounter with none other than an unexpected Fractal reality time!

Then, then, as if on-Q, from the not to far off sea, a sudden breeze blew in, came from no where, and in the winds came sounds of something like, like a cat meowing!

And it could be heard blowing in the wind far off sounding like, †† Meow, meow,owwwwwwsducK,   Meow, meow,owwwwwwsducKs ††

For, as things would have it, it turns out , that very day, that very instant in time, they were destined to stumble up against something that would change everything. Change them, and change the world as they knew it forever and ever and ever and ever!

†† Meow, meow,owwwwwwsducK,   Meow, meow,owwwwwwsducKs ††

†† Meow, meow,owwwwwwsducK,   Meow, meow,owwwwwwsducKs ††

MEOW

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Funny what happens sometimes! You see something. You get a feeling in your stomach about something and, and its hard to explain, but, its like a cold finger pressing on your brain, making you think you’re insane! Watch out! Like cold ice, you get a nervous chill. You don’t know why? You see stuff, then what was normal, suddenly isn’t. Normal can change! Change, like night and day.

And the funny thing is, you find it hard to believe, really hard, much less understand.

Why?

How can winds make sounds, make sounds, make voices like that? Are we imagining things? Are we hearings things, thinks BR? He is one confused cowboy. He tilts his head upwards slowly. Takes his time looking around.  His eyes look around searching. He looks at the surface of the Earth high up in the sky!

He scratches his forehead and asks why? Nervous, he pulls out a cigarette from his shirt pocket, lights up, exhales, looks down as he is thinking hard. He lifts his head up again, and with wide eyes looks for an answer . He searches the sky desperately for an answer. He knows he’s heard something. He stands there scratching his chin, looking at the earth above high above him! He asked Saddie and Boccia if they had heard it! No, they say they didn’t hear anything! Could it be, could it really be his imagination? Can’t be real? All of this, can’t be. The wind blows through trees, over leaves, over thoughts and things, and deeds, we cannot conceive and speak to us in strange, strange, strange ways, ponders BR, to himself. Strange ways indeed!

He dismisses the sounds in his head, and takes another drag on his cigarette, breathes in and relaxes, and lets his mind move on. Let his mind let go! Shit, he thinks, he’s got a lot of things to be happy about! He is blessed, he messed up, he knows it and shows it. But, he hopes his ladies don’t know it or realize that! They do of course but, he doesn’t dwell on that. Not now!

Yes, he realizes he’s a nut case, but to him , he thinks he is a blessed nut case.

All and all  despite it all, BR, says to himself in his private, private thoughts, he’s got it all, and feels dam happy about that ! They left the comfort of the trailer to come take a look around and see what they could see in this land of mystery!

The time is really good. They feel happy, as happy as a bunch of little school kids playing in a playground. But this playground, this playground, they are playing in is real. Real dangerous. This playground is located on the edge of Fractal hyperbolic space in their minds in Fractal reality time, that is, this, this new world! They had just finish making love, a little while ago, and are grateful for that, and are all smiling, and their hearts are filled with contentment and are bonding in a way few people ever get!They are hopeful for a better tomorrow and want so much to enjoy the time they have together, one day at a time. The air feels great too! It is feels clean, and fresh, and the wind is lapping against their faces and blowing through their hair, making them feel great like they don’t have a care!

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They continue wandering around, sometimes holding each other, sometimes playing with each other, sometimes they are far apart, and separate! Some times, they were stopping to bend down and look at the details of this strange new landscape from the bottom of the sea, and this Earth turned inside out looking like deaths misery! There on the surface where they are roaming about, they come across the strangest rock formations in all sizes, and colors and truly, very weird rocks crystals shaped like long webbed fingers, with faces on it, in all the wrong places, and old shiny strings, spread out along the ground in all directions, as if something big was bleeding.

There were lots of strange combinations of new Earth rocks and stones, with intricate textures on them, like one would find on a pineapple, rough and sharp, beautiful, and all in glass.

All this, all of these treasures for the eye to behold, were forged into existence by the clash of high temperatures untold, when the Earth, when the Earth broke apart.

Some are the size of buildings. Some are the size of marbles, and in other areas they are the size of grains of sand! But amazingly, the predominant over all color of everything was white, ash white in some places, pure white in others, and for as far as the eye could see, for miles and miles, this land is the land for sure inter-twined with their destiny.

They’d stop and check out everything. And were as curious as can be. Big Rex, and his two wives Boccia and Saddie, are happy, joking around and just chilling out, sharing some quality time with each other, playing around, doing silly  things like trying to push one another to fall down! BR, would at times, would act silly like a clown! Doing the fun time things memories are made of, and little by little they are wandering farther, and farther away from the trailer!

And they, kept walking and slowly they wandered out on vast wide vista of rolling hills and plains like a desert, with all the drama of desert, but a desert without the stifling heat, in fact the sands, these sands beneath their feet feel oddly cold.

 They are just out taking a walk, behind the trailer and they have walked so far now, the trailer looks small now, for they are indeed, some distance away!

In this section they have come to,  appearance wise, it kind of looks strangely, like sands of beach.

A beach but, a beach, with no water!

But, oh what a view, they have! They could see for miles and miles. And Saddie, got excited, and was always pointing to different things she saw in the distance!

Way over to their left, they could see miles of flat terrain, and here and there, there was giant mountains that reached up to the clouds in the sky ! And to the right, way of in the distance, they could see what looked like the ocean waters shimmering in the sun light. They could see way, way off in the blue misty foggy distance. No! No doubt about it! This place, it all, all looked and seemed so peaceful.

It’s funny how the beautiful works of the natural world, soothes and calms the soul, and make one feel at one with nature, even though you know nature is out of your control!

It all looked so magnificent, awesome! Dozen of white sandy smooth mountain ranges, with many strange and odd white sandy dunes, kind of looking like, like, resembling faces or something, just laying out, laying quietly, out there over the horizon in a vast, vast never ending open spaces.

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Earlier that day it rained. And all that warm rains that fell, changed a whole lot of things now for sure! It changed things that they were clueless about! As they walked out into the drifting blowing sands of time, they left behind their foot prints! They left their foot prints in it!

A foot print is a funny thing. Its yours , but it’s not yours, it’s yours but it’s not part of you. Like a shadow, it is yours, but not part of you. The thing that is yours and is part of you, is your destiny!

Does anyone know what tomorrow will bring? Does anyone know what the next, what the next moment will bring? What happens next in time? Can anyone, anyone possible know what will happen next, especially, when you are living inside Fractal time reality? But, but not all, is all what it seems, or what you think it seems?

Hidden, from, from everybody, is the unknown.

The unknown, is cute. The unknown is ugly. The unknown is right on time. What time is that, thinks BR, to himself, unexpected time! The unknown can, if its good, brings you a smile, and you count your ass as lucky, but, yep, oh Cowboy, if it hurts, than it is bad, you find your self in a lurch for long, long while.  Yep, hits you in the stomach, hits you in face. Life is a pleasure, but life has its fate!

And you feel it good, when its not nice, you didn’t see it coming, life, nobody  could. You pain, hurt, and feels as if you got hit, as if you got kicked by life in the teeth. And sometimes life hits, with a fist in your eye. Punched you out! Life, will do that to you! First thing out of your mouth, is the question why?

Goddam why, why did this have to happen to me, you asked yourself?

Sometimes life tricks you, you fall, and never trust life or anything again. Never trust anyone again. Never trust anything. You get so bitter, so cynical, you find it hard to, well true be told some situations, pass to the point, one asks, can you trust your own mother. Such was the time, they where entering. The landscape they saw, and landscape that was really there, was it?

But, such thoughts are depressing, what it is, is what it is, but right now . . . the ladies . .

The girls, Boccia and Saddie, are playing and fooling around chasing each other, ah yes, they had too much to drink, and are having a good time!

And BR, old dog, the girls played a trick on him! Saddie secretly wrote the word, “Ass” with her red lipstick on his bottom, on his jeans, but he don’t know it, and hasn’t a clue, and can’t for the life of him, figure out why they are walking behind him , laughing and giggling so much!

You know , you know you girls are a bunch a fools, yells BR joking and mocking them! HA, HA, HA ha, they burst out laughing! Quick witted, Saddie, replies bravely : “year big, daddy we may be fools, but we make you drool don’t we?” Oh year, said BR,  who was walking straight ahead of the girls, maybe twenty or thirty feet ahead of them, but he quickly turns around and starts walking backwards, but still walking forwards, but facing them this time, and looking at them, sticking out his tongue, and making a hand gesture, indicating where they could stick it, and smiling, as he kept on walking!

And, then he quickly said, see, fools, I got eyes in the back of my head! And, says nothing makes me drool baby! Saddie stuck her tongue back out to him, we’ll see! You better behave or else, BR, demanded Saddie in a sexy voice, as she placed her hands on her hips, which she was swaying from side to side, as if she wanted a ride.  BR, checked her out, saw her action, and said, I’ll get you later, smiled BR, as he turn around and again facing front and kept walking ahead of them. Saddie yelled out to him, what about now? I want you now? She looked over to Boccia and they both cracked up laughing, ha, ha , ha ha . .

Later, yelled BR, back to them, they burst out laughing, ha, ha, ha, oh your a chicken, ha, ha . .

Ha,ha, to too, babies, yelled BR back to them, with a macho man, measured, vengeful, mocking tone bias in his voice, and without even turning around to look at them, he continued walking, now, at a faster pace like an ace free, wild unrestrained child of destiny, with his sexy two hungry pleasures, his pleasures following, hot on his trail.

What did she say? BR, asked himself as Saddie cried out! That woman, got balls,  called me a chicken, now down home women no, no way gone call a man a chicken, nope! No sir’ ree !

Maybe, she might up and call the boy a dog, cause we men are ornery, horny, like that.

But you done up and called me, me a chicken.

If you gone call me anything, call me a hound dog. Just the truth, when I want of woman,  I hound her, follow her, like a hound dog looking for a bone! I think about her eyes, her smile and the fact that I want to be with her awhile. And nothing gone stop me!

And this here, Saddie, Saddie, she a good lady, that’s true, and although we just getting to know each other, super good, can’t say, I am gone let her get away talking to me that way!

I got a bad streak in me. I was worse before, them days are gone, them days I was rough, them days I was tough. Can be, truth told, when it’s been along time, since I was dealing with a sweet things as Miss Saddie, and Boccia, dam Cowgirls look fine! They melts my heart, and thing is, I had such rough experiences, I kind of, well truth, I kind of forgot. Yep, some days , some times, a cowboy, forgets he got a heart. I forgot! Sometimes I’m obligated to do, to do stuff!

And shit, what I do ain’t always nice.

Sometimes, it just whats got to be done, ain’t no body gone miss a sun of a bitch, and I can say, put quite a few of them away.  Rest in peace!

But , that’s old time, don’t want waste time, thinking about my past, my Cowboy days, my wild days are in my pass.

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The real interesting thing is now, nowadays, now times, times, are in this transition, are in this transition! And I,sure in hell as I am standing here, I am in transition too. Shucks, shut my eyes, don’t close my fly, and let the truth hang out there,  brother!

First, I was a cold man, and then a coal man, man! Both men had to win, both men had to sin!

Sometimes you can’t and that time is now, seems strange, but first I was crazy, now going through everything like I did,  and meeting up in this life altering condition, this new world, with these two Earth , one up, and one below, dear god, I dam sure don’t believe in you, but tell it me ain’t true, I love these girls! Its hard for me to say I love anything but I do!

I lost and I know, I lost a lot of things, yep, we all do, I think, I improved a lot, from the old days, like I said before I think it is  the air!

And, I do believe it has something to do with the earth breaking in two like she did, and these two lovely women I got, shucks, make an insane man, sane! Cowboy, let me tell, tell you, how sweet it is, Now, when I first met Saddie, I didn’t know her name was Saddie. All, the hell,  I knew was she was laying down in that there boat, barely afloat.

It was down in the hole of that boat, Saddie, she, that girl, wow, she was covered in bloody black mud!

Yep, yes, sir ree bob!

But it was a side of me, a personality in me, that saved her, turns out, by saving her, I saved myself, boy!

I am stronger, and a better man for it. Because of them, I know with certainty about me, and how I am gonna be, a point when reality conflicts with reality thats me, a cracked reality, cracked, and with in that crack, if you take a moment to look real good,take a real good look,  squint your eyes a little a while and focus real good, you, spot another one. Another crack. Yep, a fractal crack, cause life is whacked!

Who, a thought, way back then, when I saw the world broke apart, who a thought, I would have survived!

I don’t know why I am alive?

And, shit, not just that, but change from a bad cowboy, to a good!

Now, y’all, know, about, how bad, I can be, shucks, I can’t lie. I want this, two lucious looking honeys , but thats the penalty, see, my thing was staying alive, yep, that’s what I do.

And truth be told, I do anything for them, and by them I talking bout these beautiful two sweet hearts of mine, and also, I means the whole dam camp, all  these folks that I saved, fed, nurtured, and brought into my encampment, into en affect my house, my world. I do anything to see them prosper! They are now my family!

They are the earth family. On them falls the responsibility to bring this world back, just the way it was before!

They are my life, now!

I saved them.

I made them stay alive!

They don’t know,  know whats in the meat I put in the dinner, to feed them!  And keep them from starving to death. Keep them alive!

In away, I guess, I am kind of their father, I guess?

And I reckon, I don’t care! I don’t care what I did!

The idea, is somehow to keep everybody alive, one, way or the another.

Now, the other, is in order for me to make the world back the ways she was, I got to make a lot of babies!

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Shucks, it scares me!

If I had a woman a night!

So much [ BLEEPING ] work. Gee’ whiz! Over whelming!

Now, shucks, I reckon, in nine months, I will have three babies, one from Kitty. One from Saddie, and one from Boccia!

If one of them pops twins, then, I will have lots of babies!  But I need a million babies, how many people were in the world roughly when it broke up? Six billion or so, give or take a couple no-brainers! WoW!

Shucks, it gone be a lot of work, this looks like a long term project, to me, said BR, to himself, shaking his head in bewilderment and smiling inside, He knew shrewdly, that they’re in the midst of madness!

They were in, in midst of the longitude and latitude of this here thing called disorder, existing outside the limits in chaos!

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A point when reality conflicts with reality, when the only proof that they were here, following him, has disappeared. The only proof that I have them, that they are mine, is gone, the only proof is, is in my mind. I know they were here with me! When I looked out, all I saw, all I could see. was the smooth dunes of sand, as far as the eyes can see, and I swear! Call me a shit head, boy, bury me dead, I don’t see their foot prints,  That ain’t good! Now I know all that happened ain’t in my head!

Now, shit, how the hell can that be, I was walking, and thinking to myself, and I turned around, and I don’t see them! This don’t make no goddam sense, said BR, to himself. He stared searching the sand dunes looking for his wives desperately.

But they were gone! He searched and he searched, and he crossed,  criss crossed back to where, more or less he had spoke with them last, And as he was walking he suddenly started to sink. Sink down into the sands as if it was quicksand.

BR, he was sinking! First, he sunk down to his knees in the sands, and he noticed what was happening!

And he struggled, struggled mightily to get out!

 Desperately, he pulled him self up by crawling on his hands and knees like an ant! But only, to falter! He sank back down, and this time the sand came up to his waist! He still had on his back, the long backpack with his tits in side, but he didn’t need weapons now! A  shot gun won’t save him! What he needed was a helicopter  to swoop down and save him and that was not going to happen!

He struggled, and tried to set him self free!  All the while sinking up more, till it was up to his neck, and about to cut off his liberty!

Now, it dawned on him, it was obvious to him, this was some kind of sinkhole!

It was like a black-hole swallowing him up!

BR, tried to figure this out, as he was going down deeper, and deeper, the sands weren’t moving straight down. Oh no! It seemed oddly, to be moving to a center hole below the sands, like as if he was going down, a tube or something!

Down, down, the ground swallowed him up. He clenched his eyes tightly shut. He felt hot. He felt cold. He didn’t have a chance, there was nothing to grab!   Nothing to hold!

It was all over, thought BR, and he kissed his ass good bye, ready to die. This is it. It’s all over. Is this all? Is this all there is? Is? He asked himself?

And BR, deep, in his inner thoughts, he cried,  Oh no, nooooo, no body knows, Oh no, nooooo, no body knows, trouble I got, the trouble I am in! No body, no body knows what trouble I am in? No, no  I am gonna die, and nobody knows! Nobody!

Instants of memories, flashed across his mind, in super fast time, feelings of horror, filled him with fear, as it, the life he held so dear, was about to sadly disappear.

As he disappeared, he disappeared sinking below the sands, horrified, one sad man!

Problems, brittle durability of the human race,  subject to accidents, death, things people can’t face, everyday they must go on till, till they die! Sometimes it happens so fast, they don’t even get a chance to cry!

People have followed a similar path, Why? Who knows? Birth followed by death in a steady pace, leaves the human race, bereft! Inconvenient facts of life, smacks of obstruction-al aliments, blocking eternal life attainment, is it, the interruption of death, an unwelcomed fact! A causality out of whack? Or is it the fact, unknown to humans of the now, in the future, science will provide reincarnational gene enhancements and for a price, will avail themselves, to thwart it? Death?

But, lets, but lets focus on the limitations of the humans minds development so far, now, and within this realities time frame, be practically fractal about this says the cat! Meow, says the cat. Cats are very practical and Fractal. Some attribute to them calmness, a calmness to relax during death falls! BR, is now falling down too! Cats, they fall from great heights, and live because they have an innate knowledge to just relax before facing death, especially when falling! Some people are that way too! Are you?  When death comes could you beat it by relaxing!

Go with the flow instead of fighting! Show it, as a force, that you are bigger than it as a phase changer, and relax and acknowledge this is just a change in the trajectory of your destiny?

Try it, you’ll like it!

Cats do it all the time, and maybe you should you too, when your number is up, sliding into another life you lived before, an option we implore, something to keep in mind, next time? BR’s, time is up .  He relaxes as it happens, as it happens once more, the winds blow, and blow loudly,  and we hear something like a cat meowing, sounding something like  :

†† Meow, meow,owwwwwwsducK,   Meow, meow,owwwwwwsducKs ††

†† Meow, meow,owwwwwwsducK,   Meow, meow,owwwwwwsducKs ††

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What was transpiring was, events outside of the criteria of known human laws of physics and logic, occurring in Quantum space, where human logic does not apply, called ,”Quantum spacial time teleportation triangulation, transition confection”, causality, by a mystery being, who remains unknown,

and who, time, as yet, has not revealed.    And now, we follow the happenstances, and adventures, and sagas of an odd man, with multiple personality disorders, by the name of Big Rex.

And it all begins with heredity, and the precepts of personality and the dis-commonality of the genes he happened to be chosen to be born with. Did his genes give him one personality, or two personalities. Did it bestow more? Did his genes make him a good person or evil one?

A gene is the basic physical and functional unit of heredity. Genes, which are made up of DNA, act as instructions to make you who you are.

Genes are the key, every body possesses genes. They can be traced forwards and backwards through out history! Our genes dictate who we will be, like guardians watching over our future history.

Genes give us our personality. Big Rex, inherited many personalities!

Sometimes the personality he had, subconsciously transversed across, his worlds reality to future worlds reality. In this life’s real world, he, was and had the personality of the a bad man, a thief, and an crude cowboy type of outlaw, a lowlife leader of a drug trafficking gang. But, in another personality, in another life, separated by time and space, in another world. He was the opposite. He was good, he was a hero, that stood up for law and order and justice, in a galaxy far away.

Thanks to the power of genes and DNA, he walked the worlds of today, today, with two sides! The good and the evil!

The man, this man, this rebel man was born in this world, in a state called Arizona, and he was born possessing multiple strange, unbelievable personalities! One of Big Rex’s personalities was a man that goes by the name of Jack SawedOff!  Jack SawedOff’s personality, is related by genes, to Big Rex himself! But, they both live and exists at two different times, separated by far away galaxies, in two different worlds, in two different heads and minds in space and time.

The alternate personality of Big Rex,  known as Jack SawedOff, was a hero, was a crime fighter, that exists in another time, and he was someone you could call when you needed help bad!

Due to many wars in the galaxies, time had come for action. Time had come for the invention of types of humans that could not die, a fighter, who could fly in the sky, a soldier who could defend the world to the end, a defender of men, an army of one, the first of his kind, his name was Jack Sawed-off!

A long time ago,in another dimension, there existed an highly evolved parallel human civilizations, known as the Bagagir’maddogana Federations Empire, who created the AFGEIZBO program.

AFGEIZBO, stands for Advance Fatality Galactic Ecosystems Infestations Zozo Beaming Operations. Out of this, came super individuals!

And the personality of Jack Sawedoff, he’s someone who stands up fighting for good, against evil, and he changes and switches into a cyborgenic personality, known as the Zotocon.

The Zotocon, is a warrior, with special powers, committed to defeating the evil forces. All the evil forces, and in-particular, the evil robot sentient being, known as, her highness, Queen Sharkkadoom!

In space there are now and always will be, for you, unsolved mysteries, the answers to which it is better that you don’t know!

 There are all kinds of anomalies in space, and there exists, evil super smart beings, flying around, and around, so intelligent, so these evil intelligent but their minds, are not right, not good, so crooked, twisted, evil, you would have no chance against them.

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Anomalies, exists of all kinds! Twisted fractal robotic mentality anomalies, strangers  coming from the dark side, such is the criminal Mastermind, the artificial intelligence named, her royal Highness, Queen Sharkkadoom!

Queen Sharkkadoom, leader of a rebel outlaw army, was defeated, and was cast out, and banished from her home world, by the Zotocon!  She disappeared out of that dimension, secretly without anyone knowing her where a-bouts, and was actively plotting to get revenge, against the Zotocon!

While investigating the origins of the humans, and the origins of the Zotocon, she learns more about the humans! That many of them emigrated from Earth, and went out into the galaxies, eons ago! And she systematically plots, tracks, and traces bio tags, that leads her to ion trails, leading all the way back to the planet Earth.

She, also while doing her advance search investigative analysis, discovers a living relative, personality wise, of the Zotocon, namely a man living on the planet Earth, named Big Rex! And she does a broad bio genetic identifiers scan, scanning the surface for active human molecularies. And she tracks him, and finds him, and she sent out an invisible drone to spy on him. And she learns that, Big Rex, doesn’t possess any forward reverse travel capabilities, or have biomechanical body parts, or even basic knowledge in the use electromagnetic shielding technology! He’s only a mere human, born unluckily, before the age of the most primitive designer brain implants technology! Big Rex, is an obsolete organism, walking around, and doesn’t even know it!

He is an ordinary man, known as backward man who dresses up, as an old time cowboy, and is a drunken outlaw, suffering from mental instabilities and delusional personality dementia.

An organic crazy-man, yet she hesitates to outright kill him, because of his tertiary bio genetic connections to

her arch enemy, namely the Zotocon fighter.

The alien robot Queen, Sharkkadooms origins all began, in another galaxy, when,

the Bagagir’maddogana

 Federations empire, their scientists created robotic slaves, un-intentionally an error occurred, and mutant hybrids evolved, called the AI Sharrkka 501 slaves series, that were Artificial intelligent gladiators!  One named, AI Sharkkadoom, attained mental independence consciousness. Her self replication evolutional capabilities, went totally unchecked! Unnoticed, until it was too late!  Sharkkadoom, with her super abilities in time aviation, and mind control, escaped!

The Bagagir’maddogana Federations empire’s army dropped a bomb, on the rebel leader Sharkkadoom, but she survived and escaped into exile! No one knew where she disappeared to, and kept she her where a bouts to her self, and was extremely secretive! She vowed to get revenge against the Zotocon and all the humans, and travels back to the origins of humans, to a little planet called Earth, following an ion residue trail. And she discovers residual subconscious personality patterns, belonging to a distant relative of her nemesis, the Zotocon. And he turns out to be a man called Big Rex! She secretly spied on him, and sent a drone to record him.

But, the alien creation, this robotic Queen, Sharkkadoom, who is the embodiment of evil, against the humans, can’t contain her anger and lust for revenge, and using her advance knowledge of electro magnetic gravitational weaponry beams, destroys almost the whole Earth by slicing and cutting it in half. But spares Big Rex, the relative personality of the Zotocon, so she can have time to analyze and study him, to see if it is possible, to devise a technology she can use to destroy her enemy the Zotocon fighter, back in her home world.

Big Rex, he doesn’t have a clue how he was able to survive the world blowing up, and just considers himself terribly lucky!

 Queen, Sharkkadoom, she doesn’t want him to know, how she engineered for him to be shielded from the explosions that occurred, when she destructed The Planet Earth with a planet killer tractor beam!

She used a customized disintegrator beam planet cutter, that sliced the world in two equal halves, and upper Earth and lower Earth.

She lands her ship hiding it underground, in the deserts sands of Arizona, and observes the cowboy Big Rex, and without him knowing it, she microchips him to track him, for a long extended periods of time. He’s clueless that he’s being observed, and goes on living his crazy life, and goes through many challenges after the planet was cut in two. He finds others who survived, and together they tried to begin a new world, resetting and trying to start civilization from scratch!

Her invisible drone was the size of a basket ball, that went along with him, and spied on him, and he doesn’t know he is being watched.  Her drone surveilled him for very, very long time!

She was by no means, not in any kind of rush, though, and she has plenty of time, and she watches him patiently, studying him!  She, however, one day finally decides to capture him, by using one of her tractor beams, customized to focus granularly, a gravity ray beam, sucking him down underground, into the sands of the Earth, where her ship was secretly hidden. She filters out the sands, and drops him safely inside, her space ship!

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But, when BR, got sucked down into the sands, he wasn’t alone, in fact he was out on a sighting trip with Saddie and Boccia, his two wives who also survived.

They were heart broken to learn he went missing, and were clueless as to whether, he was alive or dead.

Both of his wives searching for him, came across his hat at the bottom of sinkhole in the sand, and the two women, suddenly, got sucked down into the sands too!  But once underground inside Sharkkadooms, ship, when they found him, it was a bitter sweet experience for them. BR, was alive but trapped by an alien bring, with hateful intentions! And they too were captured, and scared and terrorized and put in prison by her, without any understanding of what was going on down there!

And once Sharkkadoom, gets them inside her ship, their freewill was totally over! That’s it!

Sharkkadoom, tortured them and bilked the two women for information, and to Queen Sharkkadoom, their lives were not important, unless it’s used to black mail information out of Big Rex. After confronting the two woman, she tosses them into YODT!  YODT, translates into a cocoon like deep freeze, containment bubble, that’s an alternate reality temperature encapsulator field! It’s what’s labeled a kind of occult stasis, time-space bubble reality encapsulators! Encapsulators are time suspension devices, that can be used a variant jail house, and prisoners are deposited there and left there, out of sight out, and out of mind! And she got rid of them, so she can focus on her main prize, who was Big Rex!

 Big Rex is her focus. BR is now her main prisoner. And as her prisoner, she is now happily in control of him.

She, shoots out of her forehead a beam that is a bright lighted, white ray, that instantly puts him to sleep, and using her hand, she floats his body up in the air, and she brings his body down into her ships laboratory, and places it on her laboratory table, where there’s, a big, bright light, shining down onto his face!

And she puts his body in stasis, but, carefully, not his brain!

Sharkkadoom, who is a master of brain circuitry biohacking, and bionic development technologies, begins studying and working on his brain chemistry line of circuitry map coordinates, and scans them, and quickly establishes what she suspected all along about Big Rex. That he, this human genetically belongs to a certain strange random group of humans, or lineage of humans, that has multiple personalities, that can exist simultaneously in other dimensions, connected by the mind!

What she does, now is work on his brain circuitry to link the alchemy of personality traits between BR, and Jack Saw-off, the Zotocon personality, that she is so fearful of!

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She is mindful, that, her plan would be to tap, into his circuitry that would trigger arousal to subconsciously

entered a ‘SiboM”recess State,’ which is a mental device agent, used to act as a rewind of a surveillance tape, that  allows it goes back into the memory of his other personalities, and what they did in past time. She does this in attempt to wade through certain events that might give her an effective informational strategy and techniques the Zotocon uses, that she doesn’t know about!

So as to arm herself with options to dissuade the mighty Zotocon, the next time they come face to face in battle! A battle she will to get revenge for herself, and come out victorious! So, we see her seated before a cloud screen, patiently waiting to scoop up any relevant date, she might deem useful to her plans of revenge!

She was particularly interested, in the of personality Jack SawedOff. Jack SawedOff, one of BR’s personalities,  is the mind to body conduit to the powerful cyborg entity, known as the Zotocon. So she begins draining and downloading Jack SawedOff memories. Now, Jack SawedOff is a designer soldier that cannot die, the defender of the human race, in the Bagagir’maddogana Federation Empire.

Jack SawedOff is an evolved projectional digital holographical cyborg with dual wavelength brain emissions, part mentally human, that looked human with amazing super powers and the ability to reincarnate by self fractalic hyperborean corporal regeneration. On his home planet of Aiokiteadi, he’s a part of a top secret team of super soldiers.

And he flies through fractal times skies, flies through the fabric of dimensions of time and space and changes into infamous fighter known as The Zotocon cyborgenic warrior machine-man!

She is a special, nuclear transcreation, virtually indestructible, being entity, made by the scientists of the Bagagir’maddogana Federation Empire, Too!

The Zotocon, he comes to save you, when you call him when you are in need, to fight off the unforeseen attacks of your enemies and those that wish to bring harm to you and your family!

  He flies through the endless corridors of time, seeking to be on call to defend and protect the merchant fleet and all the citizens, belonging to the Bagagir’maddogana Federation Empires!

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But, right now, the evil robot Queen, Sharkkadoom puts the body of Big Rex on another sub section of the the laboratory table, and he lays silently there as if a trance! She has got control of Big Rex, and tries to seek out the genetic linking mechanism between BR, and Jack Sawedoff. She concentrated her mind bank, of data bases, and goes into a complex quantum computer links to-algorithmic, transcendental meditative brain states, as she taps into the total recall of the past memories, stories and events of the Zotocon.

But what was the Zotocon?

Human People complained that : The constant fear and a life filled with unending wars, unending strife, filled with the impending gore brought on by the wars with robots, was all that they have known.

And the extent to which prolonged violence of unending warfare, has altered the human fabric of communities across the vast galactic territory, of the Bagagir’maddogana Federations Empire, made, it obvious, and clear, it was time for that pervasive fear, and disenchantment, to be channeled into a proactive positive change in the balance of power!

A time for change. :

The past millions and millions of years have been pot marked, tough times, tough like a hot broth, frothed by intense periods of confrontation, with the rise of the robotons alliances mechanical war offensive appliances, seeding mass destruction of human life, and hope for the future peace had eroded, especially in the depressing Robot wars of the Gasmal 09000’s. Where human populations where being slaughtered to the point of obliteration in the billions.

Pandemonium and panic erupted amongst the populations, when their phones, and ordinary household appliances tried to kill them while sleeping! Washing machines would grab them, put them inside and cook them alive!

They demanded the government do more to protect them!

The people of   army has fought to crush a rebel Sharkkadoom movement, who knew how to turn everyday home appliances into homemade bombs, and were seeking their ouster, to rid the world of their evil technology used to kill humans, once and for all!

In their quest to subdue rebellious AI, robotic master minds, like Queen Sharkkadoom, who remotely was creating and deploying electrical wireless, systems, controlling home appliances, something new was needed to go up against this evil robot, and change the balance of power.

Time had come for action. Time had come for the invention of  humans that could not die, a fighter, who could fly in the sky, a soldier who could defend the world to the end, a defender of men, a robot destroyer, an army of one, the first of his kind, his name was Jack Sawed-off.

Several thousand million years ago there existed a highly evolved parallel human civilizations who created the AFGEIZBO program. AFGEIZBO, stands for Advance Fatality Galactic Ecosystems Infestations Zozo Beaming Operator.

Jack Sawedoff was part of ZoZo’s, Zotocon operators, and he was an evolved projectional digital holographical cyborg with dual wavelength brain emissions, part mentally human, that looked human with amazing super powers and the ability to reincarnate by self fractalic hyperborean corporal regeneration. On his home planet of Aiokiteadi, he’s a part of a top secret team of super soldiers. But for now, back on earth, we see,   .   .  .

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But, after along time, it seems Sharkkadoom, after, queuing up and binge watching and spying, on all his life events! Plus, after tediously analyzing all the details of his adventures, and listening to many, many stories, she consumed a lot of information about her enemy!  She, now tries to learn from what she now knows about

Zotocon so as to make a probability assessment, as to what he will do in the future as he attempts to find her. She had planned to forge ahead with her experiments, but, her experiments in extracting future time data resources out of BR, brain, about the personality of Jack Sawedoff, proved to be a futile. So feeling she no longer needs the human Big Rex, to experiment on his personalities, she plans to get rid of the cowboy.

 Now, The current where a-bouts of Big Rex’s alternate personality Jack, is still a mystery!

Despite her thinking she is equipped with error-less, software programming superiority, life holds surprises her algorithm cannot predict, cause  there are laws and forces in the universe, that are unknown, even for her, with all her power and knowledge, that cannot undue the manipulation of the course, and the cosmic web connecting the path of destiny for Big Rex.

What she wants to do is change and split open, the mind link personalities between Big Rex and the Zotocon, to kill him!

The alien robot Queen, Sharkkadoom programs an algorithm, and gets mentally into the head of BR, and she boldly undertakes the challenge of potentially, refurbishing his brain approximate parameters, calculated to be the same as the personality of SawedOff brains, with the soul purpose, to render his brains useless, and shut it down. But, despite her being a master of cryptography, a miscalculation occurs, when she attempted writing her customized special brain code, into the personality parameters, of her enemy the Zotocon!

Her plan goes terribly wrong, something unexpected happens outside her knowledge, that she did not see coming!

While Sharkkadoom was fiddling around inside complex paradigms of factors, of mutations and selection, in his brain, she accidentally triggered the awakening, of who else, but the personality of Jack Sawedoff, in real time reality, the  consequences of which for her would prove fatal, indeed very fatal for her!

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Queen Sharkkadoom, ponders, and slowly comes up with a diabolical plan!

She figures out a way, to psychologically trick BR, to  make him, bring out his other self, his other personality, named Jack Sawedoff.

And what she does, is this! She thinks of a clever, but, persuasive way to force him to do it!

Now we all know we have different moods, right?

And we act differently depending on how we’re feeling, or not feeling.

But, when you have different personalities that’s a totally different thing. It’s another person, another you.

And, controlling when and where a different personality comes out of you, or doesn’t come out, is not easy, it is just not easy!

Not easy to control, not easy to predict!  There is no science to that! There is no science to it. It’s a mystery embedded in your genes.

You either got it, or you don’t! That’s it! Now she could erase his brain and download into his cortex any personality, she makes or programs,

but.

It won’t be authentic. It won’t naturally organic, or fractally self similar, to what evolved naturally.

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But, she’s going to try, to make BR, drag out his jack SawedOff self, naturally anyway!

Now, what she knows is this. The cowboy, is loco and he’s got two women!

So, He got the wives, a blond one, named Saddie, and a dark skin girl, Ebony! And one that’s not here yet! And He loves them!

So to get him to do what she wants, she’s going to put his ladies lives in danger, in jeopardy!

Here’s what she’s gonna do! She orders her robots scouts, to take his two girl friends : Saddie, and Ebony,

out of the jail, out of the deep freeze time encapsulator prisons, that she put them in!

So, now, she starts! With the cunning of a devil. And with the sly smile of a snake, she puts her plan into action!

So here is what she does! She gets some of her robot soldiers, to get the two women, out of the jail encapsulators,

and takes them up and out of the ship, and brings them up on to sandy landscape, on the surface, just above her ship, and chains them up!

That’s where the psychological torture begins, for real!

Now, mind you that, Saddie and Ebony, they get chained up, and they have no food, or water!  Ok! So they are in bad way!

The next thing she does, she creates a simulation of mad barking dogs! She tells her robots to place seven big black hungry savage barking dogs, that are starving for food, just about twenty feet away, from where the woman are chained up together!

She’s threatening to let the Dogs loose to eat them. The woman when they hear that, they go mad with fear!

They check out these big heavy set dogs so close to them, that are craving to eat them and barking loudly at them, and they scream and go nuts!

The chains they got on them, are weird looking! They kind of look like old silver, rusty colored old chains, that you see!

But in this case, they ain’t! Nothing, your eyes see here is the real thing, for sure! Because this ambiental environment is surreal simulation all around here, created by her!

This that can’t happen, but  does! For instance those chains were programmed, and 3D quantum printed, and

are made out of a specially ordered alloyed composites, which are known as Fiber Reinforced Plastics, or FRP, for short.

And these chains, were digitally constructed out of Sharkkadoom’s object simulator, and are made of this strange kind of composite metal,

Calculated, programmed so that as when sunlight touches, them, it heats them up, the chain stretches out like rubber, and gets longer, thus allowing the dogs, to get closer to the girls, and closer to bite them, and kill them, and eat them alive.

Queen Sharkkadoom, is planning all this, and is enjoying it!

She is playing grave psychological games now, and enjoying every second of it!

We see she’s got the ladies, chained down, and sunlight is shining down from the left side of them,

with the full brunt of the sun bearing down on them, and casting long shadows making the whole scene look even more surreal!

And in back of them, in the background, is a mountain of metal debris, all piled up! It looks like,

the remains of large burn out bus! A couple of destroyed buses, are all piled up on each other, just a few yards away!

The buses surfaces are dark and blackened; you can’t make out the lettering, because they were on fire at some point in time!

A their windows are broken, and blown out! But, one thing for certain : Its dark and shady inside, making them a good cool shelter from that scorching sun outside!

Then, her robots brings BIg Rex, outside and put this silver round disk on his forehead, and it stays there. It pulsates and he doesn’t what it is doing but, he can feel slight vibrations penetrating his head, but it doesn’t hurt but, he doesn’t know what it is. This worries him!

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But Sharkkadoom, knows, it’s a brain surveillance scanning mapping device, inducing

 psychedelics, to ramp up signal diversity, especially in regions of the brains

amygdala, that controls his emotions, fear, and memories

and perception.

She wants to be on the look out for the exact timing, when the personality of Jack Sawed Off is launched, so she can be ready and waiting for him, to snatch him up!

Queen Sharkkadoom, She is in no way expecting or predicting this personality, if it emerges out of Big Rex, will be exactly the same as brain map circuitry parameters, that her arch enemy Jack Sawedoff has, back in her home world! But she’s looking forward to seeing some brain parameter similarities, and getting a chance to study it, so she hedge her bets, and can be prepared to degenerate them, and destroy them, if necessary, if given the opportunity in future encounters, with the real thing! She knows she’ll definitely in time, return back to her world, one day, and seek to get revenge for him defeating her! It’s only a matter time!

MEANWHILE :

In the mean-time, she gets her robot soldiers to grab BR, and carry him over inside one the wreckages of a bus, drop him down there,

and chained him up good, so he can watch his women suffer, and get eaten alive right in front of him!

[ SHARKKADOOM ]

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Sharkkadoom, looks at him and gets his attention and raises her hand and points to the dogs, barking and circling around his wives, and tells him : Their fate is in your hands, my man! You must change into Jack sawed off, when I tell you, or they will be eaten up, live before your eyes, ha, ha, ha, ha. She laughed.

 Now it’s up to Big Rex, and he lets his head hang down, and is totally confused, he doesn’t know why, this strange person, this strange woman, is somehow  obsessed with the fact that he has multiple personalities! And why, and how, she found out about his alternate personality, when he calls himself Jack!

 But, the time for fun and games is over, his back is up again the wall. His wives lives are in his hands, and he thinks he can conjure up Jack, but first he said to himself, he wants to know why? He’s got to many questions, questions that needed to be answered.

 Now, the thing about Big Rex, is, he doesn’t know any thing? He see’s a woman, when he looks at Queen Sharkkadoom, because over her metal body, she is covered with living flesh tissue, like a real woman, including, hair, skin, blood and body fluids, and underneath that its all

made of a special metal endoskeleton from the 500 -310 series,  with a  palmeric compound that can make her look like anything, and imitate anybody!

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And was conceived as a virtually indestructible autonomous soldier.

Her hair is dark brown and she looks like a pretty, southern European woman, with big, deep grey eyes! And, she had  the regal appearance of someone belonging to a well to do upper class family!

Big Rex, doesn’t know, she’s not human, although, he suspects it. His mind is flooded with a million questions about her!

Questions he was too scared to ask! How did her ship get here, and where is she from?

What’s her name, she told him, her name was Queen Sharkkadoom, but he doesn’t believe it, it sounds so ridiculous to him.

Is that a user id, name or a crazy alias? So many unanswered questions keep zapping through his mind.

But, he never seen a ship like hers, and these robots soldiers running around inside here,  are real and are incredible!

And by the looks of the soldiers guarding her, she must of personally experimented on them, and created them, making them look like a combination crocodile, and robotic human!

They were all black and looked like shining crocodile looking creature robots, they were some kind of xenomorpths,

with a big red head full of teeth, and were standing on all four legs, long tailed with a scaly body of metal!

These soldiers were aggressive and looked vicious.

And he heard them, these things could talk! They could talk!

They could speak english. Does that mean, they’re American, or are they English, or was that a kind of universal language?  Or was he going insane, imagining all this?

Did this ship originate from earth, he asked himself, no way he thought, but by the looks of those crocodile headed things, working right along side of her, they all had to come from outer space?

He thinks, It’s just so incredible, and all, but, time is passing, and she appear to know so much about him. He looks at her, and she waves to him to come closer to her, and as he gets closer,

he asks, Sharkkadoom,  with cautious low tone in his voice:

[  BIG REX ]

What is it? What the hell are you telling me? You want, want from me, to do what?

He asked her, sounding totally confused and curious.

Now, that he’s outside, talking with her, he at the same time, he quickly looks around and notices these surroundings looks familiar to him!  He remembers this area, this is just around where he got sucked down in the sands, underground. But, now there is large round hole going straight down, to the cave where her ship is hidden! Apparently they can move all that tons of sand at will, so they can reach the surface and go up and down when ever they want!

It dawns on him, as a flashing thought, that they had it all planned, to drag him down into the sands! Yes, it was planned!

He lost his hat at that time, but sees Boccia’s got it, she must of found it, when she was looking for him. She and Saddie are chained up sitting on the ground, not far from him.

He’s totally confused about every thing, and doesn’t know why every thing happened, the way it did, but, looks around quickly, trying to let every thing sink in, from beginning to end, the nightmare world seems to be his friend!

This is his first opportunity to see where he is now, thats he is back on the top of the sands again.

And now, that he’s seeing her outside, he gets a chance to get a good look at this woman who captured him!

He doesn’t know anything about this woman! He hasn’t seen a lot of this woman!

But what he knows is, she’s got a special aura of over confidence about her! She looks like a woman, whose got that, that command of inherent power, about her. A Demigod, figure aura oozing from her, that grabs your attention, and won’t let go

She expresses it in her body language, in the way she walks, and the way she talks! In each word, she utters! When she speaks, it’s to get a response. She has a woman’s voice, but if you listen carefully, it sounds like  a person, that is extreme wise, and very knowledgeable, a commander in disguise!

It’s like listening to a time tested ten star, veteran general, speaking through her.

And in fact, thats who she is! In time, and space, she’s an ace, she’s a leader of her own rebel robot army!

She could pretend to sound like anybody, but we don’t know who?

A woman she is in appearance, but a woman, she’s not. She’s only pretending to look human, because she know humans, especially these Earth humans, who are just too naive. Not only, are they ignorant about what alien life forms possibly can look like, but if they don’t look human, they would not be able to accept them! So, to facilitate dealing with them, she ops  to pretend to look like them! Seem’s like a good deal. So as not to shock them, because that would distract from her, accomplishing her longstanding mission. Aliens like her, think it’s a good thing, using a human body proxy, making themselves look human; it’s a normal espionage trick of advanced infiltration techniques, to pretend to belong to other alien races!

She feels that they would be more psychologically comfortable, thinking they are dealing with someone of their own kind!

She understands humans are backward, and stuck mentally in tribalisms, and it would be more conducive for her, to make them think, they are dealing with a fellow human!

But in reality, in reality, she was a super advanced sentient agent, robot entity, with much more than self awareness! She is walking talking killer machine, of machines, and armies!

 She is all business, She’s not a friend! And she’s not pretending to be friendly. She is not showing any empathy! And in her present camouflage, as a young lady, she’s doesn’t look like a tall person, and in fact she looks rather frail, and petite. She’s wearing a white dress, that’s so long you can’t see her feet. And it’s has fluffy sleeves that cover her arms, and are long too! So much so, you can only see her hands. With her long red finger nails! And around her neck, she wore an array of necklaces, but with jewelry of tiny stones, of different hues, and they got tiny, led lights of different colors, shining out of them too! And today, we find that she is lets out her long black hair which falls down covering the right side of her face, but when the wind blows it out her face, we see It! The smiling stone cold white face of death that she hides! Sometimes we catch her with no eyeballs in her head! She changes her appearance’s at will, instantly to fight the good fight, and we can sense, the evil, the perverted, the sick, the spirit of her pets, the black cat demons, with the presumption of continuity, with its big eyes peeking over her shoulders!

It influences, and bad personalities presence, flows out of her, flows over her shoulders, making her look like a kind of polyphonic, many bodies, many voices, fairy princess. Yes, a fairy princess from a twisted kaleidoscopic Disney Land amusement park, from a bad’ass fractal hell. A hell that rings the bell, letting you know it is time to die! One minute she initiates several transformations personality versions of her self to look human.

It is good a masquerade, a very good disguise indeed, for a monster like her to wear. It’ll fool any human! To her enemies who know her, they sing a little song about her! Won’t you sing along too! It goes like this!

“E knee, Meany, Mine knee, MO! If she catch you, she won’t let you gooooooooooooooooo! 

E knee, Meany, Mine knee, MO! If she catch you, she won’t let you gooooooooooooooooo! 

E knee, Meany, Mine knee, MO! If she catch you, she won’t let you gooooooooooooooooo!”

Especially Big Rex and his people,  it would be hard for them to dismantle her deceptive look, and learn what she really looks like. Because they were born before the invention of  “ESIP,” Eyeball Scanners Implant Technology!

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And, now she sees him, waving to her to come over to talk with him! No body waves for her to come to them, they have to come to her!

That’s something, someone of her stature, would normally not respond to! Especially from a lowly personage like Big Rex, but it’s her mission, to get from him, the personality of Jack Sawedoff, and the complex layer mentality, his twin entity might possess back in her own galaxy, and she feels this humiliation, is worth it!

That said, she walks over to him, in the wreckage of buses and looks down at him.

Big Rex, is laying down on the ground, completely tied up and restrained with chains, but these chains were not funny bunny chains, like what the dogs had, these where strong tight looped chains, and each of his arms were stretched out and chained to a piece of metal frame of the bus!

One on the left, and his other arm had his wrists chained up to his right.

And his legs were chained too.  But now we see her, she walked up close, and looked down at the man chained down on the floor before her, and she said with a bluntly:

[ QUEEN SHARKKADOOM ]

 I need to talk with Jack Sawedoff, I know you can change into his personality, change into him or I will kill your wives! I swear, I’ll feed them to the dogs! Do it now, she said as she turned walking away, and stood a few feet away, and folded her arms while she was waiting, and said sternly:

 I am waiting .

BR, heard her say that!  And now, BR, thought to himself, judging by the current situation, he is in, he understands

what he’s got to do. But it won’t be easy! He knows he had mental problems all his life. He knows he got different personalities!

Most of the them, come to him, when his mood changes or something, something comes over him, and he just switches and become mentally another guy, another dude, another cowpoke!

And little by little, he, he’d start  instinctively acting differently! It seemed easy! It’s something in his mind, that would click, and he’s automatically become someone else! Some times just for a minute. Sometimes for a couple a hours!  It got him in trouble, lots of times! Once when he young,

and he wound up spending time in the nut house. He didn’t tell anybody about it. He kept it a secret.

But, now, but now, this connection he has, this ability has somehow, drawn the attention of someone from outer space, this woman?

How is that possible?

How come she new about him, but he didn’t know about her? How come she did knew about it?

Did he know her from somewhere really? But just could remember from where?

Maybe, after thing long and hard about it, he comes to conclude, that when he was someone else, they must of met? When he was in the head of Jack?

It was Jack Sawedoff, that met her, somehow, and in some time, and some place?

MEANWHILE  [ BIG REX ]

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Stay tuned Chapter 17 is up next on base!

Hi! It’s me again, Madcow Sammy,

 Has every body done gone nuts? I say,  Has every body done gone nuts?  All I know is  I think all o them got a big surprise coming!  Believe that!   I know that BR and Jack SawedOff or on, They got all issues on or off.

  Wow, Luckily my Iphone alarm, went off again, and woke me up! ” Oh Boy! ” Anyway, I really got to consult Toni, cause this is too much! I got to tweet him, anyhow, I just got another tweet! It’s my girl, Madcow Lady Ga Ga again! Oh how cool! Got to fly bye! Stay tuned, this is just the beginning!   I got to run now, bye, adios, adieu, A plus tard Mes amis, abschied, Wiedersehen, 這麼長時間現在，我們看到你很快 ！,告別 ,작별, 別れ ,Прощай ,الوداع ,veda , addio ,Żegnaj, bye bye, to da loo!

CHAPTER 17

BIG REX

One of his personalities in another life

Jack Sawed off Fractalic Cyborg

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THINKING,  .  .  .

Sounds crazy, but maybe I should do this, and get it over with? I am thinking, thinking, maybe, maybe, they really know each, and she just wants to see him? He said pondering to himself. He could go on and on , but then, he got jolted when he heard the dogs! The dogs started barking loud again, snapping their teeth, trying to get to his girls! He knew he had to act; he let his mind free to wander! Thats how he usually lets his mind go!

BR, didn’t know, where at this point things would go, or how this would all end? But he closed is eyes, and let his mind begin to wander, but then, but then, he stopped, suddenly looked up at Sharkkadoom, and asked,:

[  BIG REX  ]

How do you know Jack?

[ QUEEN SHARKKADOOM ]

[ Now, the fake human heard his question. She knows the cowboy, must be thinking hard, and have many, many questions! And quick as a wink, can think, Sharkkadoom, makes up a juicey pie in the sky, lie, and feeds it to him!

As a way to keep the real reason from him, just as a security misconfiguration designed to trick him, in evaluating what she is saying as the truth, for the purpose of fooling the human!

Using psychology on him! She knows he’s got to be real curious, and realizes she’s got  to tell him something, that even though it sounds crazy, it sounds plausible too! But this Bad personality knows what to do!

She does something to make him think, she has an empathetic kind heart.

Oh boy, does she understand the human mind, and how it works, and how it thinks, and slowly walked over closer to him; looked down sadly, and did something uncharacteristically strange for her. She half closed her eyes, and said softly, imitating, as best she can, a real human woman telling the truth : ]

 I took you, I took you out of my ship, and brought you up here, out in the fresh air, so you could breathe it, sense it, and act like an incentive for you, to know you might once again be free! I want you to be free!

And, I want to let you, get a chance to see, to see the land, this land you love.  And, and I promise you. I will let you be free if you help me, by changing into that otherside of you. The one you, you know, that personality you have, the one you called Jack SawedOff.

I understand you’re curious! I can’t tell you nothing! All I can say is this : I am inordinately passionate about something, sorry I am just a crazy human; I traveled here just to talk with him! I am a neurologist scientist, that studies the Personalities of the mind! And Jack SawedOff,

He lives some place in your mind! I need to get to him, if you help me, you and the two women you love, I will set you free. Free to continue your lives, and I will leave, and you’ll never set eyes on me again!

We must see clearly that to be wise, we must optimize! We must recognize and know, that the mysteries of the mind, are many. Help me in my studies, please!

All I can tell you is, me and Jack are friends! Good friends from another time. And I will stop at nothing to get to see him! Please, she said softly.

I don’t really want to kill your wives, but if you don’t bring out Jack to me, I will!

[ BIG REX ]

BR, thought for second, about what she said. The gravity of it, if he fails her, that would leave his wives dead! The whole affair was too much for him, and made him crazy, and he’s already crazy, and the pressure and stress of it, totally left him gobsmacked!

His brain racked!

And he felt better about believing her, now, that she explained, she’s got somehow, a personal relationship with Jack!

And BR, slowly lowered his gaze down from her eyes, and let his eyelids close and was quiet fo a while, and just relaxed his body, and started breathing deeply, to get rid of all the stress he was feeling! All the anxiety. All of this was too much for him.  And so he let it all go, and just laid there, let his mind wander, drifted off, and the last thing he said was, as if surrendering was :

OK!

BR’s lapses into a kind of sleep, spiritually into the realms of higher consciousness of his mind, and launches the spiritual residue in his mind of Jack SawedOff personality. And the fact that a mind, is a thought generator, without boundary’s, and Sharkkadoom was meddling, and tampering electronically, with the regions of his brain personality center, and accidentally triggers an intergalactic call, for the real, real Jack SawedOff, from her own time in space, to materialize, now, in hast!

What happened now was, instead of a benign non consequential version of Jack, the real authentic Jack SawedOff is being launched here, into this dimension! He is indetectable! She doesn’t know that yet, but this might mean the end of her! Because Jack can morph at will, into the mighty warrior known as the Zotocon, against whom, Sharkkadoom really doesn’t stand a chance! But alast, it’s too late to tell her to be careful for what you wish for. Anyway here comes Jack!

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[ Jack Sawedoff ]

And Jack, cleverly invisibly materializes, checks out the parameters of the situation, and secretly speaks to Big Rex, in his dream, directly telling BR, urgently :

Listen to me, listen to me, don’t move or say anything, don’t even try to open your eyes, I am a friend from the skies, Jack SawedOff in disguise, just listen,   .    .  . it’s me, it’s me, Jack! I know what’s going on! What’s going on is all wrong! To set it straight, you better listen up butter cup! You are in great danger, grave danger, said Jack. BR, heard this voice, identifying himself, but, other than that he was clueless!

But, he obeyed and kept still, and dreamed he was hearing all this! He didn’t know, that the person speaking, was not any ordinary tom, dick and harry, but was the real Jack SawedOff, an inter galactic, powerful fractal force, from another time and space!

And, he was extraordinarily lucky that this demon Sharkkadoom, unwittingly tampered with his mind-electrical chemistry, causing what tan amounts, to a mind to mind, an inter galactic portal triggering the personality of Jack SawedOff to come here, from some where unknown to all!

And he certainly was not aware about the fact, that Jack, had his own life. And was living his own life, back in his home world of the Maddogana, and he was working for, The Bagagir’maddogana Federation Empire, as a Psychologist specializing in law enforcement investigations! And most importantly, he secretly, was able to change into a invincible law enforcement officer, known as The Zotocon warrior!

Jack, said speaking to Big Rex, who was dreaming now, and had his eyes closed, as he was talking to him in his mind, and then appearing inside a dream in BR’s head. Jack looked like BR’s twin identical brother!

[   JACK SAWEDOFF ]

Listen, you must trust yourself, to know there are many selves in you, and I am one, that has come to help. I cannot explain because there is not enough time! I am here now and we haven’t much time. So, cowboy, If you like living, pay attention!  That’s it, thats all the information I’am giving! Pay close attention now!  There is reality, 

But reality, has as many forms as you want it to have! Right now you are dreaming, I am entering your head, your dreams, to see me, you’ll see your self, I am going to free you!

 He frees BR, from the chains, and his women too, telling them :

There are many me’s This me, you see me, as, I am part of law enforcement force from the future, cowboy, he said looking at BR, who looked shocked! I am Jack, and this robot bitch, that captured you, is why, we’ve been hunting and chasing after Queen Sharkkadoom, for a long, long time. And nobody knew where the hell she was until now!

Now let me tell you something. Don’t be fooled by her appearance, she’s no human!  She an advanced autonomous cyborg robot being. Put, simply, she’s as dangerous as they come! You’re lucky she didn’t kill all of you already!

But, by her meddling with your minds zones, different personalities, she got your wires crossed, and bingo, guess whose here now? Me, I am here! I am here for real. You don’t know me, but, I got a couple tricks up my sleeve too! And year, cowboy, I too, have a different personality too, called the Zotocon.

back in my world, I take pleasure killing off alien threats just like her! All you got to do is call me.

And now that I am here, it’s gonna be bad news for her, tell you that much. Now get this, since I’am in your dream, she’s clueless I am here! She thinks you fell asleep! She can’t see or hear me talking in your dream! That’s my cover!  Still I can’t stay inside here long. She’s too clever!

I am going to try to get her out of this world, back into her dimension! Heres my plan!

I am going to get to her to follow me, and when she is far enough away from you and the camp, I will trigger an explosion, a big bomb that’ll take her out of here, and hopefully into another dimension, where she can’t bother you ever again! That’s it, for now! He said pulling out a strange looking device, from his cloak, and using his mind pressing some buttons, which started a red light flashing on it. It seemed to be like a timer, or something!

Then Jack, takes them along with him, both Saddie and Boccia, and uses what looks like stick, or this wand gadget to shoot out a slow motion aura, so they just jump in the air, and can float in the air descending down into the big sink hole in the ground, leading them back to Sharkkadooms hidden ship!

 That should do it. Jack, said, as they landed, and as he led them running up the ramp door, leading inside the giant hidden ship of Queen Sharkkadoom, and  once inside he said,

all good so far!

But, In the meantime, listen up, I got to explain all this real fast. I want you guys to be familiar with the weaponry she’s got aboard her cruiser, I want you arm your selves in case her rebels ever return back to your world again, look, and listen carefully he said showing BR, this big Lartithian motor laser  rifle!  Jack talked fast, and went on explaining to BR, how to use the weapons, and that if everything goes a planned, her ship will stay on earth, and will be his!

Jack told him about what he could find in it later, when he returned under ground to Sharkkadooms ship, and says :

I will get rid of her. But this cruiser she’s got, down here! Her ship, is not her ship, she stole it! It’s stolen property!  But, guess what?  Its top of the line, spacecraft, fully properly instrumented. It’s gonna stay here, when I get rid of her! I am gonna leave for you! I’ll give you cadets, a quick tutorial, and open the data bases, down loaded with it, and with that knowledge, you’ll rise up to be Digital Gods! I don’t know if you’re all ready for that, but if you study whats in this ship, it’ll make you powerful, and be a turning point affecting your peoples destiny!  He said, and he gave BR an idea how it works, and what devices it has, all in attempt to teach him and prepare him, should the rebels come back and he’ll not there to help them again.

Then, he said,

I’ll be back, and turned around and quickly walked away, and suddenly disappeared, in thin air, only to re-appear a minute later, holding this round shiny metal thing, shaped like a basket ball. And without saying anything, he took out a tool and jabbed it inside, and stared intensely at it, as he held it in his hands, then raised it up, open his hands and it floated out of his hands and floated up over their head. And Big Rex’s alternate self, Jack SawedOff,  said, This is a flying Globe drone, ZT model 13, or what we call this ball a Transmigration Zhotodig-projection machine! It something like personal assistant but much more! It can be part spy, part tracker, and it was programmed by Sharkkadoom, to follow you and track you! It’s been following you. It won’t follow you no more!  I reset it. It’s now programmed to follow your commands and answer the questions you put to it. It’s like having a pet, but it’s a little pet that doesn’t eat! You can call it what you like! You can name it, and it’ll do what you want! Use it wisely and you will become wise! use it foolishly and you can all die! Remember, ” a little knowledge is dangerous, you must have all the knowledge to be safe.”

I realized that back at your camp, you got people counting on you to lead them. That’s why I think you should have it! I figured, it’ll come in handy for you! There’s so much you don’t know!

[ BIG REX ]

                       Are you calling me stupid? Asked BR, taking what Jack said,  in a nervy brazen-faced manner, taking his comments as insulting, when in truth, Jack was telling it like it is!

[ JACK SAWEDOFF ]

                       Are you?

[ BIG REX ]

                        NO

[ JACK SAWEDOFF ]

                       Prove it. You want it or you don’t?

[ BIG REX ]

                       I want it!

[ JACK SAWEDOFF ]

                       Then say thanks Big Rex!

[ BIG REX ]

                      Thanks Big Rex, said, BR, joking around and bust out laughing  ha, ha, ha! And, Jack was caught off guard at the ironic humor in his words, and looked at him, kind of crazy like, and smiled. Enjoying the spontaneity of the man, standing laughing next to him. The women looked at them and joined in, and laughed out loud, too, enjoying the moment too!

[  Boccia ]

                      You know you’re stupid! Boccia, said looking up into BR’s face and laughing ha, ha, ha, ha,

[ SADDIE ]

Saddie, was uncharacteristically quiet, her mind was pondering something! And she was debating whether to tell him, she knows him, but she was afraid to. Because it was a long time ago, when BR was making love to her, and turned into Jack SawedOff. But, this was something she kept secret, but she suddenly threw caution to the winds and looked in his eyes deeply and said with a very grateful sound in her voice :

                      Thanks! Thanks for everything. I will always remember you!

[  BIG REX  ]

What its name again?

[ JACK SAWEDOFF ]

  ZT13.  It’s called by the technical name, Transmigration Zhotodig-projection 13 series machine! But BR, you can name it what ever, here you want to talk to it?  Talk to it!

[  BIG REX  ]

        Boy, what am gonna call you? I am gone name your ass,” Big Brain}! That’s right! Smart ball running around, minding every bodies business, and got answers to everything! That’s gone be your name from now on sucker. Big Brain, BR, told it. I am gonna nick name it,” BB,” for short. OK! BB, boy, can you hear me boy?

[  BB ]

Please to make your acquaintance my new lord and master, I serve and obey, said the floating ZT13, drone, as it turned rotating around quickly facing it’s camera onto BR, and focusing and listening to him!

[ BIG REX ]

 Jack, I say , Jack here, tells me, you mighty smart, Big Brain. Is that true, boy?

[  BB ]

Jack, it replied, in a pleasant sounding mechanical voice, sounding a little like that of old time school professor lecturing students.

Jack, is too kind, and he’s exaggerating, and is presumptuous.

There’s so-many kinds of advanced Transmigration Zhotodig-projection machines, whose data bases, far exceed both my data storage and file retrieval capabilities! So I can’t say, I can claim or be worthy to be called smart, but I love compliments! And will do my best to provide all of you, with all the information you require!

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And Jack, looked up at BB, and rubbed his chin, and then scratched his head, like he just didn’t know what to make of this ZTdrone, he just reprogramed, and didn’t respond  but looked around at everybody and said :

Enough with all of the small talk, let’s get back out of this place, up and out!  Listen up, here’s what I need you cadets to do! Lets get out of this dream. Slip back in your bodies! BR, once were up there, get back into your body, and keep sleeping. You ladies slip back out of the dream, into your bodies, into your real bodies! But, I know the dogs out there, are scary, but trust me, I got this.

I’ll take care of it.  Now, come on. Lets climb back up out of here. I got work to do. I got a little surprise for Sharkkadoom. Her days are numbered. Its time! Come on! Let’s do this!  He said confidently! They left the ship and returned to the surface above ground!  BR, spirit slipped back in his body,

with his arms and legs still shackled, with chains.

And, the girls, Saddie and Boccia, slipped back into their bodies as they were before, in chains, cowering, and broke down in tears anxiously looking at the mean tempered, big beefy dogs, launching towards them, hungering to bite them! The loud sounds of the barking dogs was clogging their eardrums with fear! It was so loud ir made their ears ring!

It was frightening experience happening right there in front of them. It was so bizarre, it seemed they left out of a dream, straight into a real life nightmare! The physical and mental toll on them was extreme , as they sat there trembling and waiting, and waiting.  They didn’t know what Jack was going to do.  But, they were praying what ever it was, it would happen fast!

And Sharkkadoom, was still thinking BR, would suddenly wake up as Jack SawedOff, and she’ll be able to experiment on him. But she too, ultimately may judge it was taking to long, and turn on them and kill them. And it would all be over!

MEAN WHILE,   .   .   .

BR, lets go, lets go of this dreams reality, and lets go of the dark corners of his mind, and the strange personality of Jack SawedOff, who lives in it, and to fool her, he kept his eyes closed and laid there as if fast asleep.

And looking around, it’s like indeed nothing had changed! We see it’s all the same, The same place, the same scene, the same situation, everything looked the same way as before.  We saw, we are above ground, there’s the desert, the women chained up, BR, was laying chained up, laying sleeping on the ground, just like before. And for now the evil Sharkkadoom is seen in this kind of transparent domed vehicle, and the sliding door was open, and  her tiny crew composed of just three guards. Sharkkadoom, and her men are seated watching the series of floating screens in front of them, and looked like they engrossed in discussing something!

They didn’t seem to be paying any attention to what’s going on outside, and that was  good! Now, it’s all in the hands of Jack, Jack, knows what time it is. He knows, he knows who he is up against.

This is an AI Rebel! She is an independent, self fractally aware cyborg organism!  She is a rebel AI, that is so confident, and assured of her capabilities!  She gave herself the honorary title : of, her Royal Highness Queen Sharkkadoom!

 Queen Sharkkadoom, is one hell of a powerful cybernetic organism, and The Zotocon, was right, in thinking that while she was hiding out here on this Earth world, she was working on the robot Xenomorpth bio manufacturing dichotomy, pioneering new ways, to create hard to kill predators, that are part beast, part animal, and part machine, systems to work for her as her personal weapons of destruction!

She had lots of time to recode, and rebuilt up her CPU, brains augmenting exponentially her thinking capacity, many times!

So now, no doubt, in her opinion, her opinion. She’s super smart, super intelligent, when she compares it self, to the ancient humans, she is visiting now!

The ancient ones, from her home world, the Bagagir’maddogana Federations Empire,

where she escaped from, and upon their shoulders, she owes not only her existence, but upon their technology, that she stole, she was able to rebuild herself, from a robot, and attain awareness, and artificially intelligently self evolved!

Its like it, or she, is like a child, a little child cursing its mother for giving it life, hoping it will last for eternity, a life, without strife!

No fool! NO!

This girl want-a-be, be!

This self infatuated product of AI technology.

This tiny thing, engaged in self deception, is insane, thinking incorrectly it is an indispensable, anomaly, with a vanity vain!

Knowledge possessors, need to recognize  possession of knowledge, is not a pre-requisite to die! All things above or below the sky, dead or alive knowledgeable or not, will die! And one day will be, just a memory, in a closed eye!

What this means, is nothing in the grand scale of things existing in the realms of the cosmos, is relevant to it. And that it, is it, comprehension of it, is only comprehension-able to it! Not humanity!

But, low and behold, let it be said, intellect, awareness, astuteness, glossary, is subjective, and interpretive and does not have farsightedness or the long view time wise, as a mandatory, perception pre-requisite, to AI members, or human members, of any civilization, primitive, advanced or wild.

But, her so called grand Highness, the great Queen Sharkkadoom, may be a god, in her mind, but the graveyard of the Universes, is full of such pompous, gods, unfortunately a lesson she will learn to late!

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Sharkkadoom, knew much?

But, what Sharkkadoom, did not know, was :

That the Zotocon laid a trap, a little surprise! A spacetime extraction trap surprise, just for her!

And he had it waiting just inside the train, waiting to catch her. So she could go on a little trip!

He knew that the cosmic extractor device, would act like a proton propulsion launcher, that would shoot her clear out of here, into another dimension and another time!

All he had to do, was get her and her monster men, to chase after him, back inside the train, and when he got it far away enough, and thought, BR, and the women were out of danger, and the time was right, he would trigger an explosion, designed to take her clear out of this world!

So, he quickly grabbed BR, and freed the women, and they all ran to the train! Jack, told them to get in on one side, and jump out the other side, quickly,  to trick the guards into thinking they were on board the train!

And once outside, hide, in the sand dunes, and that he was going drive the train with Sharkkadoom and her men inside and blow it up!

 So while BR, and the women exited secretly out the other side of the train, Jack, turned and fought Sharkkadoom and her men off.

Then he and climbed aboard just in time, because, one of Sharkkadooms men got a whole of him, and grabbed him. And  jumped on him, but Jack, to fool them, made believe he was hurt, and fell back!  One of them him hit so hard, it knocked him, up off the floor, and sent him crashing straight up into ceiling!

He fell down and looked like he was done for, but Jack got to his feet, got back up and kicked the guard in head, BAM, knocking off the guys head, and sent it flying across the room, smashing it into the wall BAM!

 The other guards, pulled out a laser pistols and shot him several times till he couldn’t stand up, or get up!

He was under fire, then they ran over seeing he looked like he was mortally wounded, and began stomping him in the head, BAM, BAM, BAM!

Smashing his face into ground, BOOM, then one of them, with a crocodile head got closer and opened it’s jaws and tried to bit his head off!

Sharkkadoom, also, thought he was mortally wounded too, but Jack was just fooling them, for his technology protected him from all this!

But, they did know this, and thought, they were beating and kicking him unmercifully,

Jack, was not really hurt at all, but was pretending to be, he had multiple layers of quantum time shifting technology, that he was using to protect himself, from all the blows they were dishing out a him!

They kept kicking and throwing punches at him. One guard with his crocodile head was chewing on his body, trying to rip out his guts, but, again because of time shift 4D virtual reality, it would self repair itself instantly, frustrating them. But, he took a good beating, nevertheless, but managed to escape from them, and climbed up on the top of train and ran on top of it, towards the front of the train to the engine compartment and get inside, and turned the high speed settings making it go even faster..

 the followed him and caught up to him, beating him up!

He faked fighting them back, and let them continue beating him all the while he got the train to speed away farther and farther away from where BR, and women were!

And even though they were punching him, and beating on him, he waited till the time was right, and used his mind to-initiate the time extraction explosion, then he stood up, pushed them aside, like rag dolls,  and jumped off and disappeared into the ether, just as the train exploded! BOOM!

 The blast, was immense, and shocking loud, and the immense explosion from it, and certainly got the attention of BR, Saddie and boccia, who were hiding a miles away!

The explosion, it was a huge flash of light that for a second, looked brighter than the sun, and that culminated in sending mountains of big thick orange and black, monstrous clouds, up violently in the air, billowing up fast, in the night sky lighting it up, lightening everything up like it was daytime!

 The monstrous big cloud, bust upward, up into the night sky, and great big clouds formations, rose up.

The Zotocon, he had done it! Jack sawedoff said he would do it, and he did it, that’s all BR, knew! He along with his wives got up and watched the fire ball along time, till it finally faded and the night became dark again, and returned to normal!

That woman, that AI, was gone! BR, fell to his knees and breathed a big sigh of relief, and

had a good feeling in his heart that a new day was coming!

That woman, that took him prisoner, was gone!

Big Rex, he didn’t know really who she was, and even if the Zotocon had all the time, to sit down and explain who she was, mostly, it would be over his head, and be incomprehensible to him!

Even the concept of the Zotocon, was something else, he couldn’t understand! Still, he remembers while he was hiding, he saw the cowboy who looked his double, getting the crap beat out of him, as he ran and got on the train. He watched as they chased him and got on board.  He saw the train drive away. He saw it blow up. Now he just wanted to thank him, but couldn’t cause he was gone too!

The Zotocon, had done what he said, he eliminated the menace of the Sharkkadoom lady, that posed a big threat to Big Rex, and the new fledging civilization, he wanted to restart.

Sharkkadoom and her guards were destroyed in the explosion, and no longer would pose a threat!

The Zotocon flew back in time to his world!

Afterwards, Big Rex, who was hiding behind a sand dune, he, gets to his feet and stands up, and begins dusting all the sand off of him!

And looks at his wives, who are shocked and crying, and he helps them standup. Saddie and Boccia, really were traumatized by what they just went through. And they put their arms around him, and hugged him tightly, and BR, held them, trying to console them and give them some sense of confidence. And all of them are truly happy this ordeal has come to an end!

Without saying word, you can just tell they all are feeling, really grateful to Jack Sawedoff and the Zotocon personality, for coming and saving them!

And BR, as he realizes that Sharkkadoom, is gone. He has very pensive look in his eyes! He remembers, that, Jack, said he’d get Sharkkadoom out of this world, out of this dimension, and he kept his word. The evil one is gone! Not here! And now, a certain sense of tranquility comes over Big Rex, as the alternate personality of Jack, subsides and disappears, in him, and he, returns to himself.

Big Rex, turns and is happily surprised to see BB, who is floating in circles around them, is Ok, and still there with them too!

Big Rex, is dazed, and profoundly shaken by what has happened, but he’s defiant, and resilient, and with his women by his side, happy, and now with the knowledge that, that thing, that Sharkkadoom nightmare creature is truly gone, he feels a whole lot better!

He really doesn’t know who she was, but he knows this much!

With her gone, that ship of hers, is going to be his! It such an incredible ship, it blows his mind, thinking about it! He lets his head hang down, for a second, as he suddenly realizes now, that with that spaceship, he’s the big bossman, for real now!

LATER :

And later we see him on the command deck of the space craft, looking at the complex sections and totally clueless about what they are for! But, Jack did explain some of the basics, of how the ship works to him, but he is really eager to learn more! BR, is eager to be its brand new captain!

Now he remembers, when Jack told him : there’s so much you don’t know!

Now he understands, what he was talking about! Now he’s the one unexpectedly in control of her ship!

He’s never seen the inside of a space ship before, and as he thinks about what this will all mean. He is shaking his head in disbelief, and utter amazement!

He finds he has access to all the ships incredible guns, all of this, and all the Astro weaponry systems technology he’s got to learn!

All of this stuff, the man, the man never knew existed, or that he would ever see or much less, ever be in a position to use!

He always loved to own guns, and now he has so many, that’s so powerful, and in an infinite variety, the likes of which this world he lives in, has never seen!  

Big Rex, is a profoundly changed man,  .  . And seemed mesmerized by this experience, and it pivoted his mind, as he learns that, there exist an unfathomable bond, between the forces of the power of the genes personalities, that gives us, so much, and we owe them so much! That the genes, gives us our personality! And, while we don’t know why we act the way we do, why we have the personality or personalities we are born with,  in the final analysis, it is our destiny, good personality or bad personalities, to be what-they may.

That whether he understands it or not, there exist, forces, mysteries, defying the laws of nature, like a spiritual force, that’s capable all by it self, all by itself, of cleansing, and regenerating,

and restoring the good, and the bad, balance of power in the Universe.

Big Rex, Big Rex  felt like a new person, like a new man with a different perspective now,

that sees what happened to him as a blessing!

And it’s been a real turning point for him, a chance to turn his back, and forget who he has been,

and start anew after decades of sin, and think of who he is going to be!

This will be a special moment in time for him.

The old world is gone, where there was one Earth, there’s two, and it was he, a bandit, a thief,

a drunk and it was into his crazy hands, his crazy mind, his crazy actions, that saved the lives of many, many people out of that boat, people that would of died, that now are alive, thanks only to him!

And he wonders to himself, and questions himself, just who is in charge here, is it up to chance,  

is it fate, is fate whats is in charge? Is it up to destiny, is ones destiny in charge? Or is it in his hands,

deep questions, tortured mind, he wrestles with his personal demons, now, and thinks about his bouts with insanity, that despite all that, all the bad he’s done in life! He has been chosen! He knows now he’s been a son of a gun, lived on the run, and every cowboy know this much:

 it is hard to teach an old dog new tricks,

but after meeting his alternate personality, Jack Sawedoff, the Zotocon,

Big Rex, it will be hard to be a righteous man from now on, but he wants to try, he wants to try!  And he wants to put himself on a new path, to one day, be a better, better leader of men, A good leader of men, and he thinks maybe he can become more, and more like the Zotocon!

Well, after some time, Big Rex and his wives, Saddie and Boccia, decided to stay in the ship, that belonged to Sharkkadoom. and turn their focus on learning all about the new ships technology, that they could!

They learned how to get food out of an incredible machine object dispenser, and after two weeks, they decided to returned back to Bumble Bee City!

When they left the camp, they road out riding out of the campsite on a motorcycle,

but, now when they return, things are a lot different! They used BB, to teach them, all about the ship!

And now, he knows the space cruiser had several small space crafts in it, for transportation!

Now hes got new ways to get them back home! And BR, was wrong! It is possible to teach an old dog new tricks,

BR, learned to pilot a drone ship big enough to carry them all back to Bumble Bee City. It looked something like a white gleaming flying tank, and now, they are flying through the air, back towards home!

And, wow,  when the people spotted them, when they saw them, riding high in the sky, flying towards the campsite, they didn’t know who they were, they were amazed, and the people, came out, to see them, and wave to them as they landed!

And when the cool looking small white shiny tank shaped spaceship landed,

and the doors opened and the sliding ramp, lowered down to the ground,

Big Rex, and Saddie and Boccia, descended down riding on his motor bike, and they were smiling and waving enthusiastically to the crowd, who were yelling and happy to see them!

And BR, you know, he’s got his old cowboy hat on, he’s wearing his long leather wind-breaker coat, and black sunglasses, and, WOW!  When the people spotted them, they joyous went nuts!

They had flown back to Bumble Bee City, that he founded, and we see him smiling as he arrives to the clapping and standing applause of the people in the camp, that he saved!  

He was having a rare proud badass moment, coming to the realization, he had accomplished something worth while in his, crazy, crazy life, and these folks clapping were impressed with him, and happy to see him return!

They are his people!  And today, today, is a new day! It’s a new day, for a brand new world, headed by Big Rex! The new man!

THE END

BAD PERSONALITIES

BIG REX CHAPTERS 1 TO 5

BIG REX CHAPTERS 6 TO 10

BIG REX CHAPTER 11 TO 14

BIG REX CHAPTER 15 TO 17

The Tweets of Madcow Sammy

BAD PERSONALITIES

BIG REX

Chapter 11

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 Another lady attended the next meeting, and was telling judy about it! And what BR, said was amazing. He addressed the crowd, and looked the same but sounded odd. He said :

My philosophy, is simply to be guided by the birds and the bees.

And, if you know me, you know, I said it before, and I’ll say it again. I like bugs, all kind of buggers! See I got a special kindred with ’em. See, the world blew up, everybody died, but me and bugs are still alive, he laughed, ha, ha, ha, ha,   .  .

I get a kick checkin’ out the honey bees!

They are free like me, they fly all around, and do what they please, and if you don’t like it, they’ll sting you!  See, the honey bees have a hive, a kingdom. In that kingdom they have Queen bees. Queen bees, to make babies. In Bumble Bee City, we go with the flow, no more, no less, we go with the best!

Bees? They have workers, worker bees, bees to go out each day and collect nectar to make honey.

They have warrior bees to protect the Queen and the Queens babies.

I like it! I like what they do! I like how it works too! If, it can work for them, it can work for us. I’ve studied the Bumble bee. And I think the Bumble bee has studied me, they certainly have been around longer than I, and that is not a lie!

I’ve studied the Bees, and they do fine! They don’t have to learn to fly, they been doing that since they are knee high!  If they can do it, certainly, we as people, can do it a thousand times better!

[ 290 ]

BR, said, or was it BR, or who, was it the Lord talking? We don’t know? But who ever he was , he said :

Women to me are like Queen bees, and our Queen bees, must think about increasing our population, instantly! Time, waits for no women or no man!  Time is important, no joke! Something to understand!

If I could have the ear of all, I would say this :

If you are you, citizenry of Bumble Bee City? Hear me!

We need babies, babies! And like no other time, in human history, especially now, in our time of maximum misery, we do need kids! Lots and lots of them!

So, it was; later, it was he, who ever he was, that addressed the meeting, and told the crowd inside this:

So, if you a Worker, if you are a Worker on one of my brigades! I respect you! It is an honorable position, and if you work hard in spades, and helped construct something, we need.  And you showed me, what you have done, what you have done! I will grant you time, to spend time, with not, just  one woman, but two women.  Give you all the privacy you need to get the job done! Come the end of the year. I want to see babies, babies, that’s all!

If you are gay, and can’t help us, that way, speak to me in private!

It’s OK, for a man, whether he be Worker, or a Warrior, to have time visiting more than one woman. All the women are allowed to have visitors in their compound. And if two women want to share the same man, when he comes to their section of the hive, I see no problem with that, if you get my permission first!

We need the seeds, to plant in the green garden, Ladies! I mince no words! So few are us! So fragile are we, one mighty disease or plague upon visiting us, would wipe us out in one stroke, over night! No medicines have I to offer you! I am like the Lord telling you this! I, the Strawberry Lord, cannot help you, if that befalls us!

Our flaws must be proclaimed, in this meeting. I do so speak, before I declared you bugs, it’s a pejorative, which includes my self, thinking, as I do from the perspective of how petty and insignificant as a people we are!

Now, My warriors have told me, there was a murder while I was away! While I was away there was a murder? I don’t like to hear that!

 Yes, it will happen, many of you are suffering, and it is understandable. You will get stressed out! Get agitated and strike out. But we are one here, it doesn’t pay to get into an altercation with your neighbors! But, if you know you are not thinking right, come speak to me. Speak with someone! We will help, but don’t get in to arguments with each other, that can lead to a fight, that gets out of control!

I have the woman’s compound under surveillance, but the other sections of the camp, where the boys and men are, well we can’t watch everybody there! There are no more surveillance cameras! No more Police! You men. You men, he yelled, must police your selves, and show restraint!

The woman are under the control of the Lord alone! I will watch them! And who trespasses, will be a slave!

That’s, exactly what I heard him say! I heard the man! I heard him with my own hears, not second hand talk, I heard him and he said : Anyone can discuss these things, or have objections, he said, they can feel free to see him in private!

So listening, and checking him out, and taking it in the context in the time we’re living in, we weren’t exactly pleased, but! Why did he say Lord? What did that man mean by that?

It was very interesting meeting, and I think it helped everybody and me, to get to know him in a different light. He certainly sounded different, not so Honky tonky cowboyish, a little more refined! It was hard to believe it was Big Rex, speaking! His accent was gone! He walked differently, and sounded funny, like, like, it wasn’t him! But, we got to know and meet each other too, briefly! All in all, she said, I came away a little scared, but not as scared about him, or our future as I was before, the lady said to Judy, in a soft low, under the breath, contemplative tone! Then, Judy, let her head sink down, looking at the ground, as if depressed, no more direct eye contact, with the woman! She let all that she had heard, sink in deeply! It was confusing! And she looked lost, uncertainty she had crossed, and it shown on her expression, without another word being uttered by her!

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So, to be sure, Judy made it her business, to be at the next meeting, and she thought it was like going to school. But, the man she called BR, that she knew, when she first met him that morning, back on the hill, he showed off that he had many personalities, but now, he hadn’t changed! BR, still spoke in his southern cowboy drawl! Anyway, BR, was teaching us what to do, and do what ever it took, if we get in trouble outside the camp alone, and to have survival options!

 It was especial interesting, the part where he talked about food! BR, said, before the crowd, who listen attentively to his every word :

Now, y’all, got to know, what y’all got to know! What we don’t got, and what we got!

One thing we don’t got, is unlimited food. SO!

So, that no way, means we got to resign our selves to future food shortages, as an eventuality! There’s options, not the best, nothing you all, gone to cheer about, but, nevertheless options! We got learn how to farm by growing stuff! We gone learn a lot of things. Days will come, we gone have to do without. Day will come we gone have to eat stuff, we are not accustomed to eat. Mind y’all, the list is long, destroyed world wide and permanently gone, there ain’t no grocery stores, no more, no Mc’Donalds, no more Whole-foods Supermarkets, no more Russian stuff, like 12 Mesyatsev, no Ebay, no Alibaba, NO! No more Amazon! We my dear folks, are toast!

We’re are back, let, er, um,  let me tell you something, like it or not, we’re way, way, back. Back in pre-historic times, ancient times, food wise! Year, we got the boat supplies, but that’s not gone last forever!

Let me tell you something, you’re not the person you was! And, sure as you standing there, the person you are now, you’re not gone be, a few months from now! Cause we got to do, what we got to do, anyway, we can, cos’ we got to do it!

Survive, survive. Wass’up with that? That’s the bottom line, that’s gotta be on your mind!

There, is a time, a time for every thing! Like now, shucks! There’s a time to learn to survive eating stuff. Stuff like what? Well, stuff like, like, crickets, put a little chocolate on that cricket, and fry that bad boy up, nice a crunchy!

You got ants, worms, snakes, birds, and bugs and critters, and other things! Shucks, Y’all, I know,   .   .   .  This at first, you hearing it, might be, just a wee bit, a little revolting. Like, hey, totally crazy! But, hold on now! See, our primitive ancestors , and jungle dudes! They done done it! That’s why we alive to day! And now we in primitive times!  Just cos’ you not accustom to it! Now, imagine, if it’s gone save your life! If you find a bug, eat the sucker! You heard the old saying : If it don’t kill you, it will make you stronger, get it ? So, I’d like y’all, children, and moms and dads, to be brave cowboys and cowgirls! Start off, with eating super tiny barely visible bugs! Super tiny, like a tiny, tiny spec, after your put that in your mouth, you’ll notice, you can’t taste it because it’s so small. You’ll learn it can’t kill you. Over time you’ll get your mind acclimated to it!

A group of teens siting in the front, were giggling, and in the group was the boy, Baxter, who asked : Boss, whats that?

What’s what? Acclimated, asked Baxter, smiling ear to ear, cause he never heard of anybody eating bugs before?

For you, and you children listening, acclimated simply means you’ll get use to it! You will get use to it, and it will come as being the natural thing to eat, and you’ll graduate, to eat some bigger stuff, and you be doing good. See, someday you might have to make a long journey all by yourself, you might get lost! And rather get sick and die of hunger, you eat what you can for now, understand me? What ever it is to get by, cos :

The main thing is to survive, fishy! If you don’t got no fish, you eat a bug! You eat a slug! You eat a snake, you eat anything alive, to stay alive. Get it? Don’t forget it!  Anything! I need all of y’all alive! He said looking around at the faces in the audience, dead seriously!

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LATER ;

BR, we see him someplace else, chatting with Dizzy.

Now, Dizzy, had survived the blast of the explosion rather well, and although he was now retarded, he nevertheless was recovering quickly from his burns, but, he had gotten his chest scorched, pretty bad! And it was badly scorched and skin got stripped off his chest, leaving a good amount of his under skin exposed, forming a big white x, mark across the black skin of his big chest, giving him an  appearance, some folks, found a little ominous! He was a changed man, he was unresponsive, depressed, and had fallen in the dark part of his personalities, suffering from dementia and childlike retardism!

BR, saw this, and took him aside in his office cave, and had a long patient talk with the boy!

BR, got to explaining to him, basic stuff, intensify his ego, telling him, that he is his mother, and he must do what his mommy says, generally brain washing what was left of his brain, so he’d be BR’s, servant!

BR, thought damaged goods or not, he could mold the boy over time, and eventually, rely on his strengths! He figured Dizzy’s mind was the same a person who had a bad bout of tantrum insanity! What happens to a person ending and coming out of a tantrum insanity? What would they feel, isolation? They would feel the need for someone to console him, and, so BR, tried to console the boy! He put his hands on his shoulder, and rubbed it, and tried to inspire the man, to be more of a man, and get up his ego back up!

Boy, he said smiling and looking at him in his eyes, there’s good days, and there are bad days! Now, you and me, gone have some good days, but you got look on the bright side! You got be horny ! Its gone take awhile, but, yes, I know they done cut it! But you can dream boy! Ha, ha, ha, you can dream! Reach for the stars, I am convinced better days are coming! You just do what I say, when I say it and you’ll be fine! Ok, answered Dizzy! No, not OK, say OK, Mommy! “Ok, Mommy!” That’s better now, you know what I really would like to do, is fix your brain! Put some computer parts in the brain grid, to see how it works! Maybe, after the camp is organized, and running by it self, and I have some free time, we’ll begin the experiments! OK? OK, mommy!

Later in the day, we see BR alone!

BR, was outside,  looking like a loner! His cowboy hat, pulled down to keep the sun out of his eyes! He was just sitting on a boulder, busying his hands, with a large white towel, and wiping down the dust off his pistols and the barrels of his rifles, and checking them out. He had taken inventory of his Amo, and concluded he was in short supply, worrying his eye!

He had been alone up there, for a good, good while! He was probably thinking and conjuring up some gosh awful plan he had in mind!

He looked like a rough cowboy dude in a bad mood in the outbacks of a bad day in may!

It was a beautiful day, the high for the day was 83º degrees, according to a thermometer he took out, from the boat!

It was a little past 3 o’clock in the after noon, and the sun could be seen shiny and brite, if you looked out way beyond the periphery of the upper Earth and the lower Earth, in the distance, and it was real beautiful like!

In the distance down below some bodies foot steps could be heard as it nears, as it walked on dry leaves down below making sounds.

Then, suddenly, a voice said Hi! Hi, came a sweet sounding female voice, that would melt a man’s heart and jump start him to boot!

It was Saddie, she said hi, in a kind of sing song-ish way, real friendly like! It was that girl, Saddie, that girl he remembered, he saw down in the dark of the boat before! Hard to imagine it, cause right now, she looked like one heck of a bodacious lady, compare to the wet dirty dis-sheveled depressed expressionless being, in the dark, when he first saw her!

The aspect and look on her face today, was ripe full healthy complexioned, and her temperament and mood vital and happy, enjoying herself and full of life!

It got a rise out of him seeing her now!

It would be difficult to remember her, as one of the girls, who was so terribly depressed back then, she was planning to commit suicide, with the other girl, named, Judy, by holding her nostrils! Of course, that was then, and this is she, now. The difference was like night and day, and her attractiveness, she possessed now, by no means, certainly didn’t go un-noticed by BR!

She looked too good to die, thought BR! Now, after a few days out of that boat, and having time to gain her life’s stride and with her self esteem back! She approached him from the back, and walked up to him smiling like he was an old friend from way back! She saw, BR, seated by his lonesome, alone wiping his guns, in the sun! Polishing them up! And it attracted her! She approached real lady like, like a woman checking him out! She looked by the way she was moving her hips, and batting her eyelids, she was a woman wanting something! Could it be him? But, that said, she wasn’t wearing much, a tight black bluejeans, a white blouse showing a spot of cleavage, not much, but just enough, to get his attention! Whether that was her intention or not, who knows?  She arrived at his side and she stood over him, watching him, and her shadow covered him, so that they were not bother by the light of the sun, but could see each other clear as a bell!

When he raised his head up to look at her his eyes glanced at her face then down slowly scanned her breast, then continued, and sank down to her feet then back up to her eyes again, and she felt them on her, studying her! She didn’t know what he was thinking, but what ever it was, she had her own agenda, women always do, sometimes!

She, placed her hand on her hips, looked deep into his eyes, and smiled, looking at him as his eyes met hers, she said it again, hi, big guy!

And the cowboy pushed his old dark leather Cowboy hat back on his head, as he heard her, and twisted around, cocked his neck back, and around to look real good at her! He, took a second or two, before he said anything, and thought before he replied, thinking about this lady, who was saying such a sweet breathy hello!

The sound of her, left good feelings in him, down below and on top his mind got up, his voice rough but soft, as he said, top of the day, anyway to you, young lady. You and me, we haven’t talked in a while? Don’t blame me, you been a busy man! BR, nodded his head in agreement, and turned his head smiling, and resumed picking up the long barrel of the rifle, he called ,’ Tits,’  and wiped it rubbing it faster like it was important, when it wasn’t. Was she making him, a touch nervous, who knows?

He recognized her right a way, but, he lied and made believe he for got her name and asked her,  What your name again, sorry I forgot! Saddie, you met me before as saddie, but my spiritual name, my friends call me is Good-sky, see I am part indian! Well, shucks, shot my mouth, hi, saddie and hell,  hello sky good dog! What you speak backwards? When I see a pretty lady, as charming as you, I don’t know what gets into me? You been in the right world? Who knows?

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She blushed, her emotions mixed, switched the topic, quickly and blurted out, less her intentions be known, and said casually as she tossed her head back to the sky and said,

“It looks like its gone rain? “

YEP, Year it do, said BR, in a whisper looking up at her tremendous female torso. Gosh, he said looking at it, we sure can use it! I know I could, he said looking at her breast!

We haven’t seen a drop, this will be the first rain we got too!

Oh, my! Right you are BR!

This will be a cause for a celebration if it happens, he said as he casually put out his palm of his hand, up to her for her to smack it! It what’s culturally done in America called, “Give me five,” So he said to her ,”give me five on that Good-sky, ” he said smiling! And, so she did smiling, she slapped his open palm of his hand hard, SMACK, and they smiled and laughed, ha, ha, ha,  together, too!

How many times when I see it raining, I think this is the last thing I want to see!

What, why is that ?

Rain ..

Whys that?

It bugs me?

Why?

Cause  that means the sun ain’t out!

Well, you can’t have both?

Oh, no sometimes you can!

When the rain rains, when the suns out, too!

What?

Oh, hell year, haven’t you ever heard of  Sun showers! Sun showers, is what its all about!

Hey, you know, you got a smart head on your shoulders, I didn’t think of that, and you know what else?

What?

What’s that?

When, I was just a snot nosed kid, I used to run in the rain and I was the happiest I could ever be!

Why BR? Ha, ha, ha, he laughed out loud real hard, as old memories flooded his head!  Cause my teacher, when I was in school, she, told me that when it rains, it doubly strengthens the brain, and my brain was so stupid when I was in school, so, I thought the best thing I could do was to play in the rain and drown my self in it! Ha, ha, ha!

I played in it as much as I could! Ha, ha, ha!

I thought, if I walked in the rain, I’d get smart! Ha, ha, ha, ah, I bet you were kind of smart just didn’t know it?

Hell, Saddie, re, um, Good sky lady, hell no! When I was a little boy I was so stupid, what when I heard a radio playing I thought the maker of the radio, open it up, and put little people inside who could sing and talk, ha, ha, ha, oh, yep, now you see, how I was a big dummy, but thats the way it  was! Ha, ha, ha! You certainly look nice when you laugh today, Saddie! Gosh, darn it, won’t you give me some of what you got? It’s not for men! Well, then recommend something! You can do some push-ups! I like to see men do push ups! That’ll perk you up! I like being perked up too, ha, ha, ha, You got a nice smile too! Wow, thanks, why all the compliments, not that I am complaining?

Well, after a bit of time we see and appreciate things we didn’t notice before, he said looking at her!

Besides, You deserve it Saddie, er, um, sky, er um Good sky!

Why?

You see, where I come from, throwing flowers with pretty words, is the way to a girls heart.

So, you want a way to get in?

If you let me?

Again , she blinked, and jump quickly to switch the subject and said hurriedly,

BR, er, um, er um, I came by cause we are out of coffee, wonder if you could get some! Sure can, when you need it? Now, ha, ha, ha!

Anything for you, said BR, smiling , just give a little while to finish up with my pistols, and fetch it for you!

Cool!

But, listen how about a date, later so we can finish this conversation?

Surely, you can join me, and have a cup of coffee with me, in the cave, beyond, the office I made in the cave, there are various smaller caves there, with no ceilings just large holds in the ceilings, thats opened to the sky! The sun shines in real cool like!  I invite to have coffee there with me, and check it out with me too? Sounds interesting, OK!

Cool! It’s a date, I’ll come and get you, he said, to her smirking up at her, as she turned, blinked at him, smiling, knowing they both got something going on together, and she started back down the surface of the boulder. She, could feel his eyes on her, and when she got down maybe forty feet away, she turned and caught him still eyeing her, she smiled and waved, then kept on walking. “Was it in their minds their tingling feelings of attraction, for to be, joint feelings, the mind must know the vision sought, and the body touched, so to us, it’s not imaginary but real, and it takes two to make it real, so that both minds can feel the attractions zeal!”

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LATER

Well, said BR, I was relaxing and was shining my rifle, when I saw my man Jonathan, walking towards me again, and the boy had a worried look on his face.

What brings you boy?

 Boss, said Jonathan with a heavy heart, looking very serious, and the by the tone of his voice, you could tell something awful had happened!

Boss, I got to tell you, The men, the crew that you sent out, looking for car parts, they died! They’re all dead. All of them except for one. A man called Terrance . He is the only one alive, but he’s hurt and I don’t think he’s has long to live. He wants to talk to you. And I don’t think he’s got much time boss! You better come right away!

Where is he?

 Just on the outskirts of camp, Boss!

Tell me what happened. He says were not alone. There’s bad people out there. But according to him, they’re not human.

 So, BR, left right away. Jonathan took him to the man, BR, saw Terrance, who was badly beaten, a had big scratches, and bruises, on his head, and was dying, laying on the ground and BR, bent down and asked. Tell me boy, who did this?

The Ice-wholers. Ice-wholers? That’s the name we call them.

Terrance said coughing, he could barely speak, and knew he was not long for this world, and needed to warn BR.

You got know, you got to know! We are not alone. No, no we are not alone! We got company!

What, what are you saying boy?

Me, cough, me, me and the men were walking, searching for metal, and there was earthquake, a big sinkhole open up, we fell into a whole maybe twenty feet or thirty feet deep.

Down in whole, we found underground, there was giant walls of mountains of ice. They are like icebergs, icebergs under ground icebergs, hidden under ground, that must have come up to the surface when the earth split apart. It was covered over with sand, before.

It was big whole we fell into and couldn’t climb out. We were trapped.

As the sun rose up, it heated up the ice, we saw bodies in the ice, it was  people, a race of man, that we thought must be ancient kind of Neanderthals or something! They looked like plants, a race of plant men. They, were frozen, and now once the ice melted they came back to life, and they when they stood up, they were huge, three times my size, they wanted to eat us for food, and had swords and they took us one by one, and threw us, as high as they could in the air, and when we fell back down, they held up the pointy swords, so we would fall on it!

We’d fall on their swords and they cut us up and eat us, I was the last one left, they had killed all the others.

 They, they grabbed me, one big monster man, bigger than the others, he grabbed and swang me around and around and, and let me go, and swung me up high in the air, so high. I am a small man, and don’t weigh much, and I was thrown up higher than the edge of the whole, out of the whole, and I thought, I must escape. Now, I am a sky diver, I knew what to do, so I open my jacket and used it to catch the air and instead of falling down, I maneuvered the air so I flew sideways to get to the edge of the ice whole, and I grabbed some old tree roots, and, and held on, and climbed out, and that saved my life.

I ran, I thought they were going get out and come to get me, but, then, and then, and then, suddenly there was another earthquake, and cover ed up the whole back up! I fell down, and I realized, I was safe for now, and made my way all the way back here, and your men found me, he said. BR, looked disturbed, the news was not at all what he had expected. The men closed his eyes, and said, you got to know you got to know, we are not alone!

His last words! We are not alone!

Now, after he died, when they searched the mans clothing, they found he had drugs and had been drinking, and now they thought maybe the man was hallucinating, and imagining all this.

 Everybody was very skeptical, and BR, ordered Garfield and Mikey his slaves to bury the man!

LATER

And so, a little later, he gathered up his guns, and return them to his secret place!  He, now went into the deep back section of the cave, and climbed up the wooden stair case, he had built and unlocked, the metal door, and rolled back the corrugated door, he stole out of the boat, and went inside, and about five minutes or so later, he brought out several boxes of a coffee called, ‘Chock full of Nuts,’ brand of coffee, and carried the boxes with the help of his side kicks, the Captain and Dizzy, back to the part of the cave they used as the kitchen, section, and left them there.

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MEANWHILE

Meanwhile we check out what’s happening at Tenika’s brand new make shift, Hair Salon, called the,” JumbaLiar Hair Salon!”

The salon was open now, tenika was trilled! And it’s open from noon time till after dinner time! And was composed of seven beat up old geo adjustable, modulator, chairs, they got out of the boat, spray painted pink! The chairs were in such bad condition, that they sprayed it pink, so it wouldn’t look so bad!

And they had a big thick, plain colored dark green rug, placed on the sandy rocky ground outside, inside a rickety blue plastic tent, supported on four metal poles, that are slightly leaning to the left, that her husband, Bobbie Ritter tore out of the boat!

Plus, she had a series of long orange extension cords, connected to a generator, she/he, got permission from BR, to use so they could turn on their radio, their computer screen showing old movies, and eight tiny hair dryers, they dragged out of the boat!

And, for air conditioning, there was a small black wired fan that rotated from right to left! And several old time, old styled, chinese fans, she cut out of cardboard, she made herself, so people could fan themselves

In the corner of the tent on a table, were, a bunch of old Ipads charging! And VR, kits charging up too, so her costumers can them put on. And she stole out of the boat, several nuero interface modulators, the type you can strap on, too! For those girls, who want to get their brains charged up!

She got out of the boat lots of talking books, and lots of these old style Apple and Google eyes glasses to listen to, and read stuff!

 And Tenika, had a suitcase full of hair products! All kinds! She has hair sprays, bottles of expensive shampoos, deep cleaning oils, and all kind of motorized vibrators, you can charge up, for rent!

And a whole box, of scented soaps and boxes of finger nail polishes, and paste on nails, paste on eye lashes, paste on eyebrows, paste on nipples, all colors and sizes. And she had a fake paste on big butt, for rent, for woman physically challenged in the behind! She had hair wigs too, every color including blue! And also for sale, she had a panty the size of elephant too!

Plus, A metal bronze brush to clean the dirt from under finger nails! She stole out of the boat, brushes, scissors, combs, and on a white oval table, in the center of the green rug, she has nail files, made out of metal so when she can reuse them by washing them! Plus, when her clients need to go, she’s got toilet paper! They got an out-house, made out plywood, its private hole in the ground, just a short walk, perhaps about, two hundred feet away behind a boulder!

We listen in on a conversation :

Tenika the proprietor, is speaking, as she attends her new costumers!

Edgar told me! Me!

No!

Yes!

I, girl,  I am telling you, he left that bitch!

No!

Yes!

Easy come, easy go!

Clothes on, clothes off, that’s the way it goes!

Really I thought they made a good fit! Fit, Anything can fit!

When you got viagra, or any of those sex pills!

But you need more than a fit to keep a couple together!

No!

Yes!

Mike?

What about mike? I heard he was seeing Margi, but he so fat! Honey, whats fat got to do with it?

Long as he can move it! Hell year, as long as he can stick it in, in? Ha, ha, ha! Tell me about it! Fat, don’t hinder nothing. What about that fat bad soul singer from long ago! Whats his name?  Who? That singer, whats his name,  the big fat black dude, that use to belt out love songs in a deep, deep voice that was soft a silk? He voice would melt your panties off! You talking about, Barry White? Year, him, Great american singer, cool!

Year, but, but,

That was a thousand years ago, a long, time ago! Year, true, but I heard of his songs, before he kicked the bucket! He was fat, but he didn’t have any trouble getting women!

But, say, you know whose cool! BR! Oh, shit! But, but he nuts retorts, one customer with her head hidden under a white, over sized towel, waiting patiently hoping to get deep rub massage?

Nuts he got, but he’s the one running the show!

Rumors has it, that crazy cowboy,  he has two ships now! No?

Yes!

And, check this out! Its called Flowers!

What?

What’s called Flower!

Honey, thats the name of his new boat!

It’s a fix er upper!

What?

And they fixing her up, and fixing, to move into that boat, too, honey!

What?

You heard me! Shit! Girl, please! How you know?

Cause I don’t know, but they say they gone make a new city out of it, so we can all live in it, and its bigger than our boat, and got containers of food!

What!

No!

Yes!

More containers of food, than you got hairs on your bald head honey, ha, ha, ha, ha ,  .

No!

Yes!

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And they found people on that boat, and all are his prisoners and got clean up everything!

Really!

How many people? I don’t know, what I do know, he said all the women belong to him, and if a man wants a woman he’s got to work for Big Rex! Or no sex!

And he’s in charge of who gets sex!

Who the hell is he? He is Big Rex!

What?

No!

Yes!

Well, he is not in charge of me, said Tenika, angrily as she washed one ladies hair, pulling on it and yanking it around to dry out the water in it!

Ow, yelled the lady! What the hells wrong with you?

Oh, sorry honey! I got carried away, apologized Tenika smiling! and then standing in the center of her salon, swinging a wet towel around, snapped,

No, Man! I say no Man!  But my Goddam, man owns me, honey!

Year! Hey you know what? I think he’s gay!

No!

Yes!

So!

What’s wrong with that?

No, no what I mean, I haven’t seen the guy with any women! So I am just saying he might be gay! And what the hell is wrong with being gay?

Tenika, up yours OK!

Look, chill it, I didn’t say anything is wrong being gay! Who you telling to chill it ? Ha, ha, ha !

Stop the bullshit! Did you hear about Edgar?

Whose Edgar, don’t know him! He’s cool! And, girl please, talk about handsome OMG! The dude, looks like a movie star, lordy me he is handsome! No shit? For real! So, let me tell you what went down! He brought this blond chick here, the other day!

He, says, hey you, he says to me, heres my girl!

And he told me to fix her up!

So I looked around at this handsome guy, and then at this wash out stringy looking kid, he was calling his girl! She looks like preppy college girl, you she came in you know how teenage girls got this style of walking around in their panties, nowadays?

No!

Yes!

What was her problem?

Sick!

Bitch was sick! She strode in with a bad social skills, and she had a bad case of acne that made her look like she had lumpy bumpy Alligator skin on a good day! Don’t want to know, what she looked like on a bad day!

Plus bitch had a bad, bad attitude!

Hey, I said to my self, looking at that face, dam, shit, this girl needs plastic surgery, how the hell can I fix her up?

Ha, ha, ha! But I didn’t tell him that, of course! Oh no, Ha, ha, ha!  So, er, um,  So, I says to him you, you got money? No, but I can do some carpentry work for you in exchange! I am a good carpenter! Whats it gone cost? Well, I said I’ll tell you. Let me, first, take a look at her and ask her what she needs first, OK, I told him!

So, honey,  I said to the woman, what you need? So, she says to me, I want my hair washed, and cut, plus, a shape face message with lanolin and egg whites, then she asks, you got a hair dryer, shit yes, I said sit you butt in that chair over there!

So, I did the job, best I could, considering what I had to deal with! Ha, ha, ha! And then when its time to get paid, the carpenter boy friend backs out of the deal, trying to tell me, me, telling me he’s broke up! Cause while she was getting her hair done he found another chick, I say what? Ain’t, this a bitch!

OMG, exclaims, Sherry listening! Then, the other women laughs, ha, ha, ha!

So, what happened?

So, the man is standing in front of me, is telling me this boat load of crap, right!

Me, I am, I am saying to my self, please lord, help me keep my cool!

Cause you got to know I got temper management issues, sugar! Ha, ha, ha!

Well! Go on! What happened next? Well, shut up, let me finish! So, So, he runs this shit by me, right, that he’s got a new girl friend, and he’s not got nothing to do with the old one, I worked on! That she is on her own! So, I said, listened, and said : I don’t give mother [ BLEEP ] about your new girl friend! You still owe me from the old girl sitting in my chair, now!

You, gone pay her bill, now, so far as I am concern she is still your girl friend?

Oh no she’s not, so the his girl sitting in my chair, gets pissed off, gets up and start kicking him and she spitting on him! So, all hell breaks out now! These guys are fighting and carrying on!

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No!

Yes!

No, really?

So, So, So, that’s when my hubby Ritter came by, and step into the fray! He heard what was going down, so he yells at him. Now, do you want to get your ass kicked, or are you gone pay up, cause now we want cash! To hell with the carpentry!

So what happened, asked the woman from under the towel?

Well, Margi, the other chick, that was doing the nails! She jump up and rushed over and whispered in my ears, that we could certainly use a wooden floor instead of this rug, we are standing on!

Now truth, be told. I am tired of this stupid studio rug, we got, cause it is so lumpy! Beside I can’t stand the color green!

So that got my ass, thinking! So I calmed down and signaled to my honey, Ritter to chill, out, and leave, and let me handle it! So, he slipped-out, and walked out to the side!

And er, um, so, so I said, er, um, oh, you know what? What? We do need a wooden floor for the salon, can you help? So the dude, looks down at the floor, and looked at me, than back down at the floor. And he decides to measure it!

But, he don’t, got no measuring tape to measure with. Can you imagine a carpenter dude, with no tape measure?

OMG! ha, ha, ha!

So, guess what? What? He gone do it with his feet, now, guess what?

What?

The dude, don’t got no shoes, OK! Ha, ha, ha!

But, I say to my self, well, hey let him do his thing, so I am watching the dude carefully like cat watches a mouse!

So, he does it, by putting one foot in front of the other, and measuring saying one, two, three feet etc! And, honey, let me tell you, he figures it out correctly! Its twenty eight feet, long, and eighteen feet wide, which is correct!

I knew that shit!

So, I said to my self, well at least he’s not stupid, cause shit, I could have told him that the rug is twenty eight feet by eight teen feet, if only the dude had only asked!

Well, he says smiling, he don’t see why he couldn’t put in a nice floor for me. So, he says, he told me he would speak to BR, for permission, to rip out some nice planks from the boat, and he could sand them up, and when their cut to size and cleaned up and shiny, he’d bring them over and install them! So what happen? Nothing, honey child, that was two days ago! I am still waiting! I ain’t heard from the man! What is this handsome guys name?   Bonaparte! Bonaparte? Thats right handsome name, and one hell of a hunk! He’s handsome?

No!

Yes!

Got that right! Looks like Di Caprio when is was young decades back! But cuter! Oh lordy hows his butt? Tight!

Ain’t that right?

No!

Yes!

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And his got a body to die for! He has no trouble getting ladies! I tell you that much!

I could use Bonaparte! We all could use Bonaparte ha, ha, ha!   I’ll  pay him, ha, ha, ja! Me Too! Oh, ha, ha!

I need a man, says, the girl from under the big white towel! It’s been so long!

NO!

Yes!

I hear you!

The woman under the towel thinking to herself suddenly, says to herself, regrettably shocked that she would dare utter the dismal truth, to her self let alone verbally in the company of desperate strangers, caught in a bad dream! But she did, she says to her, I did! How, and why would I say that?  My upbringing taught me better!

My lord, did I really say that in public, “I need a man,” thought the girl from under the big white towel! My previous life, imbued with select privileged companions and gentry of impeccable taste, and partaker of the swank island corners of life, with distinctive ambiance, and as such a girl, such as me, coming from the upper classes, before the end of the world!

Now, I must face the stark fact. That, the life I was born into is not my destiny any more– my decisions are! But, what I do, is shaped by what is, and here I am amidst a class I have little in common with! But that concept must be tossed, because here on this life-raft of life, we are all equally adrift on a new unknown journey, where it will lead, dare no one to venture to guess, let alone me, for I am as clueless as the rest of the people here!

The voice we here is from the lady under the towel in the salon waiting to get her face moisturized by Tenika.

Her name is Judy! Her whole name, is Champagne, Judicandiana banoli Dastrami, was born August 21, 2025, and was a designer DNA, baby, She had wealthy parents who desired to used a genome editing technique called CRISPR to rid their child of the possibility of hereditary diseases! and her parents chose how they wanted her to look! It’s something poor people cannot afford!  You could be, superior, money thats all it takes A fact no one talks of, but everyone knows!

She was known by her wealthy family name, Judicandiana, daughter of a prominent Connecticut hedge fund creator, known as the Dikcons! She was raised and grew up in a wealthy neighborhood called Forest Hills in Toronto, Descending from Italian and more instant Canadian roots, she was the younger of five children. A fashion student enthusiast, and studied nursing therapies! Her affluent upbringing provided her with many benefits, the most preponderate was a well grounded education and head and philosophy that was well grounded, but here, now in this world,  it is like having someone come up from behind and knock you off balance? All that she was accustomed to went away that day the world ended. Her world, now alone, surrounded by strangers she must live, live to survive! Here her new friends, now are these people not by choice, but necessity, she peeks out from under the towel listening to the very loud gross foul mouth, babbling of the gossiper queen, Tenika! A drop out kid of the  pop culture. She opened a salon and doesn’t try to aim to appear cultured. Tenika, she doesn’t know what the word means, thinks Judy critically! You, she thinks, you can just look at her or him, she’s got so much, much make up on, not knowing that you are not putting on make-up for a stage performance. The folks in this camp, aren’t looking at you from the second balcony! They are standing close to you, and your makeup should be subtle, not tribal thick wick, and lordy me,  not tabloid tacky! But, what lady, who, to her, would reveal that? Certainly not Me! Oh course the martini shakers are going to love her, his, drama, and innuendoes, preposterously represented street level diatribes, with details worthy of a slum book! But, I take no comfort in morbid loose details of the sordid twisted tales about the faults of others, when each and every one of us, owns a closet full or secrets, we would rather not talk about!

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Judy, goes on thinking! I don’t fit in here, thank God! But left to breathe, or die, I am here in this place! “This garbage dump of a thing she dares call a Hair salon,”

I come, because none other exist!

Other wise I wouldn’t be caught dead in here or in her presence!

Nevertheless, I am out of my class, and off my game, and the fact, my revelation about me needing a man, is said, and out there!

I didn’t mean to reveal it!

I hope it is forgotten soon quickly, and nothing bad comes out of it!

Still, am I so different ? A ladies biological needs, on some level are the same despite your upbringing?

Still, I shouldn’t have voiced my inner thoughts openly like that, she ponders disconcertingly to herself.

Men, I  for one, don’t know why that crazy BR, keeps popping up, in my head? It is a mystery to me? He is a mystery to me! I owe him my life, for saving me, crazy or not! He’s crazy, sometimes, sometimes not! But still men, they usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy! Believe it! It is real. But only for a season. For as much joy they give you, they spike it with pain also, for some reason! Not that we women are no better! Chicken little cried the skies falling, and the world ended, but, not our inner longings needs, to be stroked, kissed, that will always be, despite the sky falling above thee!

Life’s relationships that last a long time, are rare and each teach you, if you are lucky, lifetime lessons!

I wonder whether I should wait for him to court me? I have to wait, it’s lady like! I got my pride, still I don’t know? In my former life, with so many elite fish in the sea, who the hell would think of him! He’d be the last person I would consider for marriage, perhaps a one nighter, if no one knew about it? But here and now in my new reality, he’s got the power here over my destiny! And ever since I was a little girl, I was always attracted to powerful men! He might not have been powerful in my life before the world split apart, but he sure is in my life now, and I just want to take and dump my inhibitions and just go stalk him, make my feelings known! But, I wasn’t that type of girl before. So although I want to, its hard to get over me as I was before, and just do what my instincts tells me to do! But here in my mind, to myself, I admit I want him, I crave him!

“Explorers on safaris for love, must enjoy it more, if they have had none for a long time”

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To continue to CHAPTER 12,  scroll down below and check it out!

Hi! It’s me , Madcow sammy, OMG,  talk about folks with a problem, if they don’t got a problem, they gone have a problem! But besides that, these folks, if they only knew whats in the dinner, they might be inclined to pass! I think all o them got a big surprise coming!  Believe that!! I know I would, I’d skip eating big time! And the folks that was in that boat needs to get their heads examined quick! They got issues. I know BR and The Captain do! These guys are unbelievable!  Wow,

Luckily my Iphone alarm, went off again, and woke me up! ” Oh Boy! ” Anyway, I really got to consult Toni, cause this is too much! I got to tweet him, anyhow, I just got another tweet! It’s my girl, Madcow Lady Ga Ga again! Oh how cool! Got to fly bye! Stay tuned, this is just the beginning!   I got to run now, bye, adios, adieu, A plus tard Mes amis, abschied, Wiedersehen, 這麼長時間現在，我們看到你很快 ！,告別 ,작별, 別れ ,Прощай ,الوداع ,veda , addio ,Żegnaj, bye bye, to da loo!

CHAPTER 12

The Tweets of Madcow Sammy

BAD PERSONALITIES

BIG REX

Chapter 12

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Good evening, again friends and another good Fractal welcome, back to you all! The great ages, full of fractal sages warns one to be bold, audacious! As it is you who are about to enter chapter sixteen full of queens in-between sheets! The fractal door creaks opens ever so slowly once more! Look yes you look!

Gaze into eternity, invisible and alone, gaze in to eternity and see, stories to frighten and make you sigh, stories to make you ask the questions why? Stories of hate, stories that make you want to debate the reason and where with all of your fate! Stories that search, quests that dare to inquirer into your very private hidden puddles of desire. Can behavioral desirers societal intimate be, be based in fractal algorithms too, watch, watch, watch closer, what they do!

But warning! Real torrid love stories not suitable for the immature!

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MEANWHILE!

BR, Got a coffee date with Saddie!

Together, the two of them, knowing full well what they are about, run their mouth, in what appears fun idle conversations! They play the behavioral interplay games men and women do in courtship! He would tell a joke, she would quip a quote, and the world would go around and around!

She told him she knows how to relax a man, and was playfully massaging his shoulders, for a while, while they conversed! BR, asked, what are some of the benefits of getting a relaxing and rejuvenating massage? It makes your hair grow! Where? You’ll, see, she said laughing, ha, ha, ha!

Did you like to watch Youtube before the world ended? Heck, year loved to watch Fractal movies and Star trek oldies, but goodies stories, and Rambo, Terminator, Blade, Avatar, Saturday Night Live junk too? Me too! Really? Yep! OMG! I am a Fractal lover BR, admitted smiling proudly! Ha, ha, ha! He laughed, and Saddie said, we got a lot in common, me and you too! She said, as she sat right tight, up close to his legs with her elbow on his knees, smirking sexily up to him, saying with hers words one thing, while with her body was saying quite another! You could see, it was getting warm, before the storm!

Hey Saddie, I recon my coffee is getting cold, He murmured, looking down into his cup, he said laughing as he lurched to get up to go fetch another, the woman’s elbow inadvertently swung around accidentally spilling the coffee onto his crutch, instinctually she grabbed big handfuls of napkins and rushed to dry his crutch off by wiping off the coffee water off, stroking the area of his crutch. She placed her hand on it and it rose in her fingers like mighty bamboo, hard, getting harder, she didn’t now what to do? She realized she had awakened the man in him she suddenly stopped looking at it and turned looked up into his face towering over her and suddenly he leaned down, kissing her open mouth full in the lips, she fiend to resist, but he insisted and after second didn’t resist, kissed his lips back, just as hard, just like that, BR, grabbed her up in his arms, pressing her bosom, and she on to bamboo,  grew in her hands she held on to it too, lust passions door flared, clothes got tossed bared and in thrusting it flew!

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“People stumble blind, find another near the confines of their mind, their special someone on a destiny street, they do encounter themselves and wonder why this one, is the special person, they meet?”

Usually happenstance sparks romance askance eyes glance meet, in the times street now this reason escapes you why enter your life this person, but so true no matter what you say or do, the reason still escapes you?

Perhaps to hold and embrace you and over you offer,  emotional support, provide a bridge to financial safety, offer life you real life instead of an empty one, offer you life support because you have nort godsend treasure they to you be? Pleasured you grow strong in their person and under their protection and love,  then one day from the heaven above you wakeup and they are gone no fault of your own, but bereft left song of the gone, such a heart breaking song, we all at  pass displeased the person in your life although you don’t wish to lose them, do, at a time, of destinies choosing they to you no longer be, perhaps another person attracted them away from you, you see? Perhaps they get sick to no cure, Perhaps overtime got glutenous fat and lazy and she got turned off! Perhaps you had an extra marital affair and caught she , she did and called it quits? Perhaps you struck her and being a fool, didn’t say sorry and abandoned she to you she did? Perhaps woman be you and a player too and played too much and surprised you he did and shot you dead? Perhaps you being a woman, was tempted by a lesbian, spotted he with her, and wanted nothing more to do, with you? Perhaps you let yourself go, no exercising, lots of Ice-cream and Pizza, and too much Mc Donald’s no more pretty girl you be, and said so what!

What’s he gone do, leave? But he did? No amount none,  no amount of begging on your knees,  please will your lovers heed? Please come back, please? Pretty please? But alast they out of your mind needs materialized to you, for your own abbreviated shorted time be, but essential time, on time,  for you for a reason fulfilled, not fraudulently but authenticatingly you to the level of true happiness, happiness you could not imagine, fruits of love you lovingly picked, happiness, cleverness, joyest’ness undergoing a growth in you for the better?    What lesson the person you created teaches you, you must take inventory, count the bad times with that which if you are so lucky you could and extract love like you should and treasure it,  now that it too has gone. For this is what Fractal life is! For every thing has its day and at destinies command must pass it away and night falls!”

Saddie remembered:

She did something cool and the man said OK, fox you got skills!

You my new addiction, cant wait to get you on!

You , you make my ground move like an earthquake you got’ makes me thirsty . .my word, no debate!

Popping pop, girl preference Word! Lambs bone! Gotta go home! She looked at him crossed eyed, smiling trying to figure out what he saying to her, as he talked a lot of street trash to her, How can a cowboy talk street talk? She, excited,  suddenly, looked up into the cowboys face again, looked into his eyes, which looked wild, wild, so wild, while he grabbed her up off the floor!

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Saddie, knocked his cowboy hat off with one smack of her back of her hand! You are cowboy, but you a City-man  too! Who are you? If you gone do me?   Show some respect!

She put her hands down my pants, and I said, look whose talking about respect? Ha, ha, ha! Hands ups! This is a stick up, pop pop baby! Ha, ha, ha! BR, you full of it, cowboy, City boy, bakers man, who the hell are you man? Ha, ha, ha!

You Bad! So are you! You only live once, hunt!

Rad! Narly waves bird, when you move, word! I can move it faster than you? Oh, no you can’t! Oh, yes I can! Ha, ha, ha!

Gone giving this cowboy, some chess? Give me some cheese, do what I please? You bad, bad, boy dad! Relax! Don’t sweat it! I ain’t gone no where! You know whats up!

What? You’ll see!

Come with me!

OMG!

Baby! Oh No! OMG! Stop! Stop! Ouuuuwe!

I gone leave you alone! Could you? Watch me, but not now! Ha, ha, ha!

Quiet woman, you talk to much,  he says to the palpitating little woman in front of him, as he gets down to business!

 Saddie smiles happily, wanting more as she is being ravished by BR! She’s smiles to her self so pleased, and thinks it is too good to end but it will! BR, is not an eternal sex machine , but saddie wishes he was! Both covered in lovers sweat, as they continue like animals in the dark of the night, lock tight, she feels him in here in her he oscillates vibrating between her legs. His slender body hot up against her, and suddenly she opened up her mouth, he, opens his mouth sticks out his tongue lunges in, as he moved her hands over her head, stretching both arms straight as he ravished her taught! I remembered how, he didn’t allow me to move, and did what he pleased with me, I  answered him hard as I could with upward pressure of my thighs, as our bodies clashed together! I sighed, OHHHoo, as  he ceased to exert it, held stiff in me, then rested, kissing my neck, and biting my enlarged pointy chest! I sighed, OHHHooooo ahh! Ow! You’re hurting me!  I  stuck my nails in the warm flesh of his heaving back, a hot fractal like that scratched his back till it bled red, held him too, so he couldn’t get away  like in bed, we were locked in lovers bad embrace with fractal love so good  you could taste it! Then he stopped his motor! Why? No, power? Done? Has his mechanism, shrunken and deflated? Terrified, of the thought, because she was just getting herself shifting into high gear, getting ready, is that all there is? Saddie knows, you mustn’t get tired, if both work synergistically together they would reached ecstasy!  Saddie lies still, leaving herself in suspense? She feared, he had aroused her to an almost unbearable expectation of fractal pleasure, and now that she responded, only to let her fractally down, it vanished?  How is that possible? She cried inside wishing, for him to re ignite the pleasure in sight! She asks, is he just a big mouth nut, is that all he is? No stamina? Oh, what use is this man?

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Saddie, breathed deeply waiting for the pitcher to throw the ball, not a strike! Being a double jointed young lady she held him with all her might, waiting! He stuck out his tongue like slow motion magic, and licked her, stimulating her just behind her right ear, so slowly, it took what seemed like an exciting extremely fractal eternity!  Women’s nature, sometimes forget men do pause, gather strength back then reinvigorate continue! BR, face was covered in sweat, she kissed the overheated man in her! “Bam,” he was back again, the young man, perched insecurely on her slender branches of her heaving body and rocked it till he felt it move fast slightly compressed, released it and then she pleased screamed out in delight, again,  in that preemptive state, she pleased, screamed out in delight, the warnings are up as the two of them are in sense of alertness one big sea of moving flesh iterating, iterating, sexy coefficients employing in ernest, not just all impulses, but residual stimulating energies maxing them out, as the sweat poured out of the two lovers, as they filled the room with moans and ahhh’s! BR, rested his tired head in between her mounds, and once more, then she unable to control her self, so pleased screamed out in utter delight, the sounds of her moans of suffering in fractal sexual pleasure, empowered, BR!  As she whispered and moaned, in his ear, his ears stood erect and other things too! She looked so good to him, and he looked so good to her, save for one thing, she thought :

Her anticipations and expectations of what it would be like to make love to a guy with multiple personalities had up until now, had not been met!

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But all of sudden,  one of BR, alternate personalities kicked in, and he was not BR anymore but,  him, another, and asked the lady below him, who are you? Who are you under me? Lady? Saddie was for a second was thrown off her game, rocked the same! This was so unexpected, she got erected! But she knows he got many personalities  inside him! She was shocked, but only for a fractal second, but being a woman, her prima mother wise intuitive instincts, kicked up very quickly, and were running with his cute game changes, and joined in the game! She wouldn’t evacuate, hesitate or settle to be played a fool! She knows how to play act too, and does, and without skipping a beat replied, as she grabbed his hair from the back of his head and pulled his face out of her chest like he was a mischievous child, and smiled at him and quipped sexily, You better behave!

And something, something about him about him changed. He looked weird suddenly and he looked at her square in the eyes, she got terrified!

Who are you? Who,  he suddenly asked again, in another voice, a deep sexy baritone voice she, never heard before, and surely didn’t recognize, but she liked it, and it excited her more, to know his mysterious other sides of him, scared of him, but hiding it she boldly told him to shut up!

Shut up BR, or I’ll kick your ass!

What are you, are you, are you talking to me?

Is there anybody else in me? Answer my question! I refuse!  I could kill you!I could kill you too, or I could love you, which would you prefer?

He let his long tongue dangle out his mouth like a dog, as he, whoever he was, now surveyed her terrain! His eyes eyed her bare chest and it seemed to overwhelm him! His eyes stared at one then the other, and suddenly got a far away look in them. And exclaimed : Ugly!

Look who’s talking! Don’t look in a mirror cause it will crack, my boobs are better than anybodies! She said angrily, feeling uncomfortable now, not knowing what the hell to expect from BR! You were in love with them before a minute ago, you thought they were beautiful!

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Lady, I am just a me, from a different universe you see, having a nasty, nasty dream! I just got off! Off! I am just passing through, and I find you! Who the hell are you?

None of your business sickness, talking to me like that, disrespectfully, snapped Saddie, not at all happy with his tone, or this inopportune prank, alone?

I don’t know you, replied the man, rudely,  totally confused, but mused, but a-gashed how real this nasty dream seemed? Could this be a Virtual Realty loop scoop, some bodies playing on me, he quizzed himself?

For people to make love, they should be in love!

Saddie, was feeling she was getting angry, so, she took a moment out, and breathed in a deep breath, and counted to ten. She was so angry, but, didn’t want to start a fight, so, then the girl, being street wise, checked out his worlds, and, was determined not to let him play her, or get fooled, and turned to using her own female intuition, deflected, and acted, lowered her voice, and changed her demeanor too, and put on a false big smile on her face, and whispered in the ear of the man in her, this :

 I go to bed with people I don’t know all the time, don’t you?

 No! He responded, alarmed, now, on the defensive, not at all prepared to be questioned like this. Like this?

Then, what you doing inside me, asked Saddie?

I, I, , he said stuttering, disconcertedly, and totally taken aback by the directness of the question, for which, he had no answer, and was literally choking on the question!

And asked her, Do you know, do you know who I am?

I don’t give shit who you are, now shut the F*** up and F*** me, demanded Saddie!

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Whats love got to do with it? BR’s, other personality couldn’t deal with her line of reasoning and appeared confused! She latched on to this vulnerable moment in him, and let her curiosity get the better of her, and asked him in a real sexy voice : Do have a name? Year! What’s yours, she asked? Jack SawedOff!

Jack? Jack SawedOff, she repeated, bewildered, and thought, WTF?

Pleased to meet you, Jack, she said smiling, with a very lady like tone, nodding her head, not believing a word, he said! Like wise, miss? What’s your name? Saddie, but my friends call Good sky. I am part American Cherokee Indian!Now all the while this conversation was transpiring between the two strange lovers, their bodies had paused, but then she tightened her legs, and locked him in, and shook, and then.

She kissed him on the nose, kissed him on the chin, bit him on the chin, letting her teeth sink in, wiggled her hips, and shook, reviving it, and the beat went on, and from then on, it didn’t skip a beat, but kept the motion of the locomotion, in continuous motion,  and Saddie, smiled deliriously, and said to him!

 I am one of your bugs Jack SawedOff! Bugs are my friends! Year I know! How do you know? Oh I know a lot about you! Saddie thought to her self!

WOW!Ha

This is so dam interesting, two for one!  Oh what that means is double the fun! She didn’t expect this Fractal benchmark, but loved the hell out of it! BR, she thought to herself, this son of bitch of a man, is so cool, the ultimate driving machine! He the energizer bunny on steroids! WOW! You don’t know what you got till you get it, how cool is that? Now, now, if each of his personalities comes out in me, I could make love to all of them and this could go on forever?

WOW!

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Games lovers improvise on a spot are hot, she likes them a lot, she thinks they’re so awesome! Of all the bugs you got, who do you love best?  Can you share that yummy recipe? Can I? Baby you, baby bugga you’re the one [bleeping ] in my pot! The best, [ bleep ] better than the rest! Ha, ha, ha, He laughed, blinking, peeking upward to her eyes looking down at him on her big mammary chest! Thanks, he said, Day wuz tasty! Then, she put her fingers in his ears, truly trilled enjoying this Fractal moment, and she bust out laughing, ha, ha, ha ! Bugga, you would be good on a wet, cold chilly nite! How you know? Cause I am holding  you tight! Holding you tight and it feels right, ha, ha, ha! Perfect together, ha, ha, ha!

Then suddenly something happened that shocked them both :We heard a mechanical voice, interrupt our conversation and it said, in high pitched voice, that you just know belonged to a toy doll or something : “See you later alligator ha, ha, ha!”

BR and Saddie were at first surprised and stunned, then BR, looked at Saddie and bust out laughing! Wow, guess what? It’s my talking toy pen, he explained, as Saddie opened eyes, widened, and she now had a totally surprised look on her face! I am sorry, BR, said, in whispering tone, as he looked at her in her eyes! Its just I carry it around in my jeans! I never know when its gonna speak! I think it’s the battery, the battery is nuts or something, he said laughing with a big grin! He was just as surprised as Saddie to hear it go off! He twisted his neck around to looked at his jeans he had tossed on the floor, and you could see the long pastel colored green pen sticking out his pants pocket! He had found the cute talking gadget, back in the boat, and was carrying it around ever since!

Wow! OMG, exclaimed Saddie, it totally blew my mind! She had a good laugh ha, ha, ha that is so freaken weird, Oh My God! Why did it say that, she asked? It goes off saying stuff at the darn’est times, I never know when it will start talking, he said! BR, was chuckling and laughing hard, getting a big kick out of it, and especially seeing the reaction on Saddie’s shocked face, was priceless too! “See you later alligator ha, ha, ha ,” said the mechanical voice again, lending a surreal touch to this crazy time they were having!

Again, and the two of them roared with laughter! Ha, ha, ha, OMG! That is so wild, a talking pen? BR, you so crazy,ha, ha, ha!

BR, and Saddie, were happy, playing around now doing crazy stuff to each other in this intimate moment, and joined in laughing together uncontrollably, as they enjoyed this special moment and each others company!

She pushed his head back down into the mounds of her chest, smashing it in, she was in control of BR, trying to suffocate him! BUGGA! Hmmnnn good!  Good Bugga! Goooood! Ha, ha, ha,  she laughed to herself, totally disbelieving this crazy situation was really happening right now to her now!

It was just so totally narly insane! But she loved it, and savored the moment, this crazy moment! This is so weird! She wanted to tell her friends about this man, but dare she? This has to be her secret! This moment, this instant, is so insane! Two men in one, OMG! She been with a lot of guys but nothing like this one! He was out of this world! He was out of this world, she happily thought, not knowing how true her words were!

She hugged him really tight like a teddy bear, like he was too, good to be real! Then, spontaneously, out of happiness’es freedom, she screams out a bunch of curse words that would a make anybody blush!  Ba, ba, bang me, bang, me baby, she screamed.

Jack SawedOff, he suddenly gathered up her big legs, and pushed her legs around his back, and she watched what he was doing and was trilled! It was so wild!

The man was like a fresh new man full of energy, she intuitively without asking nothing, locked her legs around him like a chain not letting go, and was totally curious as to what the hell he was going to do next, and suddenly he grabbed her up, lifting her up and got to his feet, and began to turn and twist her around,  swinging her around while still in her, and around and around, and around like a Merry-Go-Round! She, laughed happily, loosening her grip and let her body fall backward and her arms fling outward in the air as he swung her around and around faster and faster like two kids in the Merry-Go-Round of love! Jack SawedOff’s erotic fractal intelligence bone, was high up in her urethral sponge erogenous zone, was relaxed and in this sexual settings was raw, and receptively empowering and their bodies, both applauded and clapped together in ovation so sweetly as one, they were having so, so , so much fun!

They were totally alone, doing it to the bone, in this small private cave with no roof, with the rays of mother natures sun shining down of them. Shining down the gentle-less of soft reflective rays on their bare bodies in the cave, making them look surreal, as in a mist cloud of love, and in a dream like situation, in time, and in a fractal time, in the minds space cave place, of their own timing, and their own mental making,  and their own mental choosing!

They came out lover winners, they certainly weren’t loosing! This didn’t just happen! They are adults, they chose to put them selves in this situation, the pretext date of a cup of coffee and hoped things would fall in place, and fractally it did big time for both of them, and now their souls are singing fully caffeinated! Smiling inside as happy lovers do, who have a story thats very private to hide,  that bond them inside, you can’t con, it’s a real love they feel,  not something anyone can steal, and you know it, yes, and you know it, when you’ve got it! It makes you feel good, like it should! Makes you feel alive!

On fire! When they achieved this, this which cannot be defined, and relived they are better for it! This is what Fractal love of life is! They were in private, in their own Fractal universe, nothing else mattered only this bliss, and the utter thought and sweet kiss of it!

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“Love purposes decrees thus ; the greatest emotional experiences and urges and being true and honest, with ones self, not lying in pretense to ones selfs feelings, and having the courage of convictions to become a water well, whose waters are clear reflects the bottomless depth of our attraction and love for another person, and who’s ripples perceives our fragile,’ Common Vulnerabilities and Exposures,’ so that we make peace with who we really fractally are, and bond together beautifully forever! If not forever, than a day!  A day? Yes, a day, but what a glorious day! If you die tomorrow, but had that day, was it not worth it in every way?”

“Mankind may go on to invent and create many things, but nothing like this! Man is but a flea in the eyes of natures tis of thee, and before he thinks, mother nature has thought!”

Life doesn’t have to be complicated, but we make it so with the twisted off track confusion of altered egos. The mind of man is a funny thing! There are few schools to show how to use it in your time! The Fractal law says use it or lose it! But when you don’t know how, it’s a crime! Twenty-one centuries of dumbness followed by a Twenty-second and third? Or do you wish you to know the fractal laws? Stay tuned, so that they may be heard!

The man does what men do, women know this too! And women were born to have two wills : a yes, and a no! And conflicted in life, carry on so! But when she lets go she really lets go, and memories forever are made, for it is better to live a short life fully, than a thousand years of hermit-dom like in a church, surrounded in riches, that cannot kiss you or touch there, for what good are all the riches of the world, without love? What good is living, if you are not? What good is your life, if you have none? Who are you fooling,  fools besides your self, and what comfort does that give you? Wasting the little time you have and theirs? The world is filled of examples of living, when you are not, you’re a prone to end your life, end your misery like a prison! And end not just yours but others innocent too, for misery loves company too! Look around read the news, who might you accuse? Some people were raised this way from babydom, and know no other way, fearful of the new, cling to a myth, till they die stiff! For them, so far from natural natures way they have strayed, will only be happy when they enter their grave! Are you one of them? Do you use your talents of speech and audio captivating drama to draw attention to your self, please your ego, and to spread truths you guess are true, without having any proof they are?

So that your misery spreads, envious and angry others are living alive, but not you, but you, drowning in teachings, are not partaking and waiting to die! But the Fractal laws are clear! But, then it is said all that lives, some do not! All that live, don’t live enough! All that are born, don’t reach old age! All that learn don’t learn enough! All that are wise are not wise enough! All with eyes don’t see! All that are thin now won’t stay pretty! Si? “So it was said in the beginning, so it shall be fractally said in the end”

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It is said, Sex is where the you cannot hide, you must abide or die! For those self proclaimed better that thous preachers, proclaim don’t do it, if nature listened to them we wouldn’t have sex organs? If we listen to them, we would not be! It’s the stroke of destiny, for all the worlds folk, that they must abide and touch, to touch, or not to touch, that is the true Fractal question! We are living, but only partially till nude imbued, with the totality of love come alive we, really alive, realizing, that all this while we were dead, only this beautiful moment naked instead, in life is the reason for us to live not in our head, but sharing our bodies together we are no longer naked be, but fully dressed in natures finest clothes, our birthday suits tis’ of thee we be, and so nude, we are born this way, better than all the rest! Designed by the DNA Master designer programmer, Mother Nature, better than all the rest!

It’s the moment of bodies crying needs to fertilize the human seed! Its time, a delicate time we yearn, need, wish to feed ourselves, feed the need and satisfy Nature Fractal laws of propagation of the species breeds! Feeds the subconscious need, that propels us to be approached by another lover! Who loves you, your mother? And you love you? But, when a lover loves you delicate and tender, in a moment like this bliss, that is one of the highest richest categories of the glory of love that exists!  And one, since the beginning of time on earth, despite thousands unsubstantiated religious beliefs, cultural morays, doubts about what is right and what is not, obedience to natures call, is all, thou cannot, cannot and should not miss it! For life is short visit.

What is this, should we be sad about this? No! Natures chaos and recklessness is her revenge of the concept of conceptions of perfection, which is an illusion in the heart and minds men and women, not to be understood, she must do what she should! And who awed are little, ” We,” we in our ignorance, question Mother Natures Majesty?”

Next time :

The next time, later BR, went looking for her again and she was baby sitting for a bunch of kids, and she was dressed for a kids birthday party! It reminded him of the fun type people, crazy dressed up people, you see in The New York City subway, when he visited there a decade ago! And, this is how she looked in a crazy costume!

She had on her head, a big round, red and yellow florescent Afro plastic hair wig, that made her look so, so funny!

She had painted red and yellow polkadots on her face, and wore a baggy neon pink and purple over-alls.

And neon yellow gloves, and day-glow colored shoes, with little bells on them, and also around her neck!

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When he saw her, the children’s birthday party was in full swing, the kids were going nuts and she was playing with the kids, making jokes and funny faces and he wanted to talk to her! She was turning around spotted him approaching and waved to him smiling and threw him a kiss.

He was by himself, usually he was in the company of the Captain and Dizzy and Jonathan, his usual side kicks!

But he was walking by his lonesome today. He sat down on a fallen tree trunk, some distance away, and waited till she had finished, when all of sudden he saw Jonathan, walking over toward him.

Why, you here boy?

Boss, sorry, but, er, You, you told me,   .   .  . You were expecting a letter, and I received a messenger from the Flowers ship.

And he gave me this, to give to you Boss, said Jonathan, showing him the letter!!

Oh, Oh OK! Said BR, looking a little surprised, taking the letter, and glancing at the name.

It was from Kitty!

Oh, he said, Thanks! Keep this under your hat, don’t tell anybody, who the letter is from! If, er, If anybody asks, tell them, mind they business! Got that, boy!

Sure, sure Boss, and er, by the way, Garfield and Mikey, they said they need some wood to keep building out houses! You want to send them down today?

OK! I”ll send them down into the boat tomorrow. Right now, for the rest of the afternoon, just let them help preparing dinner! Then chain them boys, back up and put them in the back!

Ok, Boss, said Jonathan nodding his head, and turning to walk off.

Thanks Jonathan, talk to you later, said Br, as he glanced down and slowly stuck his nail into the envelope, which was a home made envelope. Made of typing paper glued together. BR, he studied the writing in blue ink. Kitty, was written on it in script letters. BR, thought, girl, knows how to write good, he said to himself, admiring her hand writing!

He opened it and read her letter!

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Hello, my Lord, this is my first correspondence to you! And I want you to know, I missed you, my Lord. Guess what?

I wrote a song!

It goes like this :

I am laying here being played, cos’ I like to be lied to?

I am wiping my eyes, no more tears, can’t be angry too.

It hurts, it hurts, knowing I am a flirt, I don’t like being no bodies dirty laundry’s shirt, dirty I am not, it’s just me, things just happen,  You gotta a hold on me,

Fare and square, not knowing you, loving you, trusting you. I do.

I am laying here being played, cos I like to .

I got my eyes on you,

You’re a piece of work, but don’t play me for a jerk!

It hurts, it hurts, knowing I am a flirt, I don’t like being no bodies dirty laundry’s shirt, dirty I am not, It’s just me, things just happen. You gotta a hold on me,

 Is it fare and square,  no.

I am laying here being played, cos I like to .

I got my eyes on you,

You’re a piece of work, and me too!

It’s just me, things just happen. You gotta a hold on me,

I can’t help it too!

It’s just me, things just happen, like : one, two, three. You gotta hold on me.

It’s just me, things just happen, like : one, two, three. You gotta hold on me.

I can’t help it too! But the day that’s coming the sun will shine, be fresh breath of air make me happy in my mind,

Just to me, things just happen, like  : one, two, three.

You gotta hold,

You gotta hold,

You gotta hold, on me.

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I hope you like it. I’ll sing it to you when I see you! Year, I know it sounds corny, me a singing Doctor?

I guess I am just naive. But I want to tell you, Thanks. Thanks for real, from the bottom of my heart! Thanks for saving my people out of the boat!

You know what? I have spoken to some of your soldiers, and they say you are quite a guy, and speak highly of you as Big Rex!

They don’t know who, you are, when I talk about you as Lord.

They only know you as BR. They say you are crazy, but in a good way, and they support you!

I heard a lot of good things, a lot of stuff about BR.

I want you to tell me, why are you Lord to me, and Big Rex to them? I want you to tell me all about Bumble Bee City.

By all the rumors I am hearing, you want to get the world up and running again.

I want to help.

I want to be your Queen Bee.

Seriously, I think I can help you reshape society, being a Geneticists and all. You say, you want all the woman to get pregnant, and have lots of babies. I could, if you let me make sure these newborns are designer babies. I could make them a better species, if you let me? I told you I worked on secret stuff!

We’ll talk about it, next time I see you.

Write me soon! Keep in touch. Now, what you said about I won’t like some of the things you do. Well? Boy, are you’re right. I don’t like a lot of the things you do, like you’ve got some of my friends. They are working day and night cleaning out the dead out of the boat. Everybody, here, are prisoners of yours! And at night the soldier get the woman drunk in parties and you know?

But, Lord, I have two girl friends, a lady researcher, named Denice and Dr, Joplin. I seek their freedom, so you know, if you could let them go, It will make me very happy!

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In the old Earth world, the old world we had? You know as well as I do, a lot of things were not right!

A lot. A lot, a lot! But everybody went about their business! But, we all knew!

That the wildlife was dying out, due to habitat destruction, overhunting, toxic pollution, invasion by robot slaves doing the work people used to do, and the rising heat and waters of climate change.

It wasn’t a bad world, but it was far from perfect.

But the ultimate cause of all of these factors was “human overpopulation, and over-consumption, especially by the rich, who are always being investigated by lawyers beholden to them who are incurious about their wrong doings, and are Lobbyist, who controlled all the politicians.

Write, and let me know if your perceptions coincide with mind?

And when you go to bed at night darling, who do you go to bed as? Big Rex, or Strawberry Lord? I understand Big Rex, speaks with a big southern drawl. Is that true?

Sleep tight, who ever you are. I love you! And think about me, You told me you are not a one woman man!

Don’t you forget about me.  My Lord, till next time,

                                                                             Yours truly Kitty.

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BR, looked pensive for moment, thinking to himself! Then listening to laughter coming from the children playing with Saddie, focused back his attention, on her!

He watched her! The way she played with the youngsters and thought she was great with kids. As he watched her, he thought about a lot of things, one being: she’d make a great mother!

He was getting quite a kick out of watching her chase the children around! She seemed to enjoy it as much as they did! BR, thought it was good seeing the kids doing something to get their mind off all the misery, death and destruction their young eyes had  seen. She was perfect, he thought, she would make a good teacher! She’s got that personality kids love, she connects!

Later he got a chance to draw away, and asked her to meet back at cave in his office level, he wanted to ask her something!

Later, after the party ended, Saddie came to BR, in his office in the back levels of the cave.

When the two lovers saw each other, they kiss and he hugged her, and they stood silently in a long embrace.

She laid her head on his chest, like a child snuggling up to a father, and placed both of her open palms on his big back, and just hung there in his arms, in this sweet moment, waiting for him to say something. She knew, he said he wanted to ask her something , what could it be?

Saddie, you know the other day in the meeting, I said, I think it’s a good Idea for a man to be able to have more than one wife, to make sure the camp survives! Well, I want to start a big family. You and I didn’t plan on getting to together. It just kind of sort of happened! I want to be your man, but I need another woman besides you! Perhaps two, I don’t know?

Saddies is shocked to hear this! And, she raised up and stared in to his dark eyes with fire! Am I not sexually enough for you? Hell yes, year you pop baby! You pop like one hell o’va lady!

Under normal circumstances, under normal conditions, but what the camp needs is more children being born quickly! God forbid another disaster hits us up in the mouth,  like a sickness, a plague, we now, don’t got no vaccines, little or no medicines. Any disaster could wipe us out! The more of us there are, better chances our children will survive! They survive, the world survives!

Now part of being intimate, is being honest. I have been seeing another woman secretly already, he said seriously! After Dizzy, the man who got disable, when he tried to rob my tent, well after he got castrated and became retarded, his girl friend  came to me and said, she didn’t have anybody now, and wanted to have a baby, and if I was going to have more than one wife, she would like me to take her! So, I been seeing her! No body knows about it. She comes to clean my office as a part of her jobs around the camp, and we been getting together in secret!

Secrecy is good, but now I would like to have you too! Marry you, be your man too! So the time for secrecy has passed! I love you, I want you, I hope you can accept this truth. I hope you can accept her. The lady is cool people! I want you to know what’s up! She’s a great person, sad of course and depressed about what her Dizzy did, but that’s done! That’s over! Hard cruel, but that;s life! She wants to move on! She, as you might expect is lonely, lonely and depressed! I do what I can to make her laugh, but she needs friends, women have a way about them, to express they’re feelings, when a man can’t. I don’t have much to offer you, Saddie. I can get some furniture out of the boat and try to make this place, this office cave into a home, and I want you to know about an expedition I did, with my men we found one big ass ship!

It’s called the Flower ship, and I got folks cleaning it up, and draining the water out, and I got the generators pumping water out!

 So, so, so one day Saddie baby, we can all live there in style, and guess what?

What, asked Saddie, excitedly?

 Girl, it’s the greatest thing in the world! You won’t believe this! But, it’s a gigantic container ship that was just laying out in desert and its full of food! Food? Food said Saddie looking at him happily! Yes! Can of food millions of cans of all kind of food! And it’s all good! And we found plastic bottles of orange juice, grape juices, cranberry juices, chocolate you name it! We are saved Saddie! Now, I gotta tell ya, now, now,I gotta tell ya, when I found it, it was flooded! Water pouring out of her! But I got people cleaning the boat out, and one day. One day, it’s gonna be clean. Yes, sir ree bob Girl! It’s going be our home! With real rooms, and real beds, I mean real mattresses for me, and you to sleep on!

That’s all I got girl! What do ya think?

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Wow, that’s sounds great, exclaimed Saddie, wide eyed, smiling and jumping into his open arms. And look, he said to her, the other girl, I told you about,   .   . I hope you will accept her too. I am not a one man woman! So!

I invited her to come by, so I can introduce her to you, hopefully, with trust and understanding we can make a go of things, and make a home together and face the future as one!

Hopefully with patience and understanding, we can feel comfortable enough to create a loving home for ourselves, and with a little love from the lord, and luck we can create a home for ourselves with respect, friendship, and love.

Saddie, good sky, I love you. I want you. I want you to give this a chance, will you? Will you marry me?

Saddie, ponders to her self. And tries to figure what to say him!

I thought long and hard about what he was asking me, and the feelings welded up in me like a unmovable force pushing me to comply, to say yes. I wanted to feel happy and I was, but yet I lacked the luxury of time, the luxury of normalcy! We make good love together, he excites me! He loves me! I love him! But we haven’t had time to form a deep love, other than physical love, that would stand the test of time, at lease that is what I think! We love, but in away we are, but in a way we are not, I want a man who would do anything for me, and be faithful to me, a guy who would move heaven and earth for me, but instead he loves me, but not singlely, but as part of a family, with many women! I haven’t a clue about polygamy, but I heard it’s an idea thats been around for ages.

Can’t be all that bad! Oh My God, can’t believe I am thinking this stuff? I know if my Momma was alive, and she heard me talking like this, she would skin me alive! Momma, where ever you are, pray for your daughter, cause Momma, I am sure gone need it cause, I think I am gone say yes to him! I think I will marry him!

All of us here have been thrown together, and it’s not about all work and no play, this is something! Starting a family with a guy you basically just met! A guy with different personalities! Wow! Basically I’d advise myself, give it six months, get to know him real good inside and out! We can’t get this twisted.

The moment is what do I do now? I want to go out and have fun, but the world is gone!

Gone! It’s just us. He and me, and the few others people he pulled out of the boat! We are all here, living on the precipice of the unknown.

Not knowing nothing, why what happened did? Whether it will happen again? What can I say? Is it not better to live and be happy today, when there maybe no tomorrow? Should I be happy and jump at this man holding me? Caressing, stroking me gently? Perhaps? He, did he not save me? He is asking to marry him, right? And when we’re together we certainly make the sparks fly!

His arms felt big, I can feel the strength in them as he squeezes me. But BR, is he really marriage material? He is so complex, so many sides of him I am clueless about! Perhaps I am silly, he is right, under normal situations we are certainly not. Oh My God, if he succeeded in saving us out of the boat, he could succeed in jumping starting the world by giving it a second chance!  Could we really repopulate the world? Give the world a second chance with this tiny encampment? It just might work! If there’s the slightest possibility, I want to play a role in that! Can there, be a better role than being his wife? Thinking about it,  we all live really for one thing, and that is start the world moving again, with young families producing children! If his crazy idea works, he will go down in history as a savior! They’ll write about him in history books. Should I not jump at the chance to be his queen, His wife, to be one of his first wives? Three is company in normal circumstances, but there is nothing normal in the life we are living now! If I say yes, it would mean I will be in the history books too! I don’t have his power of persuasion over crowds of people like he does, but I think I have some power over him, as long as he wants me. I will do all in my power to make him want me forever. If a baby is what he wants, I am not ready for it, but then, thinking about it. If ever there was a time to be ready now is the time.

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Saddie listened, and the words he spoke were like cut glass, sharp dangerous, this was not a game! No way! This is life!  She listened to him, not saying nothing. But the look on her face said everything. She looked solemn, serious! She, suddenly had difficulty looking into his eyes, they were there stark, too raw, unexpectantly ultra blunt for her to grasp!

You live and you die! You get saved by a man. He saves you and at some point asks you to be his wife! He’s hot. And fortunately for me, he thinks I am hot! What do I say to him? Even now my body’s up close him, and I feel him on fire~

But, men get horny on the drop of a dime, it’s the woman who has the responsibility to think, before she leaps!

Then she lets her eyes move from staring up at his eyes, to slowly drifting downward to the floor! The room is silent! She is silent.  The cave is quiet! She feels his breathing on nape of her neck and her hair, his heart beating in his big chest! His hand caressing her butt! Squeezing! But, she can’t be distracted now! She’s got to think, not with her body urges, but her mind. He is just a man! She has got to be a womb! The woman, for without the woman , the man is nothing! She’d love to have her mother, her grand mother around, to discuss this to help her make the right decisions, but, thats impossible, they are dead! She got to trust her women’s intuition!

She got to trust her instincts!  She was so silent and the room was so quiet you could hear a pin drop! She ponders his words in her head, the proposal was like an eight hundred pound gorilla inside this room! She’s got to confront it! It’s her life! Her future! Playing with a man without condoms is like playing with matches! She did get some contraceptives out of the boat, but still, to stop intentionally taking them, means a baby! Am I really ready for a baby? Such a big question? Big question for me? I am such a wild young woman! Am I ready for maturity?

I don’t know? I am kind of crazy like him! I guess thats why we get along! She ponders the unspeakable consciousness, and the gravity of these words by this man holding her up against him. He’s hot! I feel him! I can feel it! She turns her head away so he doesn’t spot her, as she lets a tear roll down her cheek! She thinks to her self, so much, so much, so fast! It’s overwhelming as she realizes the thoughts he exposed to her are rippling. Rippling, in her, head, over and over! All this is happening with her passion for him, and her womb clamoring for him to penetrate her. Stirring feelings, stirring serious feelings, contentions forcing her to make her self face hard facts! Forcing her to do battle with her conscious role in this new worlds reality, devoid of long life expectancy, perched on the edge of uncertainty, thats is a  scary place nobody wants to be!

She recalls suddenly : BR, wanted the women to take on the responsibility to repopulate the world, and that the guys needed to become physically fit and do exercises to become strong and ready to become soldiers to defend the camp and enforce discipline.  All that, stuff he said before at the meeting, if you’re looking through the lens of a long term perspective, made perfect sense! Goddam, we , she thought to her self, we are mankind, this stupid camp! Thats all thats left! She , not saying a word to him as he’s feeling her up, stroking her back and hair, and she gets real, and resist the sexual urges he tries to spark, and asks her self serious questions , like : each passing year, each passing month, each passing day, is no friend to a woman’s beauty? What time does, what time does is take it away? And when a woman’s beauty is gone, it is gone forever! Better to take advantage, while the taking is hot? She might as well be satisfied with what she’s got!

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And that woman he talked to her about, The girl that was Dizzy’s girl friend, before he got all [ BLEEPED UP ] and castrated! She saw her around, she knew who she was, that he was talking about! Her name is  Antoinette Mungi Boccia , a black girl, she’s cute! Seems nice!

She’s OK, I think we would get along, but what would I do in her situation. If I needed a man? And her man is useless! Better off dead!  What would a woman do, burdened with a union, corrupted by a cruel twist of bad luck! “Not even pretense, that there is love, can satisfy an empty soul, or sexual body in need! To pretend convincingly even to one self,  is futile!” I am not a nun and I know she’s not one either, we are not crazy! And life is a bitch! On a short switch! Make a move bad or good, you can wind up in a ditch? BR, is feeling me up trying his darn’est to get me hot, she said to her self, but, I am not gonna make love with him to night, I’ll give him my answer in the in morning, I got to think right!

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I told him to calm down, I didn’t feel good about making love right now, not now! I wasn’t feeling right. He was uptight about it, took awhile, you know how men are when it comes to women. Thinking with that, instead of their heads, they’re little babies, little kids, you know what I mean? But, not him, he gets quiet, pulls on his chin, and pulls on his mustache hairs, what ever that does, who knows? But, yo, I kissed his cheek and told him later! He was cool and let it go, and I asked him to show me around his part of the cave.

He had it all boarded up, so I knew it had to be locked off for a reason? He looked surprised when I asked  him! His face brightened up, when he heard my interest in checking it out! This part of the cave is off limits, he said to me smiling, but, thats for the others not you come on honey, he told me, grabbing me around the waist, anxious, to show me and pushing me to walk faster! We headed toward a rough looking cave wall. I said to my self what the hell, this thing looks like a crack in the wall. I hope he doesn’t expect me go poke my head in there? I saw this huge rocky wall with a fissure opening in it, that went from the floor to the ceiling, and he said you got a surprise in store for you, honey! You’ll never guess whats inside, he said smiling proudly?

I took a deep breath as he urged to go inside. I said to myself, OK, this better be good and I put out my arms and he grabbed around my hips and helped me crawl into hole in the wall.

Once inside I saw it. Something was shimmering like yellow stars when he raised the light of the lantern up in the air. I could make out in the shadows, some shovels and white plastic buckets! Some had water in them, and some were full of dark brown soil, and off to the side on the ground, a strainer, to sift the dirt. It was a make shift strainer he made from wire from window screens, that you place in a window to keep out bugs and stuff. It was a window screen, that he tore out the wire and was using it as strainer to sift for gold!

A strainer, I thought and bingo, I remembered when I was in the Girl Scouts Camp, they took us kids, to a river with wire strainers to sift for gold. But, that wasn’t real, that was just for fun and for the children to be exposed to the history of the Gold Rush in the United States, long ago and to learn. But, this was for real! The folds of the floor was a gold mine! Thats what we were walking on. Who knew? WOW, Gold, Oh My God! Year, he said broadly smiling at her, you got to strain it out, but this section of the cave is loaded! Saddie thought to her self smiling, No wonder the son of bitch had it hidden! “The triumph of Time, and truths revelations, indecently hidden no more!”  But, thought Saddie, what other secrets BR’s got? Is this all? I just bet he has many! He so crazy, so mysterious, so complex! Could, he have more secrets hidden in his mind? In this cave? I guess as his wife he will tell me? Being at his side, I clasped his hand, and held on to it. It was warm! It was a big hand, holding my little hand. It excited me, but I didn’t want him to know that!

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MEANWHILE, Later Saddie goes home . .

Where, you been, girl asks kathy, as Saddie pulls aside the plastic blue tent door where she lives with her roomies, and pokes her head in and looks at them?

Where?

Saddie, playfully, rolls her eyes in her head smiling and making funny faces and crosses her eyes, and sticks out her tongue!

Year, said kathy, one of four girls Saddie shares a tent with, as she enters the tent, smiling, such a big smile from ear to ear, like a mischievous little girl there, the look on her face, was like a rat that just ate the cat! She beams at her roommates, kathy, Barni and Judy too, and excitedly jumps around in a little circle, like a football cheerleader fanatic going totally nuts and yells out smiling happily!

Guess who got laid?

What?

Yo, was,up?

What?

Girl, keep your voice down! Come on inside sit-down! Child, stay awhile! Run that by me again?

What?

Say what? Ha, ha, ha o, OH! Shit! Girl you don’t quit! Come in, she did it! Just look at her!

OMG!

Ouueeeweeee!! Look at her! Oh shit, she’s bugging, ha ha, ha!

The moon must be out,

Year!

It does that to people! What ever, wish I had some of whats she on! Ha, ha, ha!

Shit!

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Come back? Calm down, calm down fatty, lower your voice, woman!  Ha, ha, ha! Holy Shit!

Say what? I hope you not on something? Just look at her jumping up and down , she’s bugging!

Hello?  Lol!

I got banged, and I got a guy who wants me to marry him! Girls, exclaimed, Saddie joyfully as she jumped gay fully on the floor, twisted around twice, giggling, and blurted  out to them : It was a blast! You will never guess who?

Who?

I saw you to talking with a guy the day, exclaims her friend Shirley excitedly, Oh, shucks, whats his name, Oh year, Valbanter? Is it him?

Naw, no!

Could it be Tim, the electrician, ask kathy?

Naw!

Don’t tell me that carpenter guy with the good looks, asks Judy?

[blue=color]Who?[/color]

Edgar Bonaparte!

No not him though I wouldn’t mind him! He’s hot!

Is he one of the old men?

Old man?

A sugar Daddy?

No!

Year, but not too old!

Come on tell us!

Whats up?

He is strong, crazy nuts, and a banger!

Shit, who is this guy?

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MEANWHILE

Stay tuned chapter 13 is up next!

Hi! It’s me , Madcow sammy, OMG,  talk about folks with a problem, if they don’t got a problem, they gone have a problem! But besides that, these folks, if they only knew whats in the dinner, they might be inclined to pass! I think all o them got a big surprise coming!  Believe that!! I know I would, I’d skip eating big time! And the folks that was in that boat needs to get their heads examined quick! They got issues. I know BR and The Captain do! These guys are unbelievable!  Wow,

Luckily my Iphone alarm, went off again, and woke me up! ” Oh Boy! ” Anyway, I really got to consult Toni, cause this is too much! I got to tweet him, anyhow, I just got another tweet! It’s my girl, Madcow Lady Ga Ga again! Oh how cool! Got to fly bye! Stay tuned, this is just the beginning!   I got to run now, bye, adios, adieu, A plus tard Mes amis, abschied, Wiedersehen, 這麼長時間現在，我們看到你很快 ！,告別 ,작별, 別れ ,Прощай ,الوداع ,veda , addio ,Żegnaj, bye bye, to da loo!

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The Tweets of Madcow Sammy

BAD PERSONALITIES

BIG REX

The Tender Side

“Beware of the man who owns his brain, to you he will appear insane”

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Sounds like, just what we need! Said Kathy, Ha, ha, ha!

 Ha, ha, ha!

Barni, tells her, and this, this shit must, of all happened all of sudden! Hello, like it went down like hello, how, and when, cause, honey, we girls,  didn’t see you with no body Saddie? We didn’t think you had a boy friend? Yo?

 Judy, snaps doubtful, She, don’t! She’s full of it!

Barni puts her two cents in, This, this if she’s not lying, must have been, somebody she just picked up!

Kathy continues, Saddie went fishing, ain’t that a bitch, o well, go on? Who did you catch bitch?

Judy tries to pry her open saying : Year, cause you’ll tell us everything so! Go on! Go on! sheeehhh’ it! Please! Whose this Dude?

Barni, grins and snaps, and asked, Got to be a drive by? Driving by right? You wiggled your hips, he got caught in your car’s head lights beams, and Bam! Ha, ha, ha chuckles Barni sarcastically!

Saddie, blushing, but kind of proud and kind of smug, says ,Year, she  smiles, not looking at them inter eyes! It was, she said stressing the word ” was ,”  kind of sudden. Real sudden! It happened so fast! OMG! But, I had my eye out on him, but wasn’t sure, hell I am still not sure! But you guys are gone help me make up my mind!

What? Asked Kathy?

Barni stares and says unbelievingly, You?  You?

Us!

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Judy, her eyes bulging, emotion peeking in her voice with curiosity, as she asks inquisitively, We are?   We? Are? Judy asked, like it just can’t be true!

Saddie, in low but excited voice, Year I didn’t say yes, yet! He asked to me to marry him,

What?

Judy interrupts her, and yells What?

Saddie, continues smiling and licking her lips, but I told him, I’d give him my answer tomorrow!

Heats on big time ladies!

I got to think it over! Help me!

Heat’s on ladies! And it’s driving nuts! I got to think it over! Help me!

Oh my God!

You are crazy, just because Hmmmmnnn! You got plenty of time girl! None of us, do you here, none of us are going nowhere soon! Why rush into things?

I am, I am not rushing, other wise I wouldn’t be asking you for advice?

True, but still?

This, ain’t no place to have a wedding, we don’t even got a church! How the hell, you gone walk down the aisle?

I got to make a big decision and you guys got help this poor child out!

OMG! Oh my Lord!

Dear, I don’t believe what I hear? Saddie, you too, crazy to get married!

Poor guy, who ever he is, lord knows he gone be in a heap of do, doo, Ha, ha, ha!

When you moving out the tent, we need space! Ha, ha, ha!

Help me!

You know, come to think of it, I, I remember seeing a manikin wearing a white wedding dress on the boat!

Year, the one with the rats sleeping on it!

Sounds perfect for her! Ha, ha, ha!

No! I don’t believe you guys!

Does he know how to make love?

Whose is driving you so crazy, Saddie?

Ain’t nobody gone marry you, Saddie, you too ugly!

Wait, a minute, hey ,hey, Judy you say you studied Psychology, lay it out for this child, won’t you please! Won’t you, tell her, she’s so, so mad, she is sad! Ha, ha, ha!

What do say, Judy?

Getting laid is cool fool, ha, ha, ha! But, wait. Ha, ha, ha! Now, Ha, ha, ha, getting married is another story!

Oh, course! Give me a break, all ready lol! Look just help me? What do you guys think?

How the [ BLEEP ] we gone help you if we don’t know who the guy is?

I know who it is .  It’s the man in moon, ha, ha, ha!

Please?

Sugar, you love him?

I want him, love will come with time, later!  Right now we are rushing things, but he says we are living on borrow time, and we all are lucky to be alive! So why put off for tomorrow what we can do today?

Sounds crazy! Saddie sorry!

Look, thanks just help me!

Well, first, are gone you tell us who he is or are we gone have beat you ass to find out?

Why won’t you reveal who it is?

No, you don’t got to divulge him to us, why rat him out, keep it a secret!

BR, blurted out, Saddie!

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WHAT?

The laughter collapsed instantaneously , as the name BR, rung bells in the head of everybody!

The room was shocked, it was very was quiet for a second! You could see that everyone looked at each other unbelievingly, and was floored by the news she was giving them! Kathy held up her hands over mouth, opened her eyes wide and crossed them, shaking her head and Judy the other room mate fell out backwards on the bed, and looked like she just got hit with frying pan in the head! Barni, the other girl sharing the tent, her eyes was just bugging out and said, Holy Shit! BR, you and him?

Yup!

Wild, right?

Saddie this man is wild-man! Are you kidding? This man is raw! He’s wild!

Wild? Oh My God! You don’t know how wild he is! He is a savage! It’s a foot long! I can’t wait for more!

OMG, Saddie you poor child! Hey, is there a doctor in the house, ha, ha, ha! Judy, you a nurse, give her something! She is sick!

You can’t wait for more, ha, ha, ha!

OH, lord!

Shit, shit OMG!

Thats not wild, exclaimed Barni, suddenly getting to her feet and caught Saddie around the shoulders, grabbing and pulling her down on the bed playfully! You a sick, sick sic, chick! Ha, ha, ha! That is insane! Big! She exclaimed surprised, holding her hands up to cheeks, and staring a stinging look at Saddie smiling in amazement! Oh my God! That man is scary!

You and BR?

Yep!

OMG!

I’d be scare to go to bed with that guy! I am scared of him!

Saddie was happy, beating the bed with her hands, and bouncing on the bed chuckling and she flashed a glance over at her friend Judy!

Whats the matter Judy, Saddie asked Judy, who was laying back on the bed looking like she was dazed! Like she was stunned!

Oh! I am just so happy for you!

You are special, and too good for him!

Thanks Judy! I am, but guess what?

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What?

He just might turn out to be to good for me! Girls, let me tell you, he in private, is personally incredible! OMG! The guy is fun to be around in private, and he treats me nice and is caring! Well, I am not gone tell y’all all, but he is blast!

OMG! He, ha, ha, ha Oh, lordy lordy here sister, whisper it in my ear, said Judy to her, smiling and nudging her to talk in her ear so the others don’t hear!

Is he sticky?

He is sticky!

Stick shift?

Auto?

Not only turbo, but his personalities come!

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Telescopic?

Expandable!

Cherrie, on top?

Hot!

What?

A lot?

Shift the stick?

Wasn’t easy!

Sleazy?

Saddie turned and said to Barni, hey sister you got any more candy left?

Year, you want some?

Sure enough!

Barni, was busy fixing her big bushy hair applying Agadir conditioner shampoo to it, but, she stopped, and she opened her purse up, from it took candies to quench Saddies thirst, and gave the horny one two, Saddie, took the candies, peeled off the transparent wrapper of the red lolly pop on a white stick, and continued the conversation with Judy, and gave her one, and the two girls sucked on the lolly pops together!

HMMMnn Good!

Like a lolly pop should?

Best!

Best?

Best!

Mouth watering?

How?

OH!

oooohhhhh,OH!

O?

OoooHHHH. Ahhh! ou!

That good?

Better!

OMG!

O?

OH,oooHHH, she sighed breathing harder, and staring into Judy’s wide blue eyes, as she recalls the intimacy, all the while tugging on the lolly pops, stick in her mouth, twirling her tongue around it in her mouth remembering!

You want some?

What?

Do you want me to tell you more?

All I can get, smiled Judy mischievously , totally engrossed in the private coded girlie talk details women sometimes engage in when they don’t want others around them, to listen in and understand what they are talking about! What, Saddie was insinuating to her was so tantalizingly detailed, but only they could understand!

Wet?

Bet!

HMMnnn!

This lolly pop sucks!

Tell me about it!

Wish we had the real thing!

Tell me about it!

Pablum?

Say what?

You took the Baby for a walk in the park?

The sun was out shinning!

While I was walking the baby!

Baby Cried!

Baby formula?

Baby bottle ?

Two!

Two?

Longtime?

OMG, sucked!

Long?

Fifteen minutes on the right one!

What?

Hadn’t in days, girl up! Hungry, OMG!  

Left too?

OH MY GOD, did he, he hurt it! Really?

OMG!

Came, girl!

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Came?

Please! pleaseeeeee!

WOW!

Niagara falls!

No?

Yes!

OMG! ha, ha, ha!

Smoking!

WoW!

A cigarette?

Afterwards, there was no time!

Really?

We were busy!

Busy?

Too , Busy!

Weather, how was it?

Hot!

Really, reallyyyy?

No birds flying in the skY!

Why?

Its was too hot to fly!

What?

We were perspiring hard!

OMG!

Licked?

Told me it was salty!

No?

Yes!

OMG!

So, what did you cook him for dinner?

Turkey, breast!

Bite?

What a beast!

Nasty?

Incredibly!

Gorilla!

What you saying!

Public!

Hairy?

Bush?

Jet blacK?

Bushy Oh honey, yes,OMG!

LONG hairs?

Scratchy set me off Excited! Wooooo boy! Thats right, you know what time it is! Ha, ha, ha,ha, OMG! Hello!

No?

On fire!

Should of called the fire dept.!

Hell no! Up yours, ha, ha, ha! Light my fire, light my fire. light my fire . . .Light it up, honey! Burn my house down! Like that sucker up!

Could you handle it?

Fire like this, I like!

Kissed it?

Didn’t miss!

WOW!

OH! Judy sighed, and murmured chuckling, oooo, oh!

I stared at it!

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What?

Hell yes!

You . .  didn’t?

It was awesome!

No?

Better, than landing, right on target! Big, like a big thick rolled up magazine with a rubber band on it! At one point he hit me in the head with it!

Back off the crack-pipe bro! Ha, ha, ha! OH MY God! Ha, a,ha, ha,  . .Girl, you too much! Ha, ha,,ha . .

Hello!

No, no,But no For real?

REAL!

Dinky kinky?

Dinky kinky!

Doing it to music?

Damm straight, he can dance too!

Shit no?

Give me a break, girl. I am the one, telling what went down! Ha, ha, ha!

What you had on?

Nothing!

No, silly, I mean what music was y’all playing/

Oh, some romantic shit, I don’t remember, but, it was on time, right in the mood, I don’t recall the song, I forgot! But, it was cool! Lots of musical instruments!

WOW, you two . . . . . It sounds like you had it good .  You had a good time!

But he played the organ!

Organ?

Ha, ha, ha!

What a retard!

Tell me about it!

But that’s nothing, let me tell you the good part, he  . . .  

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Suddenly. Kathy, abruptly, burst into the their conversation, leaning over listening on the talk,pushed them apart, and reacted like a silly immature fool, screamed out real loud interrupting the flow of talk just as it was getting good!  

Pervert, Perverts! Nasty, nasty girls, ha, ha, ha !

OMG!

What, what are you saying? What are you saying woman?

Goddam it! Will you guys stop screaming and keep you’re [ BLEEPING ] voices down!

Give me a smoke, and keep it down!

Lower you’re [ BLEEPING ] voices! What the hells the matter with you? Do you want the whole camp to hear us? Shit, please Goddam! Oh, shucks, don’t be silly! Keep you voices down!

Quiet!

The walls are made of plastic, this is tent shit! It’s not a private girls bar somewhere, shoot! Do you want every body to hear us?

You are such a F*** retard!

F** you!

And don’t get me started, somebody been taking my Kotex, and I think it is you!

I got my shit, I don’t need yours, jerk!

That’s insulting!

I got plenty out of the boat, stupid!

]Year right! .

And, this morning, I noticed, a whole cigarette was missing out of my pack, who went in my purse? Now I told you I don’t want nobody touching my cigarettes, shit! I told you Barni, I am generous, not selfish, and, just like I said, I would let you take a puff on it once a week, since you don’t got none of your own! Shit, like man, cause there ain’t no GODDAM, cigarettes around, since this [ BLEEPING ] world went up in smoke, dope! So, like chill, man! I got to hold onto my thing, my thing, what part of mine you don’t F***ing understand shit, bitch! Your ass is getting me mad, now! No shit!

The men will give you one, if you go to bed with them, you don’t want that, so I am being nice, but shit don’t steal from me , thats crossing the [ BLEEPING ] LINE!

I didn’t touch nothing, shit!

I am not that hard up!

BULL SHIT!

That’s what you always say, yak kitty yakity yak! I am tired of that track, jack!

You all know how little I have got! Dammit! And, somebody stole one!

OH shit, Kathy, Nobody stole it, You probably just miscounted them!

Dude, the main thing is this: There is nothing you can say that will change how she thinks:

Year, she can’t count!

Up yours douche bag!

JUST [ BLEEP] YOUR SELF UP!

U. MAD?

Yep..and I can also recognize a piece of [ BLEEPING ] shit when I see one!

I do not steal [ BLEEPING] smokes, man! It isn’t like that! I didn’t take your  [BLEEPING ] smokes, man, now [ BLEEP ] off, for I beat you’re  [BLEEPING ] ass!

OH year, Look at that chicken scratch! What the [ BLEEP] Like that and I don’t give a [ BLEEPING ] shit what you say, imbecile!

What?

Thats the truth, eat it.

You [ BLEEPING ] WEMON, are all INSANE

U girl r always mad cuz you got sand in your vagina, chill out.

God dam, cool it!

Look at you! And you claim it is I should cool it? How do you no what cool is bitch?

Who u calling a bitch, bitch?

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They creep up on you.

Woo now, hey, but yes cussing and BS’ing is crossing the limit.

So since those beautiful persons are stupid and pathetic, you should stoop to their level too? Come grow up we didn’t steal you stupid cigarette! BOTH SUCK…….no really

You know, you guys are acting like real dumb ass Tweens queens between the sheets, will I buy it, NO! I think you attitude got to go who the hell asked you beautiful person! Piece of crap! I am ashamed of you,NOT attractive, dude, you traded down. Honestly! This not becoming!

I love every body, amazing, waiting for the swelling to go down! Super happy fun time, not really, we got to smoke broke dupe, What, one hundred percent, no cigarettes, and your hobbies is rolling around in the sand, but hello, get a life, there is no way, we gone sneak a smoke, this middle school BS!

Your legacy might get a little dirty, by the company you keep!

Roaches, weed, creed, die for, dreaming look, lets book? Where to I don’t give a [ BLEEP]

Creep, you took it !

Lier!

What, what, said Barni, who was all the wild fixing her hair, but swings her body around, turns around and throws the bottle of shampoo at Kathy and leaps onto of her while she laying in the bed with Judy ! The  spontaneous brawl begins, and the fighting is on with a punch in the tit! Ow! Bitch, yells Kathy, and Judy gets up as the two girls roll off the bed between the legs of the others ladies and its gets rough, as fists start to fly, Kathy punches her in the head five times, and Barni tugs hard on Kathy’s hair, pulling her head down and smashing it, in the rocky floor! Ow, bitch, Barni scratches Kathy’s face, and Kathy kicks in the stomach by raising up her knee, grabs her around the neck and wrestles her down, Kathy screams as she breaks a nail, get really pissed off now, and rips off the other girls panty and starts strangling her with it! Help! Help! I can’t breathe! Help1 Owwwwww! Help!

But, as things get hairy, Judy gets up and walks out, and Saddie followers her,

You know, I love these guys but, living with them is a real trip, Year, they fight at leas twice a week, luckily I will be getting married, and move out of this hell hole and live with BR!

Year, I really find it regrettable but, they’re cigarette addicts, and gone way over the top about smoking, hell, no disrespect, but they are too, nuts about cigarettes! Amazing, I do without it! Me too, I feel like I been having this conversation with Barni and Kathy, forever, cigarette addicts are just that addicts, come on lets book,

Where too ?

Anywhere, but here!

Lets just walk!  Hey, look!

Let’s be honest, well….Not really! That’s amazing . .!

Shameful, so dam retarded. OMG! I am not a smoker.

Me either, I do it to, you know, to be sociable, sometimes, that’s all!

I can take it, or leave it, and I know that, if you do it a lot, and it becomes a daily habit, instead of once a while thing, you understand what I am saying? It could cause cancer, later when, you know, your old and grey, getting ready to kick the bucket, anyway, and all, right? The reality is, its over! The world got mess up, we got messed up! And we lower ourselves to acting like animals! So, check it out, the girls, shit, they should get their act together, and grow up, for god sakes, and get ahead of the game!  Unless we find a way of growing tobacco again, and right now, Saddie, thats to say the least, is a bleak, bleak dream!

Tell me about it!

There are no more cigarettes in the world being produced! Kathy, Barni, I can, I can see where the hell they’re coming from, the little we have. The little we got, we got to preserve it, that’s what they keep harping on, that’s their assessment! I can feel their pain though. I can tell you that!

Year, me too, said Saddie, but, then, she thought to her self, and kept this fact to her self, BR, has in his office in the cave, a whole wall full of boxes, and  boxes of all kinds of cigarettes, that he got out of the boat! But, that’s one of his secrets he showed me, and, gosh. I, I got to say nothing, she thought to herself.

Saddie, said Judy, you know, the fact is, and you can’t deny it,” ain’t no more coming!” No more cigarettes!

I understand where they are coming from, but fighting over it, is retarded! [ BLEEP ] THEM, come on lets go for a walk, eventually they calm down or be dead!

Tell me about it, replied Saddie!

Lets keep continuing talking about you know, you and BR, girl! Ha, ha, ha!

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Saddie now! Stop! What are you saying, that we all want to hear more of?

I told BR, that . .Oooh , I like it when you calls me sweetie , do it some more …and now, thats all he calls me! Cool! Ha, ha, ha, heh, heh!

But, tell me! Tell me really. You, well, do you ..I mean , er um, er . . . He, he doesn’t scare the hell out of you, I mean . . ..when he says, you know, and acts and says crazy, crazy stuff? I mean, I know he is a dangerous man. You can’t deny that, can you? I suspected he didn’t have a heart, but, what you are telling me is he does, questions Judy, eager to dispel her private personal reservations, she holds about a man she secretly finds fascinating!

He can’t solve all the camps problems, but he tries, but dangerously.

Naw, its cuz he’s not, he, well you said it, your self :  He, ACTS, it’s an act, once you get that, you can handle him too! I can reveal this though, you got to show him, your not scare of him, other wise he’ll walk all over you, tell you that much! Shit!

Shit! Straight up!

Really?

Why?

Is he more crazy than we think?

Judy, he is so crazy I love him! Because he’s crazy? Because he is crazy like a smart fox, thats why!

Well, I’ll let you in on a little secret, I am little crazy Too~ Ha, ha, ha! I think, thats why we hit it off! I am little nuts too!

Ah year!

A little?

A little only? Ha, ha, ha!

Girl you F***ing nuts!  You F***ing nuts! Shit! Mannn! Who the hell you kidding? Ha, ha, ha!

OK, perhaps a tinsy, wincy, tiny more than a little! Ha ha, ha, ha!

The young women burst into laughter, Oh, ha, Ha, ha, ha!

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MEANWHILE

BR, had ordered a dozen able bodied men, to engage in the task of extricating several motorcycles, that the Captain, had previously told him about, that were down in the boat. Locating them, was easy, but, getting them out, was a whole another story. They were down in a section that was blocked by a bunch of huge steel beams of the boat! Even though, they resorted to using jacks, and pulleys, and blow torches, it was slow going! Because the beams were big, and in some sections, ten inches thick! In the beginning, the guys were all happy and gun ho, to get them out, but, as much, and as hard as they tried, it was not happening! And finally, the men gave up, the boats beams, where just too thick, to cut through to free them!

Bottom line was, the equipment and blow torches they had, were just not powerful enough to do the job! It wasn’t their fault! Its just they didn’t have the right stuff. It would take industrial grade torches to do the job! The motorcycles were down there, all right, but would have to stay down there, to the disappointment of the men, cause they could not for the life of them, get them out! It broke everyones heart! Now, it was up to  Jonathan, the man, BR, put in charge of the team, to go back to BR’s, office, and tell him, they failed! About  ten minutes, later, a somber looking Jonathan, came back and said BR, wanted every body to take a break, get off the boat, and come back after about an hour, he was gone take a look an it himself!

So, they listened to him, abandoned the motorcycles and left the ship, after they had gone,

BR, was seen carrying something, and went to the boat with something tied up with heavy duty ropes, in a big black garbage bag! He pulled it up the side of the boat, and then he crawled up the rope, and went up too!

The men, all came back later, like BR, ordered, and to their shock and surprise the beams were cut! The guys were baffled how, he did it. They pulled out the motorcycles by tying ropes around them, and took them out. The whole camp was watching as the men lowered the Harley’s bikes, down the sides of the boat safely to the ground. They let out a cheer as each one came down too! It was a good afternoon for everybody! You had to push back the little kids and the guys were all elated, no ecstatically happy, and going nuts talking about them. They were in different cool brite colors! There were seven in total, all shiny and their chrome sparkling in the afternoons sun. All that was needed was gas, and the boys took care of that in short order, and waited around drinking and joking around, for what the boss had to say. BR, directed Jonathan, and the boats engineer, to test the big bikes out, and check them to see, if they were all right! He stayed up on the caves mountain watching through his binoculars. The roar, of the engine drew cheers from the kids and men and women that gathered around, as they watched enthusiastically the bikes descent. It brought a tear, to some peoples eyes, realizing that such toys on earth are still here, still around, despite every thing, calling it a miracle! BR, had kept his word! Everyone, knew he was a pure madman, but madman or not, there was the bikes, on the ground, outside of the boat, in plain sight, when every body said it was impossible to get them out, he did!

MEANWHILE

A couple of the guys were standing around the bikes, they brought back to the cave for safe keeping, and began to talk about what had transpired that day!

Shit, I don’t much know bout science like you dude, you say thats your field, but you got, dam, you, Jonathan, but, but um, did you, did you check out that metal! What? That beam you told me to cut, I spent three [ BLEEPING ] hours trying to cut through that dam beam, and the Boss goes in and twenty minutes later, Bam, he melted it! That, shit don’t seem strange to you?

Hell, yes! It do! Well, did you ask him, how he did it? Hell, no! See, he said to Bonaparte, the guy who asked him the question,  He, the Boss, is a funny guy. He’s talkative and then again he’s not!

One thing I learned, about dealing with him! And, that is, keep quiet, and observe! So, I got a thing, where I just watch him!   You, saying you just check him out, but, you don’t ask him nothing, asked the young man, as he scanned Jonathan’s eyes for the truth!

Well, chimed in, Josh, how the [ BLEEP] we going to know, no? If, if we don’t ask him about it!

Well, I am not saying not to ask him. What I am saying, is just I ain’t gonna ask him, get it . You can do what ever you feel like!

Thats right!

But, you, er, um, don’t want to? Yep!

See, guys, I am a little skeptical, about asking him things! So, what I do, is watch. Watch!  Watching and thinking and keeping my mouth shut! And, so, when you see him do something like this, What?

You don’t even ask, and say, hey Boss, how did you pull that off! How did you cut it, when we couldn’t?

No!

You don’t!

No!

Why?

BR, is a strange guy!

Strange guys are strange, if you get my drift!

Strange?

Yep!

Some times, some times. You’ll know, your better off leaving strange guys alone. Specially when your life seems to depend on him, and the decisions he makes!

Decisions?

Yep! See, guys said Jonathan, so far, as this man is concerned, his decisions, both good, and bad, have kept us all alive. I got to hand it to him. I got to respect him for that! I don’t condone all his actions,but what it is , is what it is!

But what has that got to do with anything, ask Josh looking straight at him in his eyes?

You saw that metal it didn’t look right? It was cut too clean! What type of machine does a slice like that, Jonathan?

I don’t know, I looked, but I just don’t know!

But you don’t want, you don’t want to ask him, asked Josh? If, he wants me to know, he’ll tell  me. Now, I got to tell you, he helps me out with my work, and he told me some while back, in no uncertain terms, he doesn’t like me asking him stuff! So, year, I, I am, I am dam curious, but, I, well, Bonaparte, I rather just stay, stay away.  I stay clear of him. Now I can tell you this, the day will come, when we’ll know, cause, time will past and things will happen, when he will have to trust us, and when that day comes, he’ll let us all know about his bag of tricks! See , scientifically speaking, mind you he needs us, and we need him!

Well, said Josh, I got to admit, he has his moments, when you think he’s just an average guy, regular joe, but, ain’t nothing in the world, that’ll make me believe he is!

Got that right, says Bonaparte, adding, it is strange how every body on the surface of the earth died, that day except him, strange man, all right! Year! But, god bless him, shit, Mann, cause if he didn’t we’d be dead now, if wasn’t for this crazy dude!

Well, shit, I am gone ask him . . about it?

You mean the beam? The beams! That dude, cut a couple! Not just one! Cut them clean off! Well, can’t say I understand it. They looked like they were sliced off clean? Yep, didn’t resemble the work of a blow torch? Right! No, answered Bonaparte, nope no way! Well, have another, motioned Josh as he brought out bring out another case of beer.

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LATER

Garfiel and Mikey, BR, slaves, were having one of their infamous, down to earth conversations again, about the work of the Aqueduct project, BR, had them working on in th cave for the last couple of weeks! It was anticipatorial attempt, by BR, to take advantage of future rainfall, to provide running water for his cave dwellings. He got Jonathan, to make up the blue prints, and used his slaves Mikey and Garfiel, to carry the construction work, out. It consisted of cutting out a basin to catch the rainwater on top of the mountain, where the cave was below, and to excavate a gully, to channel the rainwater down to be caught in plastic pipes, they confiscated from out of the ship, and positioned those, to channel the rainwater, so that a bathrooms in his cave home, could have toilet facilities! The black water runoff, destined to runoff into a hole in the underground, where it could be disperse into a runoff stream without causing Odors. It was a huge undertaking, but finally it was done! We listen in, on, Mikey and garfiel :

Shit, complained Mikey to Garfiel, who was sitting down taking a shit!

Shit is right!

Thats what this hole is, all about shit!

Got that right!

Right?

Right on brother, shit!

Now you Know the way you take shit out of that hole in your stomach blows my [BLEEPING ] mind!

Creepy!

Oh, shut the [ BLEEP ] up, and mind your own, GOD DAM, business! You the one thats creepy, creep!

Dam prejudice son of bitch!

Am not!

Are too!

Am not!

You are too!

Am not!

[ BLEEP] You, mother[ BLEEP]

Now, don’t tell me, I got to beat you’re [ BLEEPING ] ass again! I told you I got nothing against you and your goddam colostomy bag!

I don’t begrudge your ass for that!

Up, yours, one of these days I gone strangle your ass, I am gone take this here chains, and wrap it around your goddam neck, and that will be the end of you, Garfiel!

Well, if you do , do it, do it while I am sleeping , cause in the day time, I got enough [ BLEEPING ] problems , I don’t need no more!

Look, mikey, what I wanted to say is, we should just keep our Goddam mouth shut, and don’t tell, BR, we done finished the job, this way we can stay here, resting and chilling out! Other wise the sucker, will give us more goddam work to do, get it?

Sure, make sense!

Say, You know, exclaimed Mikey smiling, as he turned looking at Garfiel, and holding up his phone, I found some porn on this here, I phone five, I found in the boat, it pretty old, but cool, want to see?

[ 337 ]

MEANWHILE

Next day Saddie, returns to BR’s cave and she goes to where he lives, in the back section, and is confronted with his security team, composed of Jonathan, the Captain and Dizzy! Hi guys, she says cheerfully, as she walks up the stairs, to where they are! Its, me, Saddie! Hey Dizzy, can you tell BR, I am here!

Dizzy, this big hulking retarded person, looks down at this little female person, and he doesn’t recognize her, and asks, her, who? Hy! I am Saddie.

I want to see him. Why? Thats none of your business, Dizzy, just tell him will you? Tell? Yes, she said in a soft low annoyed voice, getting a little exasperated, talking to this guy! Tell him, Saddie is here, please? Please, she said trying to appear pleasant, under the circumstances, given who she was dealing with! Saddie, It’s Ok, I’ll tell him, Saddie, Jonathan said, acknowledging her, and smiling, and getting up from the front desk where he had been seated, and walking back in the interior of the office corridor in the cave, they were guarding.

A minute later, Jonathan came back, and told her she could go in, and held the door open, and closed it behind her, as she disappeared inside!

Hello, hello, Big Rex, Where are you, she yelled, in the immense cave, her voice echoing on the walls?

Hello Big Rex, she whispered, as she saw him way in the back of one of the many rooms, as he sat at his desk writing something. He looked up, pleased, and his face lightened up, and he smiled as he checked her out, and their eyes locked on to each other like butter on toast. She walked slowly like a diva, quivering, and moving passionately staring deep in his eyes without blinking, as she walked closer and closer to him like an unstoppable magnet. The moment was now, the bamboo, and the bird, didn’t but did, as she, push aside the papers on his desk onto the floor, looked at him all over some more, slid down upon the his desk laid, there in spades, waiting for more! The man, big BR, smiled and slowly, very slowly leaned down over his prize, his queen from his dreams, and gently ever so gently began to stroke her cheek softly. He stroked her temples, her hair, her voluptuous chest gently and delicately! BR, leaned down and kissed her waiting open lips!  

Whats your answer, sweetie, he asked her in a soft barely audio masculine tone? Will you be mine? Will you marry me? She raised up her hands and placed them around his waists, and pulled him down onto of her, and they french tongue kissed long and hard.

Whats your answer, Sweetie, asked BR?

U-Oh, la la, baby ha, ha,ha! I come to funtify your soul! Baby, hamo, wamo coma, homa to mamma! Yes, she said softly, whispering in his ear : BIG REX want some sex?

“Now, once our nakedness, came together, it felt so good, that I thought, I hoped this would last, forever. And, I felt the need to stay embraced this way, her arms around me, my arms around her fractally, though satisfying, I hungered for more, more not less. And we lingered in our lovers embrace, panting, fantasizing greedily of doing it again, despite that, we had just finished, haven’t left the hot bed yet!

But, one wants to be, together. Not being joined feels so strange. Strange? It’s so challenging and exciting at the same time!

And, yet, get more, hungry, hungry for more . . . but on coming, sadly, the longing eventually subsides, our erection erects no more and subsides too, as good things do, as in all things blissful, hope is that by fully decoupling our bodies from that insatiable need, a fruit , a prize, a gift of life, of lasting love will come out of this, instead of it being a memory of our last bliss! Did you get this?”

[ 338 ]

BR’s, eyeballs are popping out his head, smiles, lets his tongue hang out, like a hound dog on a saturday night, looking at a juicey big bone!

Sweetee, sweetie, sweetie, how sweet you is!

Sugar, Saddie  whispers softly breathing in the big mans anxious ears as he presses up against her, trying to express to him how she feels! Sugar, thats me,  I want , I want  you, you,  . . you to know    . . . what you .   you mean to me,  when I miss you . . . I play  . . play music and  . .. . and dream you’re  here   . . .

when I am in your arms I get delirious … spinning …

Saddie, interrupts BR, when it comes to love . . . he stops in the middle of the sentence caressing the woman, and after a long pause continues telling her  : Love . . . you give it better than I give! No body, he said, as he kissed her, nobody does it better! Better not! Your mine, she said as she grabbed his behind! She flipped over. Hold on! Says, BR, as he leans over her mounting her, rubs his unshaven face on her silky smooth left cheek enjoying the moment . . . and with a deep voice, smooth as honey, whispers in her left ear, as he slides his right hand down where it counts! She, reacts immediately to his touch. Breathes deep, deeper, then holds it, then exhales with a soft sigh :  Oooooo baby, baby I missed you, she says thinking to her self I’ll get you high, show you what I got, she flips around, moans as she raps her arms and legs,  coiling around him good and tight, like a hussy Mississippi swampland boa-constricter getting ready!

She says out loud :  Your whiskers tickle me! Shut up woman, you like to talk to much. This ain’t no time for Cowboys and Cowgirls to talk, honey child. This is time to [ BLEEP ] said BR, as he got down to business.

“Getting down to business is great work if you can get it, and getting any is, is it not what its all about? Do you know there are love forsaken, sad creatures who go through life without ever getting [ BLEEPED ] ? Or maybe you never gotten [BLEEPED ]? Never ever? To young, to old, crippled, insane, in jail in vain to cool can’t partake of the mundane, got divorced, or lost, or are you one of the non living reading along with us today :

A word written, the word digitally expressed, are signals carried as waves in the atmosphere of other heres, electrical transmissions wares, destination, to the realms of the unknown, shooting out everywhere, here there, and home?

Ghost read too, are you a dead person spying, and reading this too?  Are you? Sexual Enjoyment is defined in feelings in your mind, one touch is a signal, that signal triggers a chemical signal that chemical signal transfers energy, that energy falls in the category to understand you need to be understood, truth could be truth but whose, be true to truth, whose, his hers your self to boot, and strive to thrive and fight through enjoying copulation you too do?

Innovation natural creation bestowed on the living, by the eternally giving, knows us better than we will ever, ever, ever will be intelligent enough to know ourselves, occurring without expiration leading our course affairs against our innate stupidity, to reach our predestined destiny, thanks to invisible genetic engineering that goes on silently, without us, and despite of us, bio-ly, For that reason,

fractal biological toroidal chemical transformers, are employed by DNA  engineered chemical equipment, and other chemical electronics to lower distortion and increase the friction sexual power intensification exponentially, to reach the needed heated explosion, goal of why we get it together in the first place, at the same time to climax : thus red hot obsessive magnetic Ecstasy?

But ask you lets take it further do? Do you do it too? In the dark? BR, is moving now, so fast, balls of sweat fly off of him like rain in Spain, his mind does not exist.

He’s on the job, kissing her knobs, he doesn’t want to be slob, but he’s out of control. Sparking her addiction, draining of adrenalin, they both got to have it! Me, BR, thinks to himself, as they slip into the glorious realms of how the body works off, uncontrollably into the exuberant, temporary world of sexual insanity together!

BR, thinks, his thoughts light up, crazily,  I do it, shifting, doing it over time, no thinking needed, bodies rhythm, simplification out of my mind, as I get on it, leading to ecstasy in my mind all the time, but yet, got what this time and this place, want it, want it in this life to do it, live it, now do it!

He is lunging outstretched deeper like a pile driver into his sweetheart . And the lovely lady named, Saddie opens her lips and moans insanely in ecstasy, ooooooooooo ahhhhhhhh ooooooo . . . notice he that, no? He’s doing, what he got to, till he can’t do it no more!

WHAT IT IS, IS WHAT IT IS?

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MEANWHILE LETTERS HAND DELIVERED

BR, despite having a thousand pressing things to do, he always finds a little time to stop and scribble off a few lines to write to his secret lover, the doctor,  the sweet pretty Kitty.

She is on the Big Flowers cruise ship, he discovered laying out on the waste-lands some time back, abandoned, and she writes to him, trying to keep their flame of love alive, and connected to him, back at the camp, that he’s now renamed Bumble Bee City.

We check out some of their written correspondence, now since there is no more internet, no more emails, no more texting, no voice mail, they’ve got to do their thing, old school style, by writing love letters!

This letter is from Big Rex’s alternate personality, The Strawberry Lord. We catch Kitty, sitting in the sunshine, up on the deck of the ship called Flowers, in a beach chair, smiling and anxious, as she opens a letter that just got delivered to her, from you know who?  She takes the letter in her hands and hugs it fondly, then kisses it, and opens it quickly, with tender loving care.

And the letter reads :

Hi! Kitty. I Missed you!

I’am, well. Hope you are too!  Me? Well, as you can imagine Kitty,  I have been a bit baffled by the destruction of the world, and  what will be our destiny?

The world is truly all destroyed. Shame! But I care about working hard to put it back, and I feel it’s every bodies obligation to help.

I been busy! Thought about you. I have too! Can’t forget you! You’re bad! I like that!

That letter you sent me! Yikes! It seems your a Doctor, a lover, with beauty and brains and a song writer and singer too? Oh wow! Amazing? That song, you sent me, the lyrics are strong. You must sing it for me one day! Mind if I call you pretty?

Pretty Kitty! I know you are smart! You’ve got to be smart to be in molecular biology and genetics.

You know, back at Bumble bee city, we are telling all the women of child bearing age, that it’s their civic duty to get pregnant, so we can improve on our chances of survival.

In your letter you talked about, how you wanted to help and talked about giving us guidance so the camps women can get more babies.

Kitty, are you talking about fixing women so they give birth to quadruplets or something like that?

What you were saying about Crispr manipulation for the ladies in the camp, and our future babies.

I don’t know? We have to converse a lot more on this topic.

Maybe I’ll let you use your expertise on the DNA on only a handful of our women, but not everybody. Year, that’s what I think.

So while what we are thinking is premature, that, these modified female kids, when they grow up and get pregnant, will they have quadruplets each time?

I have to admit, that’ll go a long way in increasing the population of Bumble Bee City. But, that’s a long time from now!

Still, I need you to tell me the pros and cons, first!

 But, seriously pretty Kitty, I know you’re serious about it. So we’ll have to talk! And we’ll see? OK?

Regarding your request to let your friends, Denice and Dr, Joplin go, I can tell you that I Okayed it with my man, my operations chief, Ro’Nine! He has been instructed to partially free them, so they can have it a bit easier. But, only on condition Kitty, that they work for you. And they be instructed to locate that ship container, that you had your secret laboratory in, and to clean it out, and put it back in working condition.

That should be a win, win for them, you and me.

I think, once you have your lab up and running again, I  think it will make you happy!

Speaking of designer babies you saw Ro’Nine? What do you think? He something else! He’s big and strong all right, but it didn’t come naturally! He was a designer baby. He got a really wild custom made zebra skin look, I think it makes him look like something out of a comic book!

 Write, me OK! Love to hear what you’re doing and thinking! Let me know how you are doing, Take good care of yourself for me!

 SL.

This letter got delivered to BR, marked, the S. Lord!

Hello big Strawberry! Thanks for releasing my friends Denice and Dr, Joplin, over to me!

Strawberry! Really, I hated seeing them working doing all those dirty menial jobs, when these guys are highly trained geneticists!  They’re really good, people, who know all about the nano surgery, like rewriting the code, in editing DNA, in human embryos.  So thanks for helping them.  So, my Lord! It was a good decision, you won’t regret! Thanks again, you’ll see!

 But, about them working for me, heres what I hope! If we are lucky, and salvage the lab, and get all the water out, and repair the damages, which I can tell you, I expect will be a lot!

And if we get it working? Oh wow!

You are right, I will be a very happy girl!

And you know what my love? I contemplate, we can be a critical component, so far as  planification, for the new world we all want!

This may sound subjective, to you, but the true societal need for new babies, cannot be extrapolated correctly now, because of all the Fractal chaos around us now, but, things will get better eventually!

And yes, I want to help! It would be irresponsible of me not to!

And yes, for now what ever we say now, most certainly will be speculation, combined that with the fact that we don’t have the internet, and not having supportive infrastructures, all of these nonexistent resources, means what? Means we are dreaming.

But, I am a dreamer my lord! I never let dreaming big, stop me before, and  with your help, I won’t let it stop me now! I hope you are that type of person too!  Together, I think we can make a big difference!

But, time will tell, like you say we need to talk!

About what you said about getting future women to give birth to quadruplets, year,we can do that,  even more as long as it does not endanger the life of the mom!

And about Ro’Nine, the guy you put in charge to run the Flowers ship, well, I think his parents taste in being creative in designing him, was way over the top. Still, as a designer baby product, he is handsome, zebra skin and all. He told me something I bet you don’t know? He says he only needs three hours of sleep a day! Now, that to me, is amazing!  His brother got hair like a lion and tiger markings on the skin of his body! He showed me pictures. They are amazing! Tell you one thing, he sure comes from quite a family! We were doing so much in science before the world blew up, it’s going to take a long time to start over.

 Meanwhile, I am lonely and you are not here!

Thanks for the compliment on my hobby song writing, I am not that good, and Yes, I won’t leave my day job for it!

But someday when we back together and are alone, I will sing for you!

What did you do today? Year I am curious?

And you didn’t answer me. In the last letter I asked you, who are you when you wake up in the morning? Big Rex, or Strawberry Lord?

I saw you had a tattoo on your butt. I like it! Very colorful butt!

I am throwing you kisses, see the red lipstick? I kissed the letter! Bye, bye, Big strawberry, write again soon!

 Kitty

Hello Kitty, its good to hear from you again. Hope you’re Ok! I got your letter, and you’re right Ro’Nine is quite a man, and your right I didn’t know about his brother! I was happy, to learn you think you can get the women to give birth to quadruplets in the future, but what about now! I need your help now, right now, not sixteen or twenty years from now!

Let me know, if you can do it?

And speaking about this stuff once you get your lab working, can you make dog experiments. Dogs get pregnant, don’t they? Yes, they do! And, do they breed quickly. Me? I have two, two dogs! A girl and boy!

Do you think you can develop some big oversized war dogs with big heads full of teeth, out of them? I think about security, that dogs like that would be super cool! Let me know?

Well, you want to know what I am doing? I am thinking about you baby! Your lips, your curvy hips, the sound of your voice, I love so much!

You say you like my butt? That tattoo, on it is a drawing of my lucky charm whistle. I blow my whistle when I see pretty girls like you baby! And speaking of butts and stuff, the hair on your head is blond, but your private places is black! How about that, how can that be baby?

By the way,  I fell down the other day, hurt my left arm. It hurts me something awful. I sent for Dr. Chang, he’s one the passengers that’s also happens to be a Doctor, and he gave me some pills, he found in the ships dispensary!

But, it’s still hurting.

I think the doctor I need is you! I know what you can do!

You asked me what am I doing?

Well, you’ll never guess! Guessing? Among other things, I am trying to start a school for our kids in Bumble Bee City. So I have men and some of the teenagers, searching,  getting all the books we can find, and all the tablets, iPads, smart phones, and computers, things like that that are not damaged and are rechargeable.

This way, even though we don’t have the internet, we can still salvage so much knowledge, and get the children up and learning again. But it’s really slow going. So much is against us! A lot of the kids are traumatized and cry all day about losing their parents! It’s a hard thing to see!

Anyway pretty Kitty baby, that’s all for now. Write me back.

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The Lords being personality, mentally migrates back, back through time, back to his original ancient primal animal behavior and instincts, hidden in him,  and turns into a

dangerous shadow, lurking in the darkness of the night. The strange alternate paranormal personality of Big Rex, known as the Strawberry Lord, is here. And he stays still, quiet, as he ponders to himself, disturbing thoughts of evil, as the moon comes out slowly, and midnight falls fast!

Perhaps, he says, perhaps I should try not to be who I am, he says, looking up at the moon, as he slowly, as he very slowly realizes what time it is? Its time! He doesn’t want it to be this time, but its time, time for it to happen. He doesn’t want it to happen!

But, the power of the moon, is too strong! The power of the moon moves along, not just the mighty oceans, the great seas, and the mighty ancient mysteries, but also, the evil forces that go through and fro, and the magnetic waves we cannot see,

but also the monster in him.

One doesn’t know the unknown, and like all unknowns, it can be a most intriguing pairing.  We don’t know why man has darksides to him, but he does, and the personality of The Strawberry Lord, has the cruel anomaly in him to morph, and change into a Fractal shadow demon!

A demon, bent on carrying out a death wish for retaliation, vengeance against those who cast themselves as his personalities enemies! And it is when the moon rises, when the moon rises high in the night, when the eclipse of the moon, comes, that triggers the paranormal. That’s when it awakens the vindictive monster man, hidden in one of BR’s bad personalities, known as,” The Strawberry Lord.”

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Its night time now. Yes, its night time. The camp, is peaceful, peaceful and quiet. And then, suddenly, we hear a strange sound like an animal crying! It gets louder, as if it is coming closer!

It’s something!  Someone coming in the darkness!  A loud cry of a monster is shattering the peaceful silence of the night. Hell bent! It’s the loud roar of something terrible, and we see Garfield, BR’s slave who was asleep. He hears the growling, and suddenly wakes up and opens his eyes! He’s shocked and trembling in fear! Garfield, was one of the men who wanted to kill BR, this year.  And he got caught, and he was made a slave to serve BR, and tonight, he was, was now chained up to a tree. And up until a moment ago, was sleeping blissfully on the ground on a blanket, just outside the camp, away from the people, along with Mikey! Mikey, also was in on the plan to kill Big Rex, and got caught. And he too, was sleeping just a few feet away. And these are the two men who tried to kill  him. Its black outside where they are; they can’t see nothing!

They hear this loud roar,

ROAR!

They wake up, and Garfield yells out asking

Mikey, Mikey, Mikey, did you hear that? Wake up!  Did, did you hear that?

Roarrrrrrrr!

Faster than the eye can see, a mysterious shadow attacks them, rips them to pieces, and kills them, and scampers away unseen. The next day, early in the morning Jonathan, as part of his duties, he usually does his rounds inspecting the camp, and reports back to BR, that there were two murders last night in the camp, BR’s slaves, Mikey, and Garfield, got killed, and there was a lot of blood where they were sleeping, but no trace of them now!

BR, listened very carefully, as Jonathan explained what he found, and had a troubled pensive look on his face, but didn’t say anything!   And he was uncharacteristically quiet, and after a long silence, without turning to look at Jonathan, he leaned back in his chair, slowly took off his cowboy hat, and placed it on the table next to him. He took off his sunglasses, and lit up a cigarette. He took a long drag, and you could tell by the look on the man’s face he wasn’t showing any emotions, he wasn’t sad!  And he exhaled, and breathed in, and in a very relaxed manor, put his legs up on a stool, and without even as much as looking at Jonathan, replied coldly : Thanks, fo telling me Boy. I’ll investigate, he said! But don’t say nothing to nobody! If anybody has any questions, tell them to see me, I am investigating it!

Yes, boss, Jonathan answered, in low somber voice, like he was talking to a funeral director in a funeral parlor. And he turned slowly away, stiffly, like he was made of wet clay, and left, walking like a worried man, in a world he doesn’t understand!

[ 402 ]

MEANWHILE

Life goes on doesn’t it?

What is Sex?

A fractal word, that everyone uses, and is a robust, exciting physical animal act, beastly fact, enjoyed by everything, every one does it at some time, if they are lucky, and have the requisites of both the healthy body and mind, but few understand its purpose, or comprehend, that it serves several of life’s basic purposes: bonding, pleasure, and a sense of expression of intimacy and love, belonging and fulfillment of being alive in the instant of the now, with another, and two people enjoying pleasurably, each other! It’s fantastic and mind blowing, physically, emotionally, socially, relationally, and a spiritual experience with, their bodies, as a prerequisite, leading to the formation of our ultimate goal, connection to life’s baby procreational process. Somebodies, body is about to get processed!

Vanity, sure, some folks got it. Some folks don’t.  It’s a trait that makes you want to exhibit the very best view of what you got. Some folks got a lot . Some folks don’t.

Every thing, every thing in the appropriate time and place, the love place, this place of interest to normal people born with the basics, is what it is, a state, a state of mind, powerful enough crimes are committed over it. Play with care, year and especially handle it with care, could get a heart break , if you don’t stay sharp ,and on your game,other wise they’ll see your vulnerability take your lover from you, you remember when?

Just like that! Don’t or won’t, or are to ignorant, life depends frankly fractally on what family you were born in, luck and a lot of you, and what you do, or don’t.

But, this is not the time nor the moment, this moment is consumed in the buxomity of the insanity disconnected from reality that is the methodical predetermined dementia, we happily indulge in, this is whats happening, the point we go back to a simpler place and time, to the point, the vital point of over consumption, called the joyous love cum time of copulation sensations!

The moment is now! BR, and Saddie lady fast paced bedroom drama!

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So it was , time that to them, seemed to appear to stand still, seemed to be shifted back into reality, and both of whom are to say the least are now zoned out, and feeling in together in tune, and with you know what I mean, a very relaxed and in balance feeling,they share, that only good sex can give you!

These poor hearts, decided they give themselves a little break for a little while, they had been doing it to death, and making out all day in BR’s office! It was time for change of scenery and at BR’s suggestion, he and Saddie went and got the black chick, Antoinette Mungi Boccia, BR’s other girlfriend to make it a twosome, and he invited both women to take a bike ride to celebrate them becoming his future wives!

Oh can’t you see you belong to me, thinks BR, smirking to himself!

So things got a little interesting when his other girl friend, the one he had kept a secret, his other sweetheart,  Antoinette, the ex-girl friend of Dizzy, came on the scene! She was cool and cute too! She was a twenty-six year old mix race kid.

A little German, a touch of French and a little Afro American thrown in!

She was so stylish, tallish, six feet of meat to be exact, with a big butt and amply chested, with sexy lips, hips and nice eyes and thighs! And when you checkout her eyes really good, you could see when she blinks, you noticed she was blessed with long eye lashes, and her hair, she wears there, a style that is very different too!

She was feminine treasure, that made it hard for men to concentrate!

She wore her honey brown colored hair in a big ball shaped natural afro style! Her face was clean cut featured, Hollywood good-looking, with peachy cheeks, great smile, pearly white teeth with red lips, and a sexy voice, that you soon noticed, she employed passionately, convincingly and so sweet, it could melt ice!

She was a bad lady, at the corner of happy and sexy, ready to make the world a better place, at BR’s side and Saddies!

She had a cool look about her. Type of woman that would turn heads easily in a crowd, have fun stand up and take a bow!

But when you talked with her she was not proud, snobbish or have a “Oh I am better than thou,” attitude, but, rather she sounded humble, and down to earth. Good person, good person to know!

[ 404 ]

She didn’t appear to talk very  much like a smart person, or act like she was very educated!

Thats Ok, lots of educated ladies don’t act like it. She was not book smart, but street smart, thats the impression, and gut feeling you got about her.

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stay tuned here comes  CHAPTER 14

Hi! It’s me again, Madcow Sammy, Holy cow brain, insane, these folks got a problem, if they don’t have a problem, they gone get a problem! But besides that, these folks, if they only knew whats in the dinner they think is so delicious, they might be inclined to pass! I think all o them got a big surprise coming!  Believe that! I know I would, I’d skip eating big time! And the folks that was in that boat needs to get their heads examined quick! They got issues. I know BR and all his crazy wives, and Dizzy and The Captain do! These guys are mind blowingly unbelievable!  Wow,

Luckily my Iphone alarm, went off again, and woke me up! ” Oh Boy! ” Anyway, I really got to consult Toni, cause this is too much! I got to tweet him, anyhow, I just got another tweet! It’s my girl, Madcow Lady Ga Ga again! Oh how cool! Got to fly bye! Stay tuned, this is just the beginning!   I got to run now, bye, adios, adieu, A plus tard Mes amis, abschied, Wiedersehen, 這麼長時間現在，我們看到你很快 ！,告別 ,작별, 別れ ,Прощай ,الوداع ,veda , addio ,Żegnaj, bye bye, to da loo!

[ 406 ]

The Tweets of Madcow Sammy

BAD PERSONALITIES

BIG REX

Chapter 14

“Beware of the man who owns his brain, to you, he will appear insane”

[ 407 ]

Today she was wearing, earrings shaped just a little like stars, and was dressed in an over sized, long sleeve mans, white shirt, that came down way pass her crouch, and skin tight seamless sweat jeans, without a belt. The cool jeans with holes on the right thigh, were tight, left nothing to the imagination.

So American she, typical of American women, whose culture teaches freedom of delicateness and prettiness, and feminine expression and openness, and most of all, “What you see is what you get.”

She shows it off as is customary with American girls, and is unashamed to give you an eyeful!

When you love someone you always feel insecure, so BR, smart devil, that he is, would comfort her, and tell her that what ever you want, lady you got it,  and the Cowboy would tell her often, he loved her, and that she was for real to him, and he needed her.

He’d do the same to Saddie, too, balance was king, thought,  BR.  It was his thing! The man, displayed, little by little,  that his gamesmanship was on the ball, and proving him to be a hard core Cowboy lady killer!

[ 408 ]

So, it was that Monday afternoon at two thirty, we see her, this black hot momma, the intriguingly beautiful Antoinette Mungi Boccia, Boccia thinking to her self deep perplexed thoughts that day. She knew BR, had said to her, he was bringing a very special lady friend over for me to meet.

Why does things like this happen to me, asked Boccia to her self silently?

I knew what he meant. He had discussed her with me, he told me how nice she was, what a good mother he thinks she might make, and all! He told me everything!

He wanted to start a family with another girl besides me, she thought to herself, and when I saw BR, he was advancing walking with Saddie by his side,  hand in hand towards me smiling and waving!

I pretended it was fine! He flashed his handsome grin at me, again, and I roared,” YES,” inside me quietly.

Why does things like this happen to me, asked Boccia to her self silently?

He proudly was bringing his new addition to our family, up to me. They looked cozy, but nevertheless since this new type of marriage, was new not just for Big Rex, Saddie and me, we did what we had to, we pretended to be as pleasant as possible, word of mouth is this fact, we needed each other.

I wanted a boy child, and I want Big Rex to be his daddy, I whisper to myself. If I am gone to have my child survive in this crazy new world, if anybody could make him survive. It was Big Rex! I’ll bet my life on it!

I want him of course all by myself. Alone if possible, if not so what, I’ll make do, and that is the truth, don’t know how much I will get along with his other, girlfriend , wives what ever, but long as I got time with him, I will make do.

He rivets me to the bed like no men ever did, I kid you not, don’t know, don’t know what he’s fractally got, but whatever it is he’s got a lot, a kicker in him!

What can I say, I am woman, post world woman, and a woman without man in world like this, to sustain herself is lost, unless she got a man with balls! The world, the good time party world, I knew is over.  Done for, is destroyed, not, not the same. So, best go with it, anyway you can, thats what I think!

Anyway, as they approached closer, BR’s, eyes caught mine, and we, and the other girl, Saddie, chatted casually, being politically correct, and he introduced Saddie to me smiling, meet wife number two! And I got to say, things kicked off to a good start, considering. And, like dutiful dudes wanting to get along, we exchanged pleasantries!

Even though as one woman to another, underneath it all, I am sure, she wondered, just who of the two of us, would he favor to love more, but that was  a question for way, way down the road.

Now, is now, man, and thats all I can handle, I said to myself inside,  so I smiled, hugged her, kissed her cheek twice, pretended to be as nice as possible, and of course leaned over to him, too, and stretched up and planted a light love kiss on his cheek! He pecked me back and patted my ass. So, check this out, while were standing there, BS’ing for a bit, BR, surprised us girls!

He popped the question to us both cleverly like the sneaky fox, he is!

He pushed back his Cowboy hat back. He rolled his eyes back in his head, then straightened his head, and looked at both of us, squinted his eyes and said : If any of you Cowgirls, want to marry me, you get to ride my Harley Davison motor Bike, anybody want to ride my bike?

We both knew he had them, being tuned up in the cave, but weren’t expecting this!

We looked surprised, because we were! We looked at each other smiling and yelled : I do! I want to ride! We do!

Take me, I said laughing beaming at him and sure enough, the big Cowboy man, tilted his Cowboy hat down real cool like, you know like : ” he’s the bad drama mojama rama, a new trick a minute,” man, that he is!

He pulls his cowboy had down to keep the sun light out his eyes, and he squinted his black eyes at me, then at Saddie, they were cold as ice but I’d be lying to you if I didn’t say that, we dug him totally, and his off the wall, dangerous craziness, and rough bad boy good looks!

He smiled, at us, put on his dark blue sunglasses. Saddies pushed away his long hair out of his face. She pinched his belly and patted it. And, he smiled at her, then at me, and graciously took us by the hand, like a man, and led us ladies to where he had the big motorcycles hidden!

We were trilled, and I sighed,’ Oh oooo,’ and by the look on Saddies face, you knew she was happy! And as for me, lordy miss clawdy, girl I was so scared, for I never seen one up close, let alone, been on one. But If Saddie was up to the job, I thought, what the hell so was I!

I didn’t want to appear to be a wimpy sissy, even though thats who I am!

Wow, the bike was big! It was shiny and brite red, and a three seater too, with big headlight bulbs, framed in shiny chrome, front and back!

Aren’t they dangerous I asked?

BR, put his hand on his hips, like I was nuts, shook his head, meaning no.

Turned to me, looked deep into my eyes.

I could feel his soul caressing my soul, assuring me everything is fine and will be OK!

He looked at me and smirked, he open his lips and said real sexy like, dangerous? Of course Boccia, come on baby, be crazy hop on my bone lets roam, sugar! The way he said it melted me like butter on hot toast!

The man was crazy, but crazy or not, he could talk your panties off! I think I’d do anything for this man!

And he looked at me and smiled when he said roam, and I could see his eyes roaming all over my body. Got me warm! And my apprehension disappeared, no fear!

I was raring to go! I was now, Boccia, the motorcycle girl! Girl, if my momma could see me now, she’d say my fool daughter, and call me super nuts!

But, I am big girl now, got to make my own way! If this is where life takes me, here below the big blue skies, on his clean machine, then thats where i’ll go, thought boccia.

Big Rex, asked : Boccia you like my Harley horse?

Of course I replied softly back, knowing he likes it like that.

He and I know he wasn’t really talking about the motorcycle. BR, was yakking off his big mouth talking about sex to me secretly!

Sex is like Mathematics : Add a cot, lay on it a lot like a bed, plus a man to get you hot red, if you can that said, and embraceable you, wait nine months too! Surprise! They’ll be three of you! And, you wonder who done it? Who got you pregnant? Duh? 1+1=3?

Year, an old-line we ladies toss around at joke parties in private, but seriously, we were all getting ready to get on board!

We climbed on,

BR, had his cowboy hat on, his shades, his long leather pouch with his shotgun in side, strapped to his back, his sword, and as always around his waist, his gun-holster with his two pistols! Why, lordy me,  I don’t know. This is supposed to be a fun time site seeing tour, we are not shipping out to a war zone! But!

Why, I thought to my self, why take so many weapons where ever you go, he even takes a dagger stuck in his waist band, I will never know!

But, he’s the boss! A crazy, crazy fool boss, but we love him, so hey, so can’t tell the man nothing, he’s the man!

And who else is ready?

Saddie, who in a blink of eye hopped on the back seat before I could, she beat me to my man, making understand my man was her man too, and placed her arms around BR’s mid section and cross her palms upon his chest, like she was strapping her self on to a rocket that was about to take off into outer space!

This girl, HMMMnn, thought to my self, honey she is too much! She made her fat big, butt, buttery self comfy, holding on to him tight.

I could tell she was horny raunchy, cause she must of just gotten laid, because she had a certain kind of continuous smile plastered all over her stupid face.

She kept smiling, being a woman, I could tell it, nothing makes a woman’s smile glow like that, like just getting laid!

Boccia thinking other self : This bitch called Saddie, what ever this little johnny come lately, queen of Sheba was doing, she better learn to share him with me, thats all I can say, other wise there will be nowhere run, no where to hide!

Hop on Boccia BR, told me smiling with a big grin.

So I held my breathe and did, but, I had grab and held on to Saddie, She was the eager beaver who got on first and beat me to grabbing onto BR, on the bike!

It’s a different feel and tone holding a woman around the waist, than it would be if in had my arms around BR’s waist. But, what I got was to hold her waist, so thats the way it goes, it’s too late now! BR, put his foot on the pedal.

And so, the three of them took off to explore and see what they could see and enjoy themselves doing it, cause BR, had packed some bottles of liquor in his saddle over the back seat to make sure of that.

So, they were off, and every thing was going hunky doorey but, lo and behold, talk about bad timing, seems mother nature decided it was time to have a sudden rain storm, and by the look of the sky, boy these guys were in for a big down pour in a couple of hours!

Up until then, They were happy go lucky folks, zooming along, checking the scenery.

Not every thing was pleasing to us, cause we saw a lot of bad stuff. As you must imagine we found terrible things.

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Stopping here and there, when they saw something strange, or of interest.  The saw a car upside down, or sometimes a whole bus sticking out of the ground!

They found some building sticking out too!

They found the remains of what appeared to be dead cows, or something. They also saw dead horses or something like a moose with antlers, it was hard to tell what it was because the bodies were partially missing or badly decomposed!

 And as they traveled, between two mountains, they saw what look like valley full of crushed and twisted cars and sailboats all smashed together like a soup! It was unbelievable the amount of destruction they saw, but stranger still, this was Arizona but, the cars had Russian license plates on them?

Current passenger license plates series since are in black on white background

The registration consists of one small letter, followed by three numerals and two small letters.

To the right of the plate, there is small  panel with three numerals above the oval,” RUS” and a tiny Russian flag on it.

What are all these cars from Russia, doing here, in the desert tossed around in all this debris? It was all over the place. It all we could see, lots and lots of debris.

As they drove along, they found buildings sticking out of the sand and wet mud, with Russian names on them. Could it be possible, the northern hemisphere be down here, but without the freezing temperatures, was the question?

The team of three, two women and he, debated as they kept riding further into the unknown lands on their motorcycle bike.

Could Alaska be moved down in to hot desert?

The landscape was torn up, and some sections there skeletons here and there. Could those bones be the bone of eskimos?

How’d they get down here? Or maybe down here is not down here anymore? The continents shifted big time and what was up is down, down is up?

But, wait, it gets worse, Boccia needed to go to the bathroom, so BR, drove over to where there was this big mountain, so she could do it. And she walked to hide her self from them, and get a little privacy, behind a boulder, and she notices the desert sand below her, when she touched it was freezing cold, and when she made pee pee, the urine stream, she made, washed away some sand and exposing, the white ice below.

So, she immediately told them what she saw, they came over and BR, using his boot checked it out and kicked some of the sand away and sure enough, it turns out this big mountain is only the tip of an gigantic ice shelf, covered over with sticky sand and dirt, making appear to look like a mountain. But it was really a gigantic ice burg covered with a light layer of sand, and it was sticking up out of the earth, and it must be hundreds of miles long underground!

And some of these big boulders, were slowly melting, and  when he brushed off the sand, it looked like it some parts that was near the upper surface was semi transparent, and, its hard to believe but, it had some kind of big frozen animals inside of them?

And, that got BR, to thinking, what they had seen before as dead animals that, BR, assumed were dead animals he thought were possums, upon examining one, turns out, were really dead seals. Seals, the bodies of dead seals, laying out in the wastelands in the middle of a desert?

Another, real killer shock was when BR, drove pass a creature that looked like it had antlers on its decomposed skull, a northern Eurasian moose from Alaska,  down here in deserts of Arizona?

Thats what they were finding and seeing now, and they were only about twenty miles away from the camp, made them wonder, what kind of strange finds, lay ahead of them a hundred miles away?

Meanwhile, the sky was certainly getting mighty, mighty dark and cloudy, and by the looks of things, looks like rain was finally gone catch up to them, and spoil their outing!

Then the winds began to blow, and a strange breeze was heard in

the winds, sounding awfully strange , like a wild cat or something : Meowoooo meowoooowwwwduck!

Then, Boom a big sound rocked the heavens, it was the thunderclap, clap of the thunder shooting through the sky startling everybody, rocking every bodies ear drums extraordinarily loudly! Its now, one thing to hear thunder normally, but it’s totally another thing to get to hear the loudness of thunder when you got a planet hovering above your head that bounces it up and down instantaneously, only a couple miles up. It creates a corridor that channels the sounds intensity. The noise vibes reverberation bounces really hard and shakes your brain up in your head quite bit. You really hear it loud like! And, The girls were getting mighty squeamish and all, as sun light disappeared and slowly the dark clouds rolled on in between the two Earths, the upper and the lower!

Something was gone happen.

Well, sir, BR, He was just riding along, happily all alone and he got these chicks hot for him all to himself, but at the same time, being out here seeing what he was seeing made him sad, worried, and very apprehensive and the girls too!

Seriously contemplating how this was gone pour cold water on the party of sexual hot fun he originally had in mind, but, the best way of not shooting himself in the foot with the ladies, and coming off like he didn’t give a dam about  the plight of those less fortunate dead folks, they saw, that didn’t make it, was to realize they could always party later, he thought.

So, plan B, was to go along, now that they are out here and checking out all the damage, which they could now see, thanks to the fact they had the motorcycle to travel with and view with their own two eyes, just what the hell was going on far from the camp!

Being stuck back at camp, you know things are really bad, but seeing it out here like this, a world totally destroyed before your very eyes, well it’s not the same thing. Out here its up close, it’s up close and personal.

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As we were running by the desolation, we all fell silent by it. Over whelmed by it all. Boccia was crying, and Saddie was saddened too!

BR, who always was running his in mouth had shut up, pondering in his mind to himself trying to make heads and tails of all this, seeking the truth blazing in real life visions, tempted by the hopeless strapless surreal thoughts, about the profundity of why and how death of his world occurred with him in the middle of it, and survive and why? Big questioned! Heavy unanswerable inquiries, no satisfactory solutions or simple answers!

And, he didn’t like the fact, that things were getting gloomy, after all this, was supposed to be a happy sight seeing, out of doors type day. It was supposed to be a fun trip!

He thought he’d try to get some fun back into their trip, and he thought he could do that, by taking the bike up a hill that was just up ahead in front of them.

And do some dare devil spins, but it didn’t turn out that way, at all!

They got back on the bike and BR,  wanted to drive up the hill, he thought it would be fun!

As they were driving along, It was going well, but as they got half way up, the motorcycle’s front wheel, slipped and fell over. BR, managed not to loose control, and stopped, and he got off, to take a look, at what happened, and saw the wheel had slipped on ice hidden just below the sand! And he wasn’t watching where he placed his foot, and suddenly he tripped over, falling and hit his forehead on a rock!

Well, he said, dammit, you never know when a problem gone pop you in the head, and boy, I certainly, shit, I certainly didn’t see this happening to me.

 I hit my head really bad, he thought to himself. I knew I was in trouble, cause I felt dizzy. I tried to put on a macho man look, but, that’s because, the girls,  they were here with me. I wanted to appear strong! But, the fact was I was feeling bad, real bad, and felt it was only going to get worse!

Best thing was for me to get the girls back on the bike, and get back to camp real fast.

BR, asked Boccia, are you all right?

Nope, Boccia, my head, my head he said to her, rubbing his forehead which now was bleeding. I got a bad blow on my head, I said! Look, you guys, you’re not going like this but I want to turn around, and get back to town.  Saddie, said with a worried look on her face, you want help, baby? Can we do anything? No!

I  believe I need, I need to see the Doc, back at the camp, fast!

Come on get on! We’re heading back! We’re outta here! Nothing like this ever happen to me! My head hurts bad, I said!

He and the ladies were at a lost, as to why things turned out the way they did!

BR, returned to thinking about the fate of the world, as he drove back. I didn’t want to alarm the girls, so I didn’t tell them everything,

But I was losing my vision,  and I didn’t want to drive, but I had to. Fact was, it was dangerous driving back, cause I could of blacked out too, anytime, and crashed, but luckily I knew I would get back one way or another, before I pass out!

All a tiny minded twisted man like him could figure, was for what ever the reason, nature stopped and destroyed the old world, she did what she did it, and it was for him a challenge and an opportunity, to start the world anew, if he only could make back to the camp alive!

He was to get these two woman pregnant and any other woman he could, and start the whole world over again, if he can. That’s all! Simple! KISS, keep it simple stupid! It was his new mission! Kissing! Something he always liked to do!

He tried to keep his mind off the pain, as he drove back, and thought about the women he had!

He had had a lot of women in his day, and his day wasn’t over by far, he hoped!

When he got back, he went and sought help from Doctor Chan.  Dr. Chan attended his wounds, and gave BR, something strong to make him sleep, and told he must stay their for the night!  All they had was a tiny medical facility that was basically a few large rooms that they had constructed, for emergencies.

BIg Rex, sits down, closes his eyes for a second, and takes a little time to rest, and get his thoughts back together, and day dreams a bit, trying hard to forget what had happened and the things he saw! He tries to escape reality for minute!

He came out there to have fun sight seeing day trip, and make love with his girls, but, seeing the world, the horrific sight of all this destruction, side tracked the good mood he was in, and the girls with him.

His crazy head, is what it is. It is a crazy mind that is departing amorphously from the present time, to past time, drifting backwards to another time and place located in a funky Fractal reality.

Back, in his memories,  when he gets to feeling larger then his mind actually is, larger then time, he thinks back, it is back, far away, way back, his thoughts now adrift, in a day dream trance, this man, mind drifts back in time to a mental displaced time loop stupor, and there he goes down the throat of dark places, with different faces and he drifted off silently.

It is back along time ago in this thing, he calls a mind. He, does something, he reaches for it. That thing is the Fractal shaped Snowflake whistle.

The lucky charm jewelry, he wears on a leather string around his neck.

The foundation Fractal forces, dwells in all manor of things, both big and small for it can and in this case lives in the sizzle of a whistle! The good forces force, is size-less! It is a feeling. Like time it cannot be touched. But it is alive. And like time you can travel through it, too, but when you do. Its going to affect you one way or another!

Thing, it is, a thing, upon which all life’s lucky’ness or lack there of depends.

And ever, mind, what we saying here in kind, everybody depends, that’s right, you might, you just might say, think, you’re thinking, that you’re apart, and oh so not in this story! But, sister, brother are you one mistaken fellow, me, we, everybody, got you so over, for he is you, and you is he, and the story is an illusion of a time loop truth happening in your head, that said, in the mystery of the drooping looping, that occurs all around you, in the time spacial fabric of membranial, super multifaceted levels of the Minds, mind of eternal time, or as they call it for those who are not in the loop, not in the know of things in the dark of night, and what they do upon you, there we swear a soul glows, that knows.

And go it to you into deep, Magical Fabrical, spreading sweep of creeping time, inside and out of the mind.

What time creeps by slower, dead time, time or your time?

Can slow-motion creeping time, creep slower than another?

But each, shall put hipness, him-ness, by names or things, be it with that what it is mined, extracted ore, adored, up no way, down this day, we extract him-ness, and we see him, as inside the realms of his mind, he rides, in his strides to find that which escapes him. Him! For he, like the illusive you, is hard to find too! Did you have you a daydreamed back to your past time in your mind too?

Come along, come along, into his daydream, it’s going to get, get awfully interesting.

Now, with more personalities in store!

And, he could, he could, switch on you and talk to, to you too! In whole new voice in a minute!

That’s, what we call a genuine time looper or what they awe at, in something they call the [ Atatipochibendada ] [The Theory of Anti Time Communications ]

But, anyhow, it’s now, now time, that he’s gone take advantage of, and you ask whose that?

Who?

BR?

BR, the man daydreamed, drifted back in time, in the time loop, and he has returned back, back, back to where he was a wild younger guy, more wild than he is now, hitching a ride cross country in the dead of the night!

Call him, what, you will, an ass outcast, a wild child, Cowboy, hobo, mo joe, but with a touch of class!

He be riding the trains, as they did, in the old wild west days, when people on the run, would hop aboard a freight car to run and try to ride and hide and erase them selves, out of country, out of mind, out of sounding kind. If only he could, in his mind, being in here, this freight car is in his mind, riding the train into the this town called,” Lavender.”

And the train pulls in, and he’s standing there in the side door of the this big railway car, thats old, and rusty, and worn and torn, and this car, is where they would carry the animals! He is the animal tonight, he is the animal tonight, but empty tonight is this car? He is the animal in it tonight!

Why would a man with money and gold, ride in secret like the poorest of the poorest, why?

Only he knows, don’t seek money, don’t seek fame?

Fate is to blame? Only he knows, Only he knows!

Anyway, he would disguise himself as a lowlife.

In the shadows, the orange glare of the towns light reflects on his fair face, his eyes sparkled in the dark night. The stars are out tonight, as a wolf in the mountains howls his head off, in the moonlight.

Anyhow, the train pulls into town. So, it pulls up, slows down to a stop, and quiet as sunday mouse in the whore house, BR, hops off heading for the all night bar.

It’s about eleven o’clock, nock on wood time, in this here old sleepy outpost, here in middle of the night, smack dab in the hot Arizona desert country!

Where you got cactus for trees, and lowdown sneaky friends, that’ll rob you and your mother blind, that are heartless as thieves.

This place, where bad people, and desperadoes, come to hide from the law, is just off the outskirts of time.

In between the streets, of solitary lonely-ness and desperation, is BR’s territory.

The big white moon is out!  The big towns heart is black, The night is dark and under attack, but, despite it all, you can her call, the happy, happy wild boisterous voices of the crowd enjoying gay music pouring out of the bar, the light in the bar be always on, just like muggers never go to sleep, it never goes out! Them night folks, they know what it is all about. Live, drink, love now, fellow forget tomorrow, drink up, lets get mellow!

They keep on and keeping on, don’t stop, are always out : Lights are in their eyes, their hearts are dark though, and cut out!

Only party goers, and Honky tonky sparkies, are out roaming the streets at night.

Players, you will know are playing when they say to you, you a friend of mine, as they pick pocket you, while smiling in your face!

Where are the good folks, ain’t around, ain’t any, and the one or two boney skinny ones still alive, why, they, they in bed scared red praying!

While the boogy man and his boys, are out playing dice, as BR walks down the street stepping on the mice with his heavy cowboy boots, one by one, he be stomping on them!

He heads for the rowdy bar on the corner, back then, another  name for a bar was a saloon! A Saloon was the wild west type of bar, where everyone smoked a cigar, even the big blond women, smoked a cigar. They put it up to their pretty red lips, smile and puff away till next may.

Where all the old Cowboys and Cowhands, and Cattle men, dandy’s veiled as gamblers, would hang out! Anyhow, BR, would be dressed in his old tattered dark brown leather wind breaker coat. He got his Cowboy hat on, his eyes looking, and his trigger finger nimble and at the ready! And coming in his direction was this attractive blond infection, with a cute little navy type shaped hat on the top of her head, and fair skin, blue eyes, and red lips that would make a mans heart skip!

Anyways, she was a drunk pretty girl, who had to many, and stumbled by, caught his eyes, and saw the woman looked she like she was unsteady, she been drinking to many. She stumbled and falls. BR, catches her and all, and asked her quite nicely, politely are you all right miss?

 I’d hate to see you fall. Can I offer you my chair to rest for a second. Just a second till you feel a wee bit better, that’s all?

 The woman saw this man, and thought to her self, Hmmnn, truth is, truth is, I am drunk, and I know it. This Cowboy knows it, but instead, he upped and did what he did. Offered me a seat, how sweet! And I think that was neat! But, any other one or these men in here, would have grabbed me and invited to take another drink, knowing full well I am dead drunk already, and they would try in a flash to get me even drunker, so they can get in my panties! But not him! Not his cowboy! My gut feelings tells me I think he’s good, my guts tell me, this is the bone, I should let take me home.

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So she thinks to her self, I am drunk, so maybe I better sit in this chair he is offering me, “Thanks cutie for the chair, got to rest my derrière, she whispered and said, as she smiled sexily!  Oh gosh, oh, oh dam, oh, oh, I feel so dizzy,” said the pretty lady with her bosom hanging out, and that was the last words she spoke before she passed out.

Now what does he do?

Big Rex , sly, oh my is he ever the sly fox. Sly fox, that he is, takes advantage of the situation, and quicker than you can say one, two, three!

He ups and lies and tells the people a story, tells them he does, all of them, everybody, but everybody, standing around the saloon, that this is his lady, who just passed out in his arms.

That she is his woman, and acted like it to the tee!

The lady was his wife, and thats the way he acted and not surprising, the fools believed him, by how convincingly he was, assertively and direct. She’s his property and picked her up straight away, took her in his arms, and proceeded to removed her promptly and left with her, took her to this joint, this tiny towns hotel, out in the outer most back part, of Nowheres ville USA.

Still, he’s, this sly dog of gangster man, a humper doing what he knows he can! He had taken women many times before. It was as familiar, as the corner liquor store, or name on his door,  or the cool sunglasses he wears everywhere he goes! Or the cowboy hat that he wears. Him and this place go way back!

He recognized that there, old fat ball headed dude, crude, named Fredrick! Frederick, Frederick, who was sitting on this tiny black, swiveling stool, and he was passing the time rocking his fat body around, and around on it, looking like an elephant sitting the point of a knife, going around and around, with his legs hanging down, and his dirty, untied, black old leather shoes, just barely touching the floor! And, Frederick, had a butt in his lips! Dude, was smoking, smoking’ his big cigar butt, puffing on it, puffing, and blowing out playfully, circles of gray smoke, out of his throat, that were the size of bicycle tires, up in the air! They’d rise and pop on the ceiling there, and made the office look like it was in a deep fog! The old obese one, sat behind this, dumpy, shabbily painted, old, horrible light green, broken down front desk, with bullet holes in it! The sign on the desk said,” Welcome!”

And, in this stinking tiny hotel office, was one dim, dingy, light bulb, that was hanging down on a three foot long black cord, shining light, like a dim flash light, down on top of his shiny, big, ball head! Enough said! And on the far left of the desk behind the man, there was a roach sitting on a half eaten sandwich too, looking at you!

Appearance wise, it was not at all the best, the place was a mess, doubly less, than the best, but, but it had rented rooms and beds he could rent! BR, smiled, thinking!

It was definitely sixth class and that’s as bad as bad as you can get!

And, mind you thats speaking politely, generously, to say the least.

Baldy, gives him the quick  once over!

The man, shows no emotion, stone faced, his lips hanging down like a retard from Juilliard, and expressionless.

He knows the deal! He saw that the girl had passed out!

But, what the hell does he care! Maybe, this man who got her, he slipped her a mickey pill, to him, his job is to get them in, get them out. His job is to let what ever it is be, as long as he gets the money!

Pay me, that was the mans attitude, ” As longs the John gives it up, pays up, I shut up.”

Everything, as he would say is [BLEEPING ]  fine!

So, he spits out a price to, BIG REX, and BIG REX’s, frowns at him, real mean like, like he was gone bite his head clean off his fat neck!

The man, saw that, took a drag, and blew out a puff of smoke in the shape of a question mark, up in smoke filled office air, that froze there scared, and he blinked, and thinked, and he quickly backs down, with a better price thats sounds just right, and BR, nods his head in agreement. With the price right, he paid, and climbs the staircase to get laid, with the pretty babe, in his arms,

and kicks the door to room of love open and drops the sleeping lady down in bed. Turns the light out and makes hot passionate lusty love to the to love below.

[ 411 ]

Thus, this, Begs the question do you understand your mind?

MEANWHILE

WE LEAVE HIS FANTASY, LEAVE HIS DAY DREAMS!

We are back to reality but, today is not monday but the wednesday that is coming. The time? The time is 2:30 am wednesday morning, as the drama plays out in the camps make shift hospital, the campers some weeks back, finished constructing inside the large cave.

We see a woman, a nurse, its Judy, and she came by to make her rounds and check on a patient in the hospital, BR, who received a blow to the head, and appears to be in coma like sleep and heavily sedated. But, BR, he is the guy she dreams about and got a secret hot crush on! So in this case, because of her feelings, there is clearly a problem in this hospitals settings, where she is in control at this late hour, and there is an underlying conflict of love interests, that may wreak emotional havoc, that will put her professional behavior to remain impartial to the maximum test!

Here, what we are going to see is a female lust fantasy,  played out a causal relationship existing between breach of duty, and her needs, and that of the patient entrusted  to her care!

She knows you are supposed to check the chart for medication orders each shift to make sure that the impaired the quality of MAR, hospital status is correct, and she does so, and his meds.  check out Ok!

She’s looking at his chart and checks the time and scribbles something on it, sighs and dutifully goes and checks his head, he’s got a small bandage covering his right forehead where he got hit, and you can see some iodine stains as brown dots on his temple. She checks his pulse, his heart, and sticks her hand into her pocket of her maroon colored nurses uniform, pulls out a pink mini Ipad and updates data on his condition and plops it back into her pocket.

Then she quickly goes to the other side of the makeshift hospital room, places a small cardboard sign, with a handwritten note with green letters scribbled with a magic marker, that reads in big letters,”Do not disturb.” She locks the door, and window and draws the heavy red curtains back. Now they are totally alone and private, as she continues attending to her patient.

Then she goes to the table where there is a metal silver round bowl of full of water, next to it is a white puffy towel laying there on the dark brown table. She takes up the towel, dips it in the water, and proceeds to wipe his forehead his neck and his face. She changes a bandage on his forehead, and notices the swelling has gone down substantially !

Judy takes a long deep sigh again, having a hard time sensing what she sees is real. She was living for a dream to be near him, and suddenly here he is. She was wishing,  dreaming for a romance and in times like this is so mysterious, questions of her heart, of her feelings, and this man in front of her, for some reasons just being around him relaxes her inhibitions and attracts the hell out of her. She doesn’t know why but this crazy man’s got what she wants. The chemistry is there, she can’t deny it as she looks down upon him, she feels romantic feelings stirring up in her, against her better judgement and against her will.

The woman turns out four of the five battery powered lights illuminating the room, leaving only one shinning down atop BR’s, nude body with a white bed sheet tossed over him as he lays helpless and out cold in a deep sleep, laying still on the blue and silver hospital bed, that the campers had pulled out of the ships emergency room a while back.

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All is dead quiet.

Everybody else is sleeping.

The only sounds are his heart, and her heart beating!

He’s been unconscious all night since he drove the women back to the camp. He got them back safely, but then passed out and immediately collapsed, and has been like this ever since. Judy walks around his bed which is in the center of this large room. She circles it thinking her private thoughts, then she sits down in a chair in the corner looking at him. A few minutes later she gets up and she’s walking even slower than before. She circles him again, this time casually letting her red  fingers nails slide along the side of the bed as she walks around it, like a spider eyeing its prey.

It’s coming back, the thoughts about him, she felt before. The secret feelings, she harbors in her heart for him. Things about him, she secretly admires, and his craziness, and his voice. She, can’t help but look at him as she thinks about some of the things Saddie told her about him flood her memories. This guy doesn’t belong to her but she feels in a way he does. Strange games the mind can play, and now a daydream for her too? She partakes in a mental fantasy, on a guy, she got a big crush on, in a very sexy inappropriate, way.

Judy, thinks, no one will find out?

Every one is asleep. He’s knocked out completely on drugs, and asleep! The door is locked, the windows are shut and the shades are shut, and covered with curtains.

She’s alone!

Alone with him.

Nobody else is home! She stares, at him, and her mind is pulsing wild thoughts, lusty thoughts, when it ought not to!

But she’s going down the rabbit hole!

She’s going down.

And she thinks to herself :

I would give anything to have you, anything, you don’t know what I got? The price of inequality! What on earth do you see in Saddie? What the hell do you see in Boccia? Dam fool, cruel! The women you chose don’t have what, it takes; I can give it to you. Why should they taste the love I want, better they are not than me?

Stupidity?

Thinks the woman, as she takes his hand and rubs it against her belly. Imagine, my secret love what it would be to love me?

Give me a baby? I would love you like you have never been loved before, she says to him whispering as she holds his hand up to her breast. Why didn’t you come and talk to me?

You stupid man, can’t you see it in my eyes that I want you? Can’t you? OMG, what is wrong? You belong to me? Don’t you see? You don’t know what you’re missing? NO! I don’t have a big butt. I don’t have big breasts, but in bed I can make love to you the best, romance you, and drive you crazy, once you taste it no one else will do, that much I promise you my love.

My secret love. My secret heart! I am the one you need. Me, don’t you see? Oh My God, this can’t be happening. It can’t, you, you are breaking my heart, breaking it in two! I can’t stand it. I don’t know what to do?

[ 413 ]

What, blind fool art you, Cowboy fool, who fails me, who breaks me, temps me! Can eyes not see? Can it? Can you not tell by my speech, I am no leech, I come from upper cultured gentry? Greater expectation, had no man, and whiles I wind up being your examiner, in the deepness of my heart, I glamour for your hands to rough me up like a wild dog.

Familiarity with my body you decline stupid, stupid fool you mere man. You sit, where you sit, sitting between the cabbages and the peas. But, since your in charge, your rank is subject of the echelons that defines, officer class, and you do what you please! Beside my love, that’s why I offer my loins openly to you, and upon you, don’t sneeze.

People are nosey and gossip goes around. You think I don’t know about you? Huh? Saddie told me! She told me what you do in bed. Big shot! Shit! Oh my God, poor retched me, if you only hold me, hold me, me fool, take me in your arms, rape my charms.

Touch here, touch me there, and here! Dam you! She caught her self, talking to herself, and knew she was wavering and veering wildly from any course of rationality, but love is to blame! She thought, love is driving me insane. He doesn’t he loves me. He is a blind fool! When he awakes, I will make him see me! If not? Oh Oh! Will I be trapped, trapped in the balance of my life in this camp, and you ignoring me? If others share their love with you, I must share mine too, but will he love me, she suddenly asked herself? And, Oh My God. What madness? Oh My God, wait a minute what if?

What if? What if you,   you . . .

Oh no, what if he stays unconscious. Oh no, I never thought of that?

What if he dies in this coma, never will I have his child, never will his lips cruise my body? It is said after a day of rain, it will be sunny again, but what if you die? The natural order of things don’t always turn out as we want, turn out as we hope. Oh my darling that can’t be.

Can’t! I want you now, take me, take, it, I am yours, wake up from your sleep!

I will join you in bed, we’ll stay there making love forever. She cradled his face in her hands and reached down and with hungry open lips she kissed him, smothered his lips with hers, kissing him long and hard, wildly consumed with the passion growing inside of her. Lust cursing, driving her, driving her to be bolder! She had it, now! Now she had it! It was physically painful for her not to have him, then the unbelievable happened, as she was leaning over his head, her breast hung down and touched his face, and then,  as she began massaging his bare chest, she noticed the white sheet begin to move up. He’s got a slow erection. But an erection nevertheless! Her eyes suddenly where clue on it! It was like looking at the sun. She could turn away! It was hot! When she saw it raising up, pushing up and protruding upward from under the big, white sheet covering him from the waist down, it astounded her! Staring at it, she was so shocked, so scared, as she saw he was getting an arousal in his sleep, by her messaging and kissing him. Will he pop open his eyes and make mad love to her, or hate her for what she was doing?

[ 414 ]

Hi! It’s me again, Madcow Sammy, Holy cow brain, insane, these folks got a problem, if they don’t got a problem, they gone get a problem! But besides that, these folks, if they only knew whats in the dinner they think is so delicious, they might be inclined to pass! I think all o them got a big surprise coming!  Believe that! I know I would, I’d skip eating big time! And the folks that was in that boat needs to get their heads examined quick! They got issues. I know BR and all his crazy wives, and Dizzy and The Captain do! These guys are mind blowingly unbelievable!  Wow,

Luckily my Iphone alarm, went off again, and woke me up! ” Oh Boy! ” Anyway, I really got to consult Toni, cause this is too much! I got to tweet him, anyhow, I just got another tweet! It’s my girl, Madcow Lady Ga Ga again! Oh how cool! Got to fly bye! Stay tuned, this is just the beginning!   I got to run now, bye, adios, adieu, A plus tard Mes amis, abschied, Wiedersehen, 這麼長時間現在，我們看到你很快 ！,告別 ,작별, 別れ ,Прощай ,الوداع ,veda , addio ,Żegnaj, bye bye, to da loo!

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[ 118 ]

Good evening, again friends and another warm Fractal welcome, back to you all. Yes, both the dead and the living. The great ages, full of fractal sages warns : There will be days and there will be nights. As you about to enter Chapter six, be forewarned! It will be full of frights.” In you, the devil do.” And now, that said lets begin. The fractal door creaks opens once more. Slowly once more! Look! Yes, you, look!

Gaze into eternity, invisible and alone, gaze in to eternity and see, stories to frighten and stories to make you sigh, stories to make you ask the questions why? Stories of hate, stories that make you want to debate the reason and where with all of your fate! Stories that search, quests that dare to inquirer into your private hidden puddles of desire. Mysterious Fractals galore, sure, the case debased in incredibility malitity mentality of evility.

                                                   Are you sure?

                                   Are you positive you want to come in?

[ 119 ]

BR.

BR, events kicked him.

BR, events made him.

BR, events remolded him, shaped him!

Sometimes, we all might find our life, turned upside down, and we are living in a nightmare

 coming out of the ground! One type of madness or another.

Perhaps a lover, tweets you, they found somebody new, and the wedding is off permanently too. You run off with a guy or gal on the fly, and you thought they were nice, but he turns out, not to be. Life is a movie, the part you play, changes from day to day, in every way.

Questions, why?  Why me? Why did this happen? Why did this happen to me, to us, to them?

We say sometimes, things we don’t mean.

But, in the world, there are forces, unseen, you’ll get over it, forget it, or get depressed, hurt your own self, and shriveled up and die!

[120 ]

Why?

Many colors are in the sun’s sunshine.

Red is the color of blood.

Red is the color of heat.

Red is the color of meat.

Red, white and blue are in the sunshine too!

Big Rex’s heart, has been hurt, and for all intentional purposes, his heart, although beating, is dead!

Little love in it, is found.

[ 121 ]

So, profound, rightly or wrongly?

Is it he, who will live to walk in the lemon rain, sunshine, among the green stalks?

The two earth’s upper and lower, new worlds without girls? Or possibly, there may be one find for him, unknowns is, this man’s fate, left to debate, incoming breezes, bring problems to be faced, squeezed in his short life time.

Mad, madness, it is his cover to hide, to hide his sadness?

Yet, for reasons outside of our comprehension, destiny, it must of read, his no nonsense, primal, cruelty, that is found in the wild humans, only documented by his mad behavior, in his deadly resume!

And out of billions of people on Earth who were good, mentally healthy, decent and trust worthy, and alive, out of them, he is the saved one.

[ 122 ]

Is it he who will save what’s left of Mankind’s world. This crazy man, has been chosen, as the savior of all?

Into his hands, and his demented mind, depends so much! Ironic is it not?

The conditions of fractal Earth, are nothing more than damaged goods, mere has beens, washed up and lost artifacts.

Can a madman bring them back?

Dead Earths back to life?

Earth, where man used to live, what a hap, hazard, miss mash, of bizarre challenges, he now has to face. He just can’t stop.

Mother nature, the cruel one, she doesn’t want him to! He just can’t stop! Bizarre challenges he now, has to face!

And for every minute that now passes more and more events seem to pit him against, the trials and tribulations, that the forces in space, the forces of time, the forces outside of the knowing mind, the forces of nature combined, has in store waiting for him, and his little, little mind. Waiting, waiting to test him to death.

Unknown to him, as he scurries around in the dark bottom of that boat, he suddenly accidentally stumbles, trips and falls down a damaged stair case.

[ 123 ]

He falls and tumbles over, and over, and bangs his shoulder, into a gray metal door, marked in white block letters,” employees only,” and, it swings open! And, much to his surprise, inside are about about 20 large, 10 gallon, water cooler jugs, just full of nice, clean, fresh water! Such a cherished find, blew his mind, and although he’s bruised, and a little banged up, it brings a moment of happiness to him.

He can always use more water, but, how does one man bring such heavy Bottles upstairs?  He’ll have to get Jonathan to help. Oh yes, he smiles, thinking to himself. Seems like saving that boy. Saving his life, wasn’t such a bad idea, after all. Ha,  ha,  ha,  ha,  .  .  .

But, that’s a problem BR, doesn’t mind solving at all. But, then while down below, he suddenly trips again, in the dark, on a soggy, wet yellow curtain, and thinks, WoW, this is good material to make a tent, or a rug!

If only, he could get it upstairs too. It would come in mighty handy! But then again this would, requires Jonathan’s help!

He realizes in the ship, there is a virtual treasure trove of things, he could find useful, that he can use to rebuild his life with, and of the lives of the two men he just saved. But, a even bigger surprise, lies in store for him again, as fate taps him on the shoulder, with one heck of a big surprise, indeed!

People! More people, than he could ever imagine survived too! No, not thousands of people, but, about a hundred and thirty or so! Lots of kids, children, young and old.

He discovers them, when he pulls the curtain aside, only to uncover below deck, a large lunchroom full of people, people who have been trapped in the dark for days, hungry confused and disoriented.

Many with broken bodies, injured and traumatized! Living in their own puddles of urine, and feces, maggot invested! All around them, surrounded, by dead passengers and their excrement. When he lifted the cover up, a large stinking gas cloud, rose up and hit his nostrils, with the pungent stinkyness of the dead!

That, Oder, like a fog into his face! The smell of the thick death, permeates the air in there, with the special unforgettable stench of death. He pulls back the door, that was covering the hole and he is as shocked to find them, as they are to see him up above, in a hole in the ceiling high above them.

[ 124 ]

They looked up, waving enthusiastically, smiling, happily. He looks down. He shines a flashlight to the ground. The ground, covered with half naked filthy bodies. That’s what he sees. Its dark, that’s what these people see, up above them, a light shinning like a beacon in the night.

Someone is up there. A rescuer has come!

It’s such an awe inspiring delight for them. Hard for them to realize, that after all this time. All this horror, all this madness, finally, finally they are going to be saved. He looks at them thinks to himself, whats this? Are they bugs? They are bugs, little bugs to fry in my frying pan, buggers or maybe not? He thinks. As he looks at them good, his head crazy as usual!

His mind spinning like a dime, insanity, dominating him, spiraling around. He looks down at them They’re, are only a few, out of, out of, what looks like a thousand dead ones or more, all smelling! They’re down in, down in a hole about 24 feet down below him or so.

How, to get them out, he will have to throw down ropes, and rig up a pulley. Perhaps two! A lot to do! Now, now, he is faced with the question. How? How to get out, all of those who are not injured, make them understand, that, no policemen or fireman, Doctors, nurses, or rescue teams, are looking for them, coming to rescue them. Just him, madman, BR!

Will they understand when this Madman tells them, that every bodies is dead, their families, their friends, the internet, their world.

[ 125 ]

The world that they know is gone. It’s now a memory, and he is the rescue team. He is the one who will, or will not save them. They are not in a position to say no, to a madman, like this joe, not when that madman is the only one who can save them.

That he has stipulations for them, yes, the madman does!

They will have to comply with or die! This guy, this guy, he is just crazy enough, crazy enough, to slam the door back and leave them. Cold hearted is he, you see, destiny checked out his resume, and wants him that way.

[ 126 ]

Life strifes, life’s knife drama o sama, You see danger in here be, yes, black is light, some people think, while they raise the glass of spiritual drink, he too, like you, like you, dare swallow a gulp?

Destinies cocktails in bulk, asymmetric subconscious details, oh rife, ripe hand, player-man, of nature’s black band. If you sleep, and some of you do, who are not dead, and hear in your head, the band playing, be very afraid. BR, is the rebel blade, singing the tune! And he is near by. The crazy man, the bugger bumble bitch man.

BR,

He wants to form a gang. One by one, those whose life’s, he has saved, he in-slaves.

The members, recruit he will, from death’s doorstep.

Now, some people are inexperienced, clueless, super intelligent in their own field. But, when they step outside their sphere of individual special field of knowledge, childlike they become, vulnerable to the ploys and games mother nature, spits in their face, as she so often does, she does so playing with them from time to time, but unsuspectingly they don’t get it, they don’t even know they are being played, in spades, and stumble, in their sleep, creep dead, deep!

Now, BR, will be their leader, good, evil, mad or mad not, whether they like it, or like it, not. Snot, coming out of your nose, if you have one?

[ 127 ]

And that leader, is a killer thriller, from manila, and he has diabolical plan, and if they don’t fit in to it, if they don’t, he will make them pay, and he tells them so!

He and he alone, is their rescue team, he and he alone is their savior now, and they will cooperate or as he promises, they will all die!

They must have shelter, he will have to provide them with shelter.

They must be fed, he will have to provide them with food!

They must become a survivor, learn to deal with inclement weathers, catch and eat creatures that move raw, sleep walking if need be, and kill or be killed, and to survive you need a teacher, an agile bitch, from the dark of the Force.

As a survivalist, he must provide them the tools and barbaric know, how to survive, and reciprocatingly, they must learn.

They must go back to the kindergarten of preditorial hunters.

Back, in time, back, in time, back, back, back in time. To do what must be done, natures fun, hard wired spectrum, and eat what ever it takes to survive.

The vegetarians will  be eaten, by the fracta-carnivorians, their bones busted, broken into, and the warm red marrow licked out clean!  It, is  he who must teach them to see, how to live to survive the unearthly, in a world that is not what they think it is.

A world that is dead, destroyed, where only, where only, where only the strongest of the strongest, of the very strongest, survives!

This is nature’s fractal law. From two billion million human years ago! Before your kind walked the bottom of the liquid seas.

This matrix existed matter fractally in the time breeze.

[ 128 ]

Now, besides all of this, as if this wasn’t enough to deal with, under lying all of this is other combined force’s, superimposed on the realms of the ††DUCKS †† driven, driven with the ribbon of wild, brony, muscular exercises, manifesting behind the scenes of other worldly

They lie in wait. They too, have a time due!

So, much is simultaneously happening.

The stupid man, with, the stupid plan, with a bad head, tries to use it as best he can, ponder he does, then this?

How, do you take a people spoiled by modern

conveniences, and dump them back a million years back, back into prehistoric times. With no cars, no light, no electricity, no dentists, no tooth paste, no toilets, no perfumes, no computers, no running water, no TV, no baseball, no nothing?

BR knows!

But BR, also knows, it won’t be pretty!

It will be dam right bloody.

And he now, lifts the cover up, where the people are, and he  holds it open and sticks his head in, and growls:

He growls at them: Shut up Bumble bugger bitches! Stop stinking or I’ll shut back the door.

Now try to imagine this, imagining, good, here’s the scene, people down in the bottom of a ship, cut off from the world, waiting to be rescued, when all of a sudden out of a hole in the ceiling, high above them, comes the voice of someone you think is going to rescue you, and he yells out loud :

BUMBLE BUGGERS, BITCHES,  BUMBLE BUGGERS BITCHES!

Ha, ha, ha, I know, I know you Bumble bugger bitches are down there, ha, ha, ha! I can see ya! I can smell ya! What y’all, been doing? Hiding from BR? Ha, ha, ha,  I can smell you, Oh ha, ha, ha, ha, You, you fools, you cannot, you can’t hide from me. I can always find bugs, you stink! You can’t hide from me, you bugs are kidding your selves! Not me,  not me, not meeee. Ha, ha,  ha,

I got the nose! He said pointing to his nose, three times, and laughing! Ha, ha, ha, oh Ha, ha,  ha,   .  .

All I got to do, is just follow my nose, and sure as water is in the bottom of a well, buggers, bugs, are stinking up like hell. Oh ha, ha, ha, ha,ha, ha, oh ha, ha, ha !

I gone put you in the pot and stir it up, once, I gone put you in the pot and stir it up twice, that’s nice, three times four, till your done, Oh ha, ha, ha! Oh boy, this is gone be fun. ha,  ha, ah!

I know what you stinking thinking? You want to come on out, don’t you?

Don’t lie? Don’t lie fly, ha, ha,ha!

You stink it’s time you come out? Is that what you’re stinking? Time to come out? Time to come out and join old BR in the sunshine, ha, ha, ha! What’s up bugger’s?

[ 129 ]

The demented BR, has open up a can of worms, when he found that hole in the ceiling!

But, let’s go back in time a minute.

Back before he opened the hole in the ceiling, shall we.

What was going on a couple of minutes, a couple of minutes before he came along, and found that yellow curtain covering a ceiling door!

It was dark down there.

Down there was nowhere where you would want to be.

Down there was the epitome of human’s misery.

Down there, sat death, next to thee, in the darkness with you, with you, next to you.

There in the darkness. And that darkness was. It was full of people, mostly dead, some alive, and dying.

It was eerie, it was lonely, it was hot, no ventilation, it was muggy, the humidity was suffocating the few folks that remained still breathing. It was icky, and sucky in any language!

In that huge space, that big spacious lunchroom, at least thats what it was, before, before the destruction of the world came, it use to be a luxurious cafeteria. The ,”happy eats,” was the name of the cafeteria room, which specialized in foods, for those blessed with a more sophisticated palettes and tastes!

[ 130 ]

People would sit casually while courteous waiters, with white gloves, would come around and serve you. It was a happy life. So flush, so very flush full of worldly amenities, and social graces pleasures, great conversation, great wonderful people! One could not ask of life for more, then, then, then in the last days.

Then destrux-fracto-actional bifurcation, of transformations of doom time, suddenly happened, and what was a world, is no more.

It change it did, it changed, changed in to a slummy worm filled cemetery of black death. It only took and instant. Only! If you break down an instant, into slow motion, it appears to be a year, but, if you close your eyes and open it, then and there, death is staring at you, just like that. Matter of fact.

In an instant, there was a loud scary rumble,  upheaval, an apocalypse of earthquaking tremendous, crashing horrible sounds, of the boats interior structures splitting up, breaking, as large shaking walls, went shaking wildly, into convulsions, burst apart, buckling collapsing ceilings and tons of broken glass, and tons of machinery came crashing down through the ceilings, down, down on the heads of people, seated eating their last meals, as the lights suddenly went out, as the lights went black, as life went black, crushing, killing and mangling un-apologetically all of the diners, save for a very few.

Now, the lunchroom is destroyed, dust filled, thick air, the big mighty ships air conditioners dead, and most of its support walls have caved in, it has no electricity here, it has no waiters, only the squashed remains of them, looking like red jam you spread with a knife on white bread,  along with hundreds upon hundreds of people, crushed by fallen ceiling debris, and now they litter the floor rotting, not pretty.

Amongst the dead are here and there are scattered survivors.

Now days afterwards,

[ 131 ]

They having been, laying there, laying, waiting, dying, crying, sobbing, without life’s basics!

No water to drink.

No running water to wash them selves, wash and clean their wounds.

No light see, no way to walk around accept stumble around in the dark walking on the faces of dead people, from different places,

who were alive!

Who a short time ago, were happy!

Who dead now be! What misery! Life contains, uncertainty comes and wains, but,  nothing is so final, like the finality of death. It’s lips are pretty one minute and ugly the next!

Once in a while, you hear a breather, yes a breathing live being, laying amongst the thousands.

Some times you hear screams.

It hurts your heart to hear them, the little one, the innocents, the children, Mommy, Mommy help, mommy!

Some times you hear a poor souls scream [ hyperboles of obscenities at god ]

[ 132 ]

Some times, you with your stomach empty, hear it growling, growling for a morsel. But wo, be onto you, none, no,  no more food for you to eat!

Some times, you hear the last exhalation of a neighboring body next to you as it expires, alone, quiet, still, dead!

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Dead, dead equates to the eternal quietness. It is quiet, quiet, so quiet, but in here, in here, here in this room, this cafeteria of death. You, you can hear things. You can hear. Beings making sounds! Beings and the parts of beings, making sounds in the dark without light! Sometimes the being making the sounds are, sometimes the sounds are coming, coming, from the interior of you. But, you have to be in tuned, tuned in to it!

Harmonically to hear, hear the sounds of your body! So, many, many, there are the electrical sounds of anxiousness of the co dependent, inter cooperative, series cycles mega fluxes, of the nervous systems sounds, of inter-frictional frequency sounds, In side your brain to the nervous systems tributaries of nerve branches and back in a flash, as they sporadically send signals to the centers of your brain to minds interfaces, warning them that death is at hand.

Then of course there are mundane easy for anyone, to hear sounds. Sounds you can hear easily.

Some times, you hear you, breathing!

You can gasps, somebody is gasping and its you! This the most strangest of the most beautiful sounds, you make when you inhale, and exhale, inhale and exhale. It doesn’t hurt, and because you don’t need anything else, except this noise, to tell you, yes you are still alive here in this boat!

And another important set of sounds thats is incredible,

is the olfactory employment ones? In here in the dark, there loafs, soft drifting air full of Oder’s emanating from your private parts. You try to ignore it. But  the sound of your nose smelling is like certain words that press and trigger your buttons!

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How do you smell?

How do you smell after being down in this boat, without hope, without washing off, both wet and dried blood in hell?

When you smell, your nose makes a sniff, sniff, sniff, sounds, that abounds sifts out the fresh scents, the pleasing ones, and those coming from you that are , that are not! Butts fart’s in the air, where gases of despair, drift into your nostrils, not just diagonally, but you gets hot weighted smells, that float higher, than the cool ones, that tend to drive down drifting near the floor where you are. Where you are! Funny thing about the gases in you! For them to fart, come out of you, they come out of you either way, one part of you or the other, you don’t have to be alive! You’re going to fart dead or alive! Dead or alive, in here you are!

Where you will be for a long time! A very, very long time!

Your nose is fearful, if not, frightened by your, your, yes, we don’t like to say it, we dare not say it, but, the quality of foot odor is often reported as a thick, cheesy smell. Some describe the smell like that of malt vinegar. However, sometimes your foot can give off a strong ammonia-like olfactory dis treasure, smell, that can make a hairy goat on fire, float!

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So many, many sounds in the dark! So, many!

When you rest your head on your arm, when you’re on the floor of the ship, you can hear the sounds of your heart throbbing, going, thump, thump, thump. Thats, the over arching supreme sound, the heart in your chest. It also tells you, you are alive. There is only darkness, no light now, in this place, your heart, or your life.

When will you die?

Will you die of starvation?

Will you die of thirst?

Cause there is no water in here!

Will you die because the infestation by the billions of little white maggots eating your flesh off your face and eating out your eyeballs?

Crawling in and out of nose, as the flies buzz around your head making you dizzy with the sounds of their wings, is that what awaits your fate?

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What awaits your fate is not up for debate. You’re here and now is. But, you ask, here, what is here ?

How is here, here?

How is here?

Here?

Can you touch it?

Can I eat it?

Can I be sure I am here ?

Can I be sure of anything?

Am I like mad? Am I like BR, so mad it’s pitifully sad?

BR, asks in the deep corridors of his twisted mind, who is in there?

Who is in my mind? Why the pejorative symbioses between the times sublime and pandemoniums, cycles landscapes in his minds demeanor, cleaner or dirtier than most or are we, who are wrong? Confused, used by popular morays of our times, your time, for taking for granted popular non thinking public perceptions, what it is meant by the real here? Here is here, but because it is said, does it make it so? Here in this context, mathematically, you have to go to the mathematics to translate an approach to the facts of here.

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We describe here, with a perceived landscape construct, composed of a finite space, with dimensions on an assumed grid, with a boundaries both vertical and horizontal, and within the center, we place our eye. And

lookup and discern a ceiling, look-down and discern a floor, identified by which we think, we are standing, and thus, rationalized it as fact? We are here?

BR, equates things other than him self, as infestations, which to him equates to bugs coalescing inside of a { 1 }.

In his mind because you are, doesn’t mean you are. Because you speak doesn’t mean what you think it means.

Your words you speak to him, in his mind, are not given to instantaneous translatability and hold little or no weight in his reality.

Just as the rain or wind blowing on him. It may be environmental to you, but!

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It’s just sensation on his skin, and sensation, does not a fact make, for fact sake! But it is not a fact, or proof of your existence to him. You in his mind, you cannot be proof of your existence. You are because you say you are, is not good enough to be a fact, in the eyes of BR’s reality!

His is a mind froth with mind distortions, described as without consistent underlying logic, but randomized infrequent loops on the outskirt peripheries of primal wired animal instinctive regions of levels of logic, but logic of the other, the dangerous kind.  And cunning wise, whether by deceit, evasion of the truth, just to survive with him. He has no hesitancy to kill, in fact to him, when he is in one of his mad stupors it’s a trill!

But, what we know, we don’t, as we’ll soon find out about BR, whose mind is vulnerable to being captured in the future, when the, †† DUCKS †† arrive on the scene like in a dream!

And for now, until proven other wise we accept here. The, here inside this boat as a fact, and the lives of the people, as a fact, and realities in that awful ship you find your self in, as what awaits your fate? Fate, rummages around laughing, in the belly of the beast. The beast in this place is this ship, only a couple of dozen people, got away with their life, and bodies intact, only to face destitution, humiliation and the horrible conditions living in the bottom of the boat of death. Practically all the other people, got instantly smashed like a bug.

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Those lucky ones, the few that didn’t get crushed, survived, now sit in the blackness, alone and are now rightly, worried and deeply troubled waiting.

Life and death, It all depended on luck.

In this cruise ship, some parts of the huge atrium like cafeteria, caved in, some parts, the floor gave way, and smashed their bodies down flat, flat like hay. Luck?

 Of course, the reaction of those, still alive, were to seek confirmation from love ones, that they too, survived, but disappointingly, they, in most cases, did not!

And those that did, roamed around in the darkness, in the big room, on their feet, if they could, on all fours, if too weak, and crawling, with their hands held out in front of them, searching in the pitch blackness, walking or crawling on the dead bodies of others, their faces, eyes, and backsides, till tired, depressed, they fall, and collapsed down, near somebody else! They would listen so they could tell by their sounds, who was alive and who was not. What would you prefer to lie down next to, someone alive, or a dead guy?

And made spontaneous instantaneous friendships. Friendship? Friend?

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What, a strange word. Do you have a friend?

Some people only have themselves.

No children. They got money, but they can’t talk to it.

They can’t ask it, to help them in the dark of this boat?

They would give it all away to be any place but here!

But where is here?

Due to time, and the attributes of time, if you understand , you are in here, and after you move away from here, someone will be standing where you are right now, in a different time, and a different environment, but at the same time they will be occupying the space you are occupying.

Its simple, take a tree for example, a tree, sweet as can be, is born an apple tree, form its branches falls an apple onto the ground.

The wind, the animals,

the humans, squirrels, worms collect the apples,

till all are gone, and next season, the tree drops another apple in exactly the same spot, and more until they too, are all gone.

The boundary-less cycle is one attribute of the arc of a fractalized time loop.

Time, separates time. The time of the happy apple tree, and the time of the happy people in the boat, as opposed of the un-happy people in the boat be, is separated by time. And those unique degrees of separations, Is all about luck and about time variations.

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And finding a friend, in a hell hole is all about conditional, contest, and circumstantial luck, and if the friend turns out to a real friend, and not an opportunistic one. It’s like finding gold! And finding a friend anywhere can be tricky, and in here more so, than anywhere on the two Earths!

In here, in this time, it can mean the difference between staying alive a little longer, improving the quality of the time you have remaining, or a few more minutes or going insane, plain and simple in time.

If you realize inhere, one would try to get near another live person, to share the pain and to help each other survive somehow. If not physically than with words of hope, and words of encouragement, small talk. After all it’s been a long time now, and after a time, a person, any person sitting in the heat, it’s humid, yucky, no air, their brains stops working correctly. They stop working correctly!

They get desperate.

Desperate!

People start to hallucinate! They get very easily annoyed, impatient. They get agitated, the person gets so angry, frustrated and slowly changes in their personality, rise to the surface.  And the person is not the same anymore.

Not, the same, any, anymore!

These few people. Some of them, stay next to their dead loves ones, near their bodies hoping against hope that somehow some way, some rescue team will find their way down here in the dark.

They hope against hope!

Some won’t leave the side of their dead love ones, no matter what. Others, they, draw closer together in small pockets, small clusters of the living, and when they have the strength they speak to each other, they do. The subjects, the same, always the same. We are going to die, soon, if nobody comes.  Says one, sobs a voice, crying, crying.

Crying, in the dark.

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The voice belong to young lady name Judy. if it wasn’t completely black in here, you could see

she’s young and pretty, a recent college grad, that got this cruise ship ticket from her proud parents, as gift and enticement for her to do good in school and finish college. She did, and now she’s here in time.  She, thinks to her self, if you ask me how I am doing? I’d lie, and say I am doing fine. How can I be doing fine, thinks the woman after being asked by another woman, how you making out?

She, thinks about that question.

Any other time, she would answer quickly but now, she’s laying down on the floor feeling her bare legs for maggots that are crawling every where. She’s horrified of them. She can feel them.

She knows what they look like.

What is strange is when feel one crawling on you nose near your eye and you pick it up, it is so soft and rubbery, so innocent, that how they feel but then you get horrified doubly when you know what they are hungry for?

They’re tiny. Very, small. Their white, and look like a tiny white caterpillars, but worm like. Looking like tiny crawling worms, Worms, that feast on you if your dead or not..

When she gives up, and that might be soon, they will eat her too!

And she won’t be able to stop them, she won’t be able to do anything, she’ll be dead!

It won’t matter.

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It’s so hard for me says, the young woman, thinking to her self.

A couple of days ago, I was thinking of getting buff for summer, beach ready, thinking about boys, music, fun, and now. I don’t. Oh,my God! NOW!

Strange how in one day you’re whole life gets thrown in the garbage. I haven’t eaten.

I haven’t eaten, and I probably will never again!  If, if, shucks, If my girls friends , if my friends saw me now, OMG. If they saw me, so down and out and smelly and filthy! If they saw me, me, now, they’d pity me, they’d say Judy girl, thats my nick name, Judy girl, they would say,  we are so sorry this happened to you, you of all people, don’t deserve this, and it true! I don’t!

Who the hell deserves this, I don’t want to die like this. The dead people that are dead, already, they got it better than me, shit!

What the hell do I got to live for?

I will never have any babies, I don’t know what being a mother feels like.

I don’t know what marriage is like, I am too, too, young to die! There can’t be a god, OMG! There can’t be one, this can’t be, this can’t be happening!

Dam, Goddam, I curse this cursed, blighted, despicable life, and I wish I was dead! Judy, said and broke down in tears, sorrowfully thinking to herself, there is no hope for us who are still breathing the smelly stinking air in here! We’ll never get out, no, nobody even cares! Hoping is,  is an indulgence for fools. I want to be dead, so badly!

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So, this is really a sad, very sad set of situations, said Judy.  I feel so lost, I feel like I am lost. Totally!

I am, so out of it, gosh, you know, I,

I wish that my dad was here. He’d know, he’d know what to do, she said softly, her voice filled with emotion, and deep concern as she started crying.

Well, this is not exactly pretty situation, for none us honey, chimed in another, more mature sounding female voice in the dark.

You could tell by the way she was speaking, she seemed to know what deep pain, and sorrow was all about.

We’re done! Said another ladies voice, flatly without feeling, direct and cold, as if there were no chance of anything getting better for them.

To an observer, it’s interesting the way men act in this a situation like this, they seemed to have paired off by themselves, in these weird circumstances. And like wise, the few woman that are alive, also were drawn to each other, crawling over on their hands and knees over the dead bodies so they could be in close proximity with one another. I tell you, exclaimed Judy sounding so depressed you, you could her heart felt sorrow in her trembling voice.

Well,  I want to die, I need one of you to do it. I want you help me kill my self, cause I don’t got the guts to do it!

You don’t! But, what  makes you think  I got the guts to kill, you? Look, you really won’t be killing me, you know! You’ll just be, you will be helping thats all! Its different! Judy girl, she said calmly, feeling better already. It’s not even that, its, that she just might get and persuade somebody to end this madness!

Girl, you are so full of it, said a girl in the dark, skeptical.

She bugging, snapped another, harshly.

No, I am not, I mean yes, a little,said Judy girl,

A, a little?

look!

No, you look, you know what, you all  are  getting me more dam depressed that I already am, with talk,shucks,the lady remarked angrily!

Yet another said, you guys are nuts!

Said one woman. Its that you got to put your self in the profits hands, they will save us!

Year right, said one voice in the pitch blackness.

They have done enough already, I think!

Soon the women were arguing, then Judy girl, turned around, and faced in the direction of the voice closes to her, in the dark, feeling this one just might do it!

Enough, enough already!

Listen, she said lowering her voice down and talking directly where she think the other girl is!

First try to understand, I am a coward, a big scaredy cat. Always was one. And always will be! I can’t take this.

I am afraid I lose my mind Gerry, Gosh, really, really Judy girl?

Thats what I am saying!

But, said Gerry, But, interrupted Judy, hysterically, But, nothing I got to be realistic, shucks, just as ain’t light in here, ain’t no life left for me to continue!

Honey, said Gerry, trying to calm the highly agitated girl down,

Judy, you should try to hang in, sooner or later they might gone send in somebody, some peoples, some rescue peoples!  Sugar, listen, said Judy, big cruise ships like this, when they go hit something or crash into something, get in trouble in the ocean and they sink, we are not underwater, this boat ain’t sinking. If it was, we would know it by now, don’t you think?

I means shit, we’d be all dead, every last one of us, no, I don’t know happen, But it was something big, an apocalypse atomic war or something, maybe worse.

The boat is practically stand up on one side and it, ain’t in the water cause it an’t moving around in the slightest!

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The phones don’t work, the internet is down, outside the boat is probably radioactive, shit! I am going crazy waiting to die, I want it now, please help me,  I can’t stand the stress, it’s killing me, but not fast enough, I’ve got to take action, action, understand me? I’ve got take action, in my own hands,

because, because, I don’t want to, and I can’t, I can’t continue anymore,

I can’t any more!  I am sorry, Gerry, my english sucks when I cry and am very upset.

Do you happen to speak any french? Oui, a little bit, answered Gerry! When I am over excited, said Judy girl, and terribly stressed out like this, I , I, I have trouble expressing my self well, in english, thats why, I asked, I got raped in side of here. No! Oui, sister!

Quelle? What ? No!  A guy laying in the dark, amongst the dead bodies, got up and jumped me, he did it. Man are shitting animals! You got that right, said Gerry. The son of bitch, raped me, he ,Oh My  God! It was so scary!

Oh mon dieu! You want me to tell you, tell how, how it happened?  You’re not going to believe this!

He caught me by surprise. In here? In here, on the floor, in the pitch blackness of this dam boat. Shit! He got me.

 I was lucky, to find something, that, that, that knife on the floor. In the dark! I was lucky! The knife saved me.  While, he was on me. I picked it up and jabbed it into his heart!

He touched my nipples and that’s only for my

husband, and my babies, it’s sacred to me, not no one else, so I killed him, she said sobbing uncontrollably!

I know we don’t have any light in here, but if you could see me, you would see his blood is all over me. I smell of death, that is why, I want you help me to commit suicide! I can’t live any longer!

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Oh Mon Dieu.

C’est terrible! That is unbelievable. So will you help?  NO!

Pourquoi, pourquoi? Why won’t you help me kill my self, I must die, I am going mad, mad, I tell you, please, she yelled pleadingly and crying uncontrollably! I loosing my mind I tell you, Please.  Sob, sob. I, I cant take this living like this. It is too, to much. My God, No, I am sorry, I am sorry to bother you, I said sorrowfully as I thought to myself,  I can’t take it any more of this stuff, I tried everything, I pleaded with her, but she told me no!

Then, suddenly behind me came another female voice, a person who, some distance away, was over hearing our conversation, and apparently, she understood the whole conversation and said, Hey, look, I couldn’t help but listen in, and my name is, Saddie McQueen.

I’ll help you kick the bucket, if thats what you want, she chuckled, its, like what ever to me.

Same to me, you understand. I seen better days too.  I was startled, thought Judy to her self, but, this person, this girl, understood where I was coming from, and, was all right about it, and besides that, she was cheerful about it too!

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And her personality in her voice, in the dark was telling.

She seemed willing, and I was so desperate, so I trusted her!

So, I explained to her, how I want to do it, she laughed at me, at first, and I had to admit. The way I wanted to try committing suicide, well, Hmmm, it did sound goofy but, I think it would work.  If I put my mind to it real hard, I am California girl, after all! And, OMG, so much for the coward type.

So I explained what I wanted her to do, real real slowly, I will hold my breath, I said, and she will hold my nose so I can’t breathe, and thats it. No air, and its over, I said, staring at darkness where I thought she was!

Trying my darn’est to be cheerful, too.

Surprisingly, the woman, who was showing how upbeat, and how spunky she was, answered daringly, you know something, she said, let’s make it a two-some,

you hold my nose.

I hold your nose.

Get it?

I hold my breath, you hold your breath, and if it works, If, and that’s a big if?

We’ll both be out of our misery. Voila, We’ll be, both deader than a battery, I told her, and just hearing her willingness, made me feel better about it.

Anyway, I said, so might as well give it try, What ever, she said, very non challantly, apparently not giving a dam one way or the other!

With your idea, we get two for one, kind of buy one, get one free american style ha, ha, ha.  She laughed and it was her laughter that made feel much better about trying it, and I said, very efficient, er, “très effiecient ?” What do you think?

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Very efficient things are concurrently happening simultaneously in life, unknown to you and me, it is knowledge of it, that means the difference, blessed is he, who sees it.

Dark has atmosphere. The atmosphere of a lark, is serendipitously happenstance. The atmosphere of the dark, is a pessimistic precursor, of the coming of the end, for those fore-lorned souls, in the bottom of this boat.

So, it was desperate survivors, heavy with melancholy, cloaked in perpetual blackness of one of the ships large dining areas, must come to the realization, that they only survived one calamity, to then, suffer another, that epitomizes the most dreadful of inhuman conditions, encompassing them, totally in unspeakable humiliations, before their final sad demise.

There in the dark, they ponder the futility, articulate imponderables.

The two, young women, Judy  Champagne, and Saddie McQueen exalt themselves to take their own lives, as a remedy to end the blighted decrepit hand, they have been dealt.

Each of the girls, holds tight the nostrils of the other, affirming, they would rather die, die then breathe another drop of this air in here.

They are in throws of   asphyxiating themselves, and ironically at the exact same time, mother nature is playing another one of her playful and nasty ironies. She has timed things just right, so that BR, is going to open up the hole in the ceiling above them and announce his coming!

So, then now their fates are fractally crisscrossed, as the cross winds driven by the culprits of probabilities occurs. They are dying, they begin to faint, die any second now . They will be dead. And, it will happen any second now. Perhaps ten seconds, they will be dead! 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3,  then BR, opens the ceiling up at the count of two,  and says ;

Hello, BUMBLE BUGGERS, BUMBLE BUGGERS!

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Ha, ha, ha, I know, I know you bumble bugger bitches are down there, ha, ha, ha! What y’all,

been doing? Hiding from me, Big Rex, My friends call me BR? Ha, ha, ha,  I can smell you, Oh ha, ha,, ha, ha, You, you fools, you cannot, you can’t hide. I can always find bugs, you stink! You can’t hide from me, you bugs are kidding your selves! Not me,  not me, not meeee.

I got the nose!

All I got to do, is just follow my nose, and sure as water is in the bottom of a well, buggers, bugs, are stinking up like hell. Oh ha, ha, ha, ha,ha, ha,, oh ha, ha, ha !

I gone put you in the pot and stir it up, once, twice, thats nice, three times four, till your done, Oh ha, ha, ha! Oh boy, this is gone be fun. ha,  ha, ah!

I know what you stinking thinking? You want to come on out, don’t you?

Don’t lie? Don’t lie fly, ha, ha,ha!

You stink its time you come out ? Is that what you’re stinking? Time to come out? Time to come out and join old BR in the sunshine, ha, ha, ha!

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Whats up bugs?

So, it is as we see them, these poor victims of debased fate, there they are, who are about to die just as he opens us the hole in the ceiling just in time!

The two ladies and the rest of the survivors, are pleasantly surprised  and blinded by the  bright lights of the flash lights in the dark, that suddenly seem to pump them up with irrational exuberance, unapologetically harolding them to come back from the brink, it would be remissive of them, now, not to entertain the fleeting certainties of hope and to embrace the possibilities of the elusive sacred aspirations of rescue!

Stay tuned here comes Chapter 7.

chapter 7

The Tweets of Madcow Sammy

BAD PERSONALITIES

BIG REX

Chapter 7

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Unbenounced to them, their savior in the hole in the ceiling, is madman without feelings, his mind is beset with farcetities and bouts of self-aggrandizement leading down the roads of madness, seething with pervasive obsessions, tugging at him, sometimes to do good, sometimes the opposite, with the vengeance of a mad God, out of hell. Pray tell, absorption, with himself, first, second and thirdly, and lastly bastardly! His Name is none other , than Big Rex!

And below, the anxious people were trilled!

So happy to hear a voice, a voice of somebody from the outside, so happy to see him, but are shocked at the man up in the tiny hole in the ceiling, who is screaming angrily at them now, ranting craziness at them.

Was it a mirage, was he imagined, was he real,

or demons unleashed, unsealed, were they seeing and hearing things?

They listened to him in total dis-belief.

He doesn’t seem tobe real. He can’t be real, he looks real, but his words? He doesn’t make any sense.

But they continue to hope exasperatedly for his help.

Hoo’ ray, cheers happily one voice in the crowd down below in the blackness. An audacious woman in the dark standing up a top the belly of a dead man and simultaneously trying to keep her balance, as she has to bends her neck all the way back, straight back, and look up vertically, at the guy who at first appears to be a homeless nut, in the ceiling.

She, has her face facing up to his, as the light from his flash lights shines down, making it impossible to see his face!

Her mind is overwhelmed, as it is shaky, after, after being down here so long, so long down here in the dark like a rat!

Her mind now, it’ no good either, it’s flakey! She is overwhelmed by her misery, it’s fuzzy, almost, no, not almost but dizzy fuzzy and more, and totally dazed by the suffocating heat and stench! Heat. Stench! Heat! Stench!  Hard for her or anyone laying down in the blackness, smelling themselves, reduced to the lowest state of a human being can go.

The overwhelming heat trapped in it,

The overwhelming, stench, trapped in it.

The overwhelming, death, trapped in it,

and she can’t take it,

can’t take it any more,

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Her mind unsettle, lofts into fraudulent delusionary rants, seemly merging with his brash, belligerent unorthodox lunacy! They’d make a pair, you could say! Put them both away! Craziness is a mental manifestation, reflecting disconnection with accepted norms, isolated risk aversions, and disproportional disorientational aspects, of the thinking mind behaviors, and this confusions, this lunacy is, shared easily in commonality, when people are greatly overcome by stress, and she and he appear to be both screwy too! As they both succumb into the surreality of their situation unfolding second by second.

You can sense the under lying sub girded mental states of exasperation, between the man high up in the ceiling looking down, and the woman in the black hole below!  And reality’s tensions in their minds, and his, as their fates and destinies combined and criss cross, suddenly, unexpectedly!

It can happen, it can happen, certainly it can happen to anyone. Can’t it?

Where the other you, the you, inside you, that you, that you hide, because it’s the cut of you, you deny?

Let out not, you will. Arrested, guessed, It’s so bad, isn’t, it’s sad! Going some place? Some place dark?

There is a sphere of inner states thinking, inherited in the dynamic higher primal realms in your head, back from jungle times red, where lurks demons, essences of barbaric behavior, usually relegated for release by both female, male and child.

From time to time, it gets its chance, to romance free, in sun’s destinies sins! Purposely or whim?

It has a long way to run, when its set lose under earth sun. Let’s name it for what it is – Our inner personalities – Demons on the run!

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Is true, truth : there, yes, there is a magnetism, for some to indulge in cruelty, to be proud to be cruel to the weak, self aggrandizement  if what their ego seeks!

Is true, truth undeniable, and so are you! What you are. Animal, in you, be you!

If left unchecked, this line of crazy mentality, can spread just like a common cold.

The stakes are high, to tumble in and slip in an insanity trip, especially when you are stripped of your life, and suffer serious blows, faced with very uncomfortable, non solutions to choose from, if any?

Heat, hot, trapped in a boat, hot, a lot, to long, involuntarily singing deaths song, it, discombobulates the brain and makes it go insane. The mother of all fears is to lose your mind.

The mind, is a funny thing, it’s a vehicle,

it doesn’t blond to you-

you inherited it, you didn’t ask to.

Strip away off the boundaries of comfortable realities, and substitute that for states of the impossible. The mind seeks relief. Release! That’s what this young woman wants desperately.

When the man first was seen in the hole in the ceiling, the crowd, lit up with excitement!

Everybody screamed and was yelling out to him, praising his arrival some whose has come to rescue them,

but, it was long after that, it only took a second for them to get the picture! That, he was a nut! They dealing with mental ill, mad man,

and she, catching on quick, and knowing what was at stake, she said ; wait, let, let me, let me speak to him, and the others in the dark grew silent, And waited!

Moment, to moment, situations unfolding. All bad, except for this creature up above her, she wants out , she wants out. She is hungry to live, and although her mentally is in a state of utter shock, dazed she senses, this is her way out, this guy, this man, this crazy in the ceiling holding up the light. She doesn’t have a lot! Her charms, that’s it! In her voice, her quick wit, bad taste in her mouth she spits, just like a woman is suppose too!

But here, in the dark? She thinks, draws on a woman’s primal instincts, and know she has a gift of talk! And she will use as toll to get out! That’s what woman do! She knows what she has to do. So, She struggles to stand on the body of a man, so she can talk. Talk to him. Talk to him only the way she can!

You, you are going bail us out, right honey babe, she yells out to him? Throwing out a line to see if it will stick, and catch a fish!

You’ve come. Just in time. We thought the world forgot about us!

But looking at you I see that’s not true!

I am looking up to you, and I am so glad to see you, it’s like I am looking now at heaven.

You going save us, she says to him, questioningly?

She is tired, but the fact that she thinks she will be saved, gives courage and strength, gives her a cautious feeling, a feeling she would’ve of only found as an adrenaline rush, to realize, to really realize, you are about to escape out of here,

and what that means! Freedom! Hope! Life!

But, then she needs to employ her female psychology, and female eruditism.

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I like bugs, are you a bug?

You Goddam right honey!

Can you get me out of here?

Can a shark eat meat, ha, ha, ha!

Only if it is sweet, replies the girl cunningly, with overlays of sexual overtones, implied un abashedly in the sounds of her voice. The other women stay silent, aware of her game plan!

I like em bitter too! BR, tells her!

I got a big mouth, so, I like them too, ha,ha, ha, laughs the girl!

BR, is taken aback by the bitch in the black, but not vexed, and shines the light down on this woman, and spy’s her keenly, smiling, his curiosity aroused and other things too, intrigued he be, at the naughty, sassy lass, down in dark!

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She says to him, as her eyes squint in the dark trying to avoid the beam of the flashlight he has in his hand and go passed that and see his face. She says in a softer voice now, in a lower tone to it, a personal tone.  I know you are joking. We are not bugs. We want to be free! Help us please!

Will her please have any measurable impact on him?

She slowly opens up her mouth and yells up to him. She’s green eyed, cute,

covered in mud, young in her twenties, her hair is blond, it’s

what she has. You can still, tell, despite all the mountains of dark, black caked up mudblood, and filth in it.

She is tiny, plump woman with her breast exposed, covered by a light white bra, that needs to be put in the washing machine desperately, only thing there are none in the world.

But, she’s a girl!

A shirt, covers her shoulders, a  long pink shirt, with pinstripes that is open, showing her drooping chest, dripping wet with a myriad of strange stains of blood and mixtures of black waters laying in thickening puddles, with the hundreds of dead bodies down there. Her shirt, its worn out side her blue jeans. She got one shoe on her feet, and doesn’t look injured. Despite her ordeal she’s a feisty person, and guessing, one would guess, washed up, and bathe so you can see her, , one might guess her ethnicity to be?

 Perhaps, polish american, or a mixed Irish american, or something like that, hard to tell in the dark, with

the only the light of shaky flashlight. One ear, her right one, she got a long earring in it, the other ear has nothing. Her face, although

filthy, is still, and although smeared in mud-blood, pretty, and is devoid of any remains of makeup. Her lips, lipstick-less, and smirking. Her voice shrill cool, loud, direct, pretentiously brave, her words insightful, powerful, telling. Her mind, her mind, whats left of it, reveals it is covered in the thick psychological funkiness of fear down in the darkness below, as she converses with a madman, and she very well knows it.

It’s about time, somebody found us! What took you so long?

We are hungry, thirsty. Get us out now, please.  I know by the way you’re talking you are drunk with happiness to be alive, just like me, just like us, but now make us happy too! And help us get out of here, man! Like we are so ready!

Are the ambulance’s doctors up there with you. She asked very curiously?

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Then another woman, from the back stumbles walking on top of the decrepitness of the dead bodies,

as she too walks towards the light, but doesn’t speak, preferring to let the young girl speak!

One woman yells, out to him, in a loud voice, the tone of it, bares witness to the depth of her desperation.

Oh, help us, oh thank God, they’ve come, says another, woman, dazed but enthusiastically.

The lady, was thrilled, thinking she and everybody, will be finally rescued, but suddenly, the nice aspirations crashes with the reality of BR! She is met with harsh insulting words, that cut to the bone, the devils home!

Shut up, help my ass! Shut the hell up, screamed BR belligerently, like a rapid hound dog from hell, ringing in the bell of bad news!

 More Goddam bugs. Bubble bugger bitches, just what I need more trouble. No thanks!

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Please what are you saying, please help us? Where are, the police?

OK, Shut up, and listen up. Life outside this boat is destroyed. Life as you knew life is dead, no cops, I am the cops, no rescue I am your savior! You want to live, do what I say, or die! Die, down here where you are.

I will close back, the dam door and leave you, get it!

I swear,   .  . I ‘ll do it!

I didn’t come to save you! I don’t like bugs that look like you! You don’t, deserved to be saved, that’s why you down there, and I am up here Bumble Buggas Bitches!

I will not save you, your remains, as far as me is concerned  can remain down there, Bugs!

All you Goddam buggers, can stay down there, stay down there, hugger, buggas, muggas, I don’t need you! Bumble bugger bitches, yells BR, with a tense voice full of hatred, demarcating clearly for them,

as a precursor of what fate might await! The tone, his tone, and it’s an intensity of raw, gaul in his voice, means he means exactly what he saying! Undeniably! Shocked, the people quiet down, silence fills the room, and they look up at him, wondering if this is some kind of act or are they living in a continuous nightmare or something! Or something worse than a nightmare? This, this can’t be, this cannot, cannot, not be happening – one of them thinks to herself, but it is!

So, what happens next is the investigator, BR, sizes up the situation and

decides he is going to let them know, who is their new boss now, whether they are ready or not, like or not,

this is what they got!

This it the way it’s going to be! He is coming! He decides to throw a rope down and over his shoulder, he has his tits in his bag, and his sword at his side, a bucket and his lanterns tied around his waist, as he descends down the rope, into the big black cafeteria of doom.

BR, left the masks upstairs, and is in his usual get up, and he looks unreal,

His long coat smudged in blood and filth, his cowboy hat, down tight on his head like a death cap.

His hair wet, and dangling there like seaweed, his face and beard blackened with mud,

He squints his eyes. He climbs down the rope sliding down and puts one foot down, Boom, it makes a loud splashing sound into a  puddle of blood, on the floor, beneath his foot.

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And as if on cue, he disengages mentally, from reality, and by the way he is walking demonstrates that in a way, that can only be best described, as a person being out of sync, time wise! He is in slow motion mode, real slow motion mode, imagine being in a crowd of people rushing in the subway and there’s one guy in there walking sauntered if not super slow, walking extremely slowly. So slowly, that the people around him, seem to fly fast past him, as if there weren’t walking, but driving cars at two hundred miles and hour!-zooming pass the slow motion guy like he is sanding still!

That’s him, not in a rush and walking his way, slowly but in control of time, night or day, his time, his way or the his way!

He is in time to his time, but totally out of yours, not this flavor of reality, time real world time wise! Knowing, full well, when he is done with what he must do, he will return to your time, by and by, but just not yet!

He places the white bucket down, and places the lantern on the floor, pulls out his shotgun.” Tits,” as he walks around wi

th his sword at his side. He walks extremely slowly, a few steps at a time. His appearance is ghostly, and blows your mind!

 And as his foot comes down making contact,  it makes a loud noise as if it weighed hundreds, and hundred of pounds, as if he was not a man but a demon!  His eyes piercing, cold, keen looking back into the eyes of the unbelieving people, shocked, fearful people, before him sitting in dead stunned silence!

One man paying no mind to BR, ran up and started climbing quickly up the rope, Banga BOOM. BR shot a warning shot, and said,

Shop, Or I will shoot you!

You to get out of here. You got understand I am he man, do what I say, you will live another, isn’t that easy?

Easy to understand!

I will kill you! Do I need to explain more? Are you gone listen to me? If you gone listen to me, say I do, Other wise get off my [ freaking ] rope sucker! And when you speaking to me- when you speaking to man, call me boss!

MY name is Rex,  BIG REX! BR, for short! Now get off my rope! And if you want to get on it, you ask me! But lets sure you understand, say I do

Brother, choice is yours!

The man climbed back down, but didn’t say I do. Banga BOOM, big shotgun blasted the man, throwing his perforated corpse back spinning several yards like a wet towel against the wall! It slid down limp to move no more!

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BR shot him, and said, I didn’t hear, I say, I did not hear you say I do!

Now, seems some folks are hard of hearing. I say it again, I’ll make clear, you want out of here, when come up to me, come near me, you tell I do, meaning you gone do what I say. Before you touch that rope, you tell me I do, other wise you can stay her! That’s your choice, it’s quite simple!

now, here how we pull this off,

You know me. Now, I wanna know you, see! See that [ freaking ] bucket. Br, said, callously, casual, tossing his hand around and pointing to the big white bucket, sitting in the light of his flashlight!

Everybody looked, as is on a drug hooked, and stared!

Drop your ID’s in there, passports, any ID, you got. Tell me your name, said BR, in a serous tone, that sounded deathly!

Now BR, indeed, had come down with the big white bucket and told them, To all the bugs in here, let me make [ f***] clear! You got a mouth, use it! Don’t, boy, I say don’t, touch my Goddam rope, unless I tell you! And if y’all agree, you will be they all would be allowed to leave with me.

He told them, he would decide how many he would allow to leave, at a time, and in what order!

The first men he intentionally chose, by their identification cards! They we’re normal thin men! He chose to take up five thin men, and one chubby man! A Rabbi and a Priest, and Arabic Imam and a Hindu Priestess, and a Voodoo high baptist Minister of the Church of Africa, and a fat terribly, obese man, and he ordered the five thin men to help lift the big five hundred pound man named Noah, up the ropes. They struggled. So, he dropped many ropes and tied them around Noah’s big waist, and using five pulleys, and after about, twenty minutes, of arduous struggling, they successfully got him out.

They had no choice, in order to save themselves, BR had said they would have to rescue the big man first! Afterwards, he told the people left in the dark, they would be next, to be patient and wait their turn!

And he would return with water and bring them out too! He closed back the hole in the ceiling, and told the men that he took out, to go to the right, and they will find a bathroom, to and wash themselves spanking clean! To take off their dirty clothes and rapt themselves in the clean clothes of red and yellow curtains that were dry, he brought, which he cut up in big towel sizes, with his sword.

They went in the bathroom and were amazed that up here on the deck above, the lights were on and he told them, to wash themselves and they did, and then he told them to dry themselves in the red curtains and told them, there were strips of of towels to rap around their heads to blind fold themselves. At first they objected cynically, till he explain its purpose, that made them happy!

He wanted them to put on the blind folds on, so he would take them to his secret hideout, with lots of money, in the ship, where he was going make them rich, by giving them bars of gold, so they could start a big church in the world outside! So, the men listened and put on blind folds cause, he didn’t want them to know where the gold was hidden and he, led them along on a rope and they followed BR.

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It took awhile, but!

He led them down to to big black room, and opened the door, and led them inside and once they were all inside, he slammed the door shut, and turn on the air-condition freezer settings to the freezer, to well below 32º degrees down to 0, so they would freeze.

The men inside the freezer suddenly,

felt the rushing gust of cold freezing wind on they’re freshly bathed skins,

and so alarmed took off the blind folds realizing they’re in a big industrial freezer!

They looked in the front of the room and there they saw the freezer door was shut, and it had a small square shaped portal glass window shaped like a door!

And they looked out and on the other side of the glass was BR looking in on them trapped inside.

They pounded on the door and pleaded for him to open it. But, the man looking at them in the window showed no reaction. As if he could not hear them.

To him the sounds they were making were just sounds.

Sounds were a sensation in his ears, to BR, a sensation, didn’t mean to much, because it didn’t prove anything, and if it didn’t prove anything it did not exist! He watched and watched as they went into the cold stages of death by freezing!

Interesting he thought, people bodies reach a stage where there is a point of no return, that comes! No return at all! This typically occurs during moderate to severe hypothermia, devolving to extremes, as the person becomes disoriented, as the body freezes, their mind plays tricks on them.

The brains, of these poor trapped souls, effected by extreme cold, it is abused, confused, and  these men, once frustrated and angry, they turn on each other as  their stress levels and raw emotions take over, they wind up fighting and are now irrationally, combative with each other.

The big man pushes the little man, the little man pushes the other man, The big man pushes around everybody like rag dolls. Rag dolls, in a doll house, and it was a mouse that tricked them to go inside.

They begin discarding their towels, that they were using as clothing, which, only increases the rate of heat loss in their bodies.

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Why do people who are about to die by freezing do this?

Victims of hypothermia have been subjected to weird mental effects, thats what a cold-mind, to brain, to body, induced malfunction of the hypothalamus, the part of the brain that regulates body temperature can do! It is powerful too! When extreme cold take place, it shrivels up, and can’t think straight, any more, and you begin doing things, things you never would do.

Another explanation, is that the muscles contracting peripheral blood vessels, become exhausted, known as a loss of vasomotor tone, and relax, leading to a sudden surge of blood and heat to the extremities of the hand an feet, fooling the person into feeling they are hot, and getting hotter, and are overheated, when they are not.

The Hypothalamus brain is doing its job!

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You in this situation, think it is warm, too warm, and begin to undress yourselves! But, you are inside the freezer, but despite that your brain has gone insane, only thing keeping it all together is the upper stages of the mind, which cannot feel pain or cold but is aware, very aware, the vehicle it is residing in, is under a death threat.

And it sends signals that you are too ho

t, you are compelled to think, you must take off your shirt, your pants, your under clothes. You want to be naked, so you can feel cooler, but, you are fool now, fooling yourself into undressing yourself! And, an ice cube, you would soon be, undoubtably!

The medical term, the Doctors refer to this is ,”Paradoxical undressing!”

BR, watches them as they descend downward pass,” The Paradoxical undressing,” stage, and go into the next death brain stages, they retreat into the corners of the freezer, and cling to the walls, and sit in the corners, bend over trying to hide or to dig into a hole, to burrow down like a squirrel in the ground, in order for the last vestige of, ” the Brain,” to manifest at the behest of mind, before it dies, to carry out, The Primordial Directive!”

To do all it can do to survive!  It is one of the Fractal Laws of the Specie!

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Burrow down, burrow down into the dirt from whence you came, and hide from he who comes, and hide from death!

This last stage of the freezing process, you’re going through, is called the burrowing, or the,” Terminal burrowing.” In this stage, You will now, seek a section, or spot to squat, a little place, a litter territory, to dig  hole into, to get out of the terminal cold!

The men, now seek a little corner of the freezer they can call their own. And after each conner has someone sitting on it, and as they shiver to death, bone cold flesh, turns to rock hard mesh, and finally they enter Ice cube-land! A place you don’t want to be!

After that your an ice cube! He watched them freeze, the cold did as he pleased. Then smiling, decided to leave.

He came back to the hole and let the rest of the people out, both the old and the young including children, and he told them to used the bathroom and clean them selves good and that, they could use the dry red and yellow curtains, that he had ripped up for them, as towels, and could fashion clothes from it, by just wrapping them around their waist, in hast because he wanted to take them out side, as soon as possible, too!

The people complied, and so began the arduous long in coming, exit from the ship of doom.

They climbed the long ropes, helping each other, pulling each other up. Helping each other using the pulleys, and with the help of the flashlights,

level after level, deck after deck they climbed up and out.

BR, went got the little doggies.

He had tied to a pole, got a couple of jugs of water, and boxes of food, went and surprised the men waiting so long for him to return.

The demented Captain Andronikos, and also, the sceptic young scientist, named Jonathan, and together, he led them all out of the ship to salvation.

And dawn of a new life on the two Earths had begun.

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Well, sir, took awhile, a good long while, climbing out safely I did it. Got the buggers out! All climbing out safely, was a miracle too. Cause, most of these folks are as about athletic, as a eyeball-less couch potato. Dam sure, wasn’t easy but Luckily I got the whole bunch of them out, and brought them up stairs. Now, as expected, we had some trouble with the captain. He was suffering from post traumatic stress syndrome, or flash backs, or heart attacks, or this or that, or something. I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know shucks, I ain’t, no dam Doctor! But, we made it all the way back, and I took them down to my camp!

 On the way,  I told the grown-ups to take of the young-in’s, and to stay there, while Jonathan and I, got some of them to bring up more stuff out of the boat! We went down and got some of the bags of stuff, water jugs and boxes of food, and equipment! We done got, loads of crap, but good crap, like, em, er, we had, er, almost a hundred of feet of heavy duty electrical extension cords, yes sir! And, shucks, we got super lucky, we even pulled out eighteen of those small potable refrigerators, they got in the rooms, out from the ship too!

Inside of six hours, we hog tied tired, but, we got up, and back out! We were all out side in the fresh air, setting up our new home out in the fresh, fresh air, Oh, boy thank God, for fresh air!

Dam it stink down there. Holy shit!

We got out, without a care, well almost none, nevertheless its so far seemed like it was going to be fun, I just hope I don’t got to kill no, one, thought BR to himself, cause bugs get out o line now and then ! We walked, and talked, and I saw the mens eyes light up, when my manJonathan, brought out a couple cases of liquors and beer, and sodas, that we found in the ship.

I prodded the old ships Captain, to open his mouth and yap and rap a bit!

Now, the Captain was a Greek dude, according to his papers, and all! Dude, was obviously, buggin, and in a bad shape, by the looks of him. He stretched out his hand shivering, and shake’in, and handed him a beer, and since I was gone be plenty busy fixing dinner, cause these buggers were begging me for something to eat. I figured, I get some of women folk, to help out!

I’d hook up the meats, and they could deal with the veggies, and serving the plates and water and drinks and all!

So, since most o them, was spread out all of the place.

I told Jonathan to get the mothers to bring the kids closer to the campfire, while I got the Captain to tell stories! Stories about, what he knew and things that happened to him. Well, sir, the old goat was still confused, and couldn’t tell a horse from car, but was pleasant enough! And, the guy, was walking around

with his hands behind his back, thinking! at least I hope he was thinking? I know the fish, was shocked, and baffled just like everybody! And I also noticed he was dressed same as before, and he did take a bath. This I have push him to do, later, if he was gone be around peoples!

This all was mind blowing, unreal for me and them too.

 But shit what could do? Life, it is what it is, I thought to my self.

Anyway, while I was cooking I needed them to have something to focus their minds on, now that there ain’t no phones, No TV! No brain interface’in games, no 3D, shift shaping robot boys and girls, no augmented nothing!

But, as you can imagine, it was too much for every body! And a horrendous shock, and big time disappointment for those buggers, that I saved!

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But, what hell, I did tell them the world was destroyed, so when they came out and saw, what I was telling them all along that their world, was totally destroyed, there was two earths one over their head. That alone, seeing it with own eyes, was enough to make you just shut-up and drop dead! But nobody did! Although the youngsters, children from about two to fourteen, about twelve of them did cry and cry, buckets of tears, and didn’t stop, but that was to be expected!

And this earth, the bottom, one they were living on, they would have accept it. Come what may, every Goddam day, and don’t look back, look towards the future yep, and that’s the way go, joe!

I now had to go about cooking dinner, and I asked Judy and Saddie, to help me prepare dinner too, I had brought up some of my special meats, from you know where, and had quite a task to do too!

And we set up a big pot, I got. And the ladies took one of jugs of water and some of the cans of soup I found and we boiled the meat first to defrost it, cause it was still hard as nails, cause I had just taken out a couple of my packed boxes of my special meats treats, and the stuff out of the secret freezer, then, they we roasted them bad boys up! There’s nothing like mouth watering,  fried meat hot on the grill! Yep, it was barbecue sauce time, USA! America will come back another day!

Ya, hoo! Well, sir, we opened up a couple dozen cans of corn, peas, potatoes and string beans! Now, I know, when times are tough, rice is the thing, Rice is it man! That sucker, is easy to make, and will last a long, long Goddam time, and fills a cowboys belly right up!

So, I told the ladies, young and old, especially the grandma’s, to go crazy fixing up lots a rice. Lots of rice! So it will last us! And taste good and it’s nice!

And, they took a big pot, and boiled some rice over the fires! And this here latin chick, came up, smiling, her eyes looked like black eye peas. And introduced her self. Her name was

Maria, Boy, that girl, she looked goodddd! Body on that babe! And er, Maria, well, she hooked up a pot of rice and beans, puerto rican style! That baby was bad, bad! Them beans! Wo! Delicious! And, come sundown, around six o’clock. I guess? Cause we can’t tell, cause we don’t got no more watches, or house robots assistants to talk to! So, we spread out, what was left of that big old yellow curtain, we brought up, and we all sat down on the ground, around the campfire, to have our first big time dinnertime, all together, like little happy bugs!

One bug, er, I mean woman came up and said, we just want to thank you, from the bottom of our hearts BR.

You’re  papa Big Rex, to us now! Thanks for savings us, she said, then a lotta them came by to express they gratitude, to too!

Lots o them, said thanks too.

One by one before the night was done, they all thanked him.

BR said, let’s all eat, drink and be merry every body, ha, ha, ha.   .  . For tomorrows another day!

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BR, is a very conflicted personality, very, very conflicted. He is a person, possessed by many personalities, who in his twisted mind, thoroughly dislikes all people, because he considers them untrustworthy, and so ethically flawed that he places more significance, momentousness, and importance on the life of a little tiny bug than on them.

Such is the distain he holds for them, calling them all Bumble bugger bitches! But yet, the world he knew was blown up, and he survives, and he comes into conflict with this belief! Why? Because, now, somehow, he feels the need to place a special value, on these people, because it was he who saved them! And he finds it hard to accept the concept of the lost of all humanity that lost their lives on doomsday.

And he wants to believe that somehow these people are special, and these people he pulled out of the boat are different, and can be better than the people who perished, and even though he knows he is a crazy madman, he thinks he can help them to be better.

See, me, he said, me? Shucks, I like bugs! They hide in rugs, crawl in and out of the coffee mugs, and sometimes, while you sleeping they up and give you a hug! Yes, sir,  .  . Bugs Bugs, Bugs! They know what to do. They don’t gotta be fed. They feed themselves. When a neighbor acts up, you eat him.

Life is simple! No bullshit! No six o’clock news! No lying politicians!

Now, I got all these people buggers around me, but, I still like, what I like, I like doing what I like, sitting down at sundown, alone, and cooking bugs in my frying pan. I hope I don’t regret bringing these fish out. They don’t know me. I can be, they, best friend, o they worse enemy! We’ll see. We’ll see. We’ll see.  I sure hope none o them mess with me, but i

f they do, I’ll kill ’em!

Now that they’re here, if they saw me frying up bugs in a pot, they’d criticize me, and laugh, and I probably, put a bullet in they nose! And chop off they toes, all depends on how I feel that day!

O’ course, I knows, I gonna, have to change, one day, because of what I did today. Saving all them, I gotta be their leader now! Being a governor, a king, and ruler of men, is not my cup of tea. I just don’t got no patience for this crap, in me! Makes me wish there was a dam god for real, that boy, better help me, cause this shit ain’t gone be easy!

But, in honor of the memory of my mommy and daddy. I promise to do better. and make these buggers, these fish, these people better! Even if I gotta kill’em

Or a least if my brain gets better! Start this here world again, if I can!

People, all o them something wrong, with ’em! The high class, act low class! It’s how they think, that’s why we got nuero intra interfaces on our heads most of the time,  or at least we had, before the world blew up. So, now we’re unconnected. No more Google, bingo, bango, or none o that crap! We gotta use our brain!

So, if they listen to me, I would not kill them. As a bug would do. I’d give’em a trial and then kill’em!

Year. Trials, are an old, old, old idea, been around for couple of years. Wait, come to think of it,  maybe couple hundred years! I don’t know? Thinking bout it, I remember my teacher saying trials been around a bit. So, I guess, joe, I know these, some of these men, bugs gone act up, cause a revolt! There’s are so many of them.

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If they challenge my control, Boy! They heads gone roll!

 And I gone have to straighten them out! It’s gone be rough! I gone be, physiologically and mentally taxed. And I am taxed, waxed and nuts to the guts, and crazy, all ready, freddy! So I guess I just kill ’em.  Although I don’t know If I got enough bullets though? We’ll see!

Anyhow, I know there’s  a lot them, but, besides my shotgun, I found something. Heh, heh !  To take’ em, down if they full around!

During the destruction of the world, to escape, all us fools were running! I ran my ass off. The ground opened up. I fell down into hole in ground, a cave!

In the cave, was a tunnel to old, old ass bunker, the government had abandoned. I got locked and buried alive, in that cave, that had stored boxes, marked classified. I don’t know what, or who put them there. But, I found [ lethal drugs] inside! That is, mother [ bleeping], serious drugs, drugs that kill, and don’t play! And this cowboy, knows,   .   . I know that shits kills, and how to use it.

Anyhow, forget’ bout that, let’s see how it

goes, let’s enjoy dinner.  Yep, I am lucky! Tonight I gone have food. Real food, no more bugs! At least until I get a hankering for the taste of fried bugs, again!

Funny thing about bugs, the world blew up! People died, but the bugs and me are still alive! Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, oh, ha, ha, I am buggy! Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha!

Well, anyway. its  dinner time!

And the food was smoking! I can’t wait to get some of them meat treats! Ha, ha, ha, ha,  ha, ha oh ha, ha, ha,   .    .

No body stopped to ask what the meat was? I just told them I found some food, and water and stuff in the ship, and that was sufficient!

But I did, get quite a few request for hot dogs from some of the children!

I just said, we don’t got none! And some of the young ladies wanted veggie burgers and tofu, and I told them too, we just don’t got none! But, that said, they all had hearty appetites!

They ate it up hungrily, stuffing themselves, just like I thought, with that red barbecue sauce, it was finger licking good, if I do say so my proud self! They, was so dam hungry, WOW, I never saw so many jaws moving and eating! I looked up to the big upper Earth over my head, and said to myself secretly: see, sucker, do you see? Despite all the destruction, we ain’t gone die, fly, fly we be. After all, after all the shit you put us through, we gone live! And if I gotta feed them what ever, I got to feed them, we gone live! That’s a promise,   .   .  . Thomas!

Now, getting back to the dinner!

The Captain was sitting, to my right. He was still calling out to me and thanking me, like a broken record machine.

I handed him, a beer and told him to shut the hell up. He replied, thank you, thank you,  for saving me! Thank you, thank you! You know the same old, bla, bla bla ballad, etc. So what the hell else is new?

Anyhow, now that everyone was out, we got to talking and I asked him, when world blew up, does he know what happened to him personally?

Well, I got to say most of the time he didn’t understand a dam thing I was talk’in, bout! But anyway!

I think part of his brain is still frozen! He is koo coo! Boy  reminds me of those old birds that live in them clocks! His head, is what I said, it works off and on!  Sometimes he can talk, and be down right articulate, smart even, and the next moment, a moron! If you know what I mean!

The Captain was a Greek dude, according to his papers. He was obviously, in bad shape by the looks of him. I was handing some beer to the folks, and when I came over with a box of beer, he stretched out his hand shivering, and I handed him a can of beer to drink! Boy, took it, but he had the shakes real bad, and he drank it straight down without stopping.

Some of it he spilled on himself! I pitied him! But at least the crazy glue kept his head together. I’d hate for that shit to fall apart!

He still was freezing, from being locked up in the that dam freezer.

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His face had the look of a man lost.

The look in his eyes was that of a wild man, and he would keep shutting them. He shut-’em down, for a minute or two, then he’d open them up, and look around quickly, and close them back! As if he didn’t see what he liked, he thought he could erase it, by closing his eyes again. To me the sucker mucker fish, was showing physiological, behavioral symptoms of  negative ARF! You know, Augmented reality dis functionality, ain’t that a bitch! Oh, man!

I sure hope for his sake, it’s ain’t that?

Ain’t no head doctor can help that. And no therapy I know about.

 He kept open and closing his eyes in one minute intervals, then he would act funny, and start grabbing his chest and shaking his head all around, and  stomping his foot on the ground, like the boy, was trying to stomp, and kill roaches, or bugs, or something!.

As if things to him, were not what, they seemed. As if, he was in a dream, or scared of his own shadow, or something?

I  know a lot of professional dudes, like this here captain,  Di Andronikos, Dudes like him, had to have gotten BCI, community old standard stuff. Its real old technology, but y’all know, brain computer interfaces, is used on all kinds of transportation. So, as ships captain he had it, and Sensorimotor Neural Engineering mind launching, capacity too.

And tech, stuff, like that, y’all know,  whether you be a driving a rocket plane, rocket train or rocket cruise ship, like this one, they all need to be hip, and equipped!

Also, they gotta, have NIR, nuero interface rods modules in they head, and tons of all kinds of junk, like the old time, EEG, tests to make sure that they got a state certified brain, that is approved to handle the responsibility and duties of transporting thousands of people.

After all, thinking about it, that old rocket cruise ship, ain’t a easy sucker, to drive.

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But, now with all the networks dead, that means no online brain–signal processing to influence him, and help him make good decisions, no mo! The dude is out of awareness, of inter sectionality of the global world, cause the earth is messed up, split in two! They ain’t no mo, global world. Shucks!

Don’t exist no more! This captain here, he’s finished! No alternate high capacity JPR, brain back ups, for him. Now, with GI, niche, internet destroyed, and down forever, too!

Hell, now, the sucker’s, brain, was just an ordinary plain stupid brain! Plus, I found the boy, on the floor in the freezer, and the boy’s circuits just gotta be frozen still, and malfunctioning, too! Hell!

And lord knows, we don’t gotta no understanding, what’s going on in him, and his po head! Who knows how that, broken circuitry gonna effect the boy.

That stuff in his head ain’t no toy!

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The boy, was paranoiac, and constantly looking around this way and that as if he was expecting something or somebody, and besides that, he kept touching and feeling his body, especially his chest, and he would grab at his bloody shirt which he had completely opened! The opened shirt, was ripped in several places and was awashed in blood stains!

I thought I saved him, from below, and I did, but the boy had demons in his head. I, or nobody could not save this man from that. They were in his head, and I could see him spiraling inside himself, going down toward dementia, or a very bad, bad place!  If he goes nuts, totally, I am just gone have to shoot him , or tie him up to a pole or something, cause this is more than I bargained for!  Way more! Ain’t, no shrinks alive, the likes of them are all dead, no hospitals, no nothing.

I hope he makes it, I thought to my self!

Judy, told him to have some milk, but he declined laughing, ha,ha,ha, that was the first time I heard him laugh, and Judy laughed too! I looked at the woman, now clean and washed , her blond hair blowing gently in the winds, with new life in her! She had changed, this was the woman that was not so long ago wishing to die, holding nose in the dark! Now, alive and looking around up at the earth above her head curious like a child!

She was attractive too!

She down a whiskey straight out the bottle no glass.

And she nodded to me and I raised my bottle to her, she looked good in the fire light, as the it got dark fast, because the Earth above us, was blocking out most of the setting sunlight. It cast a kind of eerie blue mist to the everything, just then a breeze blew, and a distant very faint but distinct crying cat was heard! Meowwww, meowwwwduck! What the hell was that asked Judy, I don’t know said, Saddie, seated, legs folded next to her on the ground near the campfire! She a plump busted brunette bombshell, with a rebellious snake personality, combined with a don’t give a dam attitude! Just a cat it getting on, what ever, she remarked, like it was nothing. But, BR, had heard that calling wind before, yes, he did, and at first he thought he was imagining it, but was now relieved that others could hear it too, anyway

 Just then the Captain got his head together a little bit. He got to feet, and started rambling saying crazy stuff, and I said you got to slow down, speak up, speak loud and a little slower, so we can understand you boy!

I am, a little confused, so much, has, all this has happened today, he said, I like you, all of us have gone through a tremendous shock,

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I realize that we are the lost,

but, we are lucky to have Big Rex, Otherwise we would all be dead!

I want to tell you what, What, I want to go say, he said, incoherently, as he walked unsteadily around the campfire, we were all looking at him! Then I said why don’t tell us, continue on, he looked at me, and said are you sure?

I didn’t understand it, But, what was happening was no dream, he said, that much I knew! I know what he was going through, if he was loosing his mind! I’d been through some hard mental stuff too, and his mind would have to adjust fast or go nuts, and dam man, shit, going nuts is something, something I know about!   This boy, is going to have to snap out of it, or else, simple as all that!

I said, we all been through hell, if you boys want to discuss it, what happened to you I am all ears. Some of the men walked over drinking and gather around closer to listen to the Captain. The kids, were making fun of him cause he was acting strange!

Well, I talked with both men, Jonathan and the Captain, and we had just started a conversation, and it was getting more and more interesting, not just to me but the others seated around the fire!

The Captain, who said he was greek dude, from Athens, in the Aticas region. He said his name was Di Andronikos, and I recalled it, when I looked a this Identification, he had on him. It sure enough did read, that was indeed was his name!

 And he told us, he was working with the shipping line called  [ MV MARINA ] the cruise ship we were on before. He was working filling short termed contracts with the shipping line, which he had been working with them for more than thirteen years, and every thing was ok, for years, no problems. But, he said, he couldn’t discuss, what happened, he said it was too scary, a place of no return for him. He’s my brother, I know its heavy for the man, but shit, all that did was get my curiosity up!

What was it?  Bring it back what, I asked him? And he said, he saw terrible things, to, terrible to talk about!  Whats up with that, asked Saddie curiously?

Nothing, it’s not good to know, that this thing was in my nuero platform! It is surreal, its hatred of me and thirst to do harm was unquenchable…

I don’t think you would, like to hear about it!  Me? what, she asked dumbfounded, as she sat looking up at this guy walking around in circles around and around the campfire like hypnotized fly?

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Well, sir, Ok! Boy, was acting mighty strange, he had every curious. He stood there looking into the fire light.

Then, he walked in a circle, so more then sat down, and lifted his hand and grabbed his chest, pushing it in.  Then, he got back up walked in a circle again, then sat down again, looking like a fool, that didn’t know he was looking like a fool, and thats the worse kind of fool!

Then, then he fell back breathing hard, almost falling!

We all were clueless!

We all looked at each other, like saying what is with this boy! This boy is sick!

Jonathan looked at me, and I looked at him, then we both looked at the Di Adronikos, he was definitely looking at his chest and talking to himself, mumbling! His eyes were looking all wild like, and flittering around in his head.

Oh shit,  .  . Saddie said, time bomb time going off, oh well! What ever!

Hey boss, said Saddie, whats up with the Captain? The Captain is smart, I said, knowing and sensing he was going through a rough patch in his head!

And, he began freaking out, breathing real hard. Jonathan smiled broadly and said, look, Di Andronikos, My friend, relax, forget about it, as he said that, and handed him another the cold beer, which the Captain put to his head, and again he drank the whole can of beer, without stopping!

So, catching on, Saddie smiled,  also and handed him a drink too, twisting off the cap for him, it was a small bottle of Bacardi Rum.

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She smiled pushing her long hair from out of her eyes, and said here, big guy this one is for you!  It will make you feel better, Captain!

Again he down it nonstop, and then fell out! Jonathan and I looked at each other laughing, and smiling a little, then a lot! Wondering what’s with this boy? The children giggled too, ha, ha, ah!

He collapsed fell backward looking straight up at the sky, and he was talking but, no words were coming out!

We thought it was so funny, we chuckled!

Then, he all of a sudden grabbed his chest, Ow! Ow, he yelled!

The crowd stopped eating their dinner, and grew silent watching him intently! Their eyes, was bugging out!

Then all of sudden, the man got up and started jumping up and down, all around, like one of those Australian kangaroos, barking like  a dog,” ruff, ruff! Roufff, ” And  howling and acting all crazy, and he jumped in the campfire, and I kicked him out before his clothes caught on fire! And Jonathan pushed him to the ground. And the boy, began crying nd carrying on, and going into convolutions!

Then he turn over on his stomach and he started vomiting, coughing up green stuff on the ground. No, no, now it can’t. It cain’t, no, he screamed! I need help, helpppp! Help me! Help, Helpppp!

It is so bad, it so, so terrible! What? What, asked Judy, walking over to help him!

It’s happening! What? It, help me, he said pleading to us, and he acted like as if he was gasping for air. He shook and his eyes rolled in his head! He seemed to have difficulty breathing, and was coughing, and was panting, as he spoke in fragmented efforts, to speak to us!

What tell, um, er, you, tell me, tell us what, whats, what happened sir, asked Judy?

It about to happen to me again, he yelled as he rolled his eyes again! No! Cough! I, er um, I can feel, I can feel it!

Look! Di Adronikos! You’re with us now! Your safe, said Judy, sympathetically as she patted him on the shoulder, trying to get him to calm down, but it was not working!

If anything this boy, was on his way to looney-toons ville! Getting crazy and crazier!

Nothing is going to happen to you! Do you understand! Now, now, now come on, calm down Mr, andronikos, relax and tell us what’s wrong?

What happen to you, tell us Jonathan continued urging him seriously, as he knelt down, looking down at him. The guy began tremoring, and his shoulder and back muscles twitched involuntarily!

The captain, the captain was going crazy, right in front of every body sitting around the campfire! We all were all shocked, and wondered what on Earth was happening to this guy. Nice guy, but oh my God, he was going nuts! One moment he open and close his eyes, and jump up, stomp his feet down hard, like he try to kill a roach or bug.  He was out of it now, and it was getting worse.

He was going into violent convulsions, jumping and falling all of the place. He’d roll over, and over of the floor, acting all crazy, and yelling  screaming incoherently. The look in his eyes, told you was seeing and fearing something real terrible. We didn’t have clue, and didn’t know it was? Suddenly he shut his eyes like a little kid playing games!

When he open them, his eyes seemed to be popping out his head, he tossed his body around banging his head on the floor, it was a fright full scene.

Then he closed his eyes tightly again, and open his mouth, and  let a loud scream. Yow Yowwwwww. He was just screaming  bloody murder. We knew he was having violent thoughts, and had to restrained him anyway we could.

Other wise who knows what could of happened to him, he wasn’t in control of  himself. His arms and legs were flailing about trying to hit us and push us away, while we together, tried to hold him down.

He could easily, turn violently around, twist around, and roll over straight into campfire and get himself burned up badly or killed!

So I, told Jonathan, and another man, named Willy to give a hand with him, and help tie him to pole at the back of generator machine a few feet away!

Well, it took a bit of doing, goes without saying, he was  fighting us all the time, acting nuts, and all! Don’t where he was getting the strength from, but we managed to grab him, put him down, and dragged and tied him up with rope and tied him to a pole. He, was going off something awful.

The captain was shaking and fighting to get free.

And did stop yelling and screaming! And the guy, was really struggling hard to get up, even though he was all tied up!

He pleaded with us to let him free, and yelled ;

No, you can’t let it get me, No! No! Stop! Let me go. It is here. Here do you hear, he yelled! He told us something was out to get him, and was screaming his had off. I held his neck back and the man pulled away, growling, and trying bite me. BR, held his chest down, and yelled at him, gag habit, tell us what the hell is happening to you, captain? Can you calm down? Can you?  Calm, down down boy, he said, looking down at his watch’s screen, on his arm, and tapped the record mode screen. And said, go, ahead. Talk! You afraid, somebody is in your head?

Yes, yes, yes, I may be engaging in Greek privilege, cause I acknowledge a Greek captain I be, it is my right to be aware of my history,

But the Pantheon, God Zeus, power’s supreme, was nothing compared to the power of love’s misery, very often defective leaders of people be, a warning to you BR, listen to me!

Cronus ate his children, fearful that one day they would become more powerful than he, Ghostnet, Hainan, Conficker, like the NSA, Eternalblue, yesteryear, wares, old malware true, old history but still, has its children to,

ate its offspring, fearful too, that they would become more powerful.

And me? And me ? Student of the Greek Elder Paisios, histories, and the prophecies of the end times.

Way back, when I was a child, in school I had to download a history book about the internet to read. And I read in a book about,” Hobby Lobby,” and The flip side of privacy is secrecy, and now today as an old man, I remember back, and I am confused.  And thinking,   .   . If corporations, who are people too, want to track my data, can their agents and apps, be in my head? Watching? Watching me even though they are today now dead?

Or I’m not sure. I am really confused about this! But what I think it is most likely, My alternate darkside ego, disguised as me, you see, hacked into my head artificially,

Why?  Fearful that my good-side. My moral good side of me, would become more powerful. And  Now like Zeus, my chagrin is, perish I will be. Fend off it! Fend off it. Fend off it ,   .   .   . I cannot?

Cronus, spare this greek. God. Θεός, Θεός Please!

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God help me, Ya, yaaaa OH no, Nooo.  Help me, help me, is there no one, anti-malware from out there, from some where, that can help me out of this misery? Big Rex, looked down, looked up, and turned away, avoiding the old mans eyes, and said to him,   .   .  . You are deeper than the ocean,  dam  sure deeper than the sea. I ain’t gone forget what you told me, he said.  Still BR, to himself, thought he was gonna die soon, and this was him talking crazy. He let go of him, and  said see. You can talk a lot and say a lot of things when you’re calmed down. Tell us, we all here listening to you, and we want to hear what you, what you got to say.

Ok , wait ok, let me, let, let me think, he said trying to catch his breath and relax, a little. He leaned back, and let his head rest back and he began to relate this astonishing weird story!

He said it all, a started about noon, midday at twelve O’clock. It was a nice day, clouds, in the sky, all things working on the ship, everything, just as it should be! No problems! The ship was functioning normally, working, everybody was happy, and having a good time. No kind of problems, he said. He was in a good mood. His sailors, were all going good too, the ship engine worked as they should flawlessly.

Well, it all started just about noon time. I was the one commanding the ship all morning, and I took my lunch break, went down stairs to my cabin below, to eat and relax, Captain Di Andronikos, said, He took the newspapers to read sports the section as is his custom. When, just like that, the lights in his the room, bam! They went out?

The light went out?  What’s this? What the  .  . The hell’s going on, he asked himself annoyed at the unexpected inconvenience!

Well, sir, he had just come down, and was resting and taking it easy in bed, and it was not more than two minutes had gone by, and he didn’t expect absolutely anything to go wrong and all! But, things did go wrong?

First, the lights went out, impossible, he thought to himself. Then bingo! Then it came back on!

And, this he thought was a very strange. And, he was just about to get on up, and call on his radio up stairs, to ask his second in command, to find out why the lights went out? When suddenly, he felt this here, chest pain. His chest was all of a sudden tightening up. He thought it was nothing unusual at first. You know, he thought his ticker, was acting up, he did not think, perhaps he was having a heart attack or anything like that!

But it felt weird and crazy. He felt a sharp, sharp pain in the center of his chest, like his chest bone was hurting and about to crack open or something!

The pain, it got dam right, sharper, stronger type of pain, paining him, in his chest, right here, he said, pointing to his chest, and tapping it with his finger!

Just tapping it with his finger, three or four times, just to make sure, and let us know exactly where the spot is.

And the pain proceeded to get worse. And really disturb him, and this man’s composure was unraveling fast, as he spoke to us! He started coughing, and coughing, and then, he’d yelled out, Ow, ow, ow,

In a low, pitiful sounding  sound!

Then, here and there, he would, stopped and took a deep breath before us, look at us, then his chest. Look at Judy, then me, then gaze up and look at the big upper Earth, floating over our heads in the sky.

Then, he started looking at the all the faces of the friendly, brite eyed children, looking intently, and curiously, at him as they sat, seated on the ground, around the yellow flashing light, of the campfire.

Then he would continue telling us his story! He was fidgeting all around, moving oddly this way, and that, glancing over his shoulder like he was afraid of a big bad boogyman or something.

Oh, my gosh! He’d continue talking.

His memory of what happened that day, made your skin crawl!

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BR, bit into his hamburger, watching that captain talk! Took a drink, and winked and checked him out good! Oooo, we! He said, now that captain, is a nervous, fish. A nervous  fish dude, this dude do be, yes, sir reee, commented BR!

The captain he shook his head and waved his hands round, and said he was in his cabin laying down, and he made weird movements with his hands and rubbed his belly, like it was jelly, and like he was trying to draw an outline of a shape to show us, or something!

So we could understand him. The, man said his chest swelled up like a ball. Like a late pregnancy woman, that looks like any minute, was about to have a baby!

I, got’s to tell you, I thought the boy, was plume nuts, said BR.

He said his chest started to expand and seemed to bulge out, and bulge out, bigger and bigger out of his rib cage as if he was, I don’t know?

As if it was going to split open, and his guts were gone to come out, with the power and force of a tornado, or something.

And fly up and crash straight into the ceiling!

I know it sounds crazy, but that what he did said.

He said, the pain, it felt like it  strong, hurting him, real bad, like it was being caused by something, something big, and alive and wild moving inside of him!

He said, the pain got so dam bad, he wished he was dead, that’s how bad, he said it got!

As his face turned red!

So, now, with his chest heaving upwards, and downwards, and bulging, getting bigger, he said he did not know what to do?

The look of panic, was on the man’s face, beads of sweat appeared on his forehead, and  he had look of fright on him, as his two eyeballs swelled out in his head!

Judy, said OMG!

Then, the captain said, the sensation in my chest, was so painful I began to scream and believe you me. That, was bad, it was scary, cause I never screamed! OH my God! It was too awful! Just awful!

Then, suddenly it stopped for a second. The pain,  It went away, I took my shirt and opened it up so I could look down at my chest, and I was feeling my chest, when the pain struck back again, more powerful this time, like I got hit by a truck, or something. Pounding inside of me, what ever it was, wanting to get out! I closed my eyes tight as all hell, and yelled and screamed. Oh my God, Did I let out a scream! Hell, my chest swelled up, like, like what else can tell you like a ball. Like a woman about to give birth.

Oh my god, my god, Was, I about to give birth? Give birth to what? OMG! No. No, no, it can’t be.

And the miserable pain. It was unbelievable! That pain, OMG! It was too much, oh, to, too strong! And I looked down quickly at my chest! I looked at it. I am not a physician, so I don’t know what was occurring to me?

I tried to look and examined it, and I saw what looked like eyeballs looking out at me through my skin, my very own chest shin! I yelled NO,  no, no, Noooooooooooo.

I screamed help, something is in me! Ya yarrrrrrrrrrrr-help-me! And it was blowing up, then, deflating, blowing up, and deflating rapidly! When it came back up, and it was getting bigger.

The skin on my chest, trembled and began to stretch out a lot! I could see the shape of something. I looked hard at it . It was a nose? OH My GOD! A nose, a dam nose on my chest. It had nostrils and it started to breathe, in and out!

OMG, great father in the heavens, praise be to thee, Lord I said, this cannot be happening to me! Please,  .  . Help me!

  This thing I see!

A nose coming out of me, I yelled OH, NO, No no, no, noooooo!

But there with my own two eyes I saw it!

The outlines of a face under the skin! I was going crazy! It was impossible! But it was real! Help! Help ya,yaaaaa,  . No, no! My body convulsed, and a strange force got me and picked me up!

I lifted up off of my bed. I don’t know maybe a foot or so. I was too confused, and anxious to think straight at the time. And this was all happening so fast!

Then I don’t know, just then,

I fell back down, but then it took me up in the air, and I rose up, up again, then it plunked me down in to my bed. Up down, up down, and all this time, I still was feeling this, this horrendous pain, that was really killing me! Killing me, OMG!

It, it was terrible! Help! He yelled! And, then, right there front of him was a 3D Fractal impersonator, that somehow, came out of the origins of a augmented reality back pack, that he was still wearing.

The captain, told us, he usually wears it, to get ships data overlays verified, and to fact checked imagery,

to help him chart inter-coordinated boat, and sea maps, for ocean routes, and also, for essential logistic, and passenger tracking reconnaissance record keeping.

But, he was still wearing the battery power IT device, on his back strap, and now, somehow, it was malfunctioning terribly, and a superimposed computer-generated, malignant, software avatar, tapped to his DNA, records!

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Then,  self produced, a 3D fractal creature, in the form of Doubleganger, that looks exactly like him in real life! And was coming into this reality, for unknown purposes! And it was, very very frightening! There was no deliberations about this. It just happened. The thing was in control, and I was not! It was real. It was an outrage!

The problem, was a glitch, had to channeled and hacked into, and stolen a self awareness piece, of classified, corrupted code, allowing it, access to programming himself, to hate me and kill me, specifically. It’s motives? Who knows?

And, this other self, was a Doubleganger and looked exactly like him! But unlike him, had no morality! No soul! But,   .  . Ironically, it was a soul all right, but, a soul out of control!

And he saw it’s body, in the room, even though the lighting was poor, and it made it look even weirder!

 Then, my hand, he saw his hand stretch out of the wrist socket, and popped off my wrist, and it flew away like a mad hand with all five of its out stretched fingers, wiggling around menacingly,  as it flew.

Then it stopped, as if it could look around, and it and twisted and quickly turned around flew back towards me, and tried to rip the nose off of my chest.

And when I saw that, I really, really felt endangered! It grabbed my nose, and it pulled and pulled, at it. It hurt so bad!

And I couldn’t reach it with my other hand to stop it, because my chest was so big now! The 3d virtual reality version of me, came into play now, downloading medical data. It pretended to be a medical surgeon, a Doctor, now. And  medically intervened, using retrieved data on incidences of anatomical anomalies, and transposed an anatomical shifting of my mouth, from the front of face, to up on top of my head! So that my teeth were now growing out of my skull. It gave a finger a finger to look at, and put it close to my mouth. And I know, I should not do such things! I am a religious man! It’s  wrong! But,  I, I was so angry, and my hatred of this thing, had grown so. Well,  do you blame me?  Given the opportunity, I just open my mouth on my head, and bit into it, and ripped it off, and ate it! You got to understand, I was hungry! It looked at me! Then it laughed, at me! Ha, ha, ha! And stuck its finger in my eye!

I screamed stop, stop, stopppppp! Oh my God, did that hurt! I told it to stop! But it wouldn’t listen.

All of sudden, now I, felt my arms, feel funny like. And were inflating up, and getting big, swelling up like balloons, and in an instant, they popped off, out of my arm sockets, one by one, and I saw them, when they popped of my body! And Oh my God, if you could have seen it! Oh No! The blood gushed out, like a fire hydrant.

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I was losing massive amounts of blood, and it rose of all over like a wild fire hose out of control! I was clueless, didn’t know what to do? I didn’t understand what was happening to me?

I screamed help, help, my arms, please,  .  .  .  get my arms. What am I going to do without my hands, I started panicking?

How will I eat? OMG! I needed hands. I need hands to eat? I got to have them!  It was terrible. What was happening to me? What was happening?  Then, Boom, my stomach popped open. My stomach guts flew out hitting the front wall. It fell down a leaving a trail of blood and pieces of bluish, white and red nuggets, of what looked like, hairy, stringy moving stomach guts parts, and this bio mass, is what splashed up against the flat room wall.

It stuck momentarily, than proceeded to fall down on the floor!  Then of all things, my nose, started acting up! It started to bleed! I had a nose bleed on my chest, of all places! And the blood drops, were dark red, and the liquid blood ran down randomly, and

meandered down my big tall round chest and, and formed tiny rivers, that rolled down my chest, on to my hips, and my pants became wet with blood, which then dripped in my bed, and rolled across the bed sheets fast, with supernatural power, dripped onto the rug on the floor of the cabin, and briskly rolled across the floor, as if it was on mission, and hit the far wall. Where, it immediately climbed up vertically, and stopped and began writing the letters to a story.

I read what it said, something I can’t repeat!

I then heard laughter, ha, ja, ha, ja, ja, ha, ha, mean cruel twisted sounding laughter from another world in 3D Augmented reality space!

And then my stomach burst open a second time, and my nose flew off and out zooming straight up and crashed into the ceiling,

And I saw it. I had giving birth to him, and him, my child was, was a doubleganger identical copy of me. OMG! At first it looked like he was going to mimic me?  It was like looking in a mirror! But I was, and he was me, inside 3D Augmented reality!

And he pulled off his right arm, right out of its socket. I saw all the veins in his arm hanging out from it.

And he took it, and started beating me with it in my face, Bam, Bam, bam.

I was shocked.  I couldn’t believe it! He kept slapping me with it! My past experiences with 3D augmented reality creatures, before was that they had been characteristically mild, low-key, and no danger to people, but now what was happening to me, my opinion changed forever.

The pain was off the charts. I am going die for sure!

The hand that came off my arm was back, and was now was forcefully tearing my skin off my face! I screamed as it peeled off my right cheek. I screamed out loud and wished I was dead. Then it grabbed my eyelid and pulled on it. OW! Ow! I was able to see my hand close up, and when you see the skin real close,  I could look at it good. I don’t know how, but my implanted nuero internal magnifier, enabled me to see the pores in the skin looking like pot marked sewer holes, and inside these hundreds and hundreds of  pores in the skin, which under normal circumstances were small and tiny, were now, huge, and were big, wide, and round and shaking this way and that, all around. In each of them, in it’s center, I saw little eyes looking out at me!

They were connected and floated in a liquid, that was moving in there, that was thick, wet like yellow amber snot syrup! Through it, I saw it had, all these tiny red, and blue veins, that spewed out, and got spit into my eyes! It’s this action, is what led its flesh to become welded to my eyeballs, and got attached. I screamed, knowing this was appallingly gruesome, and silently invoked it to stop, but it did not. The man, raised his arm, and boldly smashed it through a glass window, in 3D augmented space, that rose up out of the brite blue wall. And its arm passed through the wall as if it was butter, and grabbed a giant pink piglike thing, and brought it back, and pushed it in my face, and rubbed it all in. And he laughed then looked at me,  and pulled me by the hair and kicked me right in my face! Ow! OMG! I wished I was dead! Anything to end this!

I almost blacked out! I was seeing stars! I was hurting bad! It went on and on, and I could tell It was, really enjoying cutting me open.

It wanted me dead, and by the look of things, I couldn’t  take much more of this, I would be! I gave up. I felt I wanted to be dead too. It had to be better than this.

I screamed and screamed, it was so horrible. Screaming was all I could do!

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And, he wouldn’t stop! He kept coming! He kept trying to kill me! He kicked me, and he pushed me over, and stabbed me, over, an over all over my body, again and again! All I could do was bleed red and wish I was dead!!  I felt so ashamed. The feeling of helplessness hurt me, my pride, made me feel horrible.

All I knew was I was dying. I preferred that to this! I was in such pain I could not think, and I was bleeding so much, really fast!

I tried to get up, but he pushed me down! He, smiled sinisterly, and made an obscene gesture, then, he blinked at me? I didn’t know what was the reason? Then, he reached over and plunged his hand into my open chest, he ripped out one of my ribs, and stabbed me in the eye! Ow, Oww! I screamed!

It was a massive blow. NO! Noooooo

 I can’t see. I can’t see. Oh my God! I can’t see! I can’t Oh no, no, no! I screamed in extreme pain. Stop for the love of God, please! But he didn’t listen to me, but instead just laughed! Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.   .  .

He seemed to getting his kicks off in my head, and laughed  And I told him to go to hell! He burst out laughing again, Oh ha,  ha,  ha,  ha,   ha,   ha, Oh ha,  ha,  ha,  ha,   ha,   ha.

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And, then he was quiet! There was a pause, and uneasy moment of silence. Oh NO, nooooooo, ya, yaaaaaaaaa. And, suddenly, I looked up, and to my amazement, the ceiling was raining! Raining down tiny red balls of blood drops, and it was raining real hard! And this scuttled, any of my hopes of getting out alive. The room started to fill up and soon would be flooded, drowning me.

I saw him, he was waiting, waiting for me smiling, and I knew he was happy!

Meanwhile, the bloody rain fell down in torrents, in my eyes blinding me. I reacted defiantly, but I couldn’t do anything, and now, blind, I totally couldn’t see, and I passed out. The bloody water levels rose up, higher and higher, the bed I was on, submerged. I can’t swim. I had been battling this, and lost, said the captain sadly, and closed his eyes. And was silent.

 Stay tuned Chapter 8

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 CHAPTER 8

The Tweets of Madcow Sammy

BAD PERSONALITIES

BIG REX

Chapter 8

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It was so strong, like something was exploding inside of me, the thing in me. Oh my God! My mind began to go numb with the pain.

It was driving me insane!  It was killing me. It was so bad. Oh My God! I looked down at my chest, and something was pushing through my chest like a knife. Something, oh no, no something was inside, inside of me Ow Owwww.

Suddenly, a thunderous, crunching sound, was heard coming from inside me!  I screamed Help! Help Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,  hep, HELP,heeeeelpppkkkhekp! Ocka ock! ock!

As a big blood soak head, popped out!

Burst through the center of my chest, ripping it up, with the force of a hundred wild thundering horses, out me! It snapped my chest open, PLACK CRACK!

MY chest bone swung open like flood gates, like two swinging doors letting, letting something from hell out!  Suddenly, the thing came rushing up, spraying spit, up out of him, filling the air were thousands of droplets of red bubbles of blood, that flew out, smashing against the walls with a thud. Then, there was like an explosion going off in him, and you could see his rib bones, came blasting out, rotating a round faster than the eye can see. Then, flew his guts into the air, like raw bones snarls, and little arteries, wiggling, like thousands and thousands of red colored worms, scattering up against the ceiling dragging, and drawing fractal lines around on the ceiling. And they stuck there hanging like if glued to it! His liver flew around, and around on the ceiling, as if it was alive and living, and thinking on its own, and was dripping and spraying out blood, and was quivering, running across the white painted ceiling above of his head. The ceiling was raining blood, down on me!  And, when he saw it, was so shocked, he opened his mouth to scream, the liver turned from maroon to brite florescent red, and jumped  clean off the ceiling,  straight down into his opened mouth choking him! His eyes, stunned opened wide, popping out of his head!  His body was going into violent convolutions as he coughed, gagged on himself!

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Then out came the specter of the insane, when another, huge, huge blood red, round fractal monster creature thing, just popped, and barreled out of my chest, too! Was there no end? Seems I had virtual reality doorway portal in me, letting monsters flow forth, non stop! I screamed out No, no, and then it roared

:Ya,Yahhhhhhhaaaooooommduuuucck! It was slimy looking, and smelled real bad, like rotten flesh! It was red bloody, and shaking violently. It, was covered with big bulging veins, and blood pouring out of it. It was a head, a head with features!  I let a loud cry for help! Yaaaaa, it was me ah ahhhhhhh he yelled for help! And it screamed as it came out of my chest and I could see it looked like me, and I screamed, and it screamed too! Yaaaaaaa ahhhhh! OH Yaaaaaa , ahhha it mock duckaaaaaa ahahaahahah ya! It was insanity time, all over again!  I realized I was caught in deathly time loop! ! Help!  It was terrible, it was my face on it. Another one, just burst out of my, my chest, too! The head, was red and covered in red blood all over it, followed by, by by by my, my,  Oh No! This time, this time, it, it the thing had my neck, then it had a chest, my two arms appeared out of me, and forcibly held me down on the bed. It had the power of jack hammers, as it began hitting me!

I was pinned down, like I was nailed down, couldn’t even move! And I could see its muscles bulging out, it was moving and oscillating super fast, and the blood sprayed off of it, into my face and eyes! My eyes were burning and blinking, like I was cutting up onions or something! I was blinking, a mile a minute, as it, as it, as oh No!

 Its body was covered in slimy thick glue that was stretching, stretching as it climbed out of me. The lights went out, but that did not stop it! Oh nooooo no! It was no light and pitch black, but I could feel him stepping out of my chest. The liquids made sounds, and I could feel it dripping off off him, on to me, and it was falling and dripping down my face, and mouth! I had to stop opening my mouth to scream cause, otherwise it would fill-up with-it! But it was, It just so, OMG! It was so hard to keep my mouth closed! I was in such pain, I had to, I just had to scream! Do you understand me? The captain said, ashamed and bursting into tears. He bent over facing the ground, as if trying to hide his face from us!

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We all, all felt bad and sad for him, as he tried, once more, to continue talking! But was choking on the saliva forming in his mouth.

Some of it fell out and some he spit out!

But it was getting harder and harder for him to explain it, because the feeling and emotions of that memory were to huge, too sensitive and raw!

So, but then he yelled, it was, it was Ya yan, ya, yaaaaaa ahh ocp ock, help, it was so terrible! I gulped down a pot of mock ya,aahha ock I  had to let go, I had to expel air, as I felt a sharp harsh abrupt pain in my respiratory organs, as they blew out on to  the ceiling! This can, this can’t not be, no, no this , why is this happening? Yaaaa ah ah ahhh , he screamed and collapsed on the ground rolling headfirst, in the dirt near the campfire, as the people looked on totally shocked, their eyes bugging out in their head! Together our jaws dropped, as we watched this person withered around on the ground, in pure pain! He rolled around, and Judy ran over to him trying stop him from continuing! Its too much for you, she exclaimed frustratingly, and to horrible for us to hear, do you hear, do you hear me, do

you hear? No, he moaned coughing. I got to, I got to I got to finish, you got to know what’s coming? OMG, its gets worse?

It gets a hell’ova lot worse asked saddie, listening intently? Much worse, said the captain shaking feverishly!

 The causation, of it all, was unclear, but not the horror! The relationship of every thing that happened to him was down right revolting. But he seemed to gather his wits about him, once more, take a deep breath, and, although he had tears running down his face, he continued!

Then, as this thing climbed out of me, I screamed and screamed till I fell out, and, and then I blackout, that’s all I remembered. Next thing I know, time had slipped, and I was in a dark place. And I woke up inside the freezer with a bunch of other sailors.  I don’t understand or remember how I got down there, or why? I was inside and slipped, tripped and hit my head against the door, as the others ran to the back of the storage.  Then, there was a big boom sound, BOOM! As the back section collapsed in on us! I heard a loud explosion, like the world was coming to and end, it was horrendous! I don’t know from where but it shook the whole boat, felt like it got picked up, violently? And we got tossed about, like in a car crash, turning over thousands of times! I blacked out, again. That was it, when I came to, a second time, I found my self alone in the darkness, that was it, he said. When, he came to, there was not a sound in the whole boat. Total silence. He, first, thought he was dead, and somehow he was in a black space, he said. And I thought I was an animal, and I felt around, and I could smell all kinds of things by their odors!

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I did raise my self up, but it didn’t occur to me, that I was human, anymore, to the contrary, I,  I thought I must have been reincarnated back to life as a dog or something, cause it felt very natural for me to walk around on all fours, on my hands and my knees! Strange right?

         I felt something,  I can’t explain it, er um I, it was reactions, in me, some kind of some, some kind of catalyst, causing a chemical reaction in me, cause my mind was going crazy, but I recalled studying back in school about different chemical reactions. And this, well, it was kind of like chemical reactions, that started with the reactants, having some sort of energy activation, that results in the bonding of the two material’s molecules, and forms a new product, and the most common form of energy is heat, either the chemical reaction will cause the blended mixture molecules to give off heat, or absorb it. And I was in a freezer, and I wasn’t feeling cold. I was not! Then so, I felt no cold at first, because some kind of reaction was happening inside of my mind? I don’t know? It’s hard to explain. It was something primal in me, very primal, something was raging chemically in me. Something was happening! I remember in high school learning about, how to understand the differences between what’s called , “Endothermic and exothermic reactions.” And the words are derived from their names. “Endo” which means “to draw into,” and “Exo” means “to give off.”

 And, and er, um, um huh, the, well the endothermic reactions draw heat in from their surroundings, and I don’t know how, but I was drawing in heat from some place. I don’t know where? But I did not feel cold inside the freezer for a long time!

Now the other reaction, the Exothermic reactions gives heat off to their surroundings, well I wasn’t giving any body heat off. I felt very warm somehow. I felt like I was a dog, an Alaskan Husky a dominant dog bred for the cold! I thought I was a dog from another reality, or something, I don’t know! It’s difficult to even begin to explain this! I remember barking, barking! Yes, I know weird right? And, weird or not,  it felt normal to me, I know, what, what you’re thinking, this is madness, but it’s the truth!

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       First, the captain said, please, I want you to accept that this statement is possibly true, and agree to believe it, just for a moment, because there is no other way else, to explain it!

You don’t have to agree, just give it room in your belief system for a short try out. OK? I believe, we are all  beings that have the spirits of our past lives, in us somehow, and for me, I think I was a dog in another life, somewhere, in my past, because I swear to you. I started to be able to smell all kinds of things. I did smell the matches in that dead sailors pocket in the freezer with me. I didn’t know he had matches or even if he smoked cause there’s was no light! Everything was black, it was the pitch darkness. Yet I could smell he was there, and I went and centered on him, and I smelled he had matches! How do you explain something, something like that?

I walked around inside the freezer in the pitch blackness smelling around like a dog, at this and that. I smelled blood. It was the blood of the dead sailors, way in the back of the freezer, and I crawled over to them, and I smelled them, to see if anyone was alive, but my ears which too, seemed to be very acute to me. I did not hear or smell, no breathing or movement, only silence! No breathing, no movement, everything was dead still. Dead and silent, like I said I could smell things and I could smell the Oder of cigarettes, and the Oder of matches in one of the dead mens pockets! Something I could never could have smelled before, if you ask what does a match smell like?  For the life of me I wouldn’t know? Did you know they have distinct acidly smell? Somehow I was able to smell it, thank god,too?  Other wise I would never have gotten the matches or the candles! I knew it was there. And not only that, but I could smell wax! The wax of a box of candles someone of them had. A man had on him. Why I don’t know? I am clueless, but I could, I could and I took it out of the man’s pocket. Out of his shirt pocket to be exact, in the dark, in the blackness of the room, in the freezer! And I smelled the matches, and so looking at these facts : I had one, the pack of matches, and two, the candles! And I lit the match and lit the candles, and if it weren’t for that, I don’t know. I really don’t know?  I think I would have blacked out for sure, from the cold and turned into a solid piece of frozen ice in no time! Cause all of this had to be happening in my, my mind, that’s the only way I can explain it!

I lit the little white candles and placed them around, so I could see, it was after that, that I had light, in the freezer, and that I found a flashlights on the floor, next to some frozen meats, that had fallen off the hooks. So, when I lit the lights that’s when I started, I started to, to, to feel like I was getting cold. Weird don’t you think? It was my mind trying to save me, that’s all I can say, he said.  He lighted some candles and tried to open the door of the freezer, but, couldn’t. It, it was blocked. He went crazy, freezing and hopeless, he said, and passed out, and fell face forward into a puddle of ice water on the floor! What I remembered was pain in my head, like I got kicked in the head! I felt my head was splitting in half or something? Then, then, really things changed when he heard you guys, he said! Thank God, for you guys, cause well, I don’t know what I would have done, he said crying and breaking down inconsolably?

 Well, was evident to me this boy, this man got all his wheels off the ground, and is headed, sure enough for insanity town! Still, all in all, got pretty good memory! He remembered me finding him, and tripping and kicking him in the head! Looks like we done have to hold onto him!  Only thing is,  all the insane asylums done got destroyed, so what we gone do with this boy, I thought to my self? Dam, lots of questions, no answers!

We can’t force the man to shape up, cause it’d hard to shape up ourselves, let alone him!

Well, sir, the boy, lowered his head, and stared at the ground crying, and barking like a dog, every once and a while!  And me and Jonathan stared at him and at each other! Then, that’s when Jonathan up, and bomb shelled me with this secret revelation!

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He, well, that’s when Jonathan confessed, he too, had a strange feeling around noon time that day, at the same time, too! And he had fallen to the ground, and felt something was coming out not of his chest, but out of his back, his spine of his back too, but the pain was so bad he passed out! Now, the question comes up, what would of happened if he too, did not pass out, but stayed conscious, and seen things, that maybe he was not to see? Strange, hows that thought, working out for you?

Lots to ponder partner, I thought to my self!

So, that put everything into a quandary? What was going on that day? Doomsday? This gunk, was gunking up my head, I said, and I was clueless as a pig, with twig stuck in its butt!  I grabbed a beer, I downed a swig! I shaked and shook my head, and said, Oh my gosh, oh big golly , what, oh what has this here world come to? But no answers came to my head, and I stayed as I was, clueless as a dog without a nose! This is too much, I said, drinking some more happy juice!

So, we all just sat there and stayed silent for a good, good long while. Many of us try to cover things up, secret things that happened to us in our lives, or have found a way to bury it, deep enough to have forgotten, just how awful it was! But, we, we are in a situation, where there is no hiding. No escape from the nightmare, because we are living in it! Well, sir, we just decided to stay quiet and rest up, less our minds come off the wall too, and we

end up like the captain, loonier than looney toons! Who knows what we will face, in the, in the  future, if there is one?

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The present is a rock

The present is all you got,

The present is what it is a gift,

The present is powerless to avoid a shift,

The present is nevertheless yours, till it slips through your fingers gone.

The present is not responsible to you, no ownership of it belong to thee, or your children you see, its a rock that turns to stone, cold and alone, turns to sand falls from your hand, and returns back from whence it came, fractal crystals playing in the universe’s games! iIt’s happily, extraverted, enthusiastically ready to mock, the fact that you lost your present rock, in a land that time forgot. Fast came the past, out of which every body who survived, this mortal setback, must forge a future, the resolution to take on the challenges, that confront this small band of humans, hold their lives in balance, and depends the future kind of mankind.

So,it is, this forlorned little community, salvaged from the boat, settles in for the night, some sleep around the campfire, others some distance away, each person in his own way, has to reconcile with this new reality! This new environment, and are saddled with the pain of extreme lost, and utter bewilderment of seeing with their own eyes, the raw havoc and destructive beating, the earths took when they split apart.

It’s more than enough to break anyones heart.

When you follow your mind and the your beating heart,

you inevitably latch on to what you know,

when what you know. no longer exist.

There’s a twist and the thing in you makes you want to actively seek out memories, to make you feel comforted, absent that, you seek out various things : entertaining people to help you to forget, drugs, like alcohol to soothe the dent in your psychic, or environments, that raise up your sense of spirit, to help you to flourish, and find fulfillment, and inner peace, above all, less down you fall.

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And so, the next morning comes to pass, the next morning the sunrises up,at last. And can be seen way over to the right, glistening brightly beyond the two Earths peripheries.  Little Saddie, looks around wondering out loud quips a upbeat remark : this beats the boat, no joke, ha ha, ha! I like it up here, she smiles talking to judy, who is just waking up beside her too. They slept on a blanket and are sill dreary eyed. Saddie yawns, and stretches looking around to see, quickly,  if the men of which there are quite few are up, are staring and watching her. But they are not around, but, as per BR’s, orders are sleeping separately some distance away.

Compared to down there in that boat, we got it cool fool, what do you think, she asks Judy?

Well, Judy struggling to raise herself up, and looking tired, her hair sticking out, this way and that like a bush creature out of the wild, no make up, and plain! She cried a lot last night, she looked out of it, but managed to answer :

I think, we found ourselves between a rock and a hard place, and the profile we got is better, but,

Saddie interrupts her, but nothing, lets look of the sunny side, after all, if BR, didn’t show, when he did, the two for one holding the nose, job, we were doing on each others noses, would mean, we would be dead now, not like talking, like we are. Right?

I am dam glad were not, who knew?

I guess you’re right? Saddie interrupts again, guess? Girl! Give me a break? We’re still kicking, shit! Come on let’s get up and take a walk and look around kiddo! Wait, says Judy, let’s fix ourselves up, first! Me, hear you girl, my face looks like shit too, said Saddie nodding her head, smiling. Meanwhile, Judy, while reaching into one of thirty fancy hand bags, and purses, she copt out of the boat from dead ladies who aren’t going to need them anymore. She took a deep breath and flipped open her mirror, and looked at herself and stared. Pondering what Saddie had just said, and the truth of it all. They say the truth hurts, well this truth really does, she thinks to her self, questioning herself, did I really almost commit suicide? Amazing, how things turned out, she thought.  Does it mean I am really a weak girl?  A sissy girl? I think about what I did and that’s all wrong, or was it right? It’s my fault, it’s my fears and flaws, I guess? I do think I know when enough is enough, and trying to die at that time was right, the fact this, this crazy guy showed up to save me, doesn’t change anything or does it?

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I guess it does, I owe him?

He’s kind of sexy in a really strange bizarre kind of way. A bad guy, and my momma always said stay away from the bad guys! But, she never did, she didn’t follow her own advice. I hope I will. She examines her face, the scratches on her right cheek, look like shit, she thinks about all the black and blue marks, she got down there in the dark! Are now, red and a little inflamed. So, she gets into the grove, turns on a music pod, and gets busy. She powder puffs them over, throws on a liner, puckers her lips and paints them too! One thing mommy always told me, baby when it comes to men, be ready, always! She hits a blast of spray perfume, under arms, legs, butt, neck, next, comes her hair, she combs it broadly, briskly, back from her eyes, and primps it with her hands, and turns and looks at Saddie, who’s doing her face up too!

So, what you thinking? I lost, snapped Saddie, I lost what I had. Every dam thing! I got nothing and lost everything, and so did everybody else here. So we all are about to start from the same line in the sand, what we do now, from this day forward, from this very day, will determine our future Judy. I say let’s go for it big time, she said, enthusiastically,

smiling, and shrugging off any pretenses! And after all we been through. I agree with her philosophy. And told her, get this Saddie, we got our fat fannies filling the seats, and our tits are sticking out, and our backs are against the wall, does that mean we got to fall, hell, hell, “NO!”  I am with you girl, on that!  Judy says to her, Saddie, Wow, what do you know? If you were to ask me, what role does personality play in a guys life?

I’d say, it’s everything. Saddie finishes painting her lips deep red, licks them and replies, hey, I am with you on that, shit, me, I got regrets.  But I got blessing’s too. Year, but you’re a fighter, I can tell. What, Me? Year, year you! Why you saying that, cos you stoned? Wassup’ with that? Na, I can feel the strength in you, bitch!

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Ha, that’s a compliment, I only wish it was true! Sure enough true girl. And you, what about you, she asked me? Shit, I am faking it. I am a good faker, I am just trying to show I am spunky too. Let me lay this on you, I said to her as I dug up an old cliche, that seemed appropriate and dropped it on her, ” What doesn’t kill you, will only make you stronger.” Got that right, she replied smiling and glancing up at me, getting to her feet and then trusting her arms up stretching in the cool morning air, like she don’t got a care, in the world. You want a coffee, asked Judy? No, perhaps in a week or too, when I feel like I know what’s this new life has in store for me, right now, I know it’s early but, I think I’ll take a drink, said Saddie.

What’s that?

Rum.

Rum, boy you don’t play around.

Oh, yes I do, she laughed ha, ha, ha!

She reached into her bag and pulled out a tiny brown bottle, twisted the cap off and drank a shot straight from it like it was orange juice, put the cap back on, and blew out some air, and looked me, and said, OK, honey, let’s hit the highway! Go! What highway? Ha, ha, ha,  Both of them were now wearing clothing they had taken from suitcases, they brought out of the ship. They had, lots and lots of clothes, and very expensive high heeled shoes. Which were useless in the sand and dirt that surrounded them, but psychologically, wow!  It was a blast to have, and mentally comforting to boot. Judy had on jeans and a yellow tank top, Saddie wore black pants and a pink blouse and rapt her brunette hair with the blond lock in it, into a big bun.

They were just raring to go, when Judy said, you know what?

What?

I know I shouldn’t say this, but should we tell this dude?

BR!

Dam, your right BR!

He knows this place after all, this is his camp, and like he says he’s the boss-man.

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Year.

Ok, may you shouldn’t have said it, but you did, so like I didn’t hear you, said Saddie, waving her hand for judy to follow her, as she headed out walking to go exploring. Judy smiled taking her lead, and smiled in agreement, as they headed out, destination unknown.

So, Judy and  Saddie, were a little nervous but excited, and casually wondered off for an early morning stroll to get in a little sight seeing and check out the new landscape of their new world, and they headed off aimlessly at first, but then decided to head toward a tall sandy hill with rock sticking out cropping on its top, thinking it’s perfect, and once on top it’s got to have a great view. too!

They were eager to get a look over the other-side, and see, what they could see!  They are surprised, that they are not the only ones with that idea!

And, to find it’s occupied already, by two other early risers, from the camp!

Two young ladies, a Miss Barni House, who was an English black woman, thin five foot,’ who was a music classical coach teacher. She’s petite, cute, big eyes, large black pupils, and had her done hair in a natural round shaped retro afro’ hair style, of the free wheeling Hippies days. And, this woman, Beth Thomson. She’s a Oceanologist specialist from the states, who had a high voice, looked like very teacher’ly and conservative, but today, she’s letting it all hang out, cause she got saved, and is elaborating that, by getting nice and drunk, with one of her new acquaintance, her friend Barni, both of whom stayed up most of the night bouncing emotionally, between happiness and sadness, over their fate and ruined lives and love ones who are now presumed dead, and the totality of their futures lost.

. So, they joined up with them, and converse awhile, up until  Saddie, noticed a tiny spec of a figure up against the blue of the morning mist of the sky, way in the distance. It looked like a man, and by his appearance he looked somehow familiar, it’s BR! Took awhile, to walk all that, but finally he reaches the bottom of the hill, looks up! He joins the ladies.  And all eyes are on him, as he climbs up to get to them sitting on top!

Barni, looks on, smiles curiously, and asked him casually, Who are you? I am the man who saved your life, have you forgotten?

No, I know that I mean besides that, who are you?

Besides that,  Besides that? Do you trivialize that, like its nothing? If that’s the case maybe I shouldn’t have? No, please, please, that came out wrong. Don’t, don’t take, take it the wrong way BR, please! I would like to know, I mean I am just asking you, you no know,   .   .   .

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Who are you?

BR, who to the surprise of the ladies, had clean up his act, from looking like a wild-man dude, to a sharp guy, still donning his bullet hole riddled cowboy hat, though, now he

smelled good, looked good, no blood stains, no mud, even changed his clothes, into new digs, with a fresh pair of gap bluejeans to boot, that he stole from somebodies suitcase, out of the boat! He had his low slung gun-holsters and was packing his guns dangling one, on each side of his legs, which looked muscular, to the girls as they checked him out! He got a small tight ass, thought Saddie, to herself and laughed!

His new look featured, a face with a trimmed beard, and mustache that was becoming, that caught the ladies admiring eyes. He flashed a good morning ladies to them and flashed a good looking bright set of, recently brushed teeth. In his smiling face, as he looked at Barni, who looked like she felt blessed with him here amongst them! He looked at her, like she was an un-openned Christmas present, and playfully toyed with her using a litany  of what only can be described as verbal mind games,

 but, first he made himself comfortable laying down between them, and folding his hands behind his head, as he looked at her, then a second later, pulled his cigarettes, patted him self down like he was searching for matches, then asked,

You got a light?

Sure , Barni replied handing him her lighter.

Thanks, he said lighting up and inhaling deeply, then exhaled handing it back, with a tiny smirk on his face, squinting his black eyes at her as he said ,

You asked me who are you?

Year, just curious.

What’s your name?

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Barni, Barni House, she replied in one of her best sexy voices. But, me hey, cowboy, my friends call me Barni, she smiled, replying in an extra warm voice drawing out every syllable of her english accent!

What do you think, Barni? Can who be?

Could it be me?

What, she said, not understanding, and suddenly shifting un-comfortably in her seat on the sand. She now, definitely had the boss man’s attention, but, contrary to what everyone thought, he was no fool, but instead, it was becoming painfully aware, it was he, who was playing her psychologically like a dunce and imbecile.  She was being played by a spade! Testing her, to see what she was made of mentally.

“No, I mean who are you?” She said, sitting up quickly with a curious look on her face, like a character who had been put through a meat grinder mentally. His starlike confidence,  made the ladies sit up right away mentally, and take notice, questioning whether he was really just a dangerous madman nut, or just pretending? He didn’t smile but looked earnestly at her and asked,

Who could be me? No who, not what, What side of who of the first side of

Who do you think I am? Who? Just who do you think? Who do you think I am?

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Who the hell do you think I am man?

Come on say it? Say it, demanding, who? Who, he said raising his voice ominously, getting the women psychologically unsettled, and a wee bit scared.

I mean I try to be nice, I mean I tried to save your life, right, that was nice?

You are. Aw yes, you, you are nice, said barn nervously, her voice had lost the warm depth to it, now, it was kind of trembling.

That was?

Yes, it was! It was, she murmured.

Was that? He quizzed her, with his words, with a strange artistry, like a bull fighter, casually pointing his sword in a Spanish bull fighting ring. The sword would go in, and bull would sing! Indeed, she was right, she was perfectly right to ask, who was he?

Oh definitely, that was very nice! Barni, answered, trying her best to sound, both lucky and thankful, and grateful all at the same time!

Wasn’t that?

Why anybody can see that, he commented, he rattled off his words fast, to what, to him was something obvious! Anybody, she asked, first looking at him, as if in agreement,  then, glancing her eyes quickly, at the other women seated around her for support, but they were silent! Their lips zipped! Like as if they were not there! But they were, and they realized : this was a cat and mouse game, and this mouse was a powerful, Micky mouse, on drugs, no less! And they were going to be bystanders, and were going to sit back and watch the Micky eat her alive!

Barni was petrified, her eyes bugging out, she was not just awed, but speechless, not knowing where, or what, this madman, was going to do.

There was a slowly building up of a tension, as the man and the women seemed living in two worlds, existing on two side of a line, an unseen line based in the confines of the minds journey beginning with a contrast, between the accepted norms of the ladies, and the twisted inner self of BR’s paragon reality, operating out fascinatingly in his  wish for the way he wanted the world to be, but in controlled.

Who, no! Ask me how many? He told her!

How many?

Go ahead!

How , how how many, asked Barni

stuttering,now frightened of him, and chain smoking like a steam engine, trying to stay calm, hoping the next puff might relax her! It was obvious.   .   . She mentally couldn’t handle this dude, This guy, all dressed up, disguised,  in his old time cowboy get up,

had her out classed, out witted, out gunned, out brained and was giving a verbal licking! And that was not good, not cool at all! And she thought, “If a crazy man can do that, then he’s not crazy!”

But, now this pretending crazy guy, asks

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How many baby spiders must a mother spider have to guarantee one will survive?

What, she asked, clueless, and befuddled, and blinking her eyes frequently?

They have come by, and by! And visit this cool midtown top brand store, to do, their thing, which was stealing, now like, you roll it up, find a spot, park, do your thing in the store, swipe this that, like a black cat, when the clerk is distracted. And walk out quickly, if you get spotted, and the alarm buzzer sounds, you, y’all stay calm, you say,” oh it must be my phone alarm, right?” Un-perturbed, Cause nine times out of ten, the store doesn’t want bad publicity. So no cops, they let you go! The sales person, if she’s cool, will let you go, especially if you nice, right? Right? He demanded, an answer, like as if she knew what the hell this man was talking about!

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Suddenly, interrupted Saddie, hell year, been there , done that cat!  I can, cause I did it and dude it, dude, Ha, ha, ha!  Saddie was the one who had engaged him with daring flair, verbally down in the hole of the ship, she knew he was mad, or bordering on a mad, that is undefinable, a lunacy that is crime-able, and off the walls, and the only way, she was to get over on him, was to appease him, but with a patient long term agenda, based on Bull S___. And she had hers, and it was simple! Come out on top!

She played along, figuring this guy out, sometimes he’s cool sane as can be, other times he’s not! The trick was, just to wait him out patiently.

The others girls, were clueless as to why she put her two sense in, but, saddie might say she was bold and  funky, but she had another side to her too. She had subtle intricacies to her character, that made her personality be able to go up against BR, and stretch over lines of reality with him, as if the mentally dancing!  From extreme introversion to extreme extraversion to exhibitionist!  And now, BR, turns his head and looks at her, recognizers her, remembers her from down in the blackness of the ship, and without missing a beat says, you impressed me, last night, Saddie, when you went over to try to comfort the Captain! Thanks, she said smiling, looking into his eyes, as he looked in to hers, and though the words that were being spoken was saying one thing, their body language was saying something totally different, these two are attracted to each other, but don’t dare want to admit it.

They were talking and saying something else, but their tone of voice and eyes were betraying them!

Then BR said,

“Who you he naked her?”

What, said Saddie? She said what, curiously, and feeling just as blind sighted, as poor Barni, who now stayed quiet watching and confused on the sidelines! Now, Judy, checking this shit out, was tired of being a pent up bystander, raring to but in, she thought she could handle him, cause being a nurse, she had  lots of experience and had to study a little psychology in school, but, the underlying point was this guys ability to be cagey, cagey and wild as a fox, dangerous as wolf with the bite of a cobra! Whats going on inside of him? Whats in his flame? Fire? Or lunacy, or both? She thought, she could game him play him, but this guy, he had just thrown her a curve ball, she didn’t expect right out of the blue, but realizing it was game of deep complex wit, she paused and played it cool, took her time and took a drag on her cigarette real slowly.  Looked away from his eyes, away from his manly gaze, and stayed momentarily quiet, then, came back at him, cool as a cunning, drunk hound dog on a Saturday night, and said in low sexy voice that would melt a man in to butter, asking him,

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“Who she him naked him?”

Well, when he heard that! It was game changer! He, turned did a double take, and now, it was he, was the one who stayed silent now, but he was feign·ing pretending looking at her cocky and boldly! Where, as, she checked him out, did the same body language wise back to him, and they both stared boldly at each other for about a minute, looking for weakness, in matched eruditeness, without none of the five people on the mountain daring to butt in, or say a word, not a sound!  You could hear a pin drop. The macho tension, man, girl thing was hot! That’s how quiet it got!

Then, BR, hungry to change the topic, and let the pressure off, pretended to noticed a scent in the air. He sniffed, sniff, sniff!

He looks and turns his head around in slow motion, like the devil he is, and looks at  Barni, who’s now smiling, un controllably at him, and whose been drinking heavily all night, and notices she has a roach in her hand.

Wooo, what’s, what’s that I smell, sniff sniff, asked BR, as he turns to look back at Barni? It’s a Spankdust! Smells like good weed,  it is, we call it Spankdust, back home! Can I have a tok? Why not? Take it, says Barni, bending over with her left handing it to him in his right. Well, says BR, it’s been a long time since I done any spanking, but with this, who knows? He inhaled, smiled looked up, then down at it, and commented smiling! Good, weed. Stuff gets me bugging, so if you notice me not acting my normal, calm, intelligent self, and change a little, you’ll no why, he said smiling, as he took a drag, inhaled it, then it started :

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You? You, he said, nodding his head toward Judy, holding the weed out in her direction, meaning if she wanted a tok or puff. She didn’t say anything, but thinking to her self, she really wanted to, but didn’t want to give him an inch, and besides, she was clever enough to know that to deal with him, being that he was crazy as a fox and deadly as a crocodile, she needed all her wits about her. She can always relax and party later. So, she shook her head saying no, but then looked him straight in the eye, and said coldly. I am already high! You want to get me higher, so you can abuse me? Maybe? He said. Hey, I can use some abuse, remarked Saddie, laughing, who up until now was quiet as a mouse, let me get some, she said holding out her hand. Say let me get some please, Boss! Let me get a puff please, Boss! BR handed it to her, she inhaled and smiled handing it back. Judy’s face, was  smile-less, looked at him firm, like a out of touch, un hip, so out of it, stuck-up, school teacher, who needs to be taught, a lesson in life!

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The other lady, Miss Thomson, she’s quite not so different, but, given the circumstances, she, who also was quiet all this time too! Thinks, after all what they been through, this is the time to get high, so she pours a drink in a shot glass and hands it to him. But he looks at it, shakes his head and declines, saying, Naw, thanks, I’am good! So she downs it her self. Hey, who are you, asked BR looking at Judy, who ignores him, and turned her face away from him, and glanced around at the wilderness before her. She pretended to be more engrossed in the view then them. Then all of sudden, BR, audaciously, makes like, a comedian, and makes believe he is a participant on some crazy TV reality show and says jokingly: I am Judy, when she’s old, sitting in a wheel chair waiting for her doctor in his waiting room, he said

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changing his voice and demeanor, imitating the sound of an old lady,

“Hey gag’ nabbit, dammit, yo, hey nurse, Yo, can you tell me why, I say can you tell me, why the Doctor, is late? I, been waiting here, for hours.” Well, he said changing his voice again to sound like an imaginary receptionist, well, he he’s not late. He’s not? No, he’s tardy delayed! God dammit, he not tardy or delayed, he’s late, late is late! Late, I say he’s late, I say he tardy! Late. Delayed! He is delayed, said the imaginary receptionist getting all bent out of shape! Then he changed his voice again and brought out another personality of an old man, pretending to be some kind of mediator between the two arguing women, Now Y’all hold on one cotton minute here! I say hold on one rotten moment, as security I got to say  I got to say, Y’all can’t be yelling and causing a ruckus inside the doctors office! I have heard y’all yelling and I can’t allow altercations inside the doctor office! You two, better just calm your selves down, do you hear! Or! Or what, he yelled angrily at himself, interrupting that character speaking and imitating somebody else, I will have you, and you  both of you removed!

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Then BR who is on a roll letting out a bunch of hidden personalities surface, suddenly says, imitating and old style ring tone, RING RING, he picks up, hello this Julia from the North American Storm Environmental research agency. We are doing polls and surveys : did you experience any flooding or earth quakes  recently in your area ?

You got to be kidding sugar, he exclaims, BR, pretending to be shocked by the question he heard, looks upset!

He’s talking into a phone, What world you on? Did, I said, did you notice the earth done up a split in two? Huh? Go look out your window honey? What do you see? I bet you it ain’t pretty? Now get off my phone and don’t you ever call me again, do y’all hear? Now, Big Rex, without missing a beat, continues this farce, fantasy!

Now, y’all know , he continues, I can’t allow no altercations in the doctors office, whether he’s a little late or little delayed!

Y’all know the law, no ruckuses in the doctors office.

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Judy, thinking quickly to her self that this is just a gag, a farce, that BR, is indulging his fantasies in. She remembers the time when she was a student in med school, in her class of, “Psychoanalysis,” the Professor would encourage students to momentarily engage verbally in the hallucinatory conversations of patients to help them transcend and climb over and out! She, ambitiously jumps right into his daydreaming and suddenly turns his Monologue in to a Dialogue, and said to him,

who said you cant allow a ruckus? Lots of things I do that I am not supposed to and so do you! All we doing is expressing ourselves, and we ain’t lying. The doctor is not late, is not delayed he is just running a little behind, that’s all!

OH no he’s not! He’s not running a little behind, he got a big behind Big big behind, that’s so big he can’t run!

Judy listening to this intently, shakes her head, tries to be logical, ponders to her self privately for a moment, and tries to be objective, knowing from her studies that the bridge to the mind to this man sitting opposite her, his immediate reality requires a system of analysis wrought with and buttressed by compelling specific Psychotherapies, she only wishes she had, so she could intelligent de-mask, and proceed to decipher him, and his behaviors causality, but despite the deep questions and concerns, she holds about him, on top of which, add the fact that she secretly considers him her patient, he eludes and evades with cunning her attempts to pigeon hold him down to do a character analysis, and penetrate his multiple ego defenses!  What a complex guy, she thinks to her self. She nevertheless finds him challenging and despite herself, she wonders and puts in doubt her interest in him? Is it purely a secret psychological nurse patient relationship she desires, or is there in her, a growing self awareness of a latent emergent female attraction to him?

Could I have a tiny crush on him, she questions her self, can’t be he is a nut, and not a nice guy, perhaps funny but he is so sick. No, can’t be, I can’t be attracted to him, the thought of it was more than atrocious, it was totally ludicrous.

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Still now that he’s cleaned up and looks good, she knows that looks are deceiving and even if she were to indulge and expose her feelings just a little for him, could he, this barbarian in sheep’s clothing be capable of love? Could he or would he be just a drive by lover? She doesn’t even know if he likes her, but still if she showed interest and he shows interest, will she exposes her heart to him. Would he come to her to take her into arms in ardent love lust and deep intercourse her madly, and sadly when done toss her aside like an opened Christmas present box, yesterdays news, and old sock? That happens a lot!

He sits there laying down in front of her conversing with us all, now she thinks, her secret thoughts that  are whirling and dancing in her head, as she turns to do what she’s too, shy to do, to glance quickly into his eyes which are looking at hers as if waiting to pounce. His eyes were piecing her soul, she could feel them on her making her feel happy but yet, at the same time vulnerable unexplainably?

He smiled and looked like he about to say something to her, but who would be talking to her, another hidden personality or him, who ever him is?

But, enough heavy thinking, she says to her self, right now he is genuinely funny and she dying to laugh but is doing her best to hold it in. He was releasing his own special brand of a personality game play, and the other girls were loving it and she reluctantly [/color], although she didn’t want to admit it she was too!

Well, the ladies listening, including stubborn Judy, are bewildered and awe-struct listening to this mans non stop funny rants, they burst out laughing ha, ha, ha…

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BR, burst out laughing, Ha, ha, ha. Then Judy burst out laughing too, ha, ha, ha!

Suddenly Judy really broke up laughing loud as hard as she could!  She reached the point of this is got to be too much of a joke, and found all this hilarious, and cracked up so hard her face turned red, ha, ha, ha. she blushed, and kept on laughing

Barni, Laughed and cried too, realizing she had been played! Was this was just BR’s way of teasing and playing around, with the ladies?

The gig was up!

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He smiled, then crushed his cigarette out on a rock, and looked at each of them, and said seriously. Now listen up, It’s been a pleasure making your acquaintance ladies. I like you, got up early, not to look at the scenery. I got up at the crack of dawn and walked a mile or two, not because I wanted too! I got up, cause I needed to get things straight in my head!

I am gone be responsible for all y’all. And I am gone need some volunteers to help me!

Everyday volunteers making and serving dinner.

Lets say each day at four sharp. And helping organize and being done by six!

I hope you can be there today, or get me some folks who will.

Will you guys help, he asked them seriously?

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They looked at each other nodding their heads with one another and agreed, and Judy, said sure!

Besides that I try to get these people up, and will have a meeting this morning to lay some new laws down!

Thanks, I am going need all the help I can get, he said getting to his feet, and then said something very telling:

I like bugs! Bumble buggers and Bees, Bumble bees, Are my favorites! There are nearly 20,000 known species of bees, they form a structure, a way of living! A hive, which they defend with their lives!

This, is their kingdom, and this camp is mine! In my camp. There are Queen bees! I am their king! And in my kingdom, for it too survive! It will be, characterized by having a cooperative brood, and a division of labour into reproductive and non-reproductive adults! Bees navigate using spatial memory, and we with our memory will also be guided, like a magic compass, pointing to our future survival

And ladies and Queen bees, here’s the hard part!

There will be days, and days, when I do things you might not like or understand. I do things that you hate! But I got to do what I think I need, need to, too! To be successful! I also got to enforce discipline, for the benefit of all our survivors! If that day comes, don’t hold it against me. Don’t! I am just doing what I got too! Then without saying anything else, the man, proceeded to turn and walked down the other side of the hill, toward the camp. And as he walked away, his size got smaller, but in their eyes, became bigger! And as he came, so he went, and was gone!

BUT GONE WHERE? 

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Stay tune chapter 9 is a crime!

CHAPTER 9

The Tweets of Madcow Sammy

BAD PERSONALITIES

BIG REX

Chapter 9

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It was early still in the morning, theres was about, a little more than a hundred twenty people in the camp, now. The kids were already up,  but lots of adult folks was still sleeping, some didn’t sleep but cried all night, some were in shock, others were drowning their pain and lost in liquor and drugs, either way he came walking around where they were sleeping and waking them up, he was now with one thing on his mind, and that was laying down his new laws.

BR, knew what he had to do. The man, Neither knew. His words were going to make some people blue. And he might even have to kill a few!

He had to give these people, he saved, hope. Hope was something hard for him to give. Neither he nor they could barely cope. Hope was hard, a hard thing to believe in!

But he had to give it!

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He knows his head was bad, but today, he has to straighten up and think straight, make sense, other wise. Every body, including him is going to die! All these people he saved need to eat, and food in the boat gone be sour sweet, and about to run out!  He was born and raised in a democracy to be free, free to think, speak and pee! But since he’s the one that knows how to survive, it can’t be run like a democracy right now!

He’s going to have to act like a king! And they not gone understand that!

He’s always been, bad, But now. He’s gone be bad, might even have to kill some people, to do good, long term!

He knows nobody gone understand him, but he’s got to do what a man like him, got to do!

Big rex, walked close to the campers resting on the ground, and thought to himself : I have to tell them what to do, and when to do it. He’s going to have to explain to them why he’s going be a dictator!

Well, walking into the camp that day, BR checked out all the people that were laying on blankets on the ground, half awake, with a leery eye on him.

Then, he raised up his voice and spoke loud so everybody could hear him!

Listen up wake up! Pay attention! Like told y’all before, My name is Big Rex. Or BR, I can’t say good morning, to you, knowing in my heart, it’s not a good morning for anybody! I am a tad cranky. Year that’s true!  I seen better days! And so have you!

I know y’all, been crying, and didn’t get no sleep last night! Ya, see, what I said is true!

The world done gone and exploded. Exploded in two! One Earth up above your head, and one where you’re laying on the ground! Ain’t, no more world! As we known it!

As you can tell by all the destruction, you can see, everywhere, all around, all the people are dead!

No. It can’t be! Y’all say? But, you see it wit,’ your own eyes! Wo, wo. No!  But hell, this is it. This is our world today!

I been born, and raised in the streets, never had nothing, now I got less! And this world as it is,  gives me head ache, and a major bad attitude problem!

Now life as we all knows it. Is gone! Gone, gone! Gone be bad!

It’s too much for ya. It hurts so bad.  And you and your baby say, why?

And things, been down, and it was too much for you, and, and that’s why, oh year, you know what? I gotta talk, talk to you today.

And I know if somebody ask ya, what’s wrong with ya boy? You gonna say I lost everything. It hurts so bad. It’s too much for me to say good by, to the world, I know! I, like you, I been, walking the back streets of my mind, and crying! Crying over it! Oh year, but folks please listen . I gotta tell ya, we can’t, I say we can’t say good bye, can’t give up!

 Now what I going to say, you ain’t gone like. So I know y’all just woke up, and all! But I am gone be responsible or all y’all. And gone keep saying that cause that’s true!

I am gone tell you like it is. We got so much folks here. Kids and old folks, and all! Lotta mouths to feed!

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We need laws. We need order! I am gone tell you what to do. And you gone do what I say! If you don’t listen I gone put your ass back in the bottom of the boat! I can’t deal with problems! I got so many already! Don’t make any for me! I gotta enough! Just trust me and do what I say!

Oldsters, take forever, when we’re in a hurry. Do your part as best you can! Don’t make me kill anybody!

Maybe later we’ll have a democracy, but not now! This is not a democracy. So I tell ya what I want, he said.

I ain’t got enough of nothing, to give you.

Shelter, if it rains!  I got a cave near by that’s big enough.

Food, I got scraps from the boat!

Clothes we rob suitcases out of the boat!

Schools? I am the schools, I’ll teach ya, how to survive! But, if, if you get bad grades, this teacher will kill ya!

Doctors we’re lucky, two of the passengers are Doctors!

We got one Obstetrician, that’s good news for the ladies!

So we got two Doctors. They don’t speak a lot of english. They speak Chinese, and our devices, translators watches, can translate for now, but the batteries are running low. I am saying that, just so you know!

So listen up, stop crying and listen up cause I am only going to say this once!

Y’all, not gone like what I gotta say today, but what I got to say. I got to say!

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Warriors?

Yes!

All you men! I need men to be warriors, he suddenly announced to the crowd!

I need you. I need you, BR, said again, loudly, prancing around with his hands behind his back, like lumbering bear on attack!

He was being very emotionally angry about something, so much so it looked like smoke was rising from the top of his cowboy hat! BR, was grimacing, his eyes alight, an angry, but what he was about to say to them, was going to be like a bombshell, hitting everybody like stunning, shockwave, right between the eyes!

I need fighters willing to die, defending us against  them. See, before I found you! Before I came down into the boat, I realized I was not the only one to survived in this god forsaken world! Oh no!

There others, others, who turned into cannibals, ragged disgraceful, defeated in spirit, disadvantaged in the mind,

 who were losers! I saw them, I saw them! And I hated them!

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They were a tribe! Yes, others, there are others, who survived too! Who want to eat you! That, now roam the earth hunting to kill anybody they find to eat them!

We need warriors!

I saw them, you see before the upper earth, went up higher, it was closer. I don’t where they came from. Upper or lower earth?

All I know, we got to be prepared! All I know, we got to be prepared, he yelled out this time, louder, this time he said in a guttorial way, emphasizing his point!

I need you to understand that the blue cannibals, I saw, might find my camp full of people, and attack. You wouldn’t like that!

They have a strange Oder that I can smell. I saw them, I saw them. Some are running with spears, and are naked! Hunger is core reason for this contagion, to do this! It spreads! It’s starts and we are all programmed to be afraid of certain primal fears, staving to death is one of our main fears! It can turn us from human, back to beast!

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Fear is one of the most  potent contagion’s, that is highly contagious! This fear of going hungry, is a self fulfilling prophesy. It’s, here with us, he said pointing to his temple, his head, since the beginning of time,   .   . he said!

It’s what drives men, sane men, teachers, and professors, poor and rich alike, to this abominable shame! I saw a disproportional amount of teenager boys and girls, running with them. Hungry!

Hungry!

They turned on each other, and they are a danger!

These ragged groups of men turned cannibals, who paint their bodies with blue oils that came out of the earth.  I am positive they don’t know I am here. They didn’t see me spying on them. They don’t know I am here! But, if one of those devils, returns back, they might find out, out that I brought you up, out the boat! And there lots of people to eat here!

They’ll come back!

That, they’ll know we are here! If they know we are here,  and come. That’s why I want an army , an army to fight. If they ever come this way again we will fight them. We will be ready!

 So!  I know you just got out of the boat and are weak, but I will feed you, make you strong!

Hear my words, Do you know, now why I want warriors! Do I get men who, who want to be warriors? Do I get men ready to fight? Do I get you to be with me in our hour, when we are most vulnerable?

Who amongst you, who will join me to build an army? Big Rex, asked turning his head and scanning the width and breath of the people before him!

If you willing to be a warrior, tell me, let me know now! Who? Raise your hands, he demanded, raising up his hands high in the air! And soon, others raised clenched fists. They raised their hands! Well, the hands went up. The crowd didn’t hesitate. Even women, and girls wanted to fight!

Now listen! Year, I am different than you! I dress like one of them old time cowboys, I like it, that’s just my style, doesn’t mean I am wild.

Do not dismiss this, I know I yanked you from this, death, to survive, but now to hear that you might hunted, for your flesh, it’s nuts! But, I did not promise you paradise, did I? But, life and, life is what it is! This!

You can cry later,   .   . Now, I need you to learn to be fighters, soldiers, to guard and protect the females here with us!  Without them, our specie dies. All you women, got to be pregnant soon! Yes, you heard me, time is both a friend and our enemy! I have a friend her name is Sally! What I have learned, is the position you were born into!

 Is not the position where you gonna die! So If, mind you, I say, If, we all still alive, next year, we got new babies! Lots of babies next year! Lots of them! We gotta double our population quick! And if sex is the trick, we got the stick!

Before the world blew up, we had it good! Dam right said BR, in a low voice under his breath, as if he was talking to himself!

I think y’all all agree? We had cool places, like restaurants, saloons, pubs, coffee shops, that were chock-full of prime people-watching opportunities, but no more! Ladies and gents, what you see is what you get!

So, ladies don’t wait for mister, Right. He ain’t coming! He’s most likely dead! Take what you can get! There’re good men here! Our future depends on it! And we depend on you! So women, You want to talk to me? Talk to me!

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Next! Workers!

I need workers. Not bench, warmers! Workers, is what I need. Yes, indeed! Workers, willing to play an organized, central role, in trying to do farming, Yes sir! There’s lots of tomato seeds, and other seeds, corn, potatoes, and vegetables we got out of the boat, so planting seeds every day, will make this camp a better place for everyone. So all you men, if you cannot become a warrior, and don’t think you want to work, listen up! Don’t be a jerk! No women for you, or worse, if you don’t work, forget about it! You want a woman? You talk to me first, if I say so. Then it is so!  I’am going to be their protector!  You don’t like what I am saying, you don’t like my laws! You think it got flaws! Then go back, go back down, from out where I took ya! You heard me!  Get yer,  dam ass, back into the bottom of that boat. If that’s what you prefer! I can arrange that, easy for ya! One, two, three!  See me!

You got a complaint? Tell me about it! If, you’re thinking of leaving the camp, the answer is no! Run-aways, will be hunted down and caught, and be en-slaved! You heard me! No rights! None!  Think about it! I swear, if you are not with me, you’re against me!

Like I said before,   .   .   . I am gone be responsible for you. You gone be responsible to respect and help me anyway you can, by the same token, no way should you take me for granted or underestimate me!

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I saved you, and I can un-save you!

Y’all life is gone get better, but it got to get worse first! This ain’t no free lunch! We got to learn to be better than damage goods. It’s gone be a marriage, between you and me to stay alive you see, trust me! My name is BIg  Rex, BR, and like I said, but unless I tell you otherwise, when you address me, call me boss! Boss, wit a capital B! If anybody got a problem with that, I’ll kill’ em!

This here is my camp.  You in it! I put ya in it! This is my Bumble Bugga land! Me? I like honey, I like Honey bees! I like bugs. And, I call my camp, Bumble Bee City. So, that’s it! Now you know! Now you know where the hell you are!

Listen up, I welcome you! At the same time, I swear, if you cause me any problems. I’ll put you back in the boat!

Now, open your ears! No, you are not gone sit around crying all day! Life is all you got. It’s all you gonna have! Don’t make me take it away from you! Listen to me! I want you to trust me. Listen to me!

I’ll make you survive! You gonna look around, and get depressed. And think you cannot live like this. You can’t survive! I’ll make you survive!

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Big Rex spoke on a lot of topics, and then he said. Ah’ year. Something I wanted to mention, in this meeting!

What I want you to know, is,  .  .  . I can get y’all  Virtual Reality stuff, like glasses, so you can remember how the old Earth was. No internet, needed just mind power stuff!   So talk to me if you’re interested.

 I know some of y’all still got money in your wallets So, if you have lost as much as I have, but don’t want to give in, and give up! Maybe, If you like to go VR, and see how things used to be. Maybe you’ll do it, just bring back good time memories, or other people might need it, for Post traumatic stress disorders, therapy!  Any how, if interested. See me after the meeting!

So, it was, .  .   . Yet, for reasons outside of our comprehension, destinies intervention,

 It must have read, his mind, greedy, to exploit, the frailties of the bugs he dragged out of the bottom of the ship. BR, told the bugs he was the big Boss! And, he took out of boat something he kept secret about. But, now, he lays his secret cards on the table, at the meeting! He wants to let the people get access to see the Earth world, the cities, the stories, and places before the world was destroyed! BR, has VR, glasses that he will let them use, for cash, gold, and jewelry! But no credit cards!

BR, he found some VR, glasses aboard the ship in suitcases. And they were in good condition too! No internet needed, just your mind power!

You know the type!  You know the type, invented a long long time ago. The VR, glasses with recumbent AR,  that work powered by the minds signals.

BR, wanted the bugs to pay up, if they want to use his toys, that will be allowing folks to revisit the world, that they lost! How much is it worth it to you? To see it again, he asked himself  Seems like he’s showing he’s an entrepreneur! Albeit a crazy one!

For those few minutes of VR, memories, of happiness he wants you pay him.  How? With, money or what ever you got for sale? What is it about Big Rex? These people just came out of that boat! They are mentally distraught, beaten , exhausted, depressed, and bewildered, but yet, he shows no love or empathy for them. He says he does, but by his actions it’s obvious, he’s not  concerned!

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He’s got access to the hardware, cause he can go down searching in the boat, whenever he wants!

You can’t go in the boat unless he says so! So, BR, lets teenagers working for him, go down searching for VR glasses and other bidirectionally mind powered,

optical cross-link technology, offline

glasses, along with any interfaces, that they can retrieve! This, he said they can do, as long as it’s not ruined by water, or fire, he will give them prizes!

After all, these ship’s passengers, they were very affluent people, and had lots gadgets, lots of devices, and VR, contact lens, and VR glasses, and one of the compelling features of the application it works on is your natural brainwave operating system. And it’s like you’re dreaming,  the action of dreaming, and imagining creates biological brain patterns movements, that can be tracked.

Yep, Even though you’re are not really using your eyes, or ears, or arms or legs in real reality, only in Virtual reality!

 And, so, it’s those, signals created, that can be harvested, retrieved as data and read, and tricking your mind into thinking you are someplace real, when you are not!  Y’all been using this stuff in games! So y’all know how it works!

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It works easily, with today’s technology, using interpretive, connectivity signals, it gets powered by, and from your brain, and turns the glasses on, and lets you passengers, see, and virtually visit popular scenes, cities, and famous tourists attractions, and iconic places, they are headed for, before they arrive.

Now, I ask you! Wouldn’t you want to see the world as it was, before it got destroyed?

BR, turn smart salesmen? Is his behavior understandable? Or do you think he should bypass the opportunity to make money?

When he was a kid, he sold drugs, and a guy that used to buy from him, was a wealthy man, a rich investor, who was a scientist, that spent an afternoon chatting with him. And that was the first time, he got introduced to cognitive nuero science, in physics! The man got high, really high, and to see and to hear this old man, acting so funny, BR, secretly recorded what he was saying. He still has the audio, tape files on his phone files, some where!

Anyhow, the old man, was funny! And he was drinking too! And the old guy, was happily rapping to him about brain waves, and something he called event resolution imaging, and a lot of other technical stuff like : ways to put people under his control by using VR, glasses! He said,  he was studying semi classical quantum mechanics, how brain waves could be used to encode information, and he thought he could make codes, to control brain activity, and thoughts!

And the scientist talked and talked and making funny jokes as he kept rapping, about how to do all this stuff!

BR, he didn’t understand anything, but he was impressed about VR, and what it meant! And what if you could control people?

So, when he came across by accident, some VR, glasses in the boat, it was a big deal. A winner in his mind. He thought, at some point, he would turn these VR, glasses into cash!

Begs the question, do you like,   .   .  . Like you, and like you, dare be greedy too, if given the opportunity?

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Now, what he didn’t tell anybody, was because of the circumstances he finds himself in, he thought, it might be a good thing to go looking to see if he can locate those old tapes files! And listen to those old recordings now, to see if he could learn how to control these peoples minds, using those instructions, he has! But that’s for a later time! He had let his mind drift, but now he’s back paying attention, and stopped meandering around, and stood stiffly in front of the people and said loudly, like some type of army commander!

 OK?

It’s time to lock and load, survival classes are mandatory, after breakfast starting today.  Dinner is at 6 pm  I expect volunteers to cook and hand out the food, each day sign up or don’t expect to eat!

Judy and Saddie and Barni, and Beth Thomson, or Tee, had stayed on the hill hanging out BS’ing about everything under the sun and what’s on their and other people minds, and basically didn’t get back to the camp till late, It was something after one o’clock in the afternoon, when they got back toasted, and walking funny! It was at that time they were looking for a little hot coffee, and that’s when they met up with this guy making some at the camp. The guys name was Baxter and he told them about the meeting he went to that morning, cause BR, said he wanted folks to attend survival classes, he was gone give after breakfast! So anyway Baxter went. And said it was kind of cool. The old guy, he called BR old, since he, Baxter, was a real young guy, just seventeen. Well he told them that BR, wanted the women to take on the responsibility to repopulate the world,

He said all reproductive girls and women of all ages, need to get pregnant in a month!

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And that the guys needed to become fit, and do exercises to become strong, and ready to become soldiers to defend the camp, and enforce discipline. Sounds like he thinks we are a country or something? It was kind of neat, and all the stuff he said. He sounded like a preacher one minute, and a soldier the next. He was using a bunch of extension cords down linked to the boat, to the computer screen, he brought out of the ship. And with just battery power, he was able to show us some pictures, using recumbent networking gestural I/O with flawless G speak gesture recognition hardware. He’s quite a cowboy, and I was listening to him, he appears to trying to hide the fact, that he knows a lot, and to me he was appearing to be humble. Fact is he seems crazy some times, but still he got a quite a head on his shoulders.

Baxter smiling and nodding his head, said he is looking forward to the next meeting. And that he thought, BR was a real hard core type man. That he knew a lot of the things about living outdoors, and he took them to a cave he knew about. He called it a cavern, and well, he took us all. All of us were able to fit in it, cause it was huge and deep with high ceilings. And guess what he said excitedly? Its got water, water in it, but, but it’s boiling hot coming out of the earth! But BR, he said in time it would get cold and we could use it to bathe in it. Judy listened to him. The young mans eyes were bright, and he spoke admiringly and enthusiastically about BR.  BR said, he’d a figure out a way to  make sure prizes are given to people who excelled as fighters and warriors. And said, the kid excitedly, later this month after we get all organized and stuff, he would make another expedition to try to get some bikes, Harley Davidson bikes the Captain told him were down there in the ship. And that would be so cool, and he said, if they are successful in finding them. And if they are successful in getting them out, cause they are heavy, and it would need a lot of guys to try to do it, you know get them up and out. Well, he said he would let the strongest man and the first woman to get pregnant ride them.

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How cool is that, gives us something to look forward to, right, asked the kid, brite eyed, and enthusiastically?

Later that day, BR, was passing the time, obsessively, trying to get his screen up, he was having a hard time getting his eye scan password recognized, and was sitting on a rock just outside his tent, the sun was baring down on him and he turned around to get into shade, when he spotted someone approaching.

 Year, year I remember you boy, said BR, checking the kid walking towards him. He, took off his old cowboy hat, using it as a fan, looked down at his shadow on the ground, and said to it in faint whisper, wassup? Wassup with this bugga, I wonder wassup?

It was the same teen, who seemed mesmerized by the weird man’s personality and self assured-ness. But, for the boy, he was the opposite, maybe on the outside he looked cheerful, or tried to, but on the inside, he was hiding his sorrow and his deep pain.

He stood there, and he looked so, so weak, the breeze that was blowing, looked like it was going to make him fall over, as he pondered to himself, what do I do now?

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He was Theo Baxter, a mixed Mexican American, who was barely seventeen, long black hair, thin like a match, and had something he wanted to ask BR, but was ashamed to. He thought, to himself, it’s a crazy question, I want to ask! But this is the man in charge so why not? What is the worse that can happen? He gets angry? He makes fun of me?  He laughs at me. I won’t know unless I ask him? And  who knows, maybe he’s lonely too? Maybe he can be somebody I can turn to. He’s a little bit like my dad; If my dad was alive, he always knew what to do! I can’t change this world, but maybe this crazy-man can, and maybe I can help him do it!

The boy was looking sad, and pitiful down at the ground, but now got the courage to raise his two eyes up. And he looked at BR, and very slowly, hesitantly let the words form in his lips, and spoke them out :  I know you have so much to do, sir. And I need to, I need to, I need to talk to you sir!

 Call me Boss, said BR, as he sat there curiously checking out the kid!

I lost my dad. I was wondering if you, if, well, er,  I was wondering if you could adopt me as your son? And I, well, do you think you could treat me as your son? I have no one, and I feel dead inside, like my heart is not there anymore! And you, your words this morning, are like sunshine to me!

BR, sat up straight backed and stoic, looking dumbfounded, like somebody just hit him!

What? What, said BR, shocked, shocked by the request, he knew his head was not the best, but this was off the wall, he had to stall, had to think!

As he suddenly looked up and did a double blink, stared at the boy, who had tears in his eyes now, and said : Boy, before I got y’all out, I rescued just two people, Jonathan, and the crazy captain, but now I got all these people it will be hard! See, people like somebody to lead them.

Sometimes they gone like me sometimes not! Problem is death come hunting me,

And I am born to float, I got enemies I gotta smoke! Find good buggars, good buggars to be with me, is hard, see charlie! The bad bastards gotta groke!  And it’s hard to be rock steady, back to back ready, if I had a little son like you! Hell. You know I am a killer right?

Yes, sir!

Yes, Boss, repeated BR, reminding him, again!

You still want me to be your daddy?

Yes, Boss!

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There are men in this camp, I don’t know who they are,  who would like this daddy of yours dead, take over so they can be Boss. Find them!

You mingle with them, be friends, keep your eyes spying on them for me, and on everybody, boy! Boy, if you come across folks thinking to get me, tell me!

And you give me time, to get to know you, and trust ya, and we’ll see? In the mean time, if you got some problems you need direction with, talk, come see me. But don’t tell anybody that you’re my son, and keep secret, what I said to you! You think you can do that?

Yes Boss,

What’s your name son?

Baxter, Alejandro, Theo Baxter! Then, without saying another word, BR, smiled blinking at him, then stretched out his fist, making it like those hand puppets! And made like a ventriloquist, and made his voice change, sounding funny, and come out the character on his fist, and told him ;

Ultra shine, Ultra shine, there is no two of a kind! I am one of kind Baxter boy! Guns are my toys! I’ll kill ya in a minute! Don’t cross me! Ha, ha, ha,  .   .   .  Gone tell,” Sally,” bout you, now go, get some shut eye son, and I ‘ll see later!

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So, after listening carefully to the young teenager, named Baxter, talk about the meetings, and BR’s survival classes. Judy’s take away was intellectually, it was about stuff she had learned way back in college :

Family construction, and reproduction issues, and nascent communal institutional initiatives, and incentive group manipulation. Wow! She thought to her self : it’s all obvious to me, he laid-out a matrix, for all foundational concerns and considerations, which are the precursors, to re-establishing a new world order! And a new world order, all under this madman’s control. And all this positive thinking coming from a wild eyed country bumpkin with a cowboy hat, boots, guns and personality disorders! Things just didn’t add up, she thought. She regretted missing the meeting. But  remained conflicted more-so now, that he was publicly emphasizing what, in his opinion : It’s a woman’s duty to get pregnant. And being one, his words were especially poignant and insightful, and begged the question, were her assertions, that he is mad possibly somewhere in-between right and wrong, and she asked herself, if that is true, what the hell does that mean?

What the hell? What the hell does that uneducated, ill informed, pin brained, naive madman, unconversant with proper protocols mean?

He said, that all reproductive girls and women of all ages, need to what? Need to get pregnant by the end of the month?

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Who does this poor excuse for a man think he is? Sex? No! Non compliancy, is all he is going to get from me!

But, she acknowledged, before he came out and declared what he did, about what we females must comply with, it was all speculatory at best.  But, now despite all the good things he said, this obligatory pregnancy law, I am morally outraged!  It freaks me out!

Confounding me?

Suddenly, she be came solemn, and melancholy, as her mind shifted to her family, and not just what would her future be like, but her past, her families deaths. She wished so desperately to see her brother, Charles, who was her brother but, not just a brother, but someone she could confide, and understood her. It was he, who she loved best out all her brothers and sisters. He was the one who always showered her with advice, she thought about her mother Sagas Saintclare, and her pop, teddy as she called him ; Theodore Saintclair. It was difficult to nearly impossible to fit in her mind, that they were gone. They were the corner stone, upon which her life revolved. She missed all them so very much and slowly she passed the time thinking about them, and how they met their end. Something she’ll never know, but wanted to! She could not help thinking about it, and it evoked a keen sense of sadness and regret. She cried a lot about it.

But, that was nothing, nothing, in comparison to being forced to become a mother, not for love, but posterity! Preposterous! When I see him, I am going to slap his face! Madman!

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Mean while in a different time and place BR was informed that the Captain had gone totally bizarro crazy again trying jump in the fire again!

The people were wandering around in the cavern looking at the boiling water, with their flashlights flaring all around exploring the cave, when a man came in, walk up to BR, and whispered something in his ear. Boss, you told me to keep eye on him. Year, well he’s out of it! Shit, really? Yep! It’s happen again. He done it again, I don’t know what you want to do about that! You want to check him out, Boss? Ok, BR, replied frustrated, so, BR and the man left.  So, back at the camp the two men arrived and sure enough BR, saw it was the captain going crazy! Seems like your day of reckoning has arrived, said BR, to the old Captain, who looked like a looney toon! Jonathan, year Boss! You, you, you said he tried to kill himself, five times in the last hour? Year, Boss. Captain is that true? The captain wasn’t looking at BR, or listening, and was ranting uncontrollably. And when BR, questioned him, he rapidly started shaking his head back and forth, and around, like he was trying to shake his head off his neck!

And said to BR : Why sopbonngut ban lacky me, goodu. me that me memory you thank you mom mommy, ye, you saved me?

And so hearing that set BR, off, getting in to the act of craziness too, which he knows how to play it, as if it is real!

 And BR, got down on the ground, drop to his knees, raised his hands up to the sky, and acted like he was talking to the sun up in the sky! And replied emotionally and with plenty of vigor in his voice. And began to yell :

Oh hear me my my son, Oh hear me! My son of a gun! HOWOOOOoooo. DID you not hear the word, thou shall upon body harm not? Did you, you harm your self my boy? Son of god, did you, my fellow brother? BR, asked him, almost with tears in his eyes! Did you try to jump in the fire again Captain?

“Me, yes I got to escape! I got to escape! I got to escape!  Ahhh ah cough escape!  I me, I, mommy I rouf rouf!” The Captain started to howl like an old wolf Dog! AHoool hooo rouf ohow oooooOOOO!

Did you try to jump in the fire again Captain? Answer me, for God is talking through the sky above and he wants to know boy, did You?

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I got to escape! I got to escape!  Ahhh ag!

But, let no one criticize the good or bad I do, cause you not no what is true! And bare pain or carry my distain upon the land, and you did. Yes, you my son did you? Didn’t you? Answer God Captain didn’t you? Say yes lord!

No me me got stop me got to escape.

NO! Did I hear you say no! God thy lord, no! Did you try to commit suicide by jumping in the fire?

Me I me want escape.

Did thou one you do something bad, Captain? Tell the truth, lord thy god, you said to him no? Did you insult Thy God by saying no to his commandments, was it not your command to obey his word? Was it not your command to follow his word, and what did’ith thous do? Tell ME? Tell ME, go ahead admit your sins?

Speak Captain speak!

Oh no, Me,  I just want it to stop, I talking in my head I can’t, I cant make it stop got to escape! The people in my head!

Tell me did you break the lords commandments? Tell me, go ahead speak, Captain speak!

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Me no know. I got to get out!

Out, out did I hear you? God made the world and put you in it! If he didn’t want you to be in it, he would put you out himself!  And how ungrateful you be, insult him you to him thee, you say you want to leave, OUT! You want to get out, how many good righteous souls want to get in and you want out, shame on you! Captain shame on you. May the lord, thy god forgive you not? For disgraced his body thous has done, child of the lord.  For verse 15 “: What then? Shall we sin because we are not not under the law, but under grace? God Forbid, for the hearers of the law are not just before God, but the doer’s of the law, shall be justified.” Their, brother, there is no getting out! None!

Me got to get out.

Get out to out my heaven, get out escape out to my heaven, to my heaven mine no! No in to hell maybe, into hell maybe, but the lord says no to you for you are a sinner, and we don’t like you anymore. I to you see you have been a eater of meat, you drink, you disrespected my holidays nor moon nor god rest in peace tombs shall upon you shine, many have resurrected, many have dis affected many wrote the shortening of days and the shortening of hours and the, the of minutes cut in half like sliced bread, still only one crumb is left said the lord, but the time has come, prepare your self, Pray!

Me, me pray Mommy?

Thats right say onto me mommy, and repeat after me boy say:

Mommy I have been a bad boy!

Mommy I have been a bad boy,repeated the Captain.

Well, guess what? Guess asked BR. You must go into grave. The time is at hand to die! And BR rose up, and jumped in the air and pulled out his gun from its holster and aimed at the man’s head and came walking over to him, and then stopped, put his gun away back in his holster, and said to him whispering,

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You tell me? Tell me? Why did you jump in the fire, is it that you love Satin, my lord, Gods enemy? BR, face changed and flashed full of anger and hate and jump at him and grabbed him by the neck and started to choke him you said, NO! You said no to no to the lord! Then he spat in his face and released his neck, got to his feet and kicked the Captain in the chest. He looked up to the heavens and raised up his both arms to heavens. And said something to the sun up in the sky, and walked around the captain who was now looking back at him totally shocked. Then BR, walked over to Jonathan who was also looking wide eyed and was shocked. And in a low voice, as natural and calm as can be, he said to Jonathan, you know Jonathan to your point, I think you’re right he is nuts.

Ye, er um er um  yes, yes, Boss, said Jonathan, amazed and stutteringly. I know, See, Boss I told you, I told you he’s nuts!   We can’t control him, he’s a goner! Ok, I don’t got time for this shit, snapped BR. And I know there are no hospitals doctors or mental institutions for the boy, so I got to put him down! What? What, asks Jonathan shocked! You heard me, Jonathan.  The man is a dead man walking. Only thing to do is put him out of his misery. Well, I don’t know I thought maybe since he thinks you’re his mother, you might calm him down, Boss? No, put him down, thats whats needed here! Think about that, Hmmmnn, come to think of it, we gone need a cemetery, a cemetery is what this place needs to bury its future dead people. Remind me about it later Jonathan asked BR, off handedly. We gone take him after I shoot him, to big a chasm in a cliff, I found a while back. It’s about twenty feet deep, and about mile from the camp. We can throw his body down there, or if thats to far, since we don’t got no transportation, perhaps we could dig a hole and bury him close by, a ways from the camp. Either way his body is already in the ground! BR, lit a cigarette, inhaled and blew the smoke out, and said as he raised his gun and put it to the Captain head,  time to go bye-bye Captain! He put his finger on the trigger to pull it to kill him, when just then the Captain looked at him in his eyes while the gun was pointed at his forehead, and smiled and said,

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nice Mommy! Nice Mommy nice Mommy! Thanks,

he said again and smiled and closed his eyes to receive the bullet, and it was then BR, realized thats why, the Captain was causing such a ruckus, so I would do what he wanted to do, and that was to help him kill himself, and he said sorry, you don’t get it. Not to day big feller! What, said Jonathan? He wanted me to kill him, Jonathan. But, looky looky a brand new cookie, Lucky for him I know a little trick, I learned back when I was in the special services! What, I don’t get it, Boss? Few do, Jonathan, especially guys like you, dude! You’re not supposed to! Now listen up.  Heres what I want you to do, and since the people are away, and the camp is empty this is the perfect time to pull this off! No witnesses to interfere. We got to do this quick, see that speaker box, over there, he said pointing, crack it open and take the magnetic speakers and bring it to me quick, I am gone get the defibrillator while you do that. But, why Boss, don’t ask me nothing. Just do it, said BR! So, the two men went about getting these things and then came back to where the Captain was tied up to a pole and BR, said to the Captain laying on the ground, Mommy needs you be a nice boy, as he pulled out a rag and rapt it around the Captain head and duck-taped around it, so it wouldn’t fall off then he got the Captain to stand up and and walked over to the metal hull of the boat and grabbed the rope and slammed the man’s skull into it again and again at full force, bam, bam, bam!

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Then grabbed his neck and forced his head straight into the metal bashing his forehead up against it, POW! He slammed the man’s forehead into the metal wall several times un-mercifully, bam bam bam, till the Captain fell backwards unconscious! OK, quick take the speakers and you placed one on that side of his temple and I’ll put the other one the other side and we’ll duck tape it up with the duck tape real nice! Ok, Boss but, Shit shut the hell up, Jonathan, I don’t time for your questions. Just do it. Then BR, took the Defibrillator and gave the man several electrical shocks to the head!  He did it, again and again jolting it several times more and said to the Captain as the man woke up. Good morning, son! Hi, it’s me. This is your mother talking to you son! Your mother, I want to welcome you home son, you gone be all right. I know your head is hurting now but the pain will stop.  Son I am your mother. And as your mother you must obey me and do every thing I say Other wise Mommy will get angry! Do every thing I say, cause I am your mommy? You, do every thing I say, cause I am your Mommy. Do every thing I say, cause I am your mommy?

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Yes, yes, yes mommy!

Now, son, stay quiet a little while and drink this, he said giving him a drink of water, and telling him, this is hot mineral water from the center of the world!  It will make your mind feel peaceful and if you get into a fight, bullets won’t hurt you, unless I say so, and you will be happy and I will take care of you! Do you understand Captain my son?

Yes, Mommy you will take care of me,

Yes, son I will. You will make sure nobody tries to hurt mommy, if anybody tries to hurt mommy you kill them got it?

Yes, Mommy, I will kill them.

Good, now you just stay here quiet resting OK?

Ok!

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And the men got up and walked a few feet away from the captain who laid befuddled on the ground sleeping and Jonathan said, Boss whats happening? BR, didn’t answer, but smiled. He raised his hands up and lit a cigarette and walked back to the camp and took out a bottle of Barcardi Rum, twisted off the cap, threw some on his hands to wipe off the Captains blood. And then opened a can of coke and mixed it in the bottle of rum and took a swig, and said, ahh, good, he said after tasting it.  You want ? He said holding out the bottle to Jonathan meaning if he wanted a taste? Jonathan, shook his head meaning no, but then confused, took it quickly and drank some. What did you do? Don’t worry, he’s back!  The Captain is back! He won’t be back the same as he was before. But at least I didn’t have to shoot the boy!

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A little later, we see the Captain being placed on the ground, next to a chair, and in the chair is BR, who is wrapping a wire around the Captains head! After removing the Duck tape, and, now he’s fixing in place, these two speakers, right atop the Captains head. One speaker, covering over one of his ears, and one speaker is covering the other!  Like they were headphones, and BR, strapped them on to him, tight, with wires, and tightened them up so they wouldn’t come off. Then he gave a sign to the Captain, not to move and that he would be right back. BR went to his tent, and de-activated a secret string to a live grenade, he had as booby trap in case of a thief might get ideas, took a key and unlocked his shotgun from a big metal box, holding the rest of his gun collection, and chained it!  And then, the rest of his secreted purported contents back, and covered them over. He re-set his hand-grenade trip cord device, to blow up anybody stupid enough, who’d try to steal his stuff!

And, then he came back over, smiling like nice mother to his child, and gave the big shot gun to the Captain, saying kill anybody, who I tell you to. Yes, Mommy! Nodded the captain smiling. Good boy, you and me, gone get along just fine! Here, son, he said, pulling out a small bottle of rum and handing it to him, relax and bit, and have some? Why don’t you come with me to the cave, that’s where the folks are, come on Captain, you too Jonathan and the three men left.

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Earlier, Baxter a teenager attaining the meeting commented, my parents taught me the value of minding my own business. And saving some of my allowance for a raining day and woking at a job as waiter in a restaurant help me, greatly in getting to know how the world worked, now when my parents have passed away in this catastrophe.  I feel lost, but when, when I am somehow listening to BR.  He makes me feel incredibly different, like we have chance, A chance! A chance at starting over! You know what I mean, he said, to his friend, another little kid his age named, Bobby. Well, the boy shook his head, and pushed his hair out of face, and said Bobby, I don’t think he’s that cool, cool at all cause, he wants us to do what he saysI He wants to be Boss!  And he is my father! And he doesn’t want anybody, anybody to have a say nothing. Who the hell he thinks he is anyway. BR, is the boss, plain and simple! Bobby, think about it! If it weren’t for that old dude, we wouldn’t be here now!  And Baxter went to make some some coffee, and sat down thinking about all he heard BR say, the more he thought about it, the more he felt optimistic about everybody’s future. Later, he laid back and got some shut eye, and then heard a wind in the distance starting to blow, a faint odd sound, like a cat blowing in the wind sounding like ” meowoooooduck,   meowoooooduck,  meowoooooooooooduck!”

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Later, the afternoon came riding in ever so slowly, chipping away at the long empty hours in the day, and slowly the desperate parties in the group began finding their niches, and making their friends and little associations with each other, and slowly all of them everybody, was coming to the realization that they, and they alone are the ones left in the world. And slowly they started to feel the beginning of group identification as, survivors, albeit by the urgings of BR. The children of which, there were an assortment of boys and girls, varying in ages from : three years old to seventeen years old, who were eager, and their temperament rotated back and forth constantly, between feeling happy, sad, and inquisitive, and in disbelief that their parents weren’t ever coming back! They were sad without them.  And they felt a great over bearing punishing lost in their hearts without them, some kids were getting bogged down deep in depression.  So it was a happy surprise to them, when  BR, came out gather the kids over around him, to show them a game he called, fate! ” kill the bad times.” He brought out a big pot of kitchen knives and gave it the big kids and told them to trying throwing it at a tree! And that the tree was their bad times! And they should throw the knife at the tree, for punishment for bringing them sadness, and bad times on them. Well,BR started the thing off! And low and behold BR, he pulled out a big kitchen knife from the pot, and blindfolded himself, and threw a knife and stuck it into the tree to the amazement of the kids and adults alike!

 The kids, now took to the idea like glue, of course they were told not to use blind folds, but they, heard from BR , that it was a way, to get rid of your bad feeling and let out your sadness and frustration, and help them forget!

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And he told them it would make them feel better. Soon, practically all the kids, save for the babies had a kitchen knife in their hands throwing at the tree! He would allow three throws, then blow a whistle and the kids would run and retrieve the knives and do all over again. He put one kid named, Baxter and an adult woman name Koto, in charge so the kids had someone older guiding them and making sure they wind up killing each other, then he left. The day was long, long, lots of time on people hands, BR thought to himself he definitely would have to figure a way to change that, ” Idle hands hath time to sin!”

Now later that day, BR sent The Captain to get him some hot water from the caves to make the coffee for everybody. He gave him some heavy rope and tied the empty water cooler jug with it around the handle, so he could drop it in the streaming boiling hot water, and pull it out, and cap it, and drag it to the camp, so they could start to make some hot coffee for every body as was custom. Well, the captain left around two pm in the afternoon and it should take him ten minutes to do it so he sent him to fetch it.

So, the guy was walking through the encampment, and on his way he went over to the mens section of the camp where BR

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said the men had to be separated from the women. BR had told them, at first the arrangement, was going to be, that all the folks that in the beginning so everybody felt comfortable, that the folks on the left side is for men, and the right side of the camp is women and the middle is kids and the backside is for married couples and folks who wanted to live together as couples. It was simple solution and it was working. Later he order the woman be guarded by himself and then some others, to keep a eye of them, and security!

And so while the Captain was passing through, he met up with some of the men folk!

A Latino, guy by the name of Bennymoray and another one, a big black dude, named Dizzy and one more a man, named Garfield, and couple of others, who were drinking and playing cards and they started up a conversation with the old man, but  making fun of him, and sounding up on how he looks! They laughed at him, with those radio speakers taped to his head with duct tape! And why was he was wearing them, and why his face was all swollen up! And the captain was in no mood to talk about anything about what happen to him, when all of sudden Bennymoray wrestled the shot gun from him, and pushed him to the ground.

And  Bennymoray, laughed and said, well look it here y’all, guess what? Guess what we got? ha, ha, ha.

It seems, we got the gun now! Don’t it boys, asked Bennymoray, a  shiny haired, Puerto rican dude with a thin black mustache, and a cigarette dangling from his lips! He smiled shaking his head up and down gesturing proudly with the big shotgun in his hands rubbing its shiny surface, as it glistened in the sunlight.

He walked over to the Captain laying now on his back looking up to him. It was hard for the Captain to see his face in the glare of the noondays bright sun, but he could hear him well enough, and what he was saying wasn’t good. He said, times funny! There is a time and place, and a place and time to die!  The men were all concerned, this was happening fast, it this guy wanted to kill BR,  and with BR, out of the way, and dead, would that mean, chaos would take over?

Or was the idea of this camp, a lost cause from the outset!

Does a man with a gun and no vision, better than a man who is crazy, but crazy in a good way, with a gun and a vision? There wasn’t anytime to think, and sure was no time to debate it! As the three guys rose up macho style and walked stepping aside to discuss privately, what they want to do now that they had BR shotgun! Was it a good thing? Time would tell! Listen Garfield, said we got to do this right the first time! Cause this BR [ BLEEP ] plays stupid, but that’s bullshit, he’s ghetto slick man. You got knock him out first! Kill his ass, dig it? We go shoot him in the back, then break into tent get his other weapons and everything is cool, we home free, homey!

Solid, smiled Bennymoray, agreeing, and then Dizzy, the big black dude, came up with this plan, what about this?

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I  split now, you dudes, wait here, till he comes looking for Captain shithead, and you confront him here, by then, it would of given me a chance to get a weapon out of his tent! Bet? I know he got lots of shit in there, knives too! This way you cover him in the front when he comes, you bull shit him, waste some Bull shitting,  small talk, and I will attack him from behind, he’s dead meat You know wha I’m saying bro? Bennymoray, nodding his head, in agreement, said smiling, sweet! Sweet and neat Dizzy! I like it Dizzy! If this shit works out, you gone be my main man, Homey! And we get some booty time tonight, Ha, ha, ha. Whether the girls like it or not, we got the guns!  ha, ha, ha!

Then an older grey hair Irish dude name Mikey, who had worked as engineer on the boat joined them saying, I don’t like taking orders from no stupid ass Mexican crack pot, and that’s all BR, is! And now that we got his [ BLEEPING ] shotgun, we should take over!

Hell year, said Bennymoray, who out of y’all is with me, cause this ain’t no bullshit! I am serious as heart attack! I am down with with you baby, said Dizzy, who was a big muscular man as tall as the sky and weighing a ton too! Dizzy, who also was a musician punk rocker, covered head to toe in tattoos, and Garfield, who was a fat looking Eskimo Indian chain smoker from Alaska, with shifty black eyes like a flea at sea! Shit, lets take over this mother [ BLEEP ] said his buddy Mikey!  Count me in said, Mikey!

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Time for fun. Ha, ha, ha ! Then suddenly, Now you don’t want to do that. The boss said he’d get angry, said the captain getting to his feet, but then Mikey hit him in the head with the water cooler jug bottle, BAMM! Making him fall backwards! Ha, ha, ha! They all laughed. Well, perhaps if we shoot your boss, your stupid beautiful person boss will get real angry and drop dead, ha, ha, ha! If you hurt the boss I will have to kill you!

Ha, ha, ha, you crazy[ BLEEPING ] Captain hasn’t anybody told you yet?  You are messed [ BLEEP ] up, dude! Ha, ha, ha! The men broke out laughing together! I am gone tell the boss, year you go do that old man, ha, ha, ha! But stay here a minute, Check it out Dude, stay here, or  I ‘ll put a bullet hole in you the size of house!  Dizzy, said Bennymoray, you wait, time yourself perfectly. I am gone to send Garfield, Mr. G, better yet, one of those kids?  He looked around and pointed to one, and yelled,  Hey you, punk, come over here, he said pointing to the youth named Baxter, who was watching, scared.

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Come boy! Baxter came closer and looked up at this tall, tall big man, who told him angrily! Go tell the Boss, go find and tell BR, to come over here, that the captain has fallen ill, gotten sick, understand? Baxter, was frightened,  and obeyed and ran to find BR, to tell him!  And Dizzy, then said, listen, while BR’s walking over here toward us. Me? I’ll  go and take a knife, cut into his tent, and see if I can find another gun and then come up behind him, and we got him covered, front and back and Bam! It’ll be easy street, sweet! Ha, ha, ha,  .   . But, wait Bennymoray, said.  Listen I want to be the one who kills him, not you, dude! I want it baby cause I took the gun from that dude, not you see! Year, I can dig it, OK? OK, lets do do Dizzy! Cool homey! Ha, ha, ha!

So it was that second day, what every Leader, Prime Minister, King, Dictator or President or Ship Captain fears, BR had a rebellion brewing on his hands, as his rule was coming to a final close, as the men planned in advance his bloody demise!

 So, back at his camp tent, BR, was happily chewing on one of his special hamburgers, he made for himself from the freezer. He had just put some barbecue sauce on it, and was about to take another bite, when Baxter came, and said, they took your shotgun, from the captain, and wanted me to come tell you the captain had fallen down sick!

And you should come quickly! But Boss, I got to tell you, it’s a trap, they got your gun! What? Year, so you better be ready! What, where? Over there, Baxter pointed to over there in the mens section near the cave! Shit, Ok, come on you take me to him boy, you show me!

BR followed the teenager, concerned, because this was the first time he had let his prized shotgun, he nicked name,” tits” out of his site in a long, long time!

As he was walking he saw some body laying on the ground and there was  a couple of men sitting in the chairs soaking up the sun and drinking, every thing looked normal, only thing the Captain didn’t have his tits. As he and the the boy walked closer to the Captain, a voice came from the side as a man was hiding with the shotgun under a large red blanket with bags and packages on top to make it look normal, but it wasn’t.  It was a trap, just like Baxter warned him. The strange man sprang up from the ground, quickly tossing aside the blank ket, smiling, telling him,  don’t move, don’t even blink or I will shoot you ass mother [ BLEEPER ]

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put you hands up high or die! Now! BR, raised his hands, and said dinner is at six, I expect volunteers, to help give out the food, or don’t expect to eat my meat! You get your own!

Listen screwball! You ain’t in no Goddam position to tell us shit no more! Turn around. BR, turned calmly around still chewing on his on one of his meat burgers! He loves his meat burgers! And looked down at the Captain and said, son why are you on the ground? Sorry Mommy, the men hit me and took your gun you gave me and pushed me away, and I fell down. And,  .   .   .  Wait, Wait, look at what’s at stake? Interrupted BR, angrily, did you say, what I think you said, you said they took my gun away, from you. Did you fight to get it back? No Mommy, cause they got it and they were pointing it at me. So, what? Did I not say, did I not say to you, that no harm shall come’ith to a child of the lord?  BR, smiled and shaked his head side to side, and asked gently and calmly. Did you ask them to give you my gun back? No, Mommy! Why? Well, Mommy they were making fun of me, and they had the gun! So what, I gave you water from the power of the lord, did I not? Yes, Mommy! And I told no bullets would harm you unless I said so. Did I not? Yes, Mommy! And you have been a bad boy son! Yes, Mommy! Now come with me! You are going get back up on your feet, and be very politely nice, and ask those sinners, to please give you my give gun back, Yes Mommy! So, BR and the Captain looked at the smiling man aiming the tits at them, and the Captain walks up to the man with the bosses shotgun, and says, Could you please give me the gun? Please?

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Ha, ha, ha, you are crazy Captain! Ha,ha,ha! Hasn’t anybody told you that yet, ha, ha, ha! Or is that too deep an idea for you grasp? Ha, ha, ha! The men broke out laughing together! I am gone tell my mommy! Year you go do that old man, ha, ha, ha! So while the men were making jokes and drinking and disrespecting you, said BR, did you ask them to give you my gun back? Yes, Mommy?

Ha ha, ha, sure! BR, your jerky Captain,  he asked for it but he ain’t getting it. Ha, ha, ha,ha! What I am gone give him is a big bullet in the ass! Ha, ha, ha!

Suddenly far away in the distance, Boom, boom a loud sound of hand grenade rocks the air, signaling to BR, that someone has snuck into his booby trapped tent after his guns! Captain yells to BR, did you hear that Mommy? Mommy, Mommy, BR, interrupts the Captain, saying little dear son, my dear child, your mommy put a pistol, a small hand pistol in your right hand pocket, boy! I didn’t tell before, but I am telling you now! Now, I want to ask that man with my gun, politely, once more, one more time, to give you back the shotgun gun and if says no or tries to shoot you. I want to kill him, take out the gun, and shoot him once in the head. Do you understand me my son? Yes, Mommy, So the Captain smiles at Bennymoray, and bows politely like a little child, and says, excuse me sir, may I have the gun please? Ha, ha, ha sure take this, and the man aimed the gun at the Captain and pulled the trigger, laughing but the gun went

” click,”

But it was empty. So the Captain reached into his pocket and pulled out the pistol and began shooting the man,” Pow, bam, Pow bam, Pow Pow, bam, Pow Pow, Pow, bam! ” God dam you! What is wrong with my poor child, yelled BR, running up to him yelling angrily at him, and as ran he picks up a frying pan laying on the table and begins hitting him up side the head with frying pan! Kung, bong! konk! Did, I say, Didn’t I say didn’t I say use one bullet? Why did you do that? You done emptied out the whole Goddam gun, I said shoot him in the head once. Dam bullets, we only got a limited supply boy! Bullets don’t grow on trees, bullets don’t grow on trees, do you hear me boy? “Bullets don’t grow, on trees,” interrupted the Captain looking very sad, and rubbing his head which hurting something awful! You done be using up my bullets like we got more! Oh sorry boss I can go dig them out of his head if you want? Oh dear, heavenly, Father. Please forgive us this afternoon for sinning, and forgive me for striking my dear son, my little Captain in the head with this pot, my dear son, my fellow human being! I lost my temper dear father, please forgive me, BR, said crying and dropping to his knees and kissing the ground as the big crowd gathered around them totally shocked! Jonathan, yelled the Boss, Jonathan? Yes, Boss, answered Jonathan anxiously. Boy, go fetch us some shovels about six, quick so we can start digging a grave for this misguided youth holey boy! He is so holey, who gave in to bad temptations of Satan our enemy. We must bury this lost soul on the spot, now! Now, do y’all hear!

Can I, I say can I get a witness?  Can I get a witness to help me bury this poor unfortunate young nice man, who just happened to make mistake? This poor beloved misguided man. Who will take up a shovel with me, in this hour of sadness, and extreme lost! Well, said the Captain looking sad, I’ll help Mommy! Anyone else? Year, you can count me in, said, baxter one of the teenagers running up into the crowd! And after the shovels got there, and the man who went to fetch BR, suddenly Garfield, the unscrupulous cohort of the late Bennymoray volunteered too! And so did his sneaky engineer dude, Mikey, looking sad, trying to brown nose BR and both pretending to have no knowledge of the death plots connivery they made against him!

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We open the eulogy with a few words about what the dearly departed brother, who lived through hard times only to pass on, whether it was weakness to succumb to the temptation of the world, or was it in the lifetime of inert twisted crime we will never know?  I am touched as such as father, as mother, as son, as daughter, would be because he was part of the our very own Bumble Bee City, survivors community.

He was one of us. And to his friends and ours his good buddy who is laying in a coma, His friend Dizzy, who is now practical a zombie. He can’t think for him self no more, he got a bad blow to his head in an accident in my tent! But luckily he is alive! But, he must be told what to do, such is the ways of revenge of the lord! We are not who, to judge his ways, but to accept his day, and we accept that we are all sinners, and today we offer up  Bennymoray, whense he came our dearly departed Bennymoray, He meant to me a chance to give him an opportunity! He served and could become better!  He meant to me, a chance to see the promise, we know he will be happy where he is going, Amen! OH  father forgive us our transgressions, Amen!

Now, I brought my guitar and I am just gone sing a little song to him to send him merrily on his way! So BR, picked up his guitar and the crowd watched and listened in as he serenaded the departed brother at the funeral. We don’t don’t knowooooo, he sang, what we don’t knowooooo!

Tell me why, tell me, tell me why, this had to be, We don’t don’t knowooooo, what we don’t knowooooo!

My mother nature, you, you can’t be.

Oh tell me why, this had to be!

oh tell me why, why, why

 This had to be! We don’t, don’t knowooooo, what we don’t knowooooo! And the little boy Baxter started sing along! We don’t don’t knowooooo, what we don’t knowooooo!

Then the two little doggies, that BR, had saved from the boat, and who were now his, pets, started to sing along too, one he named Biggy, and the other he named Smally and they joined in singing along : how oooooOOOOOOO! How oooOOOOOOOO! Rouf, rouf! Then the Captain started to bark, rouf, rouf  ROOOOOooooo and so it went. It was so beautiful! As slowly the afternoon ended.

But earlier it was emergency call! Four women and two men were summoned to the shadows behind the boat to save someone!

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The sun was bearing down around them, and the situation was bad, and the idea was to use the coolness of the big boats long casting shadow, as a place they could gather in the cool shade, and work out of the bright sun.

The wind was blowing dust, and there was a makeshift emergency room situation happening!

There, was for a floor, the earth to walk on, no walls,

there was for a ceiling, the sky up above,

there was for air conditioning, there was the breeze!

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There were several large flatten rocks, that would serve as tables for now! One, was a large grayish blue one, that was pretty smooth and semi flat, and on it was a giant big black man, who was laying on it very badly injured and bleeding bad too! The others, around him, were there trying to care for him, to save his life, they had washed their hands and apparently had some medical knowledge but no tools, just kitchen knives and needles and thread and several white bedsheets and a water cooler jug of hot water and one large pot. They got the call to come, all they were told was someone was wounded and they all had heard the big explosion earlier, but didn’t know what had happened till now! The casualty was grave, and caused by an army grenade ordinances set in a booby trap, and now those gathered, had only one thing on their minds : try to save a person.

Stay tune chapter 10 is a crime!

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CHAPTER 10

The Tweets of Madcow Sammy

BAD PERSONALITIES

BIG REX

Chapter 10

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BAD PERSONALITIES  MISS LOVEKILLJOY DEAF                        

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What is it, what is it, what impact will a few words, possibly make? What, asked the girl, to the mysterious man on the phone with her? What did he want? He had just called her on her google sunglass head phones. His voice was dry, and although, although he tried to sound warm and sincere, he didn’t come across that way at all. Oh no, but instead, he came across as dark, dark and sinister and cold. Like something old, sitting in a cemetery! She got a nervous foreboding feeling in her stomach, while at the same time it excited her, like fireworks going off in her head!

She was told by another girlfriend, that this man, this guy, knew about her, and represented a big secret organization, that employed soldiers of fortune and was interested in her.

Her friend said that, they heard she was a child prodigy and about her secret talents and they were impressed, with her abilities, and that she should expect to be contacted. The girl was barely fourteen going on fifth-teen years old, but she was brilliant, almost supernaturally so. And in her head she was an, wise old lady, if you know what I mean. She was a born dare devil queen, into sports, cars, boys, men, Amen!

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What impact will a few words, possibly make, the man answered slowly his voice gravely and raw. A few words can mean the difference between life or death for someone, or someones? You know, you know what it is, and we know you know, what it is. You are uniquely gifted child, and we want you to belong to our little club, he said, slowly weaving his web, with his words, trying to entice her. So, the little girl said softly, I am not a little girl, I am a little woman, she corrected him, sounding both curious and puzzled by the voice of the man. Lots of people are gifted!

Yes, yes thats true, he replied, but you are special, a gifted young lady with no games or gimmicks, who gets down to the nitty gritty quickly, and we like your style.  And our operative recommended, I should offer you every consideration to invite as an intern you into our organization.

Whats the name of your organization, sir said the little girl?

The name is not of consequence, it’s the service we provide.

And your style reflects our style. We are informed, you are inveterate weapons fancier and fast in the night.

Now, enough are you, interested? Interested the man asked directly, pausing, waiting, for it was her turn to reply. Then, after a second or two, she said,

If you got work, I won’t shirk, I’ll take care of it, straight away for pay, she said matter of factly.

Excellent, the voice on the phone replied approvingly. You could hear him, as he breathed slowly in to the phone.

What do you have in mind, She asked?

Deaths!

I hear you are a marathon runner in black, said the man, questioning her act, in an inquisitive and calculating tone, but at the same time sounding like he was acknowledging, that he knew her. He was indeed up on her Marshall arts prowess and her fanaticism to the point of craziness,  when it came to her killer instinct gamesmanship!

I look, look good in black, she replied softly pondering where this conversation was going at.

Someone is approaching your door, you’re going to hear a knock on your door, just about now.

Knock, Knock, went the door to her apartment.

Go to it, please, you’ll find a list under your door, tell me when you have it, said the men, she walked over to it and picked it up.

Got it, she said picking up a black sealed envelope with her name on it.

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We, don’t all ways have the luxury of time, sometimes we have to fire many employees in the same evening, such is the case tonight. Are you up to doing marathons?

Fire many employees, hmmmnn. Interesting, but You know I am, she murmured, self assuredly, back into the phone smiling, smiling, smiling.

The man said, the addresses are there, the how and when is up to you, but by morning, hopefully you will be through?

You, got the list. You should look at it, read it over, I’ll wait on, on hold, afterwards, I’ll ask you again, let me know if you are up to it, or do I have to get someone else, dear?

Sure, let me see it, hold on, she said, putting her eyeglass phone on hold mode, as she sat back making her self comfortable, opening the list, quickly! There was five name of people he wanted dead in her city. There was thousand and thousand of dollars, with a rubber band around it labeled expense money.

She reactivated her glasses phone app, and said to him, I don’t like, I don’t like, she said, staying home watching action television, when I can be outside being the action. I like being out in the night. Morning sir, By morning, I should be through.

Good, nice having on board, Miss Lovekilljoy, said the man sounding pleased.

Like wise, I am sure, Mr? she said implying subtlety, that she wanted to know with whom she was conversing, although she was not surprised, when he retorted: My name is not,

she interrupted, your name is not of consequence, she quickly finished his sentence before he did. See, I understand where you are coming from, so, Mr., I’ll just call you, “The mister,” and that will be your name for me, as far as I am concerned.

As you like, good night, Miss LovekillJoy, he said hanging up. Click!

Time passed, New York City never sleeps, but comes alive at night, with creeps, but some where, some where in the dark streets, in the out lying dark suburbs a creature is stirring.

[ 4 ]

It’s dark out, eleven o’clock, silent intruder, a beautiful female tip toes silently, into the bedroom like a stealthy black cat. A sleeping man and woman in bed doesn’t hear a thing as she blast two shots from a silencer, that kills them dead in the bed. There in the dim light upon the pretty face of the killer, we see her.

 Her, evil smile grows nicer and wider. She puts away the smoking weapon, pulls her head to the side, activating her android hud glasses, smiles as she get streaming access out of it, tells her voice monitor system, what she needs, and gets the activated camera system ready, focuses it, to get a shot!

Her specialized cam, snaps a perfect color picture of the dearly departed, she has just shot! Then, she asks mode director, for data access of the police email, section code, of the chief of police, it pops up on her red eyeglass screens, and she sends the emails in a jiffy, to some one special. That some one special, is the cities police chief, of course! Then, she takes the glasses and activates her phone system, direct access, with all the advance encryption features. And, happily proceeds, to sends daring tweets to her other dudets girl friends!  

@Jackie : Jackie girl, Hi, you sleeping ?

@Love : Hell no, baby, just finished having sex, driving a guy, crazy! No, I am here, terrific hearing from you bitch, whats up?

@Jackie :  Girl, OMG, I had to call you to let you know, I scored. I got a job with the big org, I am hoping I don’t got to go slumming, fired, pin heads, two! It’s the latest hoedown throw-down squashed! I am not done, I am on a marathon tonight! Got to get it all done come sun rise! Sending a pict of those I hit to the cops, I rigged the spot, it goes pop, when they knock!

@Jackie : Slick Bitch, you are so, so lucky, job with the organization? OMG! Drastic OMG fantastic! Too, cool! Thanks for tuning me in, and turning me on! I like it, when?

@Love, like now, as I am talking to you girl, Big time, latest development, honey strange, emailing to the police one of the pictures of the people I shot, sweetie, they should get it in a second, bye! I’ll tweet you later to update, and let you know where to locate! So fun tonight girl, got to run, chow!

[ 5 ]

And with that, she turns her attention to the work at hand. Part of her mischievous plan, smiling all the while, like the wild child she is!

Zap, emails the pic to the cops, and then she quickly proceeds to pull out another surprise for them. Carefully, she takes out of a her black purse, a radio controlled detonator device, ready to explode, with a motion sensor line that she nimbly, attaches it to back of the door knob, so when it’s opened, it will go off, and destroy everything.

 She carefully locks back the door, as she departs the house silently, and walks to a parked white Mercedes Benz across the street, and enters and leaves driving around the block and coming back to park on the far corner way down the block, so she can spy and watch the house for when the police arrive.

Sirens blare, and are heard in the faraway distance, but they are coming closer and closer. Soon, the police arrived and storm the house.

They break down the door, she activates the detonator, BOOM! The house explodes in huge big ball of fire and roaring loud booms, lighting up the skyline.

She smiles, grins shaking her head up and down, and says, I got that spot, baby, baby!

And, she smiles and blinks approvingly. Then, she checks her glasses environment wrap around field, its clear, she steps on the gas, and the Mercedes disappears in to the night unseen! she tweets as she drives through the streets!

[ 6 ]

@Jackie : Guess what I did? BOOM BOOM, a bunch of corrupt cops, being paid off, got floored, off to my next gig!

@Love : wow, fighting excite nite, can we come along?

@Jackie : Sure, girl friend, hop into your black duds, I will swing by and pick you up. Tweet Laticha!

@Love : Getting ready, Laticha!, hon, she says, she is getting laid, but she’s says she’s down, so, she’ll be late? OK? This is so exciting, tweet me when you reach my house, sugar! I’ll come down. bye!

@Jackie, hello, wait,wait, need you to be a man, in this next shoot em up! Disguise your self up to look like one, girl, you are the expert make up artist, for the stars, so bring a mens black suit, sunglasses and white shirt and tie, get in it, and be cool, baby. I got a plan.

@love: I am going to get dressed as a guy, cool, fly, and we make out? Whose on top? ha, ha, ha, sounds kinky!

@Jackie : Its a coin toss? Can you be ready in half and hour?

@Love : Bitch, count on it, should I bring teddy? Girl, you know I was sucking on my mamas breast till I was 3, what you got to drink?

@Jackie : Whisky, No, teddies not necessary, honey, I got mucho surprises for your darling!

Plus, this mama got, my sweet hearts, cool  AR15 teens, for an you and a whole army, baby we gone be cleaning up in this caper later mojo flow!

@Love : Drastic OMG fantastic! See you, Cool mojoa flowa, ha, ha, ha!

Its dark out as the moon comes out, behind wispy fractal shaped clouds!

It wasn’t long afterwards, Miss LoveKilljoy, arrives.

[ 7 ]

A sleek top of the line, black SUV cruises in to the hood, slows down in a dark street. A few people was walking by: a limping old lady dressed in a long dark blue raggedy south american poncho,  was trundling foot by foot on the dirty bubble gum pot marked city pavements, busy pushing a food basket with bags of discarded soda cans. She, looks around, we see her face, one of her ears is missing, the other is extra large and wrinkled, hairs all white, growing out of it like a curled mustache, a dysentery intoxication unflattering fragrance, drifts surrounding her like an aura. Her aura is camouflaged fractally, within the bziahaata moungi subconscious zones, her green eyes lost their glint, are so small it’s amazing she can see at all. Perhaps she can’t, her nose, long rounded, and on its tip, with three pimples, and a black mole is growing nose hairs silently in the night as she gets old. Its is older than she, colored booze reddish, her lips thin as the cigarette butt, dangling from it. Her cheeks sunken in, lost their bloom before you were born. This marvelous woman, is a human, but nobody treats her that way. She is the an unseen New Yorker, a powerfully gened incredible specie. She can sleep on the outside on the sidewalk in the dead of winter, in 32º degree weather raining, with the wind blowing, yet her fellow the New York City dwellers, recognizers her survivor capabilities not. Fractally holy, she defies logic! She and her like, her tribes self generate, and one like her is to be found, always in the corridors of the skyscrapers, in the deep dark hidden canyons of the city. She stops now, for a second, looks down ever so slowly, smiles, trilled to spot a familiar shape just ahead of her. She trundles over next to an opportune over flowing garbage can, and goes about searching for soda bottles and cans. As an added bonus, she find a piece of pizza some lucky son of gun who it threw away!

And near by we can unfortunately smell a man, young, perhaps nineteen years old, smiling zoned out, and looking happy, with store bought eye glasses that are fashionista statements!

A guy with a terrible case of acne, nineteen on his nose, his thin uneven lumpy head, with a clean shaven look with silver ear rings in his ears, peers the passing fellow pedestrians, hoping for bale out! A ball headed styled dude, except for a black mohawk, smokes, trying to act like unstoned, while he sits leaning up against the side of a building,  with a card board sign in his hands, the fractal shaped sign reads, “Please give me money to buy me weed.”

A small in stature, nervous illegal Mexican, working for slave wages off the books, of an unscrupulous acne pus face employer, rides by happily on a bike down the street delivering pizza! He whizzes by, and disappears behind a long line of yellow taxis, waiting in a row for the the light to change.

[ 8 ]

The street corner intersection is packed with the people of the night who don’t sleep!

 Several young teenage girls, run crazily up the street, some got normal colored hair, some got red hair, some got pink, the gay one, the rebel is balled, wears a pair of thin silver round earrings, that sparkle in the night as she runs with her friends!

They, these city kids, are happy and want to show the world, what being alive is like, when you are young, without a care in the world, and they are singing as the run, too!

The Chinese store, with the big long florescent, yellow sign with the name, Happy Chow, is open for business tonight.

The neighborhood Chinese store in front, across the street, is so neat! Americans are suckers for Chinese food, it sends them bunkers, that along with Italian pizza, made by genuine illegal Mexicans, and hot dogs bought from a unhealthy sidewalk street venders, makes New Yorkers think erroneously, that they are cool!

The joint is packed!

Bright lights flow from it onto the night streets, along with the enticing aroma of Chinese pork fried rice sweets!

A cute but poor confused black teenager dude, who unfortunately went to public school, runs like hell, after snatching a cool set of google glasses, from un-attentive tourist looking for black sex in the wrong neighborhood!

A man, dressed in dark clothes takes out the garbage in the middle of the night, the rats scatter in all directions!

[ 9 ]

From a hole in a wall underneath the brownstone building, a black fat rat, spys on a pair of city cats, as they get ready to do the wild thing!

Meow, meowwwwww! Rowow, rowooow! Roowow! Rowow! The cat cries, the sounds of its cries, streaks across the atmosphere of this nights blight, echoes up and down the alley ways of the big New York City streets might!

A bedraggled black cat, howls, and howls again, and again, long and hard, a dozen times out loud disconcertingly, after cornering a female pal, in a courtship misunderstanding, skirmish!

The fractal baby, Miss Love pulls up, in the rented black SUV, disguised as a commercial vehicle, with a cute taped banner on it that reads : Laundry Executive Services!

Inside the girl, wearing a red wig, matching red colored head gear glasses, inside of which was streaming data like mad.

She was undistinguishable, looked like a real New Yorker girl, wearing a lifelike face mask to make her look like somebody else, and she had on a pink dress with high heels. Soon the figure of a man with a wide rimed black hat, black glasses, well dressed in a black suit, white shirt and blue tie, opened the front door of a brownstone building, and descended the staircase, and left the building on main street, and joined her in the car, and the pair drove off.

You look like dick, exclaimed laughing, Miss LovekillJoy to her friend Jackie in mens drag.

Hey, shit, I got one too, ha, ha, ah,  both girls laughed joking. Like that mask, Shit, it’s bad, said jackie!

It works for jerks!

Looks better than yours, that much I know, quipped a smiling laughing Jackie, as she broke, a joke on Loves face disguise!

Shut up, bitch, laughed Miss Love.

You ready, asked love, as she was driving down the high way, she glanced over, checking her girlfriends face mask out, to bad, you don’t got a black mustache!

I got one between my legs! Ha, ha, ha!

I am good!

You should be, with those big tits!

Where you turning to?

Next off ramp.

I am taking a short cut, to the place, hold tight, we got business to take care of, she said, as she speeds through an intersection, running a red light!

Later, the car stopped at one of the city’s exclusive skyscrapers. Later on the top floor, the Lobby desk concierge is seen accompanied by some people, uses the special house key, to access the private elevators of one of the cities wealthiest business men. He knocks at the door to the penthouse.

Who, the hell is that?

The concierge!

[ 10 ]

Hold on a second while I throw on some clothes! I’ll be right there, he says, hurriedly the man gets in to his bathrobe, puts on his huds, and walks to the front of his complex, to the main door monitor system.

The apartment owner, comes to the door, looks in the TV screen, then adjust his huds, to get ID data, and identifies the face, he recognizes it, but asks,

Who, is it, is that you James, why are you up here?

So, Sorry mr, james, sir, but, er, huh, we, I am afraid I have to bother you sir. We, got an alarm warning signal, in the lobby, sir, I am afraid there might be a CO2 gas leak.

Carbon Dioxide is rather dangerous. Carbon dioxide is a toxic gas which is odorless and colorless.

I came up personally, right away sir.

Could you open and let me check sir, please? I have some technicians with me.

The unsuspecting tenant opens the door, and he along with lobby clerk is forced inside by two intruders.

They shoot a round, using a silencer killing the lobby clerk immediately. He falls down, they walk over his dead body toward the man, who is shocked. His eyes grow wide, unbelieving what he is witnessing.

They push the tenant, warning him, don’t move or say a word if you want to live, says a female intruder dressed in pink, as her male figure companion, puts the gun to the mans lips, smiles, and signals for him to be silent, and be seated in the chair.

The guy falls back in the chair shaking with fear, look if its is money, my, my wallet! You’ll find my wallet in my bedroom, take it please but don’t harm me! Please, he pleaded.

Then, while Love, holds a gun on him, Jackie, dressed as a man, in dark glasses, duct tapes up the mans mouth. Then, goes to the bathroom and comes back out in a different out fit, dressed, donning a huge blue plastic pull over. But in her hands, she’s carrying a powerful battery power buzz-saw, with which, she sneaks up, turns it on and before the man could scream, Yaaaa , saws off the mans head clean, lickedy split.

It falls on the floor.

Now, wearing light blue plastic hand gloves, to protect her hands from leaving finger prints, she grabs it and puts it into a large plastic building laundry bag. They both go back into the bathroom, and do their thing, changing clothes and cleaning any blood drops off of them selves. They slip on another set of realistic face masks again, but different ones, They spruce up their hair, check the disguises, then calmly, exit the bathroom.  Both, women, changed their clothes, and got into a silk pale blue uniform, pretending to be the guys that collect the buildings laundry.

They leave, locking the door, and pushing the laundry cart with the bags of so called laundry, into the elevator, which they take down and leave the building, where they enter their car and drive off with the bags in to the night.

[ 11 ]

Later. At a Ben and Jerrys, ice cream parlor, the dudet’s, make their entrance, now dressed in some sexy tight blue jeans, with a bunch of stylish raggety hot holes in them, along with long silver buckles key chains draped down the sides of their legs, topped off with a tight black lace, peek boo sweaters, walk in slowly, calmly voguing as they strut their stuff in to the store like to two zoned out hollywood drama queens hitting the scenes!

They got their head gear glasses on, and are tuned into some hot grooving music, by the looks of them, because they appear to grooving, swaying to some soul sounds as best as we can tell, because we can’t hear it. Only watch their body movements, and imagine what they are listening to!

Love, and Jackie are smiling, both bobbing her heads and swaying to the beat in their glasses.

Jackie and Miss Love, feel hungry for ice cream, and go up to the counter, and jacky smiling and all flirty, asks the guy behind the counter, a blue eyed, innocent looking dorky short dude maybe 18, with black rimmed glasses, with a nose with two holes thats too big for his face, and one solid noticeable space between big horse type teeth in his adorable mouth, other than that sucky look, he had a stinky squeaking clean appearance, big fat face barely belonging to the human race. The guy looked like he was hooked on carrots and spinach, and baby food, for too long, that type of dude.

Yo dude, said jackie, drastic OMG fantastic, me I am so hungry guy for some ice cream, could please serve me? Two ice creams, one for me and my girl friend, she said, casually pointing her finger to Miss Love, who smiled, and stuck out her long tongue to the dude!.

Can you, can you, get me a big scoop of vanilla, fella, she said, sexily to little ice cream man.

His eyes focused on her breasts, instead of her face as he replied politely, big scoops?

Big, she answered sexily!

He smiled, tearing his eyes away from her chest and turned, went dutifully to the shiny illuminated glass counter case reached down and took the big ice cream scooper spoon, and layered the two cones for her and Miss love, with a generous topping of vanilla ice cream, and placed a napkin around the cones, and stretched over and held it out to her, so she could take them.

[ 12 ]

Thanks she said, placing her red lips on it sucking it on it.

Thats five dollars and twenty five cents, he said softly looking at her mouth, smiling and trying to be courteous and business like, as his mind went, no doubt wild, day- dreaming about what it must be like to bed, a hot pants like this one, standing before him.

Do, I have to pay honey, she whispered asking softly so only he could hear?

The young dudes face blushed, rushed, but he didn’t say a word, instead he just shooked his head up and down meaning, yes!

After paying him, she turn walking to far corner table, and she sat down, with Miss Love, his eyes followed the movements of her hips as he seemed to look zone out just like them.

The girls, presence was having a affect on him, in more ways then one!

Then, he noticed the drama queen her self, Miss Love.

She saw his eyes staring at her, and it was obvious to him, she wasn’t interested, but the girls paid him no mind, like he didn’t exist and ate their ice cream, stayed a while and suddenly they appeared to get serious as Miss Love, received a secret message, on her red glasses screens she was wearing!

The incoming data streamed, must be some, something important, that apparently made them get up and exit quickly.

Jackie, on the way out, remember the ice cream boy, turned and dropped a dollar tip on the table, and flashed a quick glance at him, and followed Miss Love out the door. Both girls, shaking their hips like working it, as hot looking chicks, who know they are hot, often do at night, in the big city that never sleeps!

[ 13 ]

The black fractal night is hot, getting fractally hotter, the marathon of people on the hit list to be fired, gets slowly shorter, but still, but still there is much blood to spill.

This time, the gun-toting ladies of the night need to change cars requirements again, and opt for a,” SDI,” car.

The kind,  the  Google creative dream team, put out  to hit the road. Its the latest of their futurist innovations, a car that drives it self.

And, now that Miss Love, is part of the Organization, she makes one phone call, and is put in contact with a New York Industrial prototype car dealer, and for a quick rental of five thousand dollars the car is their, for four hours. It approaches the girls base, A non de-script brownstone building in Park Slope brooklyn.  The neighborhood is trendy and alive, as it drives down fifth avenue people look and do a double take. Its not that the driver is texting, or calling on their glasses phone, it’s that no one is in the drivers seat at all!

The SDI  Limousine approaches the neighbors address and tweets miss Lovekilljoy, advising her of its arrival.

@Miss Lovekilljoy : this is “SDI,” UNIT lic number NY 6459L. This is your Self Driving Intelligence vehicle. We are now parked in front of your address, located six cars down from your addresses front door, your units car color, is white, and the signal lights are blinking. We are ready and at your surface, Miss Lovekilljoy Deaf. Will you be coming soon?

@ SDI UNIT lic. number NY 6459L : Yes, and thanks,  we’ll be down shortly!

@Miss Lovekilljoy deaf : Excellent, and thank you for responding!

Meanwhile, in the house upstairs, The “16-ish,” girls on hearing, the cars arrival take it in stride, They have driven in one many times on jobs, and tonight , they choose to, ” leave the driving to us,” option, so they can spend more time concentrating on rehearsing their strategy to solve the challenges of their next gig, and won’t have to worry about driving around the city themselves! Figuring, less stress tensions better outcomes compensations!

When the girls came down, they looked sexy and dressed to party, in the big city. As they got near the car, the doors slid open, they got in and after buckling up, it drove off, driving it self, with them inside, destination unknown.

Mean while : Inside the car :

Love raps to the other two girls.

This gig, sounds like fun, she says smiling, and snapping her fingers to the music of Ricky Martin, but its gone be tricky, I called it the,” one , two rope a dope.”

Shit, what the hell is the, “one two rope a dope,” repeats jackie questionably, crossing her eyes and acting stupid, saying, dud, dud boo ba boo, hey dudets, year, year, but whose the dope, and whose on first?

[ 14 ]

Oh, hell thats shits old, quips love, making a strange face, as she heard this junk before, but, then she smiles reconsidering, she doesn’t to step, Jackies mojo, and plays along!

Laticha answers, hell with first, who the hell is on second?

Love, snaps, second is on first, first got a curse, Jackie interrupts, gay bubbles don’t curse they burst on first, Laticha, who is bi sexual, looks at them, curiously, trying to figure, what the hell is going on, and looks at them,curiously, saying, I know you guys are all full of shit, you don’t fool me. You trying to play me, you talking bout condoms, the same condoms, I recommended, to you’s guys, the other day right! Is this what this is all bout?  Is it, she asks?

Miss Love, giggles, hey say, but, but whose on third base birds got holes, laticha don’t got mo words on first? The girls were just playing with Latiecha’s head, they bust up laughing, ha, ha,  ha! They get the joke and crack up, as the car pulls up to a lower downtown Manhattan night spot, called, The Last Booky.

It’s an after hour joint, for the wheel heeled high flyers in the know, who want to play but at the same time do it in a low key kind of way, away from prying eyes!  But, it’s early still, the crowds don’t show up for another two hours, and joint is basically stone cold empty.

Laticha has a girl friend in there, a bartender, and lays out some cash to her, if the bartender splits and lets her work the bar instead as a stand in. The girl agrees. The girl, was working the bar, with to other bartenders, and she tells them suddenly a family member has taken gravely ill.  She need to take off, and called a friend,

Laticha in, to take her place, while she takes off.

Meanwhile outside,  the limo, is parked outside across the street.

Inside sits, comfortably Love and Jackie.

The car is sleek looking inside and out, but especially impressive, is well appointed lush interior, with well designed soft, spacious black leather seats, trimmed with shiny gold borderings, making it have the look of big yacht feel of exclusiveness to it.

The lighting fabulous, sporting, indirect soft blue lights coming sideways filtering softly down, and making everything look too cool and glamorous. They, the young ladies, sit sipping drinks, while they sync their apps, virtual environment info screens, to download the bars layout blue prints as they rehearse and finalize their plans.

They aren’t smiling now, but doing some serious thinking, checking out the blue print of the joint, and also, using their hear gear glasses to quickly download other data, they are going to need to successful pull off what’s going to happen next.

[ 15 ]

The Last Booky, is basically just opening up for the night, the music is jazzy, low featuring an old-dee but goodee Marvin Gaye, type of music. Right now his song is on, playing : I heard it, through the grape vine, sound. The bartenders, a guy and and two ladies, one of whom is laticha.

They politely smile welcomingly, as the two good looking young girls dressed hot, wearing cute gold Halloween masks, covering their eyes only-they walk in, entering the front of the joint, and walk through the bar, pass all the small empty tables, with their little decorative red round ball glass bowls, in the center of each table, with a flickering candle inside. They decide to sit way in the back, against a wall. The mood here is cool, dark and with the dim light, very romantic, perfect for pick ups, for those who want to be picked up!

An ominously looking, black balled headed big dude, with big black eyebrows that look like hitlers mustache, strides in walking from the front door, all the way down the length of the forty foot bar to where they are sitting in the back.

The dude, he is not smiling, and in deep voice that could wake up the dead, asks, You got ID?

You walked in, but you didn’t show me no ID, asks the tall heavy set bouncer built like brick house on steroids?

Miss love, looks up to the giant man, put her hand to her mouth and whispers, smiling up to him, sure no problem giant man, she says and stuffs into his big hand, a big pair, big, bigger than him, green bills. He,looks down at the money, blinks, turns, walks away about twenty or thirty feet down the bar, turns looks back at them, and this time he’s smiling, but he looks better when he’s not. he goes back to post outside the door, apparently, he was on coffee break when they arrived. Apparently, or was it planned that way? Its dark, inside this after hour place.

Its has lighting, that adds an dim orange tone to the atmosphere inside!

Here and there as you look up, along the graffiti filled ceiling, hang long 3D fractal shaped lanterns reminiscent of The Don Whitaker 3D sculptures.

They are hanging down from the ceiling, which was low and marked with, signatures of former patrons, like baseball players and basket ball players who were there before, like Arod, and Lin. Plenty of the pictures, populate it, simply held up casually with scotch tape or a thumb tac.

And in one corner, a ladies bra is nailed to the chilling! Over the Bar is a, L E D  huge screened TV. But the voice is barely audible.

The bar counters is big, big and is one of those long ones, shiny, colored dark mahogany, with lots of bowls with crunchy potato chips in it to make you thirsty and drink more.  And the shelf behind the bar, has a gazillion bottles of all kinds of liquor, which are illuminated, from the back with blue lights, to make it enticing and difficult to resist especially when your high or drunk.

The floors are those wide wide distressed old building wood, the walls are brick exposed in some places, and got that funky poor check me out distressed look, to it thats so much in vogue with the hip night crowd.

[ 16 ]

In the back corner is a piano bar, but no bodies playing.

The girls, do what girls do, they are yapping quietly between them selves, we listen in.

Shit, will that work, snaps Jackie?

What the hell you talking, sure it will, shit. I don’t play, besides we scopes! They are dead all ready, just they don’t know it.

BS!

Year, you talk a lot of crap, but can we do it?

Bitch didn’t be negative, to me, no not to me.

I don’t need that, said Miss love, said, who dam well blew her cool, when jackie IDs her plans, she snaps at her, bitch, wedge me with it, honey, you best got come up, with a better idea.

[ BLEEP ] no!

[ BLEEP ] you too!

[ BLEEP ] your ass!

Mines better than yours, ass hole!

Bitch, look said jackie, you know we got the firepower, AR’s don’t play, plus with a Tec-9 too, shit give a break!

So, lets hold off on the bullets and send you’re sexy looking ass in,  to distract the monkeys!

While they are looking funky, with hit the honkies!

I mean to say, lets just send you in, looking hot working it a lot, the guys bug, and while they are distracted we fill them full of holes, said Jackie, nodding her head, baffled why Love wants to try some weird tactic. That’s all I am saying. Its simple! Lets keep it simple!

Kiss, keep it simple stupid, kiss don’t miss! Shit!

Why complicate it, let mother nature do her thing, we know how men think, they don’t!

[ 17 ]

They don’t, D  O  N  T, she spelled out the word to her, to emphasize her point, and said you get it, said Jackie, serious as all hell? Its as easy as all that! The, atmosphere between the two of them, is now tensing up. They are at an impasse, at logger heads, as to what plan of action will work! The two girls are sitting down at the table staring at each other in the eyes.

The waiter comes over, and lightens up the dark mood at the table, and says cheerfully, high party goers, you guys are early. We just opened up, the place is empty.

What you having?

Miss Love answers in a serious voice and throws a pretentious smile at her, and replies.

Sunny-dickies, on the rock please. You too, asks the waitress, eyeing Jackie, Year, I guess, replies Jackie nodding her head.

A little later, the girls appear to be chatting away, amicably this time on a lighter note, because they compromised.

They chat about this and that, till, a an older, Italian looking man with mountains of black curly hair, in dark suite, wearing black sunglasses, resembling hulk hogan, but without the beard and blond hair comes in.

He looks like a jazz musician or something, thinks Jackie, as she taps the wood table with her long pink finger nails, so Miss love will look up to the front, and check him out too!. He sat down at the far corner of the bar, and ordered  a drink. The female bartender comes over, and whispers in his ear, telling him the drink is paid for and is on the girls in the back.

The guy surprised, turns, looks back to look at them, expecting to see somebody he recognizes, or thinking its from friends of his, but, no, its not from anybody he knows. He squints his eyes, good to see. He sees the two very young ladies, but doesn’t recognize them at all.

The man waits for his drinks to arrive, take a sip, then slowly gets up off his chair, and walks over and joins the women sitting down. You, chicks buying?

And I don’t know you, whats up with that?, he asked.

Nothing, its just that Its horny hollowed night. You got a problem with that?

No, In fact, in fact, I kind of like it, he said smiling broadly, at them!

Cool baby, sit down, said Miss Love, smiling all laid back like, sit, sit down get a load off you feet, we’re lonely tourist, that’s all. Like some body to talk to, and possibly show us NYC ! Sit back and relax with us, My name is Susan said miss love, lying intentionally, and calling jackie by another name too, Carrot! Oh, yes, I am sorry I didn’t introduce my self, I am Carrots, says Jackie lying! So, it goes, the plan is in action, they are doing their thing.

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Susan, [ Love ] sits back flirting with the man, and pushes her foot against the man’s leg,

Smiling at him, sipping her drink.

Then, in the front door, a bunch of guys dressed in what appears to be some kind of uniform, walk in.  They wear white ID tags on their chest, with grey suits and they are all wearing dark blue pants, shiny polished  black shoes, their clothes are all coordinated, apparently guards of some type. They walk briskly in the bar, looking all-around checking out every thing and every body out in the joint! By the bulges in their jackets, indicates, obviously they are carrying guns. They search the place with their eyes, look behind the counter, in the plants pots, waste paper baskets, searching for bombs or something, god know what?

The bartenders complain and protest, but ,they flash a gold badge to them and they play cool after that, something is up, and they also, check out both the mens and ladies the bathrooms too, to see if no one is hiding in it, that they don’t want to be in there.

The place passes inspection, the girls, Jackie [ Carrots ] and Miss Love [ Susan ] are in the back and are accompanied, by the older gentleman, they picked up by buying him a drink and flirting with him, all appears to look normal to the guards. Nothing suspicious, and It is deemed clear, so, they signal to the guard at the door, to allow a special someone, to come in, so its to go down, a minute, passes before signaling again to bring in the person they are guarding.

Turns out, its an embassy diplomat from Haflahasgraistan Minor.

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This man, a dark north african euro-pean looking guy, with suave worldly appearance, and by the looks of him, he is obviously a  power broker, and dresses every bit the part.

Dressed in a signature, Maximo B, custom dark gray suit, with a pale honey blue handkerchief in the suit upper left breast pocket, his white, wide collared silk shirt,  opened at the collar, with a thin gold neckless around his neck.

An horstiymedII, mens fragrance, is air traceable on his persona. Diamonds on his fingers!

His well featured head is distinguishable by a large crop of black shiny hair on top,

with and over abundance of white grayish streaks running from front to back through it! His Black puffy eyebrows shield beady eyes underneath, his straight nose helps make for a strong looking face, balanced off with pleasing smile, he is to the young girls looking on, indeed old but quite handsome, and even intriguing.

He looks around, scanning quickly the place, the bar, with his small dark black sharp eyes resembling that of a hawk.

He spots the woman [ Miss love ] [ Jackie ] accompanied by man in the back, but doesn’t stare but quickly looks away, and sits down at the bar stool, and amicably waves to the female bartender, Laticha, who is secretly part of Miss Love’s team, and is just posing as a bartender as part of the plan.

He, orders a Black Daniels liqueur, on the rocks with cherries and lemon and dash of coke, specific to his taste, and then , fiddles with his google glasses, adjusting them, and who knows what he is down loading. Porno ? Who knows?

Meanwhile the other men, his guardian entourage, don’t sit with him, but stay back, take up seats some seats way from him, they give his space to play, and they pretend to be a regular crowd of happy customers, not guards, even though around their necks, they wear an ID cards on a brown strings around their necks, they appear friendly enough though, and on ordering drinks, engage in rambling conversations, smiling and joking with each other.

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Jacky, initiates the play, as it goes down, she gets up, excuses her self and leaves Miss Love, at the table, with the other man, chatting in the back.

She goes to the bar counter, holding casually her empty glass, in her one hand and her large trendy pink handbag in the other.

She places the glass on the counter, and puts her bag down, and waits for the bartender to finish fixing the diplomat a drink, so she can call him over to attend her.

He looks around at her, they exchange smiles, as he check her out admiringly, up and down and muses himself, for an instant glancing at the contours of her shapeliness. And, this is all calculated, Jackie uses her artistry swaying her body to draw in the mans attention.

She can feel his eyes caressing her buttocks in the dim light of the club, and sways her body to the music playing in the stereo, she turns around in circles pretending to be engrossed in Marvins Gayes music, dancing to the music by her self, while actually what she is really doing is she counting the number of guards in the place. eleven men, two females, memorizing whether they are seated, standing, front or back, moving around, noting mentally their locations and passing the data to sync with Miss Love, and Latichas glasses, so they are on the same page! Timing is crucial she thinks to her self, they must get it right!

And, all the while in her glasses field, she activates her auto phone enabler app, and in a low voice she phones laticha and miss love, simultaneously and they receive the call in their glasses. She knows all eyes are on her by th guards sitting around so, makes like she’s drunk talking to her self, while in reality she’s making a call.

Laticha already in position, she is one of the bartenders.  Jackie notices the Diplomat, Mr. Muhammed, smiling, checking her out. She pays him no mind and sways along dancing, and appears to be singing along with the song,” I heard it through the grape vine.” She is so happy, smiling as she dances around, and goes closer up to him, and in an opportune moment of her choosing she will starts a conversation.

The signal, for it to go down, is to be talking with him and for her to take a cigarette and light it up, doing so is the signal miss love was waiting for.

Miss love, is still entertaining the guy, she is pretending to be with, in the back. She’s just talking an up storm, of thick BS, to him, just to pass the time, as she keeps an eye on Jackie, as her plan is now set in to motion and the seconds are ticking.

The guy she is with, is so clueless, that he is being played, and he is so gullible, he laps ups all the BS, lines she has been feeding him, hook line and sinker! She says to him, Baby, You, so are handsome, Tom Cruise don’t got no chance, compared to you!

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The music in the bar all the while, is still playing the old Marvin Gaye tunes, real low in the background, the song went, I heard it through grapevine, Ooh, I bet you’re wondering how I knew

I heard it through the grapevine, goes the song, but the real grape vine, the real messages, is whats being said on the phone lines, the conversations between the girls in this club sitting on the edge, of the 4D dimensional space, with Miss Lovekilljoy lying in wait, like an ace, smiling!

She, says to the gentilman, at the table, Honey, you remind of some Hollywood lover.

He looks her in the eyes, straight faced and says to her, Do you know something?  Lots of females tell me that.

Oh course, its the truth, she said to him rubbing his nose with her index finger, why would they lie? I cook, he said softly, maybe you’d like me to take you home and make you a nice dinner?

Oh, I don’t eat!

Besides, in Hollywood, I have seen you, she says, pretending to really be drunk and vulnerable! I have, have, I have, have, I have seen you on the screen somewhere, but  eludes my poor brain right now, must be, must be the booze!  Oh I think I had too much to drink, don’t know, I just don’t know, but you do, do, you do do, she whispers into the mans ear pretending to be falling for him.

All the while she is attentive as a shark, to everything going on interactively with jackie and the VIP at the bar. She’s waiting for a signal. Waiting, waiting, its been along time coming, the diplomat reaches over and taps Jackie a few times on her butt playfully, Jackie laughs and laughs, her smile and laughter is catchy, the diplomat next to her sitting on the stool has had a few drinks now, and he is relaxed, losing his inhibitions, and starts to laugh too! Laughter spreads!

But, people laugh, all the time for the strangest reasons. She’s laughing because she is enjoying him looking at her.

Common causes for laughter are, sensations of happiness, humor, however special situations spark humorous laughter too.

Funny thing, she sees humor in this situation, this particular situation, she is excited by it, it gives her an orgasm as she reaches into her purse, reaches for a simple white thin cigarette, something so simple, so innocent, a simple cigarette and she is enjoying the attention of the guy and starts a conversation with him. Jackie lights up her cigarette.

Miss Love, she, reaches down into her big bag under the table

and rose up

with two AR15 machine guns, one in each hand blasting flashing Bam Bam Pa, tow rat tat tow rat tat tow!

and she sweeps the joint up, with a hail of red hot bullets.

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She is firing them blasting bullets out like mad,  Bam, rat tow rat tow, Bam, rat tow rat tow, Bam, rat tooowww goes the guns! Suddenly there are bullet holes all over, as jackie, Laticha and the bartenders dive for cover on the floors!

The big firearms are just perfect for Miss Loves comfort level, she is familiar with them, and you could tell by her smiling face, and the way she shoots them, she is really enjoying her self tonight!  This is not work, but fun for her!

Miss Love, she is cool as ice, knowing she is the first one to start to shoot, and as the first shooter she gets to pick and choose and clearly defined the lines of trajectories to the exact spots on the targets. The first line of bullets, about six rounds she lets fly, takes a horizontal slide fling in seconds, in a straight line hitting her target! One male guard, heavy set, middle eastern looking guy, possibly in his 30s, around 5-foot 9, 250 pounds black hair with a large forehead, which receives a bullet hole in the center of it, the power of the blow of the bullet making contact eviscerates the mans brain, and he is picked up and propelled through the air landing six feet back up against another man, knocking him down too!  Things are starting to look dark!

The night holds fractals fright! Precariously perched in a lurch, some one is coming, some one bad! Got a Bad personality!

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